The end of the year turned out to be the happiest time, and the three of them guarded the empty dormitory, feeling very uncomfortable.

PAN was absent from all award ceremonies and evening parties, and Xu Leshu also got off from "The Most In Music Live", ending nearly a year of hosting career.Although he was loved by the audience for his excellent sense of humor and quick response, considering the recent huge controversy of PAN, the program team decided to stop the cooperation and DEC member Yan Nan took over as host.

However, Yue Mingxin's contract termination lawsuit was still going on, Lan Shijie was forced to undergo psychological treatment by the company, Yuan Fei lost contact, and probably hid somewhere, waiting for the storm to subside.

"Le, Lele."

Xu Leshu was tidying up the room, when she looked up and saw Jin Ruoyan, she smiled faintly: "What's wrong?"

Jin Ruoyan's eyes moved slightly, he licked his lips, and said softly, "You, can you leave it alone and let me stay here later?"

Such a request sounds weird, but Xu Leshu was the first to notice his relationship with Yue Mingxin, so, not surprised, he gathered the books on the bookshelf, spread his hands and said, "Okay, you stay here, I'll go to your room!" Passing by Jin Ruoyan's side, his voice was soft, "He doesn't have many things, I'll help him pack them into a box on the bookshelf, you can take a look, maybe there's something you want inside."

Jin Ruoyan's body trembled slightly, but he didn't speak.Xu Leshu only smiled, and closed the door intimately.

In the claustrophobic space, Jin Ruoyan finally completely relaxed his tense body, walked a few steps staggeringly, and before he reached the bed, he couldn't hold on anymore, and slumped down on the side of the bookshelf——

Gone, really gone.

That day, Jin Ruoyan uttered the last sentence, and ran away without waiting for a reply. Perhaps he was afraid that the man would repent, and even cruelly withdrew the one-year probation period.

The contract termination negotiations are still going on, and the company has not given up its efforts, but Jin Ruoyan knows that everything is over, and Yue Mingxin will definitely not come back. As for what will happen in a year, he doesn't know.Everything in the past is like a picture, floating in the air, reaching out to catch it, but it is like a petal broken by the rain, ruined and unbearable.

Jin Ruoyan buried his head between his knees, his chest seemed to be sliced ​​raw with a blunt blade, and the pain made him feel worse than death.If he didn't get to the bottom of it, if he wasn't proud of favors, if he could cherish a little more, would the ending be different? !

Slowly getting up, wandering in front of the bookshelves, Jin Ruoyan suddenly saw that SLR camera, the black body was glowing with a charming luster, he put his hand on it, stroked the rough lines on the surface, and unconsciously recalled in his head the time he had because of The matter of taking pictures, the quarrel the two had had, and Yue Mingxin's desire not to hide that night.

Thinking about it now, your back-and-forth talk and the ridiculous cold war have all become beautiful bits and pieces in your memory. Unfortunately, time is always moving forward non-stop. When you look back, you are blinded by the dust rolled up by the wheels.

Jin Ruoyan picked up the DSLR and flipped through it expressionlessly. When they stayed in the photos while they were traveling in Switzerland, they were still full of themselves, and Yue Mingxin was only in charge of taking pictures.At that time, he was determined to get out of the haze, out of the past, and wanted to hold his lover's hand and run towards a wider sky. At that time, he smiled freely and had an arrogant expression, as if he owned the whole world.

At that time, he probably would not have imagined that the person who took pictures of him had already left in less than a year.

Putting down the DSLR, Jin Ruoyan cast his eyes on the box on the second floor of the bookshelf, he hesitated for a moment, and slowly took it down.Open it, and the top layer is full of famous brand watches and accessories, among which the earrings are the most. He is always so sloppy, no matter how expensive things are, he just throws them away.These were probably picked up by Xu Leshu later.

Jin Ruoyan also saw the earring brought back from his trip to Switzerland. He pinched it with two fingers and held it in front of his eyes. The purple-red crystal refracted the light, and each slice was like a mirror, reflecting different sides of the room.

Staring at the earrings for a long time, Jin Ruoyan suddenly chuckled——

I read a story before, a farmer rescued his wife from the flood, but his child was drowned.Afterwards, people talked a lot. Some people said that what he did was right, his wife is a lifelong partner, and the child can be regenerated. Some people said that he did wrong, the wife can remarry, but the child is his own.Later, someone ran to the farmer and asked him what he thought.

But the farmer said, I didn't think about anything, because the flood hit, my wife was by my side, and I grabbed her and swam to the nearby hillside.And when I went, the child had been washed away by the flood.

Probably life is like this, most of the time, you have no choice.

It is impossible for people to be like crystals, covering all aspects of the world. They can only make choices that they think are correct on the road ahead, and then bite the bullet and go on.

His eyes became darker and darker. Slowly, he put the earrings aside, took out all the ornaments on the upper layer of the box with both hands, and finally revealed the mystery underneath. It was a hard-shell book, beautiful Hua Kangya Song Shu wrote six words: Reminiscing about the past.

A set of four books, each of which is very thick, beautifully bound, perfect as new, probably only a few pages have been turned, but the middle of the book is bulging, as if there is something stuck in it.

Jin Ruoyan was puzzled for a while, grabbed the spine of the book and lifted it out, not wanting the contents inside to fall out with a clatter.Jin Ruoyan was slightly taken aback, then rolled his Adam's apple a few times nervously, stretched out his hand tremblingly, picked up one, looked at it, and picked up another one until he had read all of them.

Then came the second, third, fourth...

It was still that night, the man was shaking his DSLR like a ruffian, with an evil and flamboyant smile on his lips: "I'll take pictures for you in the future, and I'm sure they will be better than the high-definition pictures taken by those station sisters!"

Jin Ruoyan chuckled, and tears finally flowed down: So, he didn't want to take anything away.

The power in his hand completely disappeared, and the photos fell like snowflakes——

There is him in every piece, and the date is carefully marked on the back of each piece, as well as a simple comment, "At the autograph signing, he was in a daze again", "Today he picked the wrong dance steps, and he blamed himself, I really want to hug him", "I said he was short, he got angry, his pouty face is cute"...

I thought being alone was the saddest thing,

Now I know there are worse things than being alone,

It was he who had come and gone.

Hearing the slight sobbing sound from the opposite side, Fang Yunqi got up and wanted to go over to have a look, but was grabbed by Xu Leshu: "You child, why don't you have any insight, Ruoyan is sad, why are you going there?"

Fang Yunqi didn't know about the entanglement between him and Yue Mingxin, he only knew that Yue Mingxin's resignation had hit Jin Ruoyan hard, and he even threw his fist at each other because he said Yue Mingxin was selfish.However, this is really beyond his comprehension. Now that Xu Leshu said this, he finally couldn't bear it anymore and asked, "Then, he shouldn't be so sad, right?!"

Xu Leshu looked at him like a fool, then lowered his head and smiled: "Are you really stupid or fake, you have been in the same room with Jin Ruoyan for so long, why is he sad?"

Fang Yunqi was not satisfied with his contemptuous tone, and retorted: "Same roommate, you don't have to interfere with each other's private life!" Sensing the strangeness in the words, he frowned and asked carefully, "Then, you Know?"

Xu Leshu laughed dumbly and said, "I share the same room with Yue Mingxin, of course I know!"

Hearing his heavy-lifting tone, Fang Yunqi felt even more uncomfortable, and scratched his hair in boredom: "Damn, each of you seems to be hiding a big secret, and you are hiding your words! Ye Mingxin, Lan Shi Either way, it happened all of a sudden, I don’t even know the reason!! There is something wrong, why don’t you tell us, let’s solve it together, we must use such an extreme method!! Aren’t we family members? They, they..." As Fang Yunqi spoke, a sparkle flashed in his eyes suddenly, "Why did they leave!"

Xu Leshu didn't expect Fang Yunqi to be so emotional, he was a little dazed for a while, and immediately got up, jumping on the spot at a loss: "Hey, don't be so excited! Even the closest people can't understand all their inner thoughts! You , Let’s return to that ignorant, fearless and carefree state! I’m not used to you like this!!”

Fang Yunqi ignored him, just raised his hand to wipe his face, not letting the tears continue to spread.

Xu Leshu breathed a sigh of relief, feeling sorry for Fang Yunqi for some reason.He gave himself the impression that he was a talented, arrogant and self-willed child, and the relationship between the two was also full of twists and turns. After being drunk, he hugged himself, leaving behind an ambiguous confession and the sound of a constantly accelerating heartbeat.

Xu Leshu was originally a seven-orifice exquisite heart. Of course he could guess what Fang Yunqi meant, but Xu Leshu really fell into thinking about how to deal with it.He doesn't like men, but he admires Fang Yunqi very much. In addition, Fang Yunqi has pure feelings. His mother and fetus have been single for 22 years, and it is hard for him to germinate a new bud of love. Although the direction is a little bit off, if he cut it off roughly, it would be too cruel.

After thinking about it, Xu Leshu spent several long nights and plucked out several locks of hair, and finally decided to have a deep talk with Fang Yunqi after the year, with the theme of establishing a correct view of love, and guide him back to the right path.However, what I didn't expect was that after Fang Yunqi came back, he never mentioned what happened on that snowy night, and his attitude towards Xu Leshu didn't change much. A secret kept forever.

However, now seeing him crying sadly like a child, Xu Leshu's heart was rippling.

In fact, Fang Yunqi with a dull expression is the easiest to understand, because in his heart, there are only a few things: dancing, pan, and a certain person.He doesn't care about the other world, which makes him look indifferent and boring, but once he touches the object in his heart, he will burn into a raging fire with scorching warmth.

"We are still here, why are you nervous!" Although Xu Leshu's voice was small, but firm and powerful, "If you panic now, something serious will happen!"

Fang Yunqi was silent for a while, then raised his head, tentatively: "What about you? Will you leave?"

Xu Leshu had never heard that voice carefully before. He was worried about himself in his heart. For some reason, this recognition made the corners of Xu Leshu's mouth curl up, like a satisfied cat, blinking his sly eyes: "Where are you going?" ? I told you before, as long as I am here, PAN will not fall!"

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