Master's Secret

Ruan Zhouyao's pupils shrank slightly, and even his breathing seemed to be chaotic for a moment.

Jiang Yingli nodded his head, but Ruan Zhouyao's reaction was bigger than he imagined!

"—why didn't you say it earlier?"

Holding Jiang Yingli's wrist, Ruan Zhouyao was about to pull him down the mountain immediately.

Jiang Yingli was even hurt by his strength, frowned, and said, "It's just some spiritual power—"

Ruan Zhou let go of his hand, but still grabbed his wrist without refusal.

"Not even some!" He glanced at him, and complained as if blaming, "I know you want to recover, but if you forcefully break the seal, you will be eaten back by the artifact!"

Jiang Yingli said: "If you are really afraid that I will be eaten back by the artifact, why don't you just break the seal?"

Ruan Zhou paused, without turning his head, and continued to drag him down the mountain.

Jiang Yingli shook off his hand from the foot of the mountain, and said angrily, "Ruan Cuo, do you want to seal me forever?"

His reaction to such a small clue of recovery was so great, it is conceivable that if he really remembered something, Ruan Zhouyao would definitely react even more!

Ruan Zhouyao once again showed his long-lost look of being like a trapped animal, spun around twice, and wanted to grab Jiang Yingli's wrist again.

Jiang Yingli avoided this time, took a few steps back, and said, "I know you are afraid, but I didn't expect you to be so afraid!" He said, "Do you really not believe me? It's still you My past was really so unbearable, are you sure that once I remember, I will leave you?"

Ruan Zhou shook his eyes and said, "You don't understand, you...you don't understand anything!"

Jiang Yingli said coldly: "I don't remember anything, of course I don't understand!"

Ruan Zhouyao gritted his teeth and said, "We are fine now, but is it that important what happened in the past?"

Jiang Yingli said: "If you were me, would you not care at all?" He said, "I don't need to care about the relationship between you and me as a teacher and student, and I don't need to care about your frequent attacks for no reason—but if I can never remember In the past, you tried every means to hide it so much, I would be suspicious!"

Ruan Zhouyao was silent for a moment, and said, "I can make you no longer suspicious."

Jiang Yingli's lips moved, and he felt angry rushing to his head, so angry that he coughed twice.

Cover your chest, turn your head...

Ruan Zhouyao thought he was going to run away, and quickly blocked his way with a burst of spiritual power.

Jiang Yingli was startled and angry, and said in disbelief, "What are you doing?!"

Ruan Zhou said: "Master, don't be angry..."

Jiang Yingli almost passed out!I only hate that the spiritual power he can mobilize is limited, otherwise he must give this person in front of him a hard blow!

How dare he!How dare you come to be strong? ?

Ruan Zhou looked at Jiang Yingli's furious look, and felt that Jiang Yingli's aura was as strong as ever.

Since Jiang Yingli lost his memory, his aura has never been so strong. Now that his aura has recovered, will his memory also be restored?

Suddenly, he exploded and struck Jiang Yingli on the back of the neck with his palm.

Jiang Yingli is not much better than ordinary people now, she fell back when her eyes darkened.

Ruan Zhouyao caught the descendant, picked him up horizontally, and carried him directly back to their meditation room in Beishan Temple...

Master Zhengtong was admiring the flowers in the courtyard, and he was surprised to see Ruan Zhouyao, master and apprentice, suddenly come in.

After Ruan Zhouyao put him down, he immediately came out to invite Master Zhengtong.

Master Zhengtong could easily see that he was suppressing his emotions, twisted the beads, and said "Amitabha" in a low voice...

Follow him into the meditation room.

"...Master, is the seal loose again?"

Master Zhengtong felt Jiang Yingli's pulse, and instead of answering him, he only said, "I'm in a hurry, are you making your master angry again?"

Ruan Zhouyao said: "He wants me to break the seal, but if I refuse, he will..."

Master Zhengtong put down Jiang Yingli's hand and covered him with a quilt.

"... If the relationship between the two is to last, there should not be too many deceptions."

Ruan Zhou said decisively: "But some deception is necessary!"

Master Zhengtong was slightly startled, not knowing why Ruan Zhouyao was so paranoid.In his opinion, there was no need for Ruan Zhouyao to seal Jiang Yingli's memory.Moreover, the seal of the artifact was gradually loosened, and Jiang Yingli didn't treat him much differently—how could he have such a knot in his heart?

"...Amitabha, although this old man is an outsider, I have seen a lot of the word "love" in the past hundred years..." He said with some advice: "Little friend, if you continue like this, I'm afraid I'm afraid that you will lose your heart." Hurt others and hurt yourself."

Ruan Zhou frowned and said, "Master, can you strengthen the seal?"

Master Zhengtong knew that he couldn't listen to his words at all, shook his head, and said: "Forgive me, I can't do anything..."

Master Zhengtong left.

Only Ruan Zhouyao was left sitting in front of Jiang Yingli's bed.

Jiang Yingli was still frowning tightly since he was in a coma, as if the previous dispute with Ruan Zhouyao was still affecting him.

"Did you really love me before?"

Ruan Zhouyao asked in a low voice.

Jiang Yingli naturally couldn't answer him.

After a while, Ruan Zhouyao asked again: "...do you still love me in this life?"

Jiang Yingli still couldn't answer.

Ruan Zhouyao tucked Ye Jiang Yingli's quilt, and clenched his fists fiercely——

He is afraid! !

Ruan Zhouyao knew in his heart that he was afraid!

After seeing through the secret of Zhenyan Pill, he knew that Jiang Yingli in his previous life should really love him.

A big mistake has already been made, and he died with Jiang Yingli in his previous life.

To be honest, he still can't fully believe that Jiang Yingli loves him.

Jiang Yingli was able to get along with others, and was always too cruel to him...

Ruan Zhouyao didn't know how much weight he had in Jiang Yingli's heart, but he knew that that weight was definitely not equal to Yan Futi's!

He was so desperate!

After nearly ten years of despair, I dare not even have a glimmer of hope.

In Chonghua Palace, he got a glimmer of hope but soon became more desperate...

Now, although he believes that Jiang Yingli once loved him, he hesitates and does not dare to fully believe it.

And if he could only trust Jiang Yingli's love in his previous life, it is even more like a dream in this life.

In his previous life, he and Jiang Yingli lived together for four years...

Those four years have been buried deep in his heart. He cherishes and hates them. Although he dare not recall them, he still remembers them vividly every moment.

In this life, he and Jiang Yingli have nothing...

Ruan Zhouyao clearly knew that Jiang Yingli hadn't fallen in love with him before he lost his memory—not only had he not fallen in love with him, but he might have even hated him.

If Jiang Yingli recovers his memory, he doesn't remember the past life, but only remembers everything in this life, is it possible for him to be happy with him?

Jiang Yingli's eyelashes trembled, and she slowly opened her eyes.

Ruan Zhouyao said with a hoarse voice, "Are you awake?"

Jiang Yingli raised his eyes, but saw Ruan Zhouyao sitting in front of his bed, his eyes were scarlet, and he looked like a demon again.

"And you are like this..." Jiang Yingli said indifferently at the beginning, "It's how I failed you in the past, and I don't remember how I failed you. If you become like this, I will also I won't feel guilty..."

Ruan Zhou said: "If you think of everything, you must hate me."

Jiang Yingli said indifferently: "What have you done to offend me? One, two, or more?"

Ruan Zhouyao said in a low voice, "Don't talk like that."

Jiang Yingli said: "Since you have decided to seal my cultivation as a memory for a lifetime, why should you do that?"

He seemed a little tired, frowned, exhaled lightly, but his tone was no longer as cold as before, and said: "...I am older than you, and the relationship between you and me must be more responsible for me. A lot. I don't know if you are really sorry for me, or if you think you are sorry for me, but Ruan Cuo, you don't like me to lie to you, so you know that the feeling of being deceived and deceived is not good... Do you want to be forever Are you lying to me?"

Ruan Zhou said: "If you think of everything and stop loving me—"

Jiang Yingli interrupted him directly: "That's what you deserve!"

Ruan Zhouyao seemed to be choked by him, pursed his lips, and said in a deep voice: "Master, I will go crazy!"

Jiang Yingli sat up, her gaze seemed to become sharp: "...are you threatening me?"

Ruan Zhouyao said: "I'm just telling you about the possibilities in the future!" He said, "Even if you restore your memory, you can't remember everything..." He trembled, before saying, "You won't remember, I've gone crazy once!"

Jiang Yingli said: "You don't intend to lift the seal, so what's the point of saying that?" His hands clutched the quilt around his abdomen, and his veins seemed to burst out, "Ruan Cuo, I can accept your mistakes, I can understand some of your extreme actions due to the pain of the past... But if you and I are to be Taoist partners, we should trust each other..."

Ruan Zhouyao's sleeves bulged up.

Jiang Yingli continued, "I don't remember anything, so I can't trust you completely!"

If this relationship continues, the rift will only grow wider.

Jiang Yingli didn't realize this before, but now, he has realized it very clearly.

Even being able to mobilize such a little "recovery" of spiritual power, Ruan Zhouyao's reaction was so great.Can he really have no grievances, and continue to live with Ruan Zhouyao as if nothing happened?

"...Master, you are angry now, let's talk in a few days, okay?"

Jiang Yingli's hands trembled, and the coolness spread from the bottom of his heart to his fingertips.

Ten fingers connected to the heart.

In addition to the coolness, there seems to be pain.

Ruan Zhouyao's tone even contained a bit of pleading, but Jiang Yingli didn't feel softhearted at all, only a chill and pain that almost spread to ten fingers!

Ruan Zhouyao hugged him, and said in a low voice, "Let me think about it, let me think about it..." He rubbed his shoulders and said, "I think about it for a few days, maybe I can think about it... ...Master, I'm just a little scared..."

Jiang Yingli didn't speak.

He knew that what Ruan Zhouyao said was just to appease him.

"...The Discussion Conference is coming to an end, we have to go back to Penglai..."

"In a few days, it will be too late to go back...Although Penglai's control is not very strict, but we have been out for so long, if we go back too late, I'm afraid it won't be good..."

Ruan Zhouyao talked to him a lot.

Jiang Yingli just kept silent, letting him speak in silence.

Ruan Zhouyao stayed with him all night, Jiang Yingli turned his back to him, and he stuck to his back and talked to him while hugging him from behind.

In the morning of the second day, Ruan Zhouyao got up early as usual, kissed him, and then went out to ring the karma clock.

Jiang Yingli waited for him to leave before opening his eyes.

He didn't sleep all night last night, and he is still fully awake.

"……Amitabha."

Today's Master Zhengtong is not watering the flowers.He was wearing a coarse cassock, standing in front of the dilapidated wall of the courtyard...

On that high wall a little bird was hopping up and down -- hopping on one foot, neither into the yard nor out of the yard.

Jiang Yingli was fully dressed, walked to his side, followed his gaze, and said, "...is Master waiting for me?"

Master Zhengtong didn't answer, but just pointed to the bird and said, "Do you think it should jump into this courtyard, or should it jump out of this courtyard?"

Without even thinking about it, Jiang Yingli said, "Jump out."

Master Zhengtong smiled and whistled, and the bird spread its wings and flew into the courtyard nimbly.

"...It seems more willing to jump into this courtyard."

Master Zhengtong took out a lot of corn kernels from a rag bag in his arms and sprinkled them on the ground.

The birds happily hopped up to peck, not afraid of people at all.

Jiang Yingli said calmly, "It just jumped in because there is a bait in the yard."

Master Zhengtong sprinkled corn kernels unhurriedly, and said, "Then if it jumped out, what would it be for?"

Jiang Yingli said: "Freedom. Don't be afraid, don't be afraid of being ensnared..."

Master Zhengtong said: "There are corn kernels inside the courtyard, and there are 'corn kernels' outside the courtyard. There is no need to distinguish between inside and outside the courtyard..."

Jiang Yingli was slightly taken aback.

Master Zhengtong said gently: "Are you ready to go outside the courtyard?"

Jiang Yingli pursed her lips, bowed her head and said, "I can't hide it from Master."

Master Zhengtong smiled and said: "Yesterday Ruan mistakenly mentioned the matter of sealing, and I knew it would be like this." He sighed and said, "He is so worried about gains and losses..."

Jiang Yingli said calmly, "Separation may calm him down."

Master Zhengtong said: "I can't tell you about feelings." He said the Buddha's name in a low voice, "...do you still remember the old story of the Full Moon Sect that we mentioned earlier?"

Jiang Yingli said: "Ruan Cuo... will become the next Ning Yi'an?"

Master Zhengtong shook his head and said, "That's not what I mean." He said, "The matter between Jiang Shang and Ning Yi'an is actually not that simple. All the twists and turns in the process are naturally related to love..."

Jiang Yingli didn't say anything.

Master Zhengtong sighed: "From the perspective of us outsiders, there may be a lot of incomprehensions. Even people like me who look down on everything, when they know the things between Ning Yi'an and Jiang Shang, they will think that Jiang Shang It's not worth it..."

He glanced at Jiang Yingli and said, "But whether it's worth it or not is never something outsiders can judge. The matter between you and Ruan Cuo, in my opinion, is Ruan Cuo's fault. You must be in the game, and you must I think Ruan Cuo shouldn't have done it..."

Jiang Yingli frowned and said, "I don't understand why he did this."

Master Zhengtong said: "That's right, why did he do this?" He said, "Ning Zhaoyu was killed by Ning Yi'an, and Jiang Shang had to separate his consciousness to become Ning Zhaoyu to accompany him into the Floating Mirror...Miao Xi Yuan and Meng Jing don't understand why he would do that, even the old monk would often think, why did this happen?"

Jiang Yingli: "..."

Master Zhengtong said: "Ruan Cuo is sincere to you. Although I don't know why he has such a deep knot in his heart, I don't want you to have quarrels because of it." He said, "To untie the bell, you have to tie it... maybe you We should try to untie his knot."

Jiang Yingli was silent for a while, then said: "I will remember Master's reminder..."

Master Zhengtong said: "Okay." He suddenly said, "You can go."

Jiang Yingli was slightly taken aback.

But he saw the bird on the ground that had finished pecking at the corn kernels, fluttered its wings and flew away.

Master Zhengtong said with emotion: "Follow the fate, follow the will, whether to go inside or outside the courtyard is just a choice."

Jiang Yingli said: "...Thank you, Master, for your guidance."

That morning, when Ruan Zhouyao came back after ringing the karma clock, he found Jiang Yingli still waiting for him in the meditation room...

"If you tell me how you failed me in the past..."

Jiang Yingli's eyes were clear, and she said, "Maybe I can forgive you a bit."

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