Yu Wu

Gu Mang stared at this person in a daze, hesitation and vigilance, dazedness and confusion passed by his eyes.

In the end, he went forward, tentatively, and raised his hand to touch Mo Xi's neck.

Mo Xi raised his head all of a sudden, staring at him with reddish eyes.

His breathing was a little violent due to his excitement, his clothes were slightly open, and the lotus curse marks on his neck were rising and falling, pulsating vividly in his arteries.It is obvious that he has not been tempered by any evil spirits, but his expression at this time is no different from that of a beast.

"doing what."

"I..." Gu Mang said in a daze, "but I... don't know you..."

"..."

"Why do you also have..."

Mo Xi was stabbed violently, his self-esteem and resentment made him so ruthless, he opened his hand and said sharply: "—I never needed this kind of thing, you are the one who forced me."

"..." Gu Mang looked up at this man whose reason had been overthrown.

In this dim woodshed where no one was watching, in front of Gu Mang, Mr. Xi He, who had already stood up, lost control like a boy from yesterday.

"Hasn't it been you all along?" Mo Xi's chest thumped, the corners of his eyes turned red, "You came to provoke me, you came to find me..."

When frustrated.

Proud place.

Or poor or prosperous, or when the future is uncertain.

It was you who smiled and approached me proactively.

"It was you who made me believe..."

I believe that there is no other friendship in this world, and one person will treat another person well regardless of return.

I believe that in this floating world, there is still pure kindness, sincerity, and a pure heart with no regrets after nine deaths.

"It was you who brought me back—"

Mo Xi really lost his mind.He suppressed it for so long, waited for so long, and waited until this day, wasn't it just to ask Gu Mang a truth?

Didn't he just want to see what was in Gu Mang's heart...

Why can't even get this little relief.

Be lied to, abandoned, betrayed.

It's a lie to say you like it, it's a lie to say you're willing, it's a lie to say you won't leave.

There is nothing left, only these two lotus lines on the neck in the end, which testify to the things that happened to them in the past, and to the sincerity of being so stupid and unreserved, fearless and hesitant when I was young.

It proves that the young man who was ignorant of love at that time.

Stupid enough to want to give him my heart.

Stupid enough to think that all vows can come true.

Stupid to this day... so stupid to this day it still hurts.

The overly excited mood made his head buzz, and his eyes became dizzy one after another.

Mo Xi looked at Gu Mang in front of him. Amidst the dizziness, his vision gradually withered and became less clear.

He seemed to see the young man standing on the ship's side deck back then.So far yet so close, so familiar yet so unfamiliar, facing the sea breeze, wearing a black robe, with bandages wrapped around his waist, and a crooked ribbon on his head, he said with a sneer.

"I'm really going to kill you."

Mo Xi grabbed him and pushed him against the wall, regardless of whether it was day or night: "Yes... I knew you would kill me. Didn't you already stabbed me... why are you in Wangshu Mansion? Don’t you want to stab him a second time?!”

He knew he had lost his composure, and he knew it was ridiculous to do so.But for a person who has been suppressing himself, how can he stop him once he loses control and explodes.

What's more, what Mo Xi has always wanted more, after all, is only this turning back.

Just an answer.

"It was you who made me believe... and finally you made me not believe..."

"You said that I don't care about anything, I have nothing to lose, so I don't care..." The voice softened, and finally choked up, "But do you know what I lost after you walked on that road?!"

do you know what i lost...

Mo Xi suddenly turned his face to the side, lowered his head, and after a while, two words came out between his lips and teeth, crushed to pieces by hatred.

"It's not me who doesn't care about anything."

"..."

"It's you."

"..."

"I wish I could put you—"

Suddenly aphasia.

Because Gu Mang suddenly reached out his hand, carefully and hesitantly, cupped his face, and said, "You...don't be so sad."

Mo Xi turned his head suddenly, and met those clear blue eyes that were washed by sea water.

"……I do not know what you're talking about."

"But can you...don't be so sad." Gu Mang slowly, laboriously, word by word, so clumsily, "...don't...sad."

Like a sword blade that is about to melt, it is suddenly immersed in the water.

The hissing smoke started to burn, but the crazy heat was extinguished in an instant.

Bit by bit, the blood cooled down, and the rationality came back bit by bit.

Gu Mang looked at him, slowly: "You are not a bad person..."

He spoke cautiously, his eyelashes trembling, and said again: "I don't know you, but you... are not bad..."

"..."

"So...don't be sad..."

Mo Xi felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, hated, irritable, angry, and other things, he couldn't distinguish clearly.He looked at Gu Mang's familiar face and those strange blue eyes.

It was also this person who used to look at him with dark and deep eyes, and with a smile, called him one after another, saying, "Mo Xi."

"It's okay, don't be sad."

"No matter what, we will always be together, and I will survive no matter how difficult it is."

"Let's go, let's go home together."

A sense of exhaustion suddenly rushed to his heart, Mo Xi closed his eyes, almost tired, like a dying vulture exhausting its last strength to maintain its stubbornness: "...I'm not sad."

Obviously hating him so much, wishing he could strangle him to death in his own hands.Let's see if he can escape again, if he can cheat again, if he can leave himself again.

I wish I could see with my own eyes his skull shattered, his flesh and blood flowed out, ending all hope and despair.

But when Gu Mang carefully persuaded him, begging him not to be sad.He suddenly thought of——

Many, many years ago, Gu Mang sat on the edge of a blood-stained trench, and summoned his ridiculous little suona, which had never been used since the treason, and blew it with anger and resentment.

For such a bad tune, everyone blocked their ears and scolded him for playing a ghost, crying for mourning, he just laughed, leaned back and forth, and then continued to puff up his cheeks, playing a song "Hundred Birds Facing the Phoenix" for the dead in battle, blowing So affectionate, so serious.

When she squinted at him, the bottom of her eyes were moist.

Gu Mang had a heart.

He has been deceiving people and ghosts for so many years, but Mo Xi knew that he had intentions.

He still wanted to believe him—the events of those years were not all fake.

For this result, he can wait.

"...Forget it. You can't remember. Forget it."

Mo Xi's voice was moist, and he finally said this.

"I'm the one talking too much."

"It doesn't matter if you've forgotten all about it, or you've forgotten all about it." After a few moments of silence, Mo Xi stood up straight, and slowly adjusted the front of his clothes without any extra folds, and covered his neck. The lotus pattern, "I'll wait."

"I'm waiting for a result. I'm waiting for you to tell the truth."

His eye sockets were still a little red, as was the tip of his nose.

Gu Mang was stunned: "You...wait for me...?"

"Yes, I'll wait for you."

"I'll wait for you no matter what. I'll wait no matter how long."

"But you have to remember, if you lie to me again, if I find out that you are still lying to me-the same place on my chest cannot be stabbed a second time."

"I will make your life worse than death."

It's quiet around.

"..." Gu Mang lowered his head and thought for a while, then suddenly asked in confusion, "What do you mean... life is better than death?"

That confused and innocent tone made Mo Xi look down at him coldly, but because of the redness at the end of his eyes, it was not as sharp as usual.

Gu Mang noticed his gaze, and looked up at him. He knew that this man had clearly broken his sword array and removed his "sharp claws", but he didn't bite his neck off, nor did he bite off his neck like everyone else. insult him as well.

So Gu Mang tentatively asked: "Life is better than death...does it mean...to let me go?"

Mo Xi: "...No."

"But you didn't kill me, and you didn't hit me."

"...I don't hit idiots."

Gu Mang didn't speak, and still looked at him, but suddenly.He leaned over to him and sniffed.

Mo Xi raised his hand to stop the tip of his nose: "What are you doing?"

Gu Mang licked his dry lips, and said softly, "I remember you."

"..."

Remember him?What do you remember about him, face?smell?

Or remember he's a guy who doesn't hit morons?

But Gu Mang didn't explain, he let go of his vigilance a little bit at this time, or maybe it wasn't because he wanted to let go, but because the hunger for more than ten days had already made him weak.He didn't care about Mo Xi, anyway, his last fangs were useless in front of the other party.

Gu Mang lowered his head slowly, curled up in his corner, his eyes that were shining brightly in the dark like wolves blinked wearily.

"Thank you," he said, "only you would make me 'worse than death.'"

A word fell into his heart unexpectedly, and Mo Xi's chest suddenly felt sore.

He stood there for a while, looking at the dilapidated hut, the small mattress with cotton wool exposed, and the figure curled up in the corner.

"..." Mo Xi closed his eyes tightly, his long eyelashes trembling slightly.

Finally went out and came back with some pancakes and hot soup.It was fed to the man who was about to starve to death.

"have eaten."

"..." Gu Mang hurried over to smell it, swallowed after smelling it, but hesitated again, "But you didn't whoring..."

As soon as the word whoring came out, Mo Xi raised his eyebrows angrily, and slapped the cake on his face without saying a word.

It was late at night when we returned to the mansion.

"My lord, come back—ah! What's the matter with you?"

"I am fine."

"But why are your eyes..." Why are they red?

"Entered the wind and sand." After speaking, he left Li Wei and walked towards the dormitory without looking back.

After tossing and tossing in Luomei Bieyuan for so long, he didn't feel sleepy at all.Tossing and turning on the bed, he simply stood under the corridor in a black fur coat, looking at the moonlight in the bright hall.And Gu Mang's haggard face was always swaying in front of his eyes, and he couldn't get rid of it.

Is he really stupid...

Did Liao Guo send him back just to discuss peace, or did he have other motives?

He tried his best to figure it out, but no matter how many times he stroked, in the end, his thoughts stopped in those wolf-like blue eyes.

"Thank you, only you are willing to make my life worse than death."

Mo Xi suddenly closed his eyes.

For a long time after that, he didn't go to Luomei Garden to see Gu Mang again.

One is because there are more things going on, and the other is that Luomei Bieyuan is Murong Lian's territory after all, so it is always bad to go too much.

He only glanced at the backyard of Luomei Bieyuan once when he led the imperial army to patrol the city. Gu Mang was squatting there again watching the fish, with that dirty big black dog by his side, everything was as usual.

In the blink of an eye, at the end of the month, the first heavy snowfall of this winter fell outside the Military Aircraft Administration.

It was extremely cold at dusk, and most of the people from the Military Aircraft Administration had gone home early to have fun with their grandchildren. A few young monks also took advantage of the sky before it completely sunk, and went back to the main city in small groups to drink and eat meat.

Mo Xi was about to go back to the mansion when he heard a timid voice in front of his writing desk: "Mr. Xihe, can I...can I ask you for a favor?"

The author has something to say:

Today's small theater is a real joke——

Friend: Let me draw a character picture of Gu Mang and Sissy, tell me what are their usual weapons?

Me: Oh... The current setting is that Sissy uses a whip, a sword, and a cane, and the cane will turn into a big whale!Very powerful!

Friend: Alright, what about Boundless?

I:……

Friend: Where is the vastness? ? ?

Me: suona.

Friends (dropping the paintbrush): What?

Me: Gu Mang's weapon is Suona == I'm not joking...

friend:……

Liao Guo did at least one good thing, that is, they gave Gu Mang a new weapon, saved his taste, and made him use a bayonet ==