[Yuri on Ice] sinking

Lorelai's shoulders were trembling slightly, and even her lips were trembling, but it was not obvious.

——Proud and happy for Victor.

Mira still regrets making such a decision, because Victor on the ice rink is too dazzling, and seeing Lorelai's behavior, she thought that Lorelai wanted to give Victor a hug after arriving in the K&C area.It's just that when Lorelai came to the training ground on weekdays, she wouldn't take the initiative to talk to her, but stood quietly by the side.

"Go, go, Victor must be super-wanting to hug you right now."

How did the little girl know that Lorelai's entire face was pale and pale at this time, she seemed a bit far-fetched just supporting herself on the ground, most of what she heard now was "buzzing" from somewhere. Buzz.

——When I met my brother earlier, I was obviously fine...

Ringing in the ears, dizziness, blurred vision—these are all the consequences of her lately staying up several times without telling Victor in order to compose music, in order to be able to respond to his strong expectations of herself.Now it's too late for Lorelai to regret, the negative impact came very quickly, and she couldn't stand the aggressiveness.

"Lorelai~" Victor handed over the soft ice skate cover and put it on familiarly. Before noticing Lorelai's strangeness, he enthusiastically called the name of his partner and the object of his absolute affection, Giving her a rather warm hug, "Just now my performance...huh? Lorelai?"

——So uncomfortable, really uncomfortable.

Lorelai's white teeth rubbed her lower lip slightly, and the center of her brows slowly tightened.This time she didn't think too much, and simply pushed Victor away.

He never expected such a reaction to greet him. Victor was pushed by Lorelai, his eyes widened slightly as if he couldn't believe the fact, he took a few steps back in a daze, and almost lost his balance and fell to the seat On the ground, thanks to the subconscious stability.

"Lorelei?!"

Even Mira's surprised and yelling voice could only be heard slightly, and in the vision that was clear for a while and blurred for a while, Mira's surprised face and Victor's face full of shock... were all distorted.

"I...I'm fine." Lorelai shook her head with her head lowered, resting one hand on her forehead, and she didn't know where she was pointing with the other hand, her lips kept moving, "Vicha, let's talk to Yaco first." Mr. Fu, go sit there and wait for the results to come out."

She tried her best to keep Victor from seeing the strangeness in her. If this guy knew that he had never slept well for that free skating song, and even stayed up late without telling him these days... I can't imagine him What kind of crazy move will you make.

"Hurry up, Victor, the staff over there are urging you! You two don't think about the people around you? Give me a way to survive." Mira also gave her a step down, just enough for her to breathe Tone, to cover up his abnormality.

She grabbed Lorelei's hand, which was already dripping with cold sweat: "I'll take your girlfriend backstage first—"

However, before Mira could finish speaking, the vision like a broken old-fashioned TV... fell into darkness.

And before falling into the darkness, she vaguely saw a touch of silver approaching towards her...

"I also want to do something for Chris, after all, it's the first time for my brother to participate in the competition!"

"It's enough for Lorelei to cheer me on... I, um..."

"Isn't it my brother's song that hasn't been decided yet? If possible, I want to write a song for my brother!"

——At the beginning, it was true...

After that, I really put a lot of effort into this joke-like remark.It's just that those written scores were sent to the place where Christopher was training after several twists and turns, and were returned several times, and were laughed at by the practicing girls when they sent them in person, and even tried to tear them up. drop the sheet music.

"It's just a song written by a young girl. How good can it be? It's pretty good if you know the staff and scales and don't make mistakes, right?"

"Hurry up, little girl, Mom and Dad will be worried, right? Hahaha!"

Those seemingly benign words were full of malice, and it was the blade coated with poison/drug that was demonstrating to her.

Maybe it's the result of being spoiled too much when she was a child. She is clumsy in everything she does, and it's good to say that she doesn't help.She also didn't want to bear her parents shaking her head, sighing, and... helpless eyes.

—I am a useless child, but I also...

I want, too……

Holding the corner of the music score, the hand that kneaded the paper was trembling.

So... when her brother later received the sheet music, recorded it as an accompaniment, and made his debut season as a rising star with his repertoire and performance—she was ecstatic.

—I can do something too, right?Mom and Dad, have you seen it?even me...

Then?Then she experienced the dramatic encounter with Victor, the genius boy who stood under the eyes of everyone said something misunderstood, took her to Russia under the disapproval of everyone, and made an agreement with her, Said that it is not allowed to fully fall in love with each other until the end of the partnership...

This Russian youth world champion is really an existence that she can only look up to. Flowers, applause, honor, talent, he has everything, but why did he make such a decision?Is it just a teenager's desire to challenge?

It's not clear what purpose he approached him for, and he was full of hostility towards Victor at first.But despite such a glamorous packaging, he is just the most ordinary boy, he likes to laugh, and he often plays pranks on himself.He never touches his most sensitive topic, but stays with him cautiously...

—Ah, I suddenly figured it out.

This feeling of erratic all the time, the more he clings to himself, the more he wants to shrink into an empty shell and not believe in that remote possible reason——

"...I'm afraid of being abandoned by you, Vicka. 』

"Once I'm abandoned, I'll have nothing..."

When he woke up again, he was startled awake by the slightly cold temperature.No matter how hard she got used to the light, Lorelai unexpectedly met a pair of sea-blue eyes when she slowly got up with her hands behind her back.

—It was Victor.

The shadow of his slightly long silver bangs almost covered his eyes, but the eyes under the shadows gave her a shiver down her spine - now Victor is like an angry lion, although she doesn't know why Words like this would pop up to describe him, but it just gave people a kind of...the calm before the storm.

She took a little look at Victor's attire at the moment, the previous short program uniform had been replaced, and now he was wearing another uniform, which looked like a free skating uniform...

"Aha, good morning, Vicia." Lorelai smiled haha, "Are you going to the competition?"

"The free skating competition is over." His voice sounded cold, with no hint of liveliness, but he naturally bent down/body to hold her hand, "This free skating competition I didn’t even get enough laps in the quadruple jump, which I’m best at, but the short program scores made up for the lack of free skating, and I ranked second.”

"Then, the first thing is..." Lorelai gasped when she heard this.

"Your brother Christophe Giacometti."

——Ah, that’s it.

Lorelai breathed a sigh of relief. No matter what, the two people she cares about got quite good rankings. She thought that Victor should be about to play now, but no matter how you look at it, the game is over.

"Then, let's talk about something else."

"Eh... eh?" Lorelei belatedly let out a bewildered sound, and then she finally realized something was wrong——

Victor's eyes were dark blue, as if the sea was about to encounter a big storm, which made her frightened.The hand holding her was also tightening unconsciously, even pinching her so painfully that she wanted to cry.

"Pain? Lorelei, do you know what pain feels like?" He suddenly smiled, but that kind of smile was too strange.

When the point of focus was no longer Lorelai's hand, everything was developing in an unexpected direction for both of them, and the constant scratching of the anger in his heart made Victor himself feel both surprised and uncomfortable.

Being pressed hard on her shoulder blades until her back was leaning against the board at the head of the bed, Lorelai was dizzy because the back of her head hit the wooden board directly. It was terrible to have to go through this uncomfortable experience just after recovering. .

Immediately, there was a smell of blood in the mouth, Lorelai half-closed her eyes and desperately hit Victor who didn't know what happened all of a sudden, his tongue hurt so badly from his bite, and I don't know how hard he bit it .

It was just a gust of wind and rain, the oxygen in her mouth was almost depleted, and Lorelei's eyes were filled with water vapor, and she almost didn't know if she would almost suffocate because of it.

——Fortunately, fortunately, he let go.

"...Why are you lying to me?"

"What?..." Before giving Lorelai a little buffer, the explosives that Victor dropped on her made her look away a little guilty.

"The doctor said you were overtired and lacked sleep..." Victor simply sat on the edge of the bed, looking like he wanted to ask the bottom line, "...you've been hiding it from me? Why didn't you tell me!?"

The series of questions made her seem like a mute who was stuffed with bitter gourd, unable to speak anything.

"Do you know how I found out?" Seeing that she was silent and did not answer, he continued on his own, with a self-deprecating expression, "Because it's the first time you call me 'Vicha' with your true feelings. When you are here... look at me with the same eyes that beg me to stop looking at you."

Lorelei lowered her head, the bloody smell in her mouth hadn't completely dissipated, and even her tongue was still a little sore.But it wasn't this that hurt her more, but... Victor's self-deprecating, almost crying expression.

"Lorelei..."

For the first time, I felt that someone called my name with such a heavy feeling, no, it was a pain that could make my heart bleed continuously.

She saw that there seemed to be a spot on the bed sheet that had been rippling with water.When he looked up, the big boy who always loved to laugh burst into tears. He raised his eyebrows slightly as if trying to stop the tears from falling down, but it had the opposite effect.

It was the first time for Lorelai to see Victor cry, and it wasn't that she hadn't seen him who occasionally behaved abnormally and curled up in a corner alone to wipe away his tears silently, but... this was the first time in front of her.

"Hey, Vicia." Lorelai's eyes were dimmed under the shadow of bangs, "How about we make a promise."

"—If you win the Grand Prix Series, I will give you my whole heart."

The author has something to say: *The paragraph in the middle is actually memory killing

*Vicia made a lot of mistakes because she kept thinking about Lorelei during the free skating...

*Well, happy eating, driving in the next chapter