[Comprehensive Manga] time and time

——It was still the darkness.

Xi lay quietly on the somewhat icy ground, and there were bursts of tingling sensations coming from her body, she couldn't find the exact location, only tears fell from her eyes like rain, and she couldn't stop it no matter what.

All she could see was the black-haired youth covered in blood and the blond-haired youth with a dazed expression.

【You are the proof of my survival】

【My glory and dreams are all in your hands. 】

- close at hand, but far away

She never knew that the rainy sky was so scary.

He's proof of your existence, what about me?

She chased him in the end, and all she saw was the man lying in a pool of blood, and when he saw her, he was actually smiling.

"Sorry for letting you see me in such a mess."

"It's great to see you at last."

She opened her mouth, but couldn't hear her own voice, the begging was weak.

—Please, don’t die.

"Sorry, I can't continue with you."

"But to be liked by you is the happiest thing for me."

"Thanks, Citria"

That's not what she wants to hear.

Didn't she... she said that to someone too, and then died?

silver...

Zacks...

Then the long knife penetrated her flesh, and it only took a moment.

So who is he?

"Xi said, I still have you, so I won't abandon you."

"—We have an appointment."

A familiar voice rang in her ears, and the other party placed a kiss on her forehead, the voice was nostalgic.

"Hey, I love you."

--elder brother.

...by the way, she is dead.

"You're not dead yet, are you?" The unfamiliar voice aroused the fear deep in her heart.

"You like him very much?" The person in the dark was beside her, whispering like a lover.

"Then if you exchange your life for his, are you willing?"

"You don't want to?" The other party took it without waiting for her to answer.

"You keep saying you like it, but you don't give your all"

The slightly cool palm grasped her neck, but it was smooth and delicate.

"Have you forgotten Sakata Gintoki and the others?"

"They value you very much."

"But you can be with another man without any grievances. You will have other important people right away, won't you?"

There was mockery in the voice.

— like the whisper of a demon.

"You think you are protecting them, right? But in fact, you just hurt them more."

"You only choose to die when you know that you will not die. The only one you love from the beginning to the end is yourself."

"You're just kidding yourself."

It was as if her scars were being peeled off layer by layer, but she couldn't move a bit, the coldness from her neck spread all the way to her whole body.

can't see anything....

Suddenly, something slashed across his cheek, and the sharp slash brought a piercing pain.

Something seemed to flow down the place where the pain came from, a little sticky.

It was dark, but her eyes were open.

She was no longer on the cold ground, she was barefoot, and she was standing on the ground with gravel and gravel.

But eyes... can't see.

"Trash!" A voice resounded in front of him, and then something flew over.

Relying on her previous functional training, she raised her hand and grabbed the hard object that should have hit her eyes, but her inability to see restricted her movement. Not only was the hard object thrown over, even if it blocked what was in front of her, The others hit him mercilessly.

The tactile sensation running down the fingertips is... stone.

Stepping back a few steps, she quietly bit her lower lip, her thoughts were a little confused, she didn't know the current situation, and she didn't know how long this situation would last.

Invisible bodies, ubiquitous violence.

This is....

—a curse?

"stop!"

A boy's voice came, as if she was trying to stop those people's movements. Her back footsteps stopped, not because she bumped into anything, but because her feet were empty, and the cold feeling filled her whole body, with some foul-smelling water gushing out. Nostrils, unable to breathe.

Seeing nothing, she can only stretch out her arms instinctively, which is the most primitive way of survival.

In the next second, a warm hand grasped her palm, and the suffocating cold disappeared briefly, but her body soaked in water began to tremble uncontrollably.

However, she was hugged by someone, and there was a comforting voice from the other party, "Don't worry, I have no malicious intentions."

She trembled and did not speak, biting her lower lip tightly, only feeling deeply tired.

"I'll take you to change clothes."

It doesn't matter where I go, anyway, I...

— But how long can your kindness last?

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She felt that her consciousness was a little heavy, and she didn't make any resistance, and fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up again, I smelled the pungent smell of potion, and there was still darkness in front of my eyes.But she could feel that she seemed to be lying on the bed, even being injected with a drip, without the coolness, and even extremely warm.

hospital?

"Are you awake?" Someone spoke beside her. She remembered the voice. It was the person who saved her. The other party's voice was not deep, but rather immature. She guessed that he was not very old.

"Who are you?" she asked.

"My name is Kim, Kim Fraser."

"Gold..." she murmured, this feeling came again, every time she went to a world, the memory of that world would be awakened.

So you will know the world you are in very clearly.

"What about you?"

"Who knows..." She already occupied this body, how could she know the name of this body?

The corner of her mouth slightly raised a mocking arc and she turned her head to where Jin was.

There was a brief silence beside him, but soon his voice came again.

"If you don't mind, I'll call you Xi."

Is it?Is this what her name is in this world?

She nodded lightly, at least she is not unimproved, she can feel the truth of the other party's kindness.

And she should have been in the hospital for a long time. Now that no so-called relatives have appeared, it means that she is alone.

Jin tried to say something relaxing to her, but Hee just nodded obediently and remained silent for more time.It may be that she seemed calm, so Kim started talking to her about her illness. He didn't seem to think that she had amnesia, but was just unwilling to accept the reality.

"I've heard about you. Bapasque is indeed scary, but I think..."

"What's Bapasque?" she asked interrupted.

Kim seemed surprised and didn't reply for a long time, but finally seemed to feel that she had a right to the truth and told her all.

This body is not congenitally blind, but a disease called "Bapasque" is constantly corroding her body, which will gradually deprive her of her senses and eventually die.

- There is no treatment.

It is not contagious, not hereditary, but has a long incubation period.If some people are lucky, this disease will not even attack until they die.

But this disease is also extremely rare, with a probability of less than one percent in the world.

Xi listened quietly, and then heard Jin seem to pick up something.

He should be peeling an apple, and the knife makes a unique "rustling" sound when it passes through the pulp.

In fact, she hated Apple very much, because this voice would touch the tips of her ears and make her tremble subconsciously, which was very uncomfortable.

But she didn't refuse the other party's kindness, and Jin divided the apple into small pieces, and after she ate one piece, she didn't pick it up again.

Jin didn't force her, and then it seemed that the phone rang, and the other party's cell phone rang, and he left the ward.

The surroundings became quiet, but the silence in the dark was not pleasant.

Xi stretched out his hand and touched the place beside him.

—That's where Jin cut the apple just now.

After losing her vision, her hearing became a little sensitive, and she remembered the direction.

Xi touched the cabinet next to the bed, the cold cabinet surface, the rough basket containing apples and some fruits, and then she felt a pain in her fingertips, and a sharp object cut her fingertips.

It seems that luck is not very good, it is the tip of the knife.

She didn't stop, and continued to move forward, touched the handle of the knife, and picked it up.

Based on feeling, he pointed the tip of the knife at himself.

"What are you doing?!" A palm grabbed her wrist before the tip of the knife pierced her heart, and there was anger in her voice.

"Don't you think it would be better to die in my current state?" When she was discovered, she reacted unexpectedly calmly. She tried to move her wrist, but found that the other party's strength was so strong that she couldn't move it a little bit.

"I don't think so. If you give up easily, I will think you are wrong."

"You're not me, how do you know it's not right for me to do this?" There was a little sarcasm in her voice.

"Don't say stupid things! No matter what, you can't give up your life easily." His voice was a little low, and he took the knife from her hand.

The palm is a little sticky, it is the wound that was cut just now.

"I'll call the doctor." He stopped the bleeding with a tissue and said. "Anyway, give up the idea of ​​committing suicide, and I won't let you go."

"Anyway, my final result is the same, it's just a matter of time. You can pretend that you didn't see it, can you? After all, we don't know each other well, right?"

"Isn't it familiar just now?" His words made Xi speechless, and she spoke again after a long while.

"How... there are people like you."

Obviously don't know him?

Obviously it has nothing to do with you, right?

Obviously, as long as you pretend you didn't see it, wouldn't it be fine?

If it were her own, she would not extend a helping hand to such people, nor would she hurt them. She would feel sympathy in her heart, but she would only feel helpless, because it had nothing to do with her.

She never pretended to be a good person.

— She once saw a dog on the side of the road.

A dog that lost its right front paw seemed to have been run over by a car and was covered with blood. It was limping along the grass beside the road, looking for food. She felt distressed and sympathized with it. .

[then looks away]

Thinking of "so pitiful" and let myself not look at its tragic situation, let myself forget about such a scene, and then left.

Anyway, you won't see it next time, right?

Anyway, even if it is really dead, it has nothing to do with her, does it?

Anyway...that has nothing to do with me, does it?

In this way, he convinced himself and found reasons for himself.

In fact, she also understands very well that it's not that she can't do it, but that she doesn't want to do it.

——You have done enough to reflect your kindness.

— so you can already leave.

No one will say that you are cruel, no one will blame you, right?

On the contrary, if you take care of it, they will call you an idiot, right?

"Now that I've seen it, I can't ignore it."

His words made Xi subconsciously laugh out loud.

"There are so many people like me in the world, do you care about every one you see?"

The other party was silent, but the doctor had already rushed over at this time, because it was only a finger injury, so only a simple bandage was done.Xi quietly followed the instructions, even if she wanted to resist now, it was futile.

"It's true that I can't control everyone, but since I decided to manage it this time, I won't ignore it."

Jin's voice sounded after the doctor left, Xi came to a trance and realized that the other party was answering her question just now.

"Maybe, this disease will be cured soon." He took her hand, and the warmth in his palm seemed to spread all over his body.

"I hope." She found that she couldn't be more stubborn than the other party, so she didn't say any more.

Until Xi recalled it a long time later, maybe Jin at this time could see that she didn't actually want to die.

She does want to live.

but--

A world full of darkness is really... too scary.

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he once told me

——People are freer than they think.

But I also know-

【The price of freedom is high】

The morning sun that will usher after the dark night may really never be seen by me.

The author has something to say:

【Have you experienced despair? 】

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The first sentence is what Mr. Songyang said

The second sentence is from Zacks

It's like connecting the two worlds.

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To put it simply, Xi was taken away and imprisoned by Sephiroth, and did not escape until Zack was about to die.

It failed to prevent Zack's doomed death, and was finally kept by Sephiroth's side forever in this way.

How much he would do this is also influenced by Xenovia.

Because Jenova found that she couldn't control Xi's spirit, so it was a hidden danger.

Anyway, it doesn't matter if you don't understand it, as long as you know that Xi has lost an important person [manual goodbye

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In fact, when I coded the first chapter, my heart was very delicate.

Really, if it's me, it's really—— I looked away

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There are only two chapters in the first chapter of the hunter, so... the next chapter is about to leave