What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

Two months later, Silong's body gradually recovered, but he was not yet discharged from the hospital as allowed by the doctor.In the past two months, Silong has become a dragon with his hands and feet bound in the hospital, and the dragon is trapped in the shallows!He had to obey the doctor's orders obediently and recuperate well.After all, the injury this time was dangerous, unlike the past.During this period of time, the soldiers of the reconnaissance company would take turns to visit him every rest day, and tried to bring him the books he wanted to read, so the days of recuperation were not too lonely.

In the past two months, I saw Kangmei come twice more, but each time, I couldn't stay long, and was dismissed by Silong with various excuses.

This day was another rest day, and a group of mischievous warriors surrounded Silong's bed again.

"Company commander, has a flower from the division visited you recently? Company commander, do you know? Several staff officers of the division's combat department are chasing her! You can't take it lightly!" Said the naughty boy.

"Really? What does that have to do with me?" Si Long was laughing, wickedly, with a hint of indifference.

"Company commander, don't you know that Zhang Kangmei is not only beautiful, she is also the daughter of Commander Zhang! No wonder there are so many officers chasing her. Hey, I heard that if you catch her, you will be on a high branch. If you do As the son-in-law of the teacher, he will definitely be promoted quickly in the future..." Another kid who thought he was smart said.

"You are stupid! Does the company commander of our reconnaissance company need to climb any high branches? This time, we were even awarded the first-class collective merit, and it was all thanks to our company commander! I can hear that I am in the division. My fellow countryman said, at present, our company commander is the most promising young officer in the division! If you want to talk about climbing high branches, it is also a flower climbing our company commander! You didn’t see that when our company commander was injured, she would go to Have you made several trips to the hospital?" The smartest kid said again.

"That's right, that's right." A group of boys yelled.

"Hey, hello!" Before he could feel complacent for long, he received a blow from Silong on the back of his head, and several other boys also suffered in turn.

"You bastards, why don't you train well and just think about these messy things?! Don't mention any other flowers in the division. No matter who she is, I have nothing to do with it. Today these bastards Don’t spread the word, otherwise, it will be regarded as an accomplice with the US emperor! See how I deal with you!” Silong became angry, his face was serious, and all the soldiers dared not laugh anymore.

Although Silong, the company commander, loves soldiers like a son, he is not a good old man without prestige.In fact, the soldiers all knew in their hearts that although the tiger is a sick cat now, if it really wants to show its power, no one can afford to offend it.

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(two)

When the visiting time came, these young and lively figures reluctantly left the ward.Silong watched the backs of the soldiers, the smile on his face gradually faded, and a trace of depression and sadness floated on his brow.

"Kangmei, alas, she is still a child who doesn't understand anything. It's not that I don't understand her thoughts, but now, how can I have the leisure to think about romantic affairs?

In Vietnam, our war with the Americans has not yet ended; in China, we don't know when this massive movement will stop?As for my mother, she has been away from home for eight years, and I have never had time to go back to see her, and I don't know how well she is...

And my dad, I'm already this old, but I still don't know what kind of person he is?However, whenever I was at the critical point of life and death, I would always miss him so much, as if I could always feel that he was by my side.I really want to see him again and hear him talk to me..."

Silong was muttering to himself, the voice was so low that I could barely hear it.

I approached him slowly, approached him, and stroked his head gently.As if Bao'er was still young, it was as if a gust of wind gently brushed his cheeks.Try to restrain my excitement, I can't show my body, I said to myself, it's not time to see him yet.But I can gently touch his head and watch my beloved son.

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(three)

Two days later, I suddenly saw Kangmei come to the ward again.Today is not a rest day, so her arrival surprised me a little.

Kang Mei: "Yuan Silong, I heard that your stitches have been removed? When can you leave the hospital?"

Si Long: "The doctor said that we need to observe for another two weeks. By the way, today is not a rest day. Why are you here?"

Kang Mei: "I'm on leave! I don't want to run into those glib soldiers from your company every time I come here. I hope I can have a chance to talk to you more." Her voice was pure and bright, Just as simple and clear as her heart.

Anti-American: "Silong, Comrade Yuan Silong. In fact, I have always wanted to ask you, are you afraid on the battlefield? Especially, with such a serious injury, it must be very painful?!"

Si Long: "When you say 'afraid or not' you mean 'afraid of death'? No, there is nothing to be afraid of death. Our officers and soldiers on the front line are all prepared for 'glory' in their hearts. If you are afraid of death, you will not be afraid. We will go to the battlefield!" Speaking of this, Silong suddenly smiled, that smile was very strange, with a hint of sadness and inexplicable pride, and he continued: "Actually, in my heart, there is nothing I am not afraid of death. If I die in battle, I can see my father; of course, if I survive, I can also go home to see my mother. Whether it is life or death, my relatives are waiting for me.

I was too careless to get hurt this time.When that bullet hit me, I was thinking, this is good, maybe, I can see my father..."

Kang Mei wondered: "What does 'meet your father' mean? Could it be him?"

Silong: "Before I was born, my father passed away. Since I was a child, my mother has raised me alone. My mother, she has always been a widow, and she will never forget my father. Unfortunately, apart from one Apart from this photo, I still don't know what kind of person he is? Why can't my mother forget it for so many years, and even, in my mother's heart, my father's status is always more important than me?..."

Kangmei looked at Silong, her eyes were full of sympathy, and there was also a kind of pity that she didn't realize herself.

(four)

It was rare for these two young people to have a heart-to-heart chat for a while in an undisturbed environment.But, soon, Silong seemed to remember something, and found a set of military uniforms from under the bed.He opened it to examine it, and said casually: "This is the clothes I asked the soldiers in the company to bring for me. I don't want to wear a hospital gown anymore...

These boys, why are they so blind, and brought me the torn military uniform? !Fortunately, they also know to bring my satchel. "

As Silong said, he found out his sewing kit and began to mend the military uniform.

Kangmei sat dryly on the side, unable to get any hands in, so she watched curiously as Silong threaded the needle, and then skillfully patched and nailed buttons.Soon, all the places that needed to be repaired were repaired, the stitches were fine, and there were almost no traces of repairing.

"Yuan Silong, you are really good! How are your hands so skillful? You know, I still can't nail buttons well. These needlework are all done by my mother at home, and she never taught me. Hehe, The main reason is that I am not interested in learning." Kangmei sighed in surprise as she watched Silong finish the last stitch.

"Then when you are in the army, do you still have to rely on your mother to help you mend clothes? This kind of small craft, you can learn it yourself, so it's convenient! Besides, it's really nothing to me. My mother, her hands are really called What a coincidence!" Silong said without raising his head while packing his sewing kit.But when he finished saying this and raised his head, if I'm not mistaken, his eyes were shining, was there a tear in his eyes?

No matter how strong a child is who has been away from home for many years, it is impossible not to miss his parents.

"Kangmei, go out first and close the door for me!" Silong said.

"Why? Are you going to drive me away again?" Kangmei was unhappy and muttered with her lips pouted.

"I want to change my clothes! Please, miss, go out for a while!" Silong replied with a smile.

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A few minutes later, when Kangmei came in again, he saw that Silong had already put on the military uniform, and Silong, who had gotten rid of the hospital uniform, looked so energetic and heroic.He is packing his things.

Kangmei: "Yuan Silong, what do you want to do? I understand, you want to sneak out of the hospital, why do you think so yourself?"

Silong: "Keep down, I'm already well. I don't want to stay here and waste time. I'm going back to the army to have a look. I really want to kill my company."

Kangmei: "Didn't the doctor say that you need to observe for another two weeks? The doctor said that you just had the stitches removed, and the superficial wound has healed, but the lungs are not completely healed, and they need to do X-rays for you. How can you Returning to the army without authorization? You look like a deserter."

Silong smiled: "Hehe, as long as you don't desert on the battlefield, I'm used to running away. It's okay, those doctors and nurses can't stand me. Who told us to be scouts! "Here, he smiled smugly, packed up his things, and was about to ignore the protests and obstructions of the anti-Americans, and run away!

Anti-American was in a hurry: "Yuan Silong, even if you are not for yourself, maybe you can't be for me, cherish your body?!" After saying this, her face turned red, but at the same time she firmly blocked her body. the door.

"The body is mine, why should I cherish it for you?" Silong really didn't understand, or he was pretending to be stupid, anyway, he looked like a bird, so angry that I wanted to kick him violently.

"I...because I...I like you!" Kangmei looked at him, hesitated for two seconds, and still said what was in her heart.

(Fives)

"Kangmei, do you know what it means to really like someone? You are too young, don't say such things easily!" When Silong said this, his expression finally became serious.

"However, I'm not young anymore, and I'm going to be twenty this year. I know what it's like to like someone. That is, no matter eating, sleeping, or doing anything, I can't let him go in my heart, and I always miss him When Kangmei said this, the circles of her eyes began to turn red.

Silong looked at her and saw half grievance and half longing in her eyes, a trace of unbearable flashed in his eyes, but then there was only a cold light left in his eyes.

"Kangmei, you are a good girl, but you are not suitable for me. In other words, you are not the type I like." Silong said dryly.

"Then what should the girl you like look like?" Kangmei asked pitifully, with resignation and despair after her dreams were shattered in her eyes.

"What I like should be like my mother, who is both beautiful and kind, and independent and strong. I will wait for the person I really love for the rest of my life without complaint or regret. Maybe, God insists that I be so happy when I leave home. After many years, I gradually understood my mother's heart."

There was a flash of self-deprecation in his eyes, and then he added coldly: "Anyway, I don't like a girl who can't even nail buttons. How can someone who can't even take care of herself well?" take care of others?"

After hearing this sentence, Kangmei blushed terribly, she silently moved away and let out the door.

Silong carried his satchel on his back, picked up the packed luggage, and walked out the door without looking back, leaving only Kangmei stunned at the door, sad and desperate.

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