What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

Time flies, and the anti-American vacation time is coming to an end.These days, apart from going to Wangqi Village a few times, Kang Mei spends most of his time at Jasmine's house.Getting along with each other these days allowed Kangmei to get a general idea of ​​what kind of people Silong and Jasmine are, and Jasmine gradually got acquainted with Kangmei's temper.

The next day was the day when the Anti-Americans were about to leave for the army.This afternoon, Kangmei and Jasmine were going around to drag her to a photo studio on the street to take a group photo together.Jasmine didn't like to show her face at first, but she couldn't hold back her pleading against the United States. Seeing her longing eyes, Jasmine had no choice but to tidy up, changed into a dress, and went out with the child.

On the way back, the two mothers went to the vegetable market again, bought vegetables and prepared to cook together.I followed Jasmine slowly, watching her being accompanied by Kang Mei these days, no longer alone and lonely, but more cheerful and laughing.

After the two returned home, Jasmine took the vegetable basket to the kitchen and boiled water to make tea.Kangmei sat down at the desk in the inner room, and noticed an old pencil case on the desk.She opened it curiously, and besides a pen, there were several sharpened pencils and a badly worn knife inside.The ends of those pencils are slender and neatly cut, just looking at them gives people the desire to hold a pen and write.

Kangmei picked up a pencil and played with it carefully, and then took out the pocket knife. Looking at the pocket knife that had been sharpened many times and had a very thin blade, she silently fell into deep thought.

"Kangmei, you are here." Jasmine came in, handed her a cup of tea, and sat down beside her.

"Aunt Jasmine, is this Silong's pencil case? How can he sharpen the pencil so beautifully? Why doesn't he use a pencil sharpener?" Kangmei asked.

"This is the last thing Silong used before he left home, I have never been willing to put it away, just put it on the desk, as if he will come back soon.

When he was in primary school, it was just after liberation in [-].At that time, there was also a shortage of supplies, and there were no pencil sharpeners for sale.I bought him a pocket knife with which he has always enjoyed sharpening pencils.When it becomes blunt, he sharpens it himself. He can use a small knife for several years, and he is reluctant to throw it away when he can't sharpen it anymore.

This child has been very sensible since he was a child.Our livelihood is maintained by me making clothes for others, or accepting some outsourced sewing workers to earn some wages.Therefore, he would take the initiative to help me with things when he was very young, and help me share some of the work as much as possible.

I remember him nailing buttons, buttonholes, and patches before he was in elementary school.Later, when he was about ten years old, he could already step on a sewing machine.At that time, when he was on winter and summer vacation, I could take on more processing work, and the sewing machine at home was always running non-stop.In this way, Silong's hands are very dexterous and his hands-on ability is very strong.

Later, when pencil sharpeners began to be sold on the street, I also wanted to buy one for him, but he refused to take it.He said that he likes to use the pencils he sharpened..." When mentioning Silong, Jasmine was really eloquent.

"Aunt Jasmine, Silong not only sharpens pencils well, he can also sharpen apples beautifully!" Kangmei interjected happily.

(two)

"Yeah, when Silong was at home, he basically peeled the fruits. At that time, I was so busy that every time I made a piece of clothing, the processing fee was very little, so I had to take on more work and more. Catch work. Sometimes, when he is so busy that he doesn’t even have time to cook, Silong comes back from school and sees that I haven’t cooked, so he will take the initiative to cook for me. He has been a good boy who is very considerate to others since he was a child.

It's just that every child's growth cannot be very balanced.Although he is very precocious in reading and doing things, but...he also has immaturity. Jasmine looked at Kangmei, hesitated for a moment, then got up and took out a tin mooncake box.

Kang Mei took the box doubtfully, and opened it under Jasmine's smiling eyes.It was a box full of small notes of various colors and folded into various shapes.Kang Mei carefully opened one, looked at it, folded it silently, and opened the other one after reading it, but didn't speak, and didn't continue to read.

"These are the notes written to him by those female classmates who had just begun to fall in love with Silong after he went to middle school. I also read some of the content, but it's nothing, just some vague liking and secret miss...

Silong, he was a bit late in his emotional enlightenment.When he was in middle school, he didn't have such romantic thoughts at all.He just lost his temper when he got these notes.Oh, the silly boy! "

Jasmine sighed while putting away the box.Looking at Kangmei, who was thinking silently, she said seriously: "Kangmei, if Silong said something inappropriate, if he hurt your feelings...you must not be angry with him, I hope you I can forgive him. He probably didn't mean to hurt anyone."

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(three)

Kangmei kept her head down, tears rolled in her eyes, she didn't want to cry, not for Silong's sake, let alone in front of Silong's mother.

But the unsatisfactory tears still fell one by one.

Jasmine handed her a handkerchief, and at the same time patted her on the back lightly, as if coaxing her own child.

Kangmei took the handkerchief and went to wipe her tears, but the more she wiped the more tears, she finally couldn't help it, and cried out loudly: "Woo...Aunt Jasmine, why are you so kind to me?...Woo...I I lied to you this time... Silong didn't ask me to come here at all... I found it myself... Woohoo...

I also don't understand why I like him all the time... He didn't promise me anything, he also said he wouldn't like a girl who couldn't even nail buttons... He said he liked someone like his mother... I just I found it myself, I want to know what kind of person his mother is...

Aunt Jasmine, thank you.In fact, you already knew that it wasn't Silong who asked me to come, right?You are still so kind to me, told me a lot about him, let me know what kind of person he is; you also taught me a lot of things, now I understand what his family is like, I..."

"Silly boy, don't be sad. It's much easier to cry. You are still young now. When you grow up and become more mature, and look back, you will feel that this is not such a difficult thing.

Regardless of whether Silong asked you to come here, you can find this place for Silong, of course I should treat you well! "Jasmine said while patting her.

"Auntie, can you not tell Silong about my coming to see you? I'm afraid he will blame me even more when he knows. After I return to the army, I will find an opportunity to tell him myself. Today we filmed The group photo, on the one hand, I want to keep as a souvenir, and on the other hand, after I tell him that I have visited you, I will also give him a photo and let him see a recent photo of you.

I have been the youngest in my family since I was a child. I have a father, mother, brother, and grandma.Everyone loves me, pampers me, and lets me down.When I was young, my brother never argued with me about the things I wanted to eat or the toys I wanted to play with. He always let me eat and play first.It can be said that basically what I want, I can have.

From childhood to adulthood, my life was very happy, smooth and smooth.Even in the army, because there are few female soldiers, they are also very favored.

It was still in front of Silong that I hit a nail.I just know what it's like to be rejected.

At first, I was very uncomfortable, but gradually I also understood that feelings cannot be forced, and at the same time, I also saw that I still have many shortcomings.

Later, I thought, it would be great if I could have a chance to visit you.Although Silong doesn't say much, I know he loves you very much, and the longer he leaves home, the more he misses you.In his heart, ordinary girls really can't compare with you.

I took the liberty of asking for leave and came here.Fortunately, Aunt Jasmine, you are really reasonable, you are so kind to me, and you have taught me a lot of skills..." Kangmei raised her head and smiled embarrassedly as she spoke.

(four)

"Kangmei, if you can think about it, that's good. Silong is good at everything, but sometimes he just doesn't have a clue, but he has no heart! Just like his father, you can't do anything about him " Jasmine said with a smile.

"Auntie, I heard from Silong that his father passed away very early? I can see that he misses his father very much! He also said that if he dies in battle, he can see his father; if he comes back alive, You can see your mother. I will always remember this sentence firmly." Kangmei said.

"Really? Did he say such a stupid thing?" After saying these words softly, Jasmine suddenly froze, with a sad expression on her face.

"Aunt Jasmine, maybe I shouldn't ask. You are so beautiful and capable, why have you never remarried? Is it because you can't forget Silong's father?" Kangmei asked in a low voice.

"Anti-Americanism," Jasmine hesitated for a moment, but continued, "There is a kind of emotion that will not end because of death. There are some loves, which are very broad and selfless, and can surpass all obstacles in the world. Silong's Dad is an amazing person, and his feelings will not disappear because of the end of life. The reason why Silong misses his dad so much is because he can always feel his dad's love...

You know, there is a kind of person, he is worthy of our life to love.Silong's father is such a person.And how lucky I am to know him..." Jasmine's expression was a little dazed. Dead dead is waving to her...