Yu Wu

Does hating me make you hurt?

"..."

The speaker didn't mean it, but the listener meant it. Mo Xi suddenly closed his eyes, feeling that his lungs had been pierced by an invisible knife, and hot blood flowed all over his chest.All over the place.

Ever since Gu Mang returned to Chonghua, all he saw were faces of hatred, cursing, and making things difficult. He had never seen such an expression as Mo Xi before, and he hurriedly said, "Then I don't want you to be me." The Lord is here, don't be unhappy."

"..."

"Don't hate me, if you don't hate me, will it stop hurting?"

The water on the lake blows away the fine lines, and those broken lamps and shadows are like twinkling stars.

"……Too late."

After a long time, Mo Xi answered him hoarsely: "Gu Mang, one day, you will die in my hands....You and I are destined to be different, I swore it."

He turned his head, his handsome face was so blurred in the red light of the swaying lantern.

"And I'm not a good person at all. It's my brother who misunderstood me from the very beginning."

After hearing what he said, Gu Mang gnawed off the last bit of bun, and then reached out to touch his body.

Mo Xi saw his inexplicable behavior, and asked, "What are you doing?"

Gu Mang touched his lapel once, then raised his head and said, "Damn it." Then he took Mo Xi's hand again, wanting Mo Xi to touch it too, but Mo Xi naturally refused, and threw his hand away , frowned and said, "What are you messing around with?"

"Strange. I'm obviously dry, why do you call me wet breasts?"

Mo Xi: "..."

In fact, what Mo Xi said is correct, he is not a perfect and good person, Gu Mang has seen his wolfish ambition, his reckless impulsiveness, his hesitation and loss of control.Not only have I seen it, but I have tolerated it.

But now Gu Mang had buried the past of the two of them, and he was the only one standing alone in this besieged city, resentful because he couldn't extricate himself.

"Then why do you have to hate me?"

"...Because I made a lot of mistakes with you in the past." On the way back that day, when we chatted casually, Mo Xi said to Gu Mang, "It's so wrong."

But when Gu Mang asked him what was wrong, he remained silent again.

In fact, he did not do "many" wrong things as he said.It was about Gu Mang, he really felt that he did something wrong, but there was actually only one thing.

That was falling in love with Gu Mang.

This incident was absolutely sinful, but he repeated the mistake many times, like a hopeless fool who angrily reminded himself that he must never do it again, but at the same time hanged himself from a tree countless times.

That night, Mo Xi lay on the bed staring blankly at the dark fretwork curtain and thought, why not just kill Gu Mang with a single knife?Why not cut the mess quickly and make it clear?Now that I am like this, what exactly is the picture?

Later, he figured it out. He hoped that Gu Mang could recall the past, maybe not just because he wanted Gu Mang to be able to give an answer to the rebellion that year, and he didn't just want to hear Gu Mang regret watching Gu Mang cry.

He probably also wanted Gu Mang to question himself, to question some secrets that only the two of them knew.Scream at him, yell at him, even if they meet each other and fight to the death.

It's better than now that he only has one shoulder, but he has to carry the memories of two people.

"Gu Mang." In this solitary tent, a sigh was inaudible, "After all, you are still more ruthless than me."

After a period of time like this, Mo Xi paid attention everywhere, but never saw any trace of Gu Mang's disguise, and his hope became more and more bleak.He gradually became disheartened, and became more and more bored with Gu Mang.

"In the past, when Gu Mang appeared, the master just stared at him. Now when Gu Mang appeared, the master turned his face away." Dogleg Li Wei concluded, "The master is very anxious."

Needless to say, the entire Xihe Mansion felt Mo Xi's anxiety.

It is said that depression makes people perverted, and Mo Xi's resentment has been suppressed for a long time, and his harshness towards Gu Mang has gradually become perverted——

"Why do you have to grab it with your hands when you eat?"

"You don't know how to do laundry, but how do you know how to put on clothes?"

"Li Wei taught you how to cook lotus root porridge three times, but you still can't tell the difference between the salt jar and the sugar jar, are you blind or your tongue is broken?"

There are more and more chores piled up for Gu Mang, but the requirements are getting higher and higher.

The more Mo Xi felt that there was no hope for Gu Mang to recover his consciousness, the more his depression towards him became more intense.In the end, even the little servants who used to serve Mo Xi personally felt it was unbelievable.

"Although the lord always has a straight face, he never gets angry with us for no reason, let alone deliberately making things difficult for us... But he treats Gu Mang..."

"Oh, it seems that he really hates Gu Mang."

After a while, these little servants of Mo Xi were all idle and doing nothing, not because of anything else, but because their distorted Mr. Xi He had left all the personal things to Gu Mang to do.

It has to be said that Gu Mang is actually very smart.

Although his consciousness was destroyed once, his ability was not damaged much. After a month, he was able to manage all the affairs that Li Wei taught him in an orderly manner, and he had good physical strength and fast speed. One person could do the work of ten people Work does not complain, never even said a word tired.

"Look what the hell he's living through."

The boys gathered together to chatter.

"Get up in the middle of the night to chop firewood, and cook in the fourth watch. After the Lord wakes up, he goes to clean up the room. No matter how well the clean-up is done, he will be scolded. After the scolding, he will have breakfast. During breakfast, he will be scolded by the Lord." After scolding, and then the Lord went to the court, he had to wash and dry the clothes, then polish the floor tiles in the hall and kitchen, then go to the backyard to feed the fish and weed, and then prepare the food for the evening..."

"My God, how should he feel."

what do you feel?

It is estimated that no one would believe it, but Gu Mang didn't feel anything at all.

The words and sentences he understood were too poor, Mo Xi scolded him, he could understand simple sentences like "Are you a pig?"

The animal nature in him made him used to look at things like an animal. Although Mo Xi always treated him badly and talked too much and urgently, Gu Mang didn't hate him.

Because Mo Xi gave him delicious food every day.

In Gu Mang's eyes, Xihe Mansion is like the territory of a pack of wolves. Mo Xi is very powerful, he is the alpha wolf, he goes outside once a day, and then he has a "salary", which can be exchanged for food and clothing. That's why Gu Mang felt that Mo Xi was a good wolf who was especially good at hunting, but he liked to howl a little bit.

But for the sake of his ability, Gu Mang decided not to dislike him.

The wolves have a clear division of labor. Since Mo Xi is going to hunt outside and let himself patrol, clean and clean the territory, there is nothing wrong with it.There is also cooking, although cooking is a bit complicated, it took him ten days to remember the words pasted on those bottles and cans, but he is very proud, because now he not only knows "sugar", and "Salt", and even "rice", "noodles" and "oil".He felt that he was very remarkable, and this was also due to Mo Xi howling well.

As for "vinegar" and "sauce", it is too difficult, he will not know it for now, and he has no plan to learn it. Anyway, the smell of vinegar is so strong that he wrinkles his nose when he smells it, and he will never make a mistake in this life.

He shared the prey with Mo Xi every day, and gradually he regarded Mo Xi as a partner in his heart.

Whenever Mo Xi yelled at him, although he didn't say a word, he felt a little anxious in his heart. He felt that a grumpy wolf would always fall into a trap, and even if he didn't fall into a trap, he would lose a lot of hair in anger. If there is too much, it is easy to get sick, and if you get sick, it is easy to die.

He didn't want Mo Xi to die, because Mo Xi was the only one who was willing to share his prey with him after he came to Chonghua.

He wanted to comfort Mo Xi several times and tell him not to be so angry, but after walking around Mo Xi twice, he really didn't know how to calm him down, so in the end he could only stand by and listen to Mo Xi. Cursing, silently wishing Mo Xi a long life.

In this way he has food to eat.

The above was what Gu Mang was thinking.

Fortunately, Mo Xi didn't know about it, otherwise he would really be pissed off.

As the New Year closes, the Military Administration is busy with affairs, and Mo Xi has been late returning home for several days in a row. It was already late at night when he came back from a night banquet, and even Li Wei had already rested.

Mo Xi raised his slender and cold hands, loosened the tight neckline, and walked into the mansion with his long legs.

He had just drank some wine at the banquet, and his expression was a little sleepy, and his deep-featured face looked more impatient than usual.But he has always been self-disciplined. Drinking alcohol is only for politeness, not for pleasure, and he will not indulge himself in getting drunk. It's just that his chest is a little hot and not so comfortable.

He originally planned to just wash up and go to bed like this, but when he passed by the Osmanthus Mingtang, he saw Gu Mang squatting by the well, with his robe sleeves rolled up to bathe the big black dog.

"Hey, you will look good after you wash it."

But the black dog became disobedient when he saw Mo Xi, he broke away from Gu Mang's hand and ran away in an instant. Gu Mang stood up, his arms dripping wet.

Gu Mang raised his arm and wiped his face, but he didn't wipe it clean, and there was still a pinch of foam on his nose.He grinned and said, "You're back."

Mo Xi closed his eyes, endured it for a while, but couldn't help but yell: "Are you a pig?"

He looked at his hands that were a little red from the cold, and thought of Gu Mang, who used to hide from everyone and go to the laundry room to make money for him, and he became even more irritable.

"You wouldn't go to the woodshed and boil hot water to wash it?"

"Fandou doesn't like heat."

"Who?"

Gu Mang wiped the dripping water with the sleeve of his robe again: "The rice pocket."

Mo Xi understood that he was talking about the black dog that has been with him since Luomei Bieyuan. Mo Xi was speechless for a while. Gu Mang always takes care of what other people like first, but he himself is always used to accommodating others. , to endure all the inconveniences caused by this.

Now he only has this dog brother, so he tolerates the dog's joys and sorrows like a human being.

Under the lingering night, Mo Xi looked at Gu Mang's face, saw the bright moon shining like frost on his clean face, his pure demeanor, and peaceful blue eyes.

Mo Xi wanted to say, why are you doing this.

But when he moved his lips, what came out was only a sentence: "You are really a saint."

He showered and washed, put on his clothes and lay down on the bed, but couldn't fall asleep because of tossing and turning.

Mo Xi felt that he was getting more and more bewildered recently. He who couldn't get the answer, was like a ghost who couldn't be saved, and his heart was getting more and more hot.

Sometimes he would even think that it would be better if Gu Mang died or himself died, it would be better than this day and night guessing and tossing and suffering.

In the middle of the night, it started to snow.Mo Xiku opened his eyes, staring at the endless night, and unconsciously scratched the quilt with his fingers.

Suddenly, his heart surged up, he couldn't hold back any longer, he brushed the curtain out with a "wow", he didn't even bother to put on his shoes, and stepped on the soft and white snow.

"Gu Mang!"

Standing at the "holes" made of Taihu stones and yelling angrily, Mo Xi felt that he really needed to find a medical officer to take a look.

"Gu Mang, come out for me!"

The warm curtain rustled, and Gu Mang came out, with a sleepy and bewildered face, rubbing his eyes.

"what happened?"

Mo Xi ground his teeth for a long time, and said stiffly, "It's fine."

Gu Mang yawned and said, "Then I'll go back."

Mo Xi said: "Stop!"

"……what happened again?"

"Something happened."

Gu Mang blinked: "What's the matter?"

Mo Xi said with a dark face, "I can't sleep."

After a pause, he gritted his teeth and said, "I can't sleep, and you don't want to rest either."

If it were any normal person, he would turn pale with shock and shout "You must be sick!" as if he had seen a ghost.

But Gu Mang was obviously not a normal person, so he just stared blankly for a while, his eyes were still a little unwakeful, and then he said calmly: "...Oh."

His voice, oh, was as calm as the water in an ancient well, but the water fell into the boiling oil, and the sparks burst into the sky in an instant.

Mo Xi ignited a fire of ignorance, it was icy and snowy, he didn't feel cold at all with his bare feet in a single shirt, but it was very hot, he stared at Gu Mang, his eyes were full of fire.

He suddenly grabbed Gu Mang's arm, and in a moment of great strength, there were red marks on Gu Mang's hand. He pulled Gu Mang over and stared at Gu Mang's face.

"Listen, I'm in a bad mood tonight."

"Then what should I do?" Gu Mang said indifferently, "Will it get better if you rub it twice?"

"You—!" Mo Xi was at a loss for words for a moment, and then gritted his teeth and said slowly, "Okay. You are fine....Aren't you stupid? It's not that you have no dignity, no shame, no nothing Remember? Didn't you just accept it?"

He looked at Xue Yeli's confused and loose eyes, in the blue pupils, he saw his face that had been suppressed to the point of being almost crazy.

He felt that it was ridiculous for him to do this, his Adam's apple tightened, and he wanted to restrain his anger that was going against the current.

But the breath he exhaled was hot and scorching hot.

"That's fine." He squeezed his arm tightly, looked down and stared at him and said, "Tonight, you come with me."