What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

As soon as we returned to Zenda, we happened to see Sangmenxing taking the local products grown by himself to Milong's house in Zenda City.The house that Milong used to live in has been lived by Meng Fanle's parents since Shangguan took Lei Bao'er away, so, to be exact, it should be Fanla's house.

The funeral star went to Fanla's parents to inquire about Fanla's news, and gave the two old people some grain and local products grown in their own fields.He left his address in Wangqi Village, and when he was leaving, he did not forget to tell Fanla's father that he must not forget to tell Fanla to find him when he gets home.

Our group of old cannon fodder watched Sangmen Xing come out of Yuan Milong's house gloomyly.As the setting sun set against the west, the figure of the heartbroken man was extremely lonely and lonely.

"This dead and headless funeral star, why didn't he know how to bring some food to see Sister Jasmine?" This was the snake's butt muttering to himself.

"That's right, that's right." Pork Belly's voice.

"Sangmen Xing doesn't know Jasmine, what are you complaining about here?!" Uncle Mi interrupted.

"Why don't we go and entrust him with a dream? Snake ass, let's go find this dead and decapitated funeral star tonight, shall we?" This is the voice of this bastard.

"Stop rambling all of you! If you want to entrust dreams, you will definitely be able to entrust them?? You all go back to Jiqipo. Don't meddle here." I yelled at these bastards.When they said it, they suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and they were all thinking about Jasmine.Everyone knows how difficult it is for a woman to lead a child in this war-torn autumn.

(two)

I watched Jasmine from afar, and sold the last two pieces of jewelry her mother left her, just to get back some food and eggs, which are now a luxury.She still insisted on giving Bao'er an egg every day, but she herself ate very little and poorly, her face was no longer rosy, and she lost a lot of weight.

Seeing her life now, I can't help but blame myself, but I can't do anything about it.I don't go to see her as often as I used to. I just want to see Bao'er, and I try to stay as far away from him as possible, not daring to get close to them.It's not that I don't miss them, I just don't know what to say to Jasmine when I see her.There is nothing I can do for her except helplessness.

Now, I have resumed the days of kicking stones, scratching my scalp, and counting stars on Jiqi Slope.Times are turbulent and life is cruel.No matter how much I verbally comfort, I'm afraid it's not as practical as the rice jar full of grain!Just the thought that I could do no real help for her, but leave her alone to carry the burdens of life, hurt my manly self-esteem.It's not that Jasmine did not do well enough, but that she did too much and too well, which made me too ashamed and ashamed.

The veterinarian came to me: "Tuan Zuo, you came back in such a hurry, why didn't you go to see Jasmine when you arrived at Zenda?"

"I went to see it. I saw it from a distance, and I didn't dare to get close. I don't know what to say to her?! Veterinarian, you said before, is the power of the spirit still useful? You said that now On such a day, when I can’t even eat enough, is it useful for me to just give her verbal comfort? Even if she doesn’t mind, but I can’t get over it in my heart. Yes, I can’t get over this hurdle in my heart. I think as her Man, I can't help her..." At this point, I couldn't go on.

"Tuan Zuo, you are worrying too much. The current world is difficult for everyone. The world is not peaceful, and it is always the common people who suffer. We want to survive in troubled times, how can we not experience more hardships? I know , you can’t see that Jasmine is suffering too much, and you can’t help, so you are angry with yourself! Tuanzai, think about Jasmine, what will happen to her if you don’t see her for so long Feelings? Comparing your heart with your heart, you should stop blaming yourself and go see her. I won't talk too much. "

After the veterinarian finished speaking, he left silently.The brothers were all watching me from a distance, and I knew they were mainly worried about Sister Jasmine.Since they formally met Jasmine at the last celebration party, these bastards are partial to Jasmine now.They were afraid that I would neglect her and bully her.No matter, no matter, I'll go home and have a look.

(three)

I came to the small courtyard of Jasmine's house again, and suddenly heard a man's voice coming from the house.Usually, the people who come to Jasmine to process clothes are from aunts and aunts. Are there any male customers?

I quietly approached the window and listened carefully to the conversation inside.It turned out to be the quartermaster of the Yu Family Army, who entrusted a veteran who had returned to Yunnan to bring something to Jasmine.When Jasmine politely saw off the visitor, I didn't enter the room, but looked out the window at the things on the table.

Some Hunan native products, mainly dry goods, food, a letter, and thirty oceans.They are all Yuan Datou with Yuan Shikai's head engraved on them, not Sun Xiaotou with Sun Yat-sen's head.You know, now the big head is worth much more than the small head.

Molly opened the envelope, and I moved a little closer and glanced at it curiously.With my ability to see ten lines at a glance, I have read the contents of that letter with just two glances.The letter is not long, and the main content is two points, one: if Jasmine is willing to go to Hunan to join her, the thirty silver dollars are considered as travel expenses and expenses; second: if Jasmine still wants to stay in Chanda, the money will be given to her as a supplement household.In short, respect Jasmine's choice, hope her life will be better, and so on.

After reading the letter, Jasmine fell into deep thought.After a while, she pulled herself together, carefully put away Yuan Datou and the letter, took the local products to the kitchen and put them away, and continued to be busy with the work at hand.

I was stunned in the yard for a while, and after thinking about it, I should go back to Jiqi Slope first.

Along the way, I was wondering what choice Jasmine would make.But I changed my mind and thought again, this should not be my consideration.No matter what choice she makes, it is her choice, and it is a choice that I should respect.

Later, I finally made up my mind to put aside my ridiculous manly self-esteem for the time being, and go to see her tonight and have a good talk with her.I just know how much I miss her and how much I don't want to lose her.

(four)

In the middle of the night, I returned home and gently woke up Jasmine.Seeing that it was me who came back, Jasmine couldn't help being overjoyed.

"Why did you come back after being away for so long? Didn't you tell me that you would only leave Zen for about ten days? But it's almost a month now, and I'm worried to death." Jasmine said eagerly, half blaming and half It's resentment.

"There is something delayed on the way. I'm fine, don't worry. Tell me, do you have a lot of work recently? Are you still busy? You have lost a lot of weight recently!" I held her With a slender wrist, he said with heartache.

"I'm fine here too. Someone always makes new clothes, isn't it? Yesterday, the mother-in-law of the Wang family came to me and said that her daughter was about to get married and she wanted to prepare some new clothes. She also said that the clothes I made were handmade. Fine, it looks good." Jasmine smiled and said proudly.

"Okay, okay. But, Jasmine, you have to eat more, don't always let Bao'er eat all the good things, and don't taste any of them yourself. If you do this, your body will not be able to bear it, you understand?" I asked. Told her, even though she knew it was useless, she still couldn't help but say it.

"I know, don't worry! I will take good care of Bao'er and myself." She answered me obediently, while hugging me tightly, lest I leave.

Later, we talked for almost the whole night, because we were separated for too long, and we missed each other for too long.I didn't ask her about her visit in the afternoon, and she didn't tell me about it.I thought in my heart that husband and wife are the closest people in this world, but at the same time they are the easiest to alienate.An inappropriate, unintentional sad word may create a distance between two people.So, I still kept the letter and the silver dollar in my heart, and didn't think about it or ask about it.No matter what decision Jasmine makes, I should accept it.I just want her to live according to her wishes, as long as she is healthy, as long as she is happy.

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As high as tomorrow and the moon, loved ones and couples.