[Comprehensive fear] This perverted world

Tang Wu marked his story as "end".

Looking at 233333 with comments all over the screen, she sighed and closed her notebook.

Tang Wu, Tang Youming.

The creator and her child.

Tang Youming is a character she created, or in other words, Tang Youming is a part of her.

It was the part of her that wished all the good things were there.

Everyone likes to listen to happy stories, and like to read stories in which the protagonist always saves the day.So of course the protagonist in her story will not experience the pain and struggle she has suffered.

The rain outside the window was pattering down, and the awning, which had been in disrepair for a long time, let out a dying cry.She rubbed her aching knuckles, then stood up from the computer.

Tang Wu made himself a cup of coffee, curled up on the small sofa and closed his eyes to rest.

Most of the people and things in the story are real, and she just adds some romance and hides some of the less pleasant endings by the way.

For example, her metacarpal bone was broken 5 times, her shoulder joint was beaten to a habitual dislocation, and once she was hit in the abdomen by a controlled knife, she could only drink liquid food for half a year.But the worst price was that she lost an eye in order to see the truth.

However, she survived in the end. Although the final facts made it difficult for her to accept, she still made a choice in time.

She chose to end herself, but she didn't die as planned.

The Lord God did not intend to let her go.She spoiled their eternal pleasure, and to punish her, they gave her back her life, back to the ordinary barrenness of life.

She couldn't refuse.

She returned to reality, running around for a living like every ordinary person without self-awareness, facing life, old age, sickness and death, unable to recover.

Those soul-stirring days have become a thing of the past, and every rainy day will cause a dull pain.

When she decided to end her life, all the past suddenly flashed before her eyes.

She suddenly had an urge to leave something for her sad life.

She created a story that had everything she could have hoped for.

Friendship, love, adventure, romance.

Even if it's just a story, she hopes she can be happy, and doesn't need to live alone in a leaky apartment like her and look back on the past.

Time flies, and half a year has passed since she started this story.In the past six months, she seems to have returned to the age when she had nothing but was fearless.

They read stories and I write lives.

She thought, then struggled to get up from the sofa.

Everything can finally come to an end.

She walked to the window and opened it, and the cold raindrops hit her face immediately, which made her wake up a bit.

If she had made another choice back then, would it be different now?

I will.

She may get a huge bonus, and live a more reckless life in the second half of her life.

But her lingering self-blame eventually consumes her too.

Do you choose to blame yourself to death or to choose mediocrity to death?

She only now knows that what she faced back then was an unsolvable choice, but no matter what she chose, there was only one final outcome——

death.

She smiled in relief, and then climbed onto the windowsill.

The tenth floor was not high, but it was enough for her to fall down and be smashed to pieces.

Goodbye world.

The author has something to say:

This is actually the brain hole at the beginning.

All near misses are stories, and only stories.

This is the story outside the story, a more real and cruel story.

The inspiration came from a dark book I had read before.

The little friends who insist on clicking in after seeing "Careful Entry" are really true love!