Yu Wu

Inside the Yifang Pavilion, smoke curls up, the soft red floor is paved, and a eight-fold Xiangzhu folding door is wide open, revealing a balcony with carved railings painted in danzhu lacquer behind.

Outside the terrace, a paulownia tree is in bloom, and the pink and lavender haze blows over the branches.

His Senior Brother Gu was sitting on the wooden railing, with one knee bent and the other straight, holding a long rusty copper-colored pipe suona in his hand.

The whole body of the suona exudes a dim copper light, and the handle is tied with soft white silk, fluttering in the evening wind.

The martial arts storm.

In the flower shadow, Gu Mang held the wind wave, put his lips on the mouth of the suona, tried the sound, and then blew a series of dumb tunes with his eyes closed.

"Once upon a time, there was Erlang, hold the sword and go, the blood will sink into the sand... the bones will not be returned."

What Gu Mang used to be best at was obviously the crooked local accent, but at this moment, the tone that was pulled out from the suona was so sad and sad. The sound blew.

"This skeleton was still beautiful last year, and this body was talked about last night..."

Through the clouds and through the sun.

Mo Xi didn't speak, as if he was choking on the most bitter olive in the world.He stood at the door, looking at Gu Mang's silhouette from a distance, as if looking at a dream from another world.

The pipa girl heard the slight movement outside, turned her head sideways, her eyes widened in fright, and she wanted to kneel down.But Mo Xi waved his hand at her, signaling her to keep quiet.

Gu Mang was very devoted, his lips with the pipe in his mouth were rosy, and because he was blowing hard, his cheeks bulged into a cute pouch. The setting sun shone on his handsome and handsome face, and dyed his jet-black hair with a light layer of familiarity. gold.He sat obliquely on the vermilion railing, while playing, he turned his head and soaked in the flowers outside the building, fading and flying, and the sunset, the pure white silk tied to the suona fluttered in his hand like a sea tide.

"I will take care of your loyal heart, and I will pass on your noble spirit."

Xiuxiu's ten fingers pressed down on the mottled suona, flowing like the gentlest wind in the world.

"...the day when the heroic soul returns to his hometown, there is no place in the world... no green hills."

It wasn't until the end of the song that Gu Mang slowly opened his eyes, turned around, and said with a smile, "Look, this way the tune doesn't go astray, so you..."

In the middle of speaking, he suddenly noticed the very stiff and fearful expression of the pipa girl, Gu Mang suddenly stopped, looked around, and then saw Mo Xi who appeared in the room at some time.

His smile freezes.

"..." After a short silence, Gu Mang cleared up his expression, readjusted himself, twirled the instrument in his hand with his slender fingertips, and said to Mo Xi playfully, "Mr. Xihe is in a good mood today, and he even ran here Here comes the flower house."

Mo Xi heard an astonishingly hoarse voice.After a short pause, he realized that the person who made the sound was actually himself.

He said to the pipa girl, "Go out."

"Yes."

Gu Mang said to the pipa girl, "Stop."

showgirl:"……"

Gu Mang tilted his head with a smile, and said, "Mr. Xihe, you are so domineering. The girl I paid to spend the night with me, why do you rush as soon as you say? Have you asked me what I mean?"

Mo Xi endured the violent ups and downs of emotion in his chest, and said in a low voice, "Gu Mang. I have something to say to you alone."

"What do you say?" Gu Mang said, "Lonely and widowed are in the same room, and they can't even explain it clearly, not to mention that you are a rising star and I am Doomsday Jianghe. What is there to talk about between the two of us?"

"Gu Mang!"

Gu Mang raised his hand to disperse the storm, and the suona turned into a little bit of fluorescent light, melting into his flesh and blood.

He jumped down from the red railing, crossed his arms, lowered his eyes and smiled slightly: "Beauty, don't make trouble. Now you are rising every step of the way, and you are favored by Princess Mengze. If you hang around with me, a notorious prodigal, how much will you be?" Damage your reputation. You and I have been brothers for many years, and I will love my brother."

This familiar slick tone sounded in Mo Xi's ears again.

Not a dream, not a hallucination.

It was the real Gu Mang, who could be seen and felt, the Gu Mang from eight years ago.

Alienating him, laughing at him, contradicting him—this grinning man may have made up his mind at this moment, and he will go treason soon.

This cognition turned into an extremely strong impulse, which slammed into Mo Xi's chest, and Mo Xi's eyes suddenly turned red: "I won't leave."

After finishing speaking, he repeated to the pipa girl again: "Go out."

Gu Mang raised his eyebrows slightly: "Don't you understand what I said before? I've already bought her for a whole night. You drove her away, who will accompany me in the long night?"

Mo Xi said, "I will always be here."

"?" Gu Mang blinked his black eyes, "Can you play the pipa?"

"……Won't."

"Can you sing little songs?"

"will not."

"Then what do I want you for?" Gu Mang smiled, "You're not worth her price."

Mo Xi didn't argue with him carelessly, but said, "Gu Mang. I won't go to the northern border today."

Gu Mang tilted his head, with that exasperating thin smile still on the corner of his mouth: "Well, it's a good thing. But that has nothing to do with me."

"It's related to you. You give me another night, I have something to say, I won't say it now—" Mo Xi paused, staring into Gu Mang's eyes, "I'm afraid there will be no chance in the future."

Perhaps it was because he knew that Gu Mang was already treacherous at this time, and when he carefully took in the subtle expressions of the person in front of him, he could see that Gu Mang's expression changed slightly after hearing his words.

Gu Mang lowered his eyelashes, and said, "I don't have any politics today, I just want to be intoxicated with love. If you really want to talk to me, it will be a long time in the future, and we can talk about it when you come back."

Mo Xi said, "I can't wait for that day."

There was a little silence, the pipa singer was sandwiched between the two of them, neither advancing nor retreating, so she could only pretend to be a wood carving and clay sculpture, not daring to say anything, not daring to move.

After a long while, Gu Mang lowered his head, smiling slightly, and sighing: "Why do you insist on pestering me? I already have nothing."

"I just wanted to talk to you again."

Gu Mang smiled and stabbed those too cruel words in Mo Xi's heart one after another: "What else can I say, your senior brother can't give you anything anymore, Your Highness, please, I just If you want to play, be happy, you can go. Please let me go."

If Mo Xi had heard these words eight years ago, he might have been deceived just like that.Maybe you will really believe that he is just sad, play and have fun, there will always be a time to heal.

But helplessly, standing in front of Gu Mang at this moment is Mo Xi eight years later.

Gu Mang's so-called "playing around" was indescribably sad and ironic to Mo Xi's ears.

Mo Xi said hoarsely: "Just for one night. You leave it to me."

Gu Mang sighed: "Don't be too ambiguous, you still have a long way to go in the future, pay attention to your innocence..."

"Am I still innocent?"

Silent.

Even the pipa girl suddenly raised her head in shock, and immediately fell down on the ground with a pale face, trembling.

Gu Mang finally suppressed that wicked smile, looked at him with deep eyes, and looked at Mo Xi standing in front of him, almost paranoid and gnashing his teeth.

Gu Mang said softly, "What crazy words are you talking about?"

"You know it all in your heart."

"..." Gu Mang, who had never been tempered before, was astute and intelligent, like a monster, he could easily see into Junior Brother Mo's heart.

But today, when he looked at the person in front of him, he suddenly felt strange and unable to see through.

He originally wanted to speak angrily and drive people away, but Mo Xi stared at him fiercely from the same spot, and there was pain and fear in those sharp eyes that Gu Mang didn't know the so-called...even, grievance.

Yes, wronged.

Gu Mang realized this almost at a loss.

And Mo Xi's eyes were already red.

Mo Xi gritted his back molars, endured the moisture in his eyes, and said hoarsely and stubbornly: "I have not been innocent for a long time, and I don't care about innocence. You can't drive me away."

"…………"

The more I listened, the more helpless and uneasy I became.

In the end, Gu Mang finally gave in and couldn't hold him back, so he sighed and turned his head, and said to the Pipa girl, "Miss Feitian, I'm sorry, there's a lunatic here, please stay away."

Miss Feitian couldn't wait for her wish, and after she resigned, she left Yifang Pavilion as if fleeing.

The two of them were the only ones left in the soft, fragrant, and golden room.

Gu Mang returned to the room from the balcony, raised his hand together, and closed the wooden door leading to the balcony. Then he turned around, lightly moved his fingertips, and lit the candle on the bronze crane stand.

After doing all this, he walked straight up to Mo Xi, broke the safe distance without hesitation, and walked straight all the way to the opposite of Mo Xi.

Only the dimensions are far off.

Gu Mang raised his face, his dark eyes were full of questioning and provocative, and his breathing was between the two of them.He raised his hand to touch Mo Xi's tough chin.

He said softly, "Okay, take a look, the girl I bought left, and it's all because of you, are you satisfied?"

He looked critically at Mo Xi's face the way he looked at the laughing girl in the brothel. After a while, he shifted his gaze down and stared at Mo Xi's thin lips again. He raised his thumb to caress the soft lips, gently caressing them.

Gu Mang whispered slowly: "Since you are so proactive and eager to come here to fight for favor, then... I will let you stay with me for one last night. After tonight, princess, let's live in peace with each other and stop entanglement."

After saying these words, he suddenly grabbed Mo Xi by the skirt, pulled him over, and kissed him—!

A groan.

The wet lips were already holding the cool lips, and the dexterous tongue sneaked into the mouth and stirred violently, like a butterfly taking honey, absorbing Mo Xi's breath and breath.

Although Senior Brother Gu spoke in a bad tone and was cold and ruthless, when they kissed, Gu Mang almost always took the initiative and enjoyed it. He would rub his moist and full lips and tongue, and would seduce him with his slender and thick eyelashes. Him, his tight and thin waist will be moved towards him emotionally, as if he is willing to integrate with Mo Xi.

But in fact, it's just an appearance.

Gu Mang's indulgence caused Mo Xi to misunderstand at first, and later made Mo Xi intoxicated, but in the end, what left Mo Xi the most was pain.

Mo Xi still remembers the first time they met flesh and blood on the night of the weak crown, his heart was still soaked in honey, thinking that Gu Mang loved him too, and thought that from then on he could lock his senior brother firmly by his side and take it as his own.

But Gu Mang told him that it was just a moment of confusion.

Afterwards, they were "confused for a while" many times. Gu Mang was bullied by him countless times until he lost his mind, and was entangled by him like soft water in spring. Do, say love him in his gaze.

But every time the cloud in Wushan dissipated, he turned his face ruthlessly and said heartlessly that this was just a sound of greed and joy.

So Mo Xi got his flesh and blood again and again, almost cutting open all the softness contained in the clam shell.But in this intimate and lingering lingering, more and more confused, more and more sad.

He had been waiting for Gu Mang to believe him, and had been hoping that Gu Mang would treat him sincerely.

But no matter how many times they dated, no matter what kind of nonsense Gu Mang uttered tremblingly when he was excited, Gu Mang would never admit their feelings when the sky broke.

So Mo Xi couldn't figure it out.

He couldn't figure out why it was possible to make love even though he obviously didn't love her.

Why can she spend time with him even though she obviously doesn't intend to live her whole life.

He didn't even understand why Gu Mang was able to embrace and kiss him without any scruples at this moment, when he was obviously rebellious in his heart - it was obvious... that he already wanted to leave.

It is clear that they have already thought about leaving themselves, and from now on each is their own master, fighting each other.

Why are you still so calm...

"Hiss!" Gu Mang pushed Mo Xi away violently, covered his lips, and stared at him like a ghost, "Are you a dog? Why did you bite me?!"

Mo Xi's eyes were wet and red, his face was full of humiliation and anger, hatred and sadness, and the lights were shining, he stared at Gu Mang's face, and it took him a while to say straightly: "What do you think of me. "

"...You are the one who wants to replace Miss Feitian and stay with me."

After Gu Mang finished speaking, he paused, and wanted to add something, but he glanced at the grievance on Mo Xi's face.Seeing this young man standing in front of him, holding back, but his chest was heaving, and he couldn't help it.

He suddenly felt a little impatient.

In fact, is he, Gu Mang, really willing to have sex with a man for the sake of pleasure?He has the reputation of a beast on the altar, and has countless soldiers. Would he be willing to lie down under a man who is three years younger than himself, and be so distracted by that man?

no.

He did not make the first mistake because of a moment of confusion, nor did he make mistakes again and again because of a moment of greed.It's because he had a liking before he knew it, that's why he was confused for a while and greedy for a while.

His heart no longer belonged to him, but he didn't want to admit it, he didn't want to accept his fate.

Gu Mang looked at Mo Xi's slightly red eyes, sighed, raised his hand, and wanted to touch his young and handsome face: "You, if I don't exist in the future..."

Mo Xi's eyes became wet all of a sudden.

Suddenly he couldn't restrain himself, he stretched out his hand and hugged Gu Mang so tightly, so hard, so deeply, as if he wanted to dismantle Gu Mang's limbs and hide them in his own flesh and blood. Gu Mang's flesh and blood locks Gu Mang's flesh and blood, so that people can be retained forever, there will be no subsequent betrayal, no comrades facing each other, and no daggers entering the chest.

Gu Mang sighed in his arms: "What happened to you today."

"I just want you to be fine." Mo Xi pressed his chin against Gu Mang's hair, hugged the person in his arms tightly, and said hoarsely, "If you want to feel sad or feel wronged, can you tell me all about it? Me? Let me carry it with you?"

"Can you stop thinking about it, don't bear it alone..."

"Mo Xi..."

Mo Xi raised a big hand, pressed it on the back of Gu Mang's head, and pressed him deeper and deeper into his embrace.The pain of losing and gaining and losing again made every inch of his bones tremble slightly, and at this moment he slowly woke up from his limbs and bones.

Mo Xi hugged Gu Mang who was eight years ago, like he was hugging a wandering soul that had finally returned home.

He closed his eyes, frowned, choked up and whispered: "Brother... don't hide anything from me if you have any concerns, okay?"

The person in his arms froze slightly, without making a sound.

After a while, Gu Mang pushed him away——Gu Mang's hand pressed against his chest, creating an arm's length between the two of them.

Those eyes as black as the long night stared at him quietly, Gu Mang asked indifferently: "Mr. Xihe thinks I'm hiding something from you?"

The author has something to say:

Gu Mangmang: Can you play the pipa?

Ximei: No.

Gu Mangmang: Can you sing?

Ximei: No.

Gu Mangmang: Somebody, drag this little girl who knows nothing out for me!Why can't I do anything!This is playing me!

Vegetable Bao: (pretends) Don't be a duck guest officer, our sister Xi can play the flute, you can experience the duck!

Extinguish sister: ...