she misses me

I grew up in a free-range environment. In order to contribute to the archaeological cause of the country, my parents fostered me in the homes of various uncles and uncles since I was a child. Sometimes I spent the whole summer vacation or winter vacation at my grandparents’ house. .

This has created my personality, which is extremely flamboyant.

When I was a child, I was not afraid of anything, and I often ran around with boys my age.Every time I go home in the evening, the boys in other people's homes are all dirty, only me.. I am as clean as when I just went out, which is completely different in comparison.

Obviously everyone is naughty and doing bad things together, but why can I stay out of the mud and go out without getting dirty? ?

That's of course because the leader of the bad guy doesn't need to do it himself!

I knew at a young age that the most important thing to be a qualified bad boy is to keep my hands and feet clean. Because of my cleverness, the children in the neighborhood will be blamed and beaten from time to time. Of course, even if they were beaten, they would not say that I did the bad thing.

After all, who wants to blame a juicy little girl?

It's probably because everyone doesn't criticize the children of other families who have been fostered too much-not to mention that I am the kind of child from other families who are excellent in all aspects.

So I started to grow more and more crooked, and when I was older, I became the king of children in this small piece.

She has been cute since she was a child, and cheated the little boy next door to eat candy everywhere, which made her stomach hurt.When I grew up, I began to lie to girls for their love. From the time I saw Ban Hua in the next class in junior high, my heart beat faster, I knew... I was different from ordinary girls.

But so what?

Although I am still young, I understand a deep truth, that is, if you are good-looking and have good grades, you can walk sideways in the class, and you can get the greatest tolerance even if you do something wrong.

So I indulged in the life of a girl who did not love freedom, and it officially started from that moment.

Even at that age I don't know what 'Ji' really means.

I have a lot of love history since I was a child, and I have had many ex-girlfriends, but without exception, I can't even remember their names and faces after a period of time after the breakup.

When we meet again, there is only a kind of "somewhat familiar" thought in my mind.

I know it's a disease.

Someone later told me that this disease is called face blindness.. And as time goes by, I get older and older, and the mental pressure I face becomes more and more serious.But this disease doesn't seem to affect my life. After all, sometimes feelings are such a thing, can't it be enough to love seriously at the moment?

But other people don't know about my disease, so gradually I also have the label of 'scum girl'.

But so what?

I think it's not a good thing to be too perfect, it's always inevitable to be jealous!

When I was 25 years old, I had just worked for a few years and had been vacant for a long time. I made a new girlfriend who was a sketch teacher.So how did I hook up with her as a college major who works with reinforced concrete?

Very simple.

I picked up my art expertise in high school and successfully found the same topic with the other party in the same professional field.

Although at that time, I almost forgot how to hold the brush.

However, this does not prevent me from picking up girls.

In my 20s, I was able to let go of my relationship and my parents didn't care about me at all, so I took half a month off to go to her city in order to meet my girlfriend.At that time, Li Yao happened to be leading a repeat class for an art student, so coincidentally... she fell ill before I had had a good time in the past two days.

I don't know if she is too unlucky or I am too unlucky.

Probably both of us are unlucky!

Eh!As a considerate and good girlfriend, when Li Yao insisted on going to class while sick, I persuaded her with righteous words and detained her at home to recuperate honestly.

As for her students...ahem, strictly speaking, I am also a teacher. Although I am a teacher who uses a computer to draw architectural plans, but... it seems that it is not much different!

So I took office immediately the next day.

The students are very cute, and they are very happy to communicate with me. The most important thing is that there are many beautiful and lovely girls among the art students.Of course, I'm not crazy enough to attack minors, of course I won't!

Their professionalism was good, most of them were fine, and seemed to need little guidance from me - at least that's what I thought.

My existence is probably just to make them feel at ease with the teacher around.

And actually? ?

Who would know that the young and beautiful female teacher who looks reliable on the surface is actually a person who works with reinforced concrete!

If I don't tell, no one will know.

On this day, I still take my 'students' out to sketch.

I told them: Staying in a studio surrounded by walls for a long time will inhibit your inspiration. Only by getting closer to nature can you draw more excellent works.. Especially by the picturesque West Lake The brush in hand outlines the beauty of the West Lake, which is the most correct way to create a perfect work.

The students listened carefully to my teachings, with a look of deep understanding.

Some even closed their eyes facing the West Lake, carefully feeling the charm of nature. Faced with such a scene, I naturally smiled at the corner of my mouth, very satisfied.

But in fact, I have a big truth hidden in my heart that I didn’t say out——

The above is all nonsense, in fact, I don't want to stay in the studio to get moldy, and I just want to come out to enjoy the air.

Of course, I will not tell the truth, and they will never know.

Sometimes being deceived is not a kind of happiness!Why should you care so much? If you think what I said is true, then it is true.

So I don't feel the slightest bit guilty about my prim nonsense.And, soon... I found a very interesting person among these students.

My first impression of this girl was that she was very clean and innocent, so that I wondered if I was blind, and I didn't realize that there was such a piece of white jade in the class I was leading until today.

I began to pay attention to her consciously or unconsciously, where she couldn't find it.

Or pretend to pass by inadvertently, or stand by her side and guide the paintings of her classmates next to her.

Slowly, I also found a very interesting thing.. That is, the theme of the painting in front of her has nothing to do with the theme of the homework I assigned today. If this is an exam, I think.. Then she should have failed.

But this is not an exam and I am not the examiner.

If I were to judge the painting she drew from my own personal perspective, I think I might give her 64 points.The remaining 36 points were distributed in the form of six sixes, adding up to exactly one hundred points!

Full marks!I give full marks!

I didn't hesitate to give her a thumbs up in my heart.

Because the portrait of the characters drawn in her painting is not someone else, but me—Beauty Shu herself!

Who can resist a beautiful little sister to praise herself in this way? ?

Anyway, I can't, because I'm born with no resistance to beautiful girls, let alone such a clean and innocent little sister... Her eyes are as clear as a newborn baby. I don't know what kind of environment such a girl grew up in.

All in all, it must be rare in the world.

So for such an innocent girl, should I let her go?

The answer is of course no.

I stood a little behind her and looked at the perfect painting in front of me.Of course it is not really perfect, but perfect in a certain sense. The most perfect is because the model for this painting is chosen correctly.

Because the person on the drawing paper is me, it is perfect.

Although I know that my thoughts are very shameless, but I don't think there is anything wrong with it.

She seemed to have sensed my presence and eyes, and when she looked up at me, apart from surprise, there was even a hint of shyness on her face.

Yes, there is nothing wrong with being shy.

This made me want to tease/make fun of it, and the feeling that came to my mind at that time was - this girl is too cute!

Of course, it's just cute.

As I have a girlfriend, I didn't have any other thoughts, and I didn't forget that this was just an underage child, but my natural personality made me want to joke with her.

Many people say that my personality is called 'scum', and I have also reflected on myself, is this really 'scum'? ?

In the end, no more definite conclusions were drawn.

But such a beautiful girl, I don't even know her name so far, so naturally I asked her name: "What's your name?"

It is perfectly normal for a teacher to ask a student's name.

"Ruan Zhen." The girl's sweet and soft voice sneaked into my ears along with the wind that just blew up on the lake. Her voice fits well with her whole personality. It's also clean and sweet, and it really fits this Qualities that girls should have.

I repeated these two words lightly, with a faint smile in my eyes.

Even the name is so innocent.

I began to shift my gaze from her figure to the painting in a serious manner. I have never forgotten my identity-I am now their sketching instructor, so I should and must give a little corresponding guidance. OK.

Even if I don't actually guide anything useful.

But it doesn't matter if you put on a dress, right? ?

"The painting is very good, but this painting is still a little bit of charm, I will add it for you." I started to talk nonsense, took her hand as a matter of course, and led her to draw on the original basis of the painting ——It looks like it is indeed being modified, but in fact nothing is done.

In fact, it is just eating tofu.

Harmless!I told myself.

After all, a liar will not really want to swallow a thousand needles, nor will he really want to cut his tongue... I have told so many lies since I was a child, and this one is not bad.

I lied very seriously, and after I finished the painting, I asked her in a serious manner, "Do you feel more charming?", I was so serious that I almost deceived myself.But I didn't expect her to say 'yes' to my performance in a serious manner.

Immediately, I felt that this girl was really... so cute!How can there be such a fool!

But the other party is a minor!

I forced myself to hold back my thoughts of wanting birds/beasts, and did not destroy/destroy the flowers of this motherland.

In the coming time, I will take special care of her, or occasionally bring some food when I go shopping, to express my love for her.This kind of love becomes similar to social/socialist sisterhood after losing a little bit of female affection-at least I think so.

What she thinks, I don't know.

All in all, from my pure eyes, she doesn't seem to be very straight and is ready to bend into a mosquito coil at any time.

This is too dangerous!

As witty as I am, I think it can't go on like this anymore, and at this time, Li Yao and I had a big fight because of some principle issues, and she said 'scroll' to me in a fit of anger.

Then will I be so obedient and just leave?

Of course not, I'm going to choose a more special and serious reason to get out.. For example, a nonsense reason like 'suffering from a terminal illness'.

That's what Ruan Zhen and I said, whether she believes it or not, anyway, I don't even believe this reason.

But she actually cried for such a nonsense reason.

This kind of reaction made me deeply realize for the first time that I was really 'scumbag'. Out of a certain evasive psychology, I really wanted to escape from this place as soon as possible.Because I can't seem to bear the other party's friendship, and I never thought that I would want to fall in love with a... underage.

It's something I don't think about and can't do.

But as long as I think that such troubles will be left behind after leaving this place, I feel relieved.

I used an absurd lie to fool this pure and innocent girl, then took the leaving bus and left happily, without feeling any pain in my conscience.

At that time, I never imagined that my whim would make a girl think about it for so long.I quickly forgot about her and devoted myself to my busy life.. The relationship with Li Yao also completely became a thing of the past along with the word 'scroll'.

Of course, what you never dreamed of is that the gears of fate always turn round and round.

How would I know that one day after many years, this girl changed her name and changed her surname and came back step by step-Ji me!

But the feeling of being Ji Ji is really, so happy!