The rebirth of the idol boy group takes the harem

"Those ferocious beasts are devouring my heart. I shouted and cried, but only endless laughter responded..."

The dim light cast from the top of the recording studio, combined with the flickering lights of the mixing console, added a bit of eerie and danger to this claustrophobic space.Singing these weird lyrics, Jin Ruoyan couldn't help but raise his eyes to look at Lan Shijie. He was staring at the buttons of the mixer with his head down, wondering what he was thinking. The hair on the front of the forehead is well-defined, and the side of the drooping face is shining with a thin cold light.

"Shi Jie, the transition here is a bit strange." Jin Ruoyan pointed to the music score in his hand, and asked cautiously, "Do you want to change it?"

"Yeah? Where?" Lan Shijie woke up like a dream, and subconsciously moved closer to Jin Ruoyan, but the moment he saw the music score, he withdrew his eyes and raised his hand to lift the bangs blocking his eyes. His memory was like sunshine The bright eyebrows and eyes became as gloomy and desperate as an abyss, "Ruoyan, let's forget about today, I don't know how to change..."

Jin Ruoyan put down the score and patted him on the shoulder: "Take a rest when you're tired!"

Lan Shijie nodded slightly, his eyes drifted unconsciously to the door.This was the seventh time he looked in that direction. Jin Ruoyan couldn't help being curious and followed his gaze, but he only saw the closed door and the big mirror at the door.

"What are you looking at?"

"No, it's nothing." Lan Shijie closed his eyes, lay on the mixer for a while, and suddenly said, "Ruoyan, would PAN develop better without me?"

"Without you?" Jin Ruoyan was taken aback, but immediately put on a relaxed look, and scolded with a smile, "What are you kidding? You are the captain of PAN, what would we do without you? The [-]th anniversary concert is coming soon, Even if you want to rest, give me this time!"

Lan Shijie folded his hands horizontally on the mixer, and then leaned his head on it, with a slight smile on his face, like flower petals falling on the water surface, the ripples slightly swaying, never reaching the depth: "Ruoyan , do you think I am a competent captain?"

Jin Ruoyan was stunned for a moment, and immediately replied: "Of course! Without you, how could we have come to this point?"

"Actually, from the first day of my debut, I hoped to write the best song for the group. I dreamed of it. Unfortunately, I submitted nearly 100 demos, but none of them passed." Lan Shijie laughed at himself. , "I'm not reconciled, I used it for my own use, but the result is like this!"

Lan Shijie narrated it calmly, but Jin Ruoyan was surprised: more than 100 songs?There are so many? !

No matter in the previous life or after rebirth, every time Lan Shijie mentioned this topic, he always laughed and said with a smile that he was killed for another song today. According to the group practice, other people always make fun of him and let him do his job well. For work, since you can rely on your face to make a living, why bother to rely on your strength!

Sometimes I will lose a few sentences. The road of art is full of loneliness, despair, and pain. Most artists will be driven into lunatics. You are not that material at all if you are so silly all day long!

"I want to do well, but I always fail. It's been four years since I debuted, and I'm still a worthless vase!" Lan Shijie's tone was still calm, like the surface of a windless lake, "Ability can't match ambition, Talent is not worthy of dreams, this may be the root of all my troubles!"

His self-analysis was exactly the same as what Yue Mingxin said before, which made Jin Ruoyan feel bitter, but he tried his best to hold up a positive smile: "Everyone can see your efforts for PAN, and the previous joke Don't take it to heart," he moved his head closer to Lan Shijie, his slumped face was reflected in his eyes as pure as glass, "Actually, each of us is looking forward to singing the song you wrote! Accept an imperfect self, walk slowly on the dark road, don't worry, don't be discouraged, as long as the direction is right, you will always see the light!"

"Ruoyan, thank you!" Lan Shijie's eyes flashed a gleam of light, which was fleeting like a meteor, and with the final tail light, he fell into a more desperate darkness, "You are always so gentle and special to everyone Well, Yue Mingxin is really lucky!"

Unexpectedly, Lan Shijie mentioned this name suddenly, Jin Ruoyan sat up straight, touched his nose awkwardly: "What are you talking about?" Feeling that the atmosphere was not as solemn as before, Jin Ruoyan gradually breathed a sigh of relief, raising his arms to act like a superman Flying, "Anyway, it's the darkness before dawn, hold your breath, and rush to dawn, the scenery will be very beautiful!"

"But, most people died the night before dawn!" Lan Shijie silently took a mouthful of poisonous chicken soup, and immediately received Jin Ruoyan's sharp eye knife, he smiled helplessly, and then turned his head back to the screen , "Ruoyan, I'm a little tired! I really want to sleep! Don't do anything, just sleep!"

Jin Ruoyan got up and pointed his finger towards the door, "Go to sleep quickly! Do you know that you have been in the recording studio for a week! It is a robot, and the CPU main board is about to burn out!" Calm down a bit, and add, " Or go home and have a look? Stay with your parents for a few days?"

Lan Shijie turned his head in the opposite direction, as if he was going to sleep in his arms, Jin Ruoyan stared at the hair on his head, and closed his mouth knowingly.He went out quietly, went to the bathroom, and checked his phone by the way. There were several missed calls, and his fingers repeatedly rubbed on the screen, wanting to call back, but gave up.

Walking to the door of the recording studio, Jin Ruoyan stopped, took out his mobile phone again, opened a locked photo album, flicked through one after another, the same person, but with different expressions, and finally stopped at a sleeping face With the fingertips as the tip of the pen, gently outline the person's eyebrows and eyes.

Lan Shijie made a mistake in saying one sentence: Yue Mingxin was not lucky——

He has never seen his gentle appearance, and he treats him badly. At first, he was afraid of him as a murderer, then he was guarded against him as a bed partner, and then he accepted him, but he still refused to accept him. Let go of the grudges in your heart.

Always say to yourself, if it is him, he will recognize it!

He is ready to use this wonderful experience to offset the karma of the two lifetimes!

How relentless!How touching!

But what if not?

What is all of this?

Being regarded as a murderer by the person you love deeply, such an oolong, can that person accept it?

Staring fixedly at the person on the screen, in a trance, he seemed to penetrate this piece of glass, pass through the falsehoods of the world, and arrive at a door called the truth. He can get the answer as long as he gently pushes it open, but he hesitates. Fearing, afraid, retreating, like avoiding the temptation of the snake in the Garden of Eden, he couldn't face any kind of result!

Thinking of the end, Jin Ruoyan felt his head hurt badly. He held the doorknob with one hand and his forehead with the other, and his heart was beating wildly as if out of control. Jin Ruoyan accelerated his breathing to supply enough oxygen.After a long time, his heartbeat finally returned to normal, but Jin Ruoyan was like a traveler who had been walking in the desert for many days, with dry mouth and eyesight, tired body and body.

He walked back to the recording studio and glanced at Lan Shijie who was still lying on his stomach in front of the mixer.

Jin Ruoyan supported the table by the door, stabilized his body, looked up at himself in the glasses, and couldn't help chuckling: It seems that he really has a heart for that person, just thinking about it, he is so scared!Isn't it some time before that?Why bother now?

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a schoolbag on the table with a bottle of soda lying in it. Jin Ruoyan suddenly felt thirsty, and picked it up casually: "Hey, Shi Jie, is this yours? I'm thirsty now, let's drink it first!"

Before waiting for an answer, Jin Ruoyan had already brought the mouth of the bottle to his mouth, and the cool liquid slid to his mouth, like summer rain with a nourishing pleasure, there was a rustling sound of getting up from the opposite side, Jin Ruoyan looked at the mirror casually , For a moment, the heartbeat stopped, and the yellow light in the recording studio was like a sharp knife, deeply outlining the blurred figure lingering in his nightmare——

It is still those beautiful almond eyes, quietly watching myself in the mirror, and it is still the thin pale pink lips, slowly spreading a strange smile, like a mandala blooming in the land of death, with The ultimate and coquettish beauty welcomes the dying soul.

Jin Ruoyan looked at the person in the mirror, and his next second reaction was to lean over and spit out everything in his mouth. During this period, he was coughing desperately, retching, as if a hand was pulling all the filth from the mouth. He pulled his body out.

With the sound of heart-piercing vomiting, the last piece of the puzzle finally returned to its place, and this huge picture scroll called death slowly emerged from the deep river of memory——

In the dressing room of his previous life, he also looked at Lan Shijie in the mirror and smiled, then unsuspectingly drank the bottle of soda that he poisoned to commit suicide.

In his previous life, he also smiled like a flower, said nothing, did nothing, as if he was an unknowing bystander, watching a joke that cost his life.

The sudden and clear picture, like a dull hammer, hit Jin Ruoyan's body fiercely. He felt that the spiritual barrier, together with the internal organs, were instantly turned into dust and blown away in the boundless void. He became an invisible soul, falling into the sky. into a dark hell.

It turned out that the truth I was looking for was so ridiculous. At the beginning of my rebirth, I was smart enough to guard against everyone, but I didn't know that I was the most critical part of this poisonous killing.

It is his self-righteousness that labels innocent people as sinners,

It's his vain philanthropy that puts the dangerous on the list of cares,

It was he who wrote the death notice for himself.

Who Killed the Mockingbird?

The eagle said: "It was me. When I flew with him, I broke his weak wings!"

Who Killed the Mockingbird?

The fox said, "It was I. When he fell, I bit off his neck and drank his delicious blood!"

Who Killed the Mockingbird?

The crow said: "It's us, we pecked his skin and ate up his delicious meat!"

"Who the hell killed you?" Hades asked the robin.

The robin shed tears: "It's me, because I have lost the courage to fly!"

Raising his eyes with difficulty, Jin Ruoyan looked at Lan Shijie's appearance gradually blurred. From the first meeting in the previous life to this moment, the past of the two of them for nearly ten years flashed back like a fleeting shadow. I understand your pain, and I understand your despair. I understand, but why...

Why are you doing this to me?Why is it me?

I am clearly the one who cares about you the most...

Yuan Fei and Yue Mingxin happened to walk into the recording studio at this moment. When they opened the door, they saw Jin Ruoyan, who was vomiting in pain, and Lan Shijie, who was stunned opposite him.Yue Mingxin ran to Jin Ruoyan's side, held his waist, and asked eagerly, "Ruoyan, Ruoyan, what's the matter with you? Are you feeling unwell? Or something happened?!"

Jin Ruoyan raised his head weakly, looked at that person, a bitter and sad smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "So, it's really not you!"