What's on Jasmine's mind- My leader, my regiment follow-up

(One)

On January 1945, 1, the Western Yunnan Expeditionary Force and the Indian Army successfully joined forces at Mangyou, and the China-India Highway was finally opened up.The second Burma war of the Chinese Expeditionary Force defeated the 27 Japanese army due to the heroic fighting between the Chinese army and the British and American allies.This victory connected India, Myanmar, and the southwestern rear of China, shattered the Japanese army's attempt to invade India from Myanmar to the west, and made it impossible for the Japanese army to turn around and pose a threat to the US military's operations in the southwest and central Pacific, which has great strategic significance.On the same day, Bao'er was full moon.

Seeing that Jasmine is recovering well after confinement, I can finally get closer to Bao'er with confidence.Standing in front of Bo'er's cradle, I watched new expressions appear on his face every day, and every day has new changes.Why did the time when I only felt happy pass so fast? How could it be that Bao'er was more than a month old in a blink of an eye?

Whenever I come to his cradle, I can't help but smile at Bo'er.And this little person seems to have a heart-to-heart connection, always opening his bright eyes and showing me his signature smile.His smile is full of heart, without scruples, full of joy, so willful and flamboyant, and every time my heart will melt in his intoxicating smile.I really hope to be like this, watching him, growing up day by day; watching him until the end of time.

(two)

A month later, Master Yu's troops withdrew from Burma to Zenda to rest.Yu Xiaoqing has now been officially appointed as the commander of the army. His original division also suffered heavy casualties in this battle. Now it urgently needs to replenish the source of troops, equipment, supplies, equipment, etc.

I saw that Fanla had recovered from his injuries and was appointed as the head of the Sichuan Army, but his head was just like mine, with only an empty title, and he had to wait for the arrival of additional soldiers and supplies.And Gou Rou has always been by Fanla's side, and Fanla takes good care of him.

I saw that Zhang Lixian has been torturing our Army Commander Yu all the time. He doesn't want to be a staff officer in the military headquarters, but hopes to be a real-ranked regimental commander in the army, and he can also lead troops to fight in the future.And Zhang Lixian, at the same time, was also very persistent in spending all his time outside the military camp pestering that little girl in Zenda City. I was tired of hearing her and called her "little drunk".

As for the mourning star Dong Dao, he had already retired after the last cymbal battle.It is said that he took his younger brother's bones to Sichuan for burial, and he has not been seen returning to Chanda until now.I don't know if he plans to stay in Sichuan, the land of abundance and the source of the Sichuan Army.

I also saw the quartermaster I least wanted to see but had to see, the man from Jasmine's family, and he also returned to Zenda with Yu Xiaoqing.As the quartermaster returned to Zendar, my mood darkened involuntarily.He is Jasmine's man and Bao'er's father in name.

(three)

I saw that since he came back, Jasmine rarely showed a smile on her face, and he didn't seem to be very happy about Bao'er's birth.I no longer visit Bao'er every day, maybe in my heart, I really don't want to face the scene that may break my heart.

Now, I spend most of my time on the Jiqi Slope, looking at the blue sky, white clouds, stars and moon every day, thinking of Jasmine and Baoer who are close at hand, but I dare not approach them easily.

The brothers seem to know what's on my mind, and they usually don't come to bother me if there are no major issues.And the veterinarian and Krupp are very diligent every day, running back and forth between Jiqipo and Jasmine's house for me, constantly running around.They said that they also missed Bao'er, and they said that Bao'er's contagious smile had already captured their hearts, and now they feel uneasy if they don't see her for a day.I also let them talk nonsense, as long as they can bring me new news about Bao'er and Jasmine every day.

Now that I have time, I can recall my previous life again.I often recall the mood when I first came down to Nantianmen.I always couldn't help thinking, at that time, if Milong, a bastard, didn't get into that trouble, would I be in the mood to think of Jasmine, and think that I should go and see him.If I hadn't been so active in taking drugs during that time, but had even spared a little time to see Jasmine, after learning the amazing news that I had my own child, maybe I would not have died so generously.Maybe, like Milong, I want to live no matter what.Live for the family, for the woman and child who love you.

Now, I finally understand Milong, why the family he picked up is so important to him.It's so important that you don't hesitate to defend it with your life, it's so important that you lose your mind.I have never understood before, why it is said to be "start a family" and why "get a family" should be placed before "establish a career"?I have always believed that a man has no wife. Of course, in life, establishing a career is more important than starting a family.My dream has always been to be a "Marquis of Ban Ding" and "Army of the End of the Han Dynasty".

In my mind, the concept of home has long since disappeared.Especially when I lost my mother, I was always alone, a man can't be a family, no feeling of family, no idea of ​​having a family.I never knew how important the "home" brought to you by a woman and children is to a man.So important that he wouldn't be a complete man without them.

However, I never knew it before.Maybe it's because I've never had a father, and I never wanted to be one.Therefore, in my previous life, it was a life with flaws, far less perfect than I once thought.

I know that there are no ifs in life, and it is impossible for you to start over in life.But looking at Jasmine's current difficult situation and feeling the pain in her heart, I only know how heartbroken I am because I can't share her worries and bear any hardships for her.

If there is an if, I really want to go back to the past, and I will not give up my life easily.I will have the courage to take on the love and responsibility that should be borne by me, instead of counting the stars and looking at the moon like I am now, only feeling that fate has tricked people, and I am powerless...