What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

I returned to Jiqi Slope, but my heart was still in pain and entanglement.The veterinarian and Krupp have been waiting for me at the bottom of the slope. Seeing my expression, the veterinarian was terrified: "Tuan Zuo, what are you doing? Is it because Jasmine is going to take the treasure tomorrow?" Are you going with the quartermaster?"

"No, vet. Molly's staying, she's separated from the man," I said wearily, as I walked into the woods and found a comfortable place to sit.

The veterinarian followed me chatteringly, and said, "What do you mean separated? Jasmine was divorced by her man? Did his man know about Bao'er? Was she beaten? How is Bao'er?  … "

I gave the veterinarian a blank stare helplessly, and replied to him: "To be exact, Jasmine divorced her man. She refused to go with him and wanted to stay in Chanda and bring up Bao'er by herself." .”

"Oh! That's what happened. What's the matter with you, you fellow? Look at your expression! It frightens me and the fat man." The veterinarian said, sitting down beside me, Krupp also sat around.

"Veterinarian, I am very confused now. I just understand that I owe her too much. And because of me, she chose to live alone with her child. I don't know what to do, it is right She is good. In fact, the man in her family is quite nice. He knows that Bao'er is my son, but he is still willing to raise their mother and child. It's just that Jasmine is too strong, and she doesn't want to live a life of relying on others. Myself. Well, this is what worries me the most." I answered the veterinarian while sorting out my thoughts.

"Tuan Zuo, have you ever given her a dream? Go comfort her! I've been reminding you to give her a dream before, have you ever been there?" the veterinarian asked.

"Even if I can give her a dream, is this kind of empty consolation useful to her? I can't help her solve any real problems. I let her spirit always rest on me, a dead person, and then bring her child to me as a widow Isn’t that too cruel to her?! Isn’t it too selfish for me to do this!” I couldn’t help but yelled at the veterinarian again.

"Tuan Zuo, don't be in a hurry. Once you become selfless, you are not a human being, you are a god. You see, the first time at Nantianmen, everyone scrambled for the raft at the ferry by the river, Japan People chase after you, but when you are selfless and flickering, everyone rushes to Nantianmen with you. The second time at Nantianmen, Yu Xiaoqing gave you a way to kneel and you didn’t say anything. Later, you were selfless Just take the brothers to the Nantian Gate. Group seat, these times, you have done the right thing and what you should do selflessly. I am not blaming you. But for feelings, for Jasmine, You can’t be selfless! For feelings, you have to be like a person, not like a god! This is something that cannot be humbled, and should not be avoided. Look, what have you been like when you escaped! If you keep avoiding, then you have made a mistake. Now that everyone is dead, you still think about how selfless and great you are? You don’t talk to Jasmine, communicate with her more, just hide in the side, heartbroken and anxious is that useful??"

(two)

"Hehe, I think you should go and see Sister Jasmine, the leader. It's best to talk to her. She has suffered so much for you, at least let her speak out!" The fat man also interjected.

I casually gave the dead fat man a back elbow, then stared at the veterinarian and said, "If I pester Jasmine day and night, wouldn't that be the same as that bastard Milong? How did I persuade Milong before? Why don't you want to wear it now?!"

"Tuan Zuo, Milong's situation is different from yours. If you were really like that bastard Milong, then you would have snatched Jasmine over while you were alive, and you wouldn't die. I am now Let’s not talk about this with you, it’s a long story to say. I finally lived more than 20 years longer than you, just listen to my advice. You go and entrust Jasmine with a dream and comfort her. Don’t think about it. What is selfishness and what is selflessness. Don’t think that avoiding her is good for her. You have to let her vent her feelings. Otherwise, you are not afraid that she will die of sadness?! I am. "The old man stared at me with scorching eyes, as if he had given me a blow to the head.

"Okay, okay. But Tuomeng, is it really useful? Is it really good for Jasmine? What should I say to her?" I was told by the old man, as if I understood a little bit, but I was still a little hesitant .I don't know why, but in my heart I am so afraid to face Jasmine.

"Tuan Zuo, Jasmine is a capable and assertive woman. There are not many such women in the world. I believe she will control the direction of her life. You just need to encourage her, comfort her, and give her spiritual support. Relying on and supporting her is the best thing for her! You have to believe in the power of the spirit, and don’t question what you haven’t done. As for other things, you can tell her what you think in your heart. For a love For your woman, no matter what you have done, she will forgive you, don't worry, go at ease. The moon has risen now, so don't linger here, let's go!"

"Captain, if you can really talk to Sister-in-law Jasmine, please thank her for the anti-aircraft artillery for me. And thank her for always coming to visit our grave. I am Shi Xiaomao, you have to tell her!" This is pork belly, reminding me on the side.

"Yes, I also want to thank her for always sweeping my grave. I am Hao Xichuan, and you have to bring this with me." The veterinarian pushed me up while talking.

(three)

The moon was already in the middle of the sky, and I stood in the small courtyard of Jasmine's house and looked at her.She was still busy doing needlework under the lamp. I took a closer look at the work she was doing. It seemed that it was not something commonly used in my home.It seems that while she is taking care of the child, she is already busy trying to survive.

The light was on for a long time before she stopped what she was doing.But Bao'er, a little guy with a strong appetite, kept his mother from sleeping well in the middle of the night.Time passed quietly, the shadow of the moon was gradually moving towards the west, Bao'er was finally born safely, and Jasmine finally fell asleep.

I hesitated in front of the window for a while, but still quietly entered the room through the half-open window, came to Jasmine's bedside, and looked at her.

"Jasmine, Jasmine." I called her softly, and was afraid of waking Bao'er, so I had no choice but to suppress the uneasiness and uneasiness in my heart.I don't know if she can hear my call, I yelled again, then turned around in disappointment, and looked at the bright starry sky from the window.Zenda has the most beautiful night and the most beautiful starry sky in China, but I am full of hesitation and loss.I really don't know how to walk into Jasmine's dream, and I'm thinking about whether I need to continue to stay.

"Don't go." I suddenly heard faint words from behind me.

I turned around and saw Jasmine standing behind me. Her figure was a little dim, with a mixed look of worry and joy on her face.I looked at the bed again, obviously there was still a person lying there.Oh, I suddenly realized that it seemed that I had awakened her soul, or that her soul had sensed me and was responding to me.

I was secretly happy in my heart, gently took her hand, and said: "Let's go out and talk, don't wake up Bao'er."

Seeing Jasmine smiling and nodding, I took her hand and took her to fly through the window into the night sky.I really want to stay in the beautiful night sky of Zenda for a while longer, where there are the stars and the moon I have counted in desperation.But thinking of our Bao'er, I took Jasmine back to the small courtyard.Standing under this beautiful starry sky, in the soft moonlight.

Under the moonlight, her figure gradually became clear and full. I just held her hand and looked at her stupidly, relatively speechless for a while.

(four)

I am so close to her now, so close that I can clearly see the sweet smile on her face and the deep sadness between her brows.I don't know how to comfort her, I just feel that any language is so pale and powerless.It was Jasmine who spoke first: "I want to thank God, it is God who let you hear my prayers, and finally allowed me to see you again. You have finally returned to my side."

"Jasmine, I promised you before that when the war is over and I come down from Nantianmen, I will come to see you and bring you jasmine soap. But, later on, I failed to do so, and you are angry with me Right?" I whispered my apology to her.

She raised her head slightly, looked at me and said: "Those days when you were at the Nantian Gate were the most painful experience for me. I was always concerned about your life and death, and worried about your safety. Finally, it was an attack. Now, and when I heard that you were saved, I felt relieved, thinking that you would always come to see me."

"Jasmine, that battle was really difficult. Our brothers from the Sichuan Army Corps have almost finished their fight. And after going down to the Nantian Gate, some unexpected things happened..." I explained to her guiltily. .

"Needless to say, you needn't say it." She looked into my eyes and gently sealed my mouth with one finger.

"I know that you are busy with important events. I don't blame you. It's just that later, when I found out that I was pregnant and had your child, I was full of joy and anticipation. I look forward to your coming every day , I can tell you the news. I deliberately opened the door and the courtyard door, and while I was doing my work, I kept an eye on the movement in the courtyard. I thought that one day you would surprise me and walk away quietly like before Enter my courtyard. Until one day, I saw deputy head Lin walking past my courtyard gate with a banner with your name written on it. My heart was suddenly empty, and I would just follow along Behind them, all I know is that I will never see you again. Why didn’t you let me see you for the last time?? After I came back, I didn’t know how I got here for a few days. If it wasn’t for the child, I would really I don't know if I will survive." She said, tears finally fell down.Her grief surged out, and I took her in my arms, leaned her on my shoulder, and had a good cry.

I patted her back gently with one hand and stroked her hair with the other.Her long, black, silky hair was hanging loose, casually falling over her shoulders.Jasmine finally stopped crying gradually, raised her tear-stained face, and slowly burst into a smile.

I smelled the faint fragrance of her hair, and I only felt that the courtyard was full of jasmine fragrance.Looking at the hazy and quiet courtyard under the moonlight, looking at the beautiful and dreamlike Jasmine in front of me, I seem to be in a paradise on earth.

My mood has never been so relaxed. I was intoxicated, and at the same time asked heartlessly: "Jasmine, why are you so beautiful and so fragrant? It's like a fresh and moving jasmine flower." .”

She raised her head, looked up at me, and said with a clever smile: "Fang is what Xiang does, but Ye Rong dare not be. The sky is full of people's wishes, so I make Nong Jianlang."

"The heavens are endless, so I make Nong Jianlang." I chanted casually.Come to think of it, this is a sentence in "Midnight Song".

"Did you know? When I was praying to God, the lines in this poem were what I thought of." Jasmine said delicately.

"Silly Jasmine, Ziye was a female ghost during the Jin Dynasty, why do you compare yourself to a female ghost?" I answered her with a smile, but I couldn't help thinking about her earth-shattering wish sourly in my heart.

"I know, but whether it's a ghost or a human, the infatuation and infatuation of women have been the same for thousands of years, and they haven't changed." She said, looking at me tenderly, it was really touching. I am ashamed and heartbroken.

In the past, he didn't comb his hair, and his silk hair hung on his shoulders.Wan Shenlang's knee is not pitiful.

……

Before dawn, I quietly left.As I walked, I thought, I also want to thank God, it made me hear Jasmine’s voice, I finally did the right thing.

The sky is full of people's wishes, so I made Nong Jianlang.