What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

Afterwards, I spent most of my time in Zenda, with my brother, with my Molly.Every one or two months, I will take a few days to see Silong. Sometimes he is busy training his soldiers in the army station, and sometimes he will participate in the military expert group and be sent to Vietnam to serve Vietnam. Communist guerrillas as trainers and advisors.

Now, seeing his maturity and sophistication on the battlefield, I am not too worried about him.Moreover, as military advisers, Chinese personnel basically do not need to directly contact and fight with US ground forces, which also makes me more assured of his safety.

A few months later, I was surprised to find that Silong's development in the army was surprisingly smooth.Maybe it's because he has always been very popular in the army, maybe it's God's special care and love for him. Although he is only the company commander of the reconnaissance company now, with the transfer of the independent battalion commander, he is now indistinct. Is one of the battalion commander candidates.

While visiting Silong, I will also pay attention to Zhang Lixian and Anti-Americanism.Zhang Lixian was still in the position of division commander, busy with military affairs every day, he didn't even have time to notice the changes in his daughter's mood.Xiao Zui had been taking care of her mother-in-law in her hometown in Sichuan, but some time ago, with the death of the old man, she was left alone at home.Maybe it's because she is worried about Lao Zhang and her daughter, or maybe it's because she's too lonely. Now she also comes to the army's family compound, where she can accompany her husband and daughter during the rest time and bring them a home.

More than 20 years have passed, and Xiaozui is no longer the charming little girl she was back then.She is now middle-aged, a virtuous and capable housewife, and her figure is slightly fatter, but her eyebrows and eyes are still youthful and lively.

For more than 20 years, her life has been fairly stable.She gave birth to her son Zhang Chenxi and her daughter Kangmei successively. She has to serve the elderly and take care of her two children, so she never went out to work.The son is quiet and loves to read; the daughter is lively, mischievous but also sensible. The only regret is that she spends less time with Lao Zhang.But now, her children have grown up, and she has come to the army to join the army. Finally, the husband and wife are reunited, and they can stay together every day.

On a certain Sunday, after watching Si Long, I just stumbled to Lao Zhang's home in the army.

(two)

Today is a rest day, it is rare for Lao Zhang to eat a meal cooked by Xiaozui at home, enjoying happiness and warmth.Kangmei didn't know if he was on duty or something happened, so he happened to be away.

"Brother, have you noticed that our anti-Americanism has something on our minds? I think she has been unhappy recently!" Xiaozui asked while handing the bowl of rice to Lao Zhang.

"Really? I didn't feel it! Isn't she good at resisting the United States? She is also active in her work, and she hasn't made any mistakes recently?" Lao Zhang took over the job and hesitated.

"You, look at you. I'm telling you about my daughter's thoughts. Why are you talking about her work? I don't know if you still have this family in your heart except for the army. ? Do you have any children? Does it mean you don’t even care about me anymore?” Xiao Zui became unhappy, and began to be reluctant.

"Where is it? I just don't think there is any problem with resisting the United States? Oh, I heard that several staff officers in the combat department seem to be chasing the Anti-Americans. Could it be that she is upset about this?

In fact, gossip like this usually doesn't reach me.I also overheard a bit, and then observed some signs for me.In fact, I still care about our daughter. "Old Zhang put down his job, half to justify, half to say proudly.

"Really? Is it because someone is chasing the beauty?" Xiao Zui wondered.

"What do those staff officers look like? Are they good-natured? You seem to be a good match for our anti-Americanism?" Xiao Zui chattered and started the next question.

"Them? Recently, there is a shortage of battalion commanders in the independent battalion. They are also candidates. However, from the perspective of combat experience, they are still a little lacking. I also recommend a few grassroots cadres with combat experience. The cultural quality is too low.

In fact, we should boldly promote young people with ability and quality, I am very optimistic about one person, the company commander of the reconnaissance company..." Lao Zhang was talking, but somehow his thoughts turned to his work .

After hearing this, Xiao Zui shook his head angrily and stopped talking to him.He bowed his head and began to eat.

(three)

Since the last farewell to the hospital, Kangmei never went to see Silong again.The young man's pride, sensitivity, and fragile self-esteem were shattered by Silong's indiscriminate words last time.

How many times when I dreamed back at midnight, Kangmei woke up secretly crying, but I can never forget that enemy in my heart.

How many times have I made up my mind: Since he doesn't like me, let me forget about him and start a new life.But as soon as this determination is made, it is immediately replaced by the concern for Silong, and he will immediately miss him.What is "only frowning, but on the heart"?Anti-Americanism finally understands now.

See and can't see, forget and never forget.The anti-American heart wandered back and forth countless times in sadness and depression, and finally gradually figured it out.Since you can't forget him, don't try to forget him; no matter whether he likes me or not, I will try my best to be myself and live a good life.

After a period of time, Kangmei finally cheered up. Except for work, she arranged her time well.Read books, learn sewing and knitting, offer to help mother with housework when I get home, etc...

"If it weren't for the few words he said, I wouldn't know that I have so many deficiencies. Although his words were cold, they made me sober and let me see the reality of life that I hadn't realized before. In fact, I still want to thank him in my heart. Even now, I don’t hate him, I don’t hate his ruthlessness. Because, he didn’t promise me anything in the first place, and I was the one who wanted to like him foolishly… But I still miss that day very much...the apple he peeled for me that day was very cute...it was such a happy day..." Kangmei thought to herself.

Long lovesickness, hard to forget. "Is my love for him too blind? I like him so much, but I don't really know what kind of person he is." Sometimes Kang Mei thinks in her heart.She continued to pay attention to Silong silently, and quietly collected all information about him.

Occasionally, two young men would meet by chance in the division building.Silong has a heartless face with a bright sunny face. When he sees Kangmei, he still greets him and exudes his signature enchanting smile; while Kangmei sees that person, he thinks about it countless times, and tosses and turns in his heart. Countless times, but she didn't know how to face it. She often responded in a hurry, then bowed her head and ran away, with endless regret and anxiety in her heart.

I looked at these two little children, at Silong's confusion, at Kangmei's sad hesitation, and I could only sigh.I still go back to my Zenda.

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