Qingyan

The wailing in the first snow in December and the huge screens all over the port of Pandora will probably become memories that many people will never forget.

In January of the new year, the parent star government met with the Gamma star government, and the Gamma star government declared a truce.

In March, the coalition government formally signed a peace agreement with the Eye of God.

In June, the Eye of God established branches on the parent star, Gamma Star, Sagittarius, including White Star and other small groups of stars.

In July, Eye of God reached a consensus with various regional governments and signed cooperation agreements.

In December of another year, the coalition government officially accepted the Eye of God and established a separate rights monitoring department.

The world is changing rapidly.

It took more than a year from Ye Yun's official exposure of the White Star Project to this step, but before that, it was 20 years of foreshadowing.

History has no accidents.

Some were saved, some were drowned.

The camera changes, the coalition government signed the agreement with the Eye of God, and read the Declaration of Human Rights again on the day——

Ye Yun lost consciousness without warning when she left the Eye of God, rolled down the stairs, and was rushed to the medical base.

Ji Bai, who had passed her by, suddenly ran out of the ward.He ran out into the sun, on the park lawn, and took his own life with a gun.

On the same day, Zhou Yan's Yafu jumped from the balcony of his room without hesitation.The snow-white curtains fluttered, and there were only two words on the letterhead on the desk: Thank you.

Luo Wangshu and Luo Mianshan stopped all work and went to the medical base; Zhou Yan left the western branch and flew to Xuelonggang;

The lights in the emergency room were on for seven hours.The doctor finally came out and took off the gloves to the three members of the Luo family.

"Ms. Ye has been using glandular drugs for a long time, and she stopped using them half a year ago. This is what caused the problem."

Luo Wangshu's face was pale: "OmegaA+?"

The doctor nodded: "The further development of this drug is prohibited because its damage to the gland is irreversible. It can activate the gland, but once it is stopped, the gland will weaken quickly."

"But she cut off 40% of the gland, she needs that!" Luo Jinxing said.

"Yes." The doctor's eyes showed respect, "It is a miracle that she can survive until now, but everything has a limit, especially for the human body."

"If OmegaA+ is stopped, what will happen to her in the future?" Luo Mianshan asked.

"Please prepare for the worst." The doctor put on his gloves again and did not answer directly.

After the doctor left, Luo Wangshu grabbed Luo Moshan: "I'll go to the research institute. It's been 20 years, and medical technology is improving...there was OmegaA+ earlier, so there must be a solution now, right?"

Luo Mianshan answered him with silence, while Luo Jinxing sat aside with his hands deeply inserted into his hair.

The door opened, and Ye Yun, who was wrapped with many medical hoses and infusion tubes, was pushed out and entered the special critical ward.Within 15 hours, even family members cannot visit.Through the one-way glass, none of them left.Twelve hours later, family members were allowed to visit, but only for [-] minutes at a time.

Ye Yun seemed to feel something, when Luo Wangshu entered the door, he slowly regained his will and opened his eyes.

Standing at the door, Luo Wangshu could smell the faint smell of pheromone in the room—the smell of Ye Yun.But that very faint breath was quickly covered by the pheromone released by Luo Jinxing and Luo Mianshan.Ye Yun raised her eyelids, smiled at them with the ventilator, and stretched out her hand.

Luo Mianshan held her hand and stared at him, Luo Jinxing also took a deep breath and sat beside her.Ye Yun raised her hand again, weakly pointed at Luo Wangshu with her fingertips, her gaze stayed on him.

Luo Wangshu stood at the door and walked towards her after several seconds of silence.He was too strange to her, and wanted to get close too much.

He kept approaching, until the last few steps, Luo Wangshu finally held her fingertips, feeling a little unbearable for a moment.He turned his face away, but heard Ye Yun talking weakly, unable to hear clearly.

Luo Wangshu bent down and approached her.But what Ye Yun said softly was: I'm sorry.

Luo Wangshu couldn't bear it anymore, and slowly lay on the bed holding Ye Yun's hand, unable to raise his head for a long time.The clouds outside the window parted, the light squeezed into the blinds, and scattered on the top of Luo Wang's soft hair.

In the evening, Ye Yun's condition had stabilized.She took a few naps intermittently, and she was in a good state of mind at night.

After another visit, Luo Wangshu got up first and whispered to Luo Mianshan and Luo Jinxing that he had to leave first.Seeing that his expression was solemn and his spirit was not very good, Luo Jinxing was very worried about his brother's condition.And when he said he was going to Xuelong Port, he immediately frowned.

In this season, Xuelonggang is raw and cold, dry and hard, like a piece of frozen iron, and the cold air in the wind seems to penetrate into the bones of people.What made him leave the warmth, peace, and mother who had just been reunited, and insist on going to Xuelong Harbor?

"Let him go." Ye Yun got up from the bed, "It's Zhou Yan."

Luo Wangshu looked at her unexpectedly.

Ye Yun chuckled: "Mom knows everything."

She just said a word, Luo Wangshu moved his lips, unable to say a thousand words.

He turned and left, leaving the warmth behind him, and plunged into the cold wind.

When the sky was just turning blue, Luo Wangshu arrived at Xuelong Port.

It had only snowed in the city a few days ago, and much of it has melted away.Gray, cold snow piled up on both sides of the road, and the wet asphalt road was dark gray, reminding him of a poem called "Blue Cement".The whole city is like a piece of black ice, reflecting the turbid light under the blue-black sky.The air became solid, and people seemed to be looking out from the ice.

Maybe it was because of his mood, what he felt was dirty, cold, and unkind... In the 10 minutes before Luo Wangshu saw Zhou Yan, this place was extremely strange.

Luo Wangshu saw Zhou Yan approaching him from the corner, like a piece of cold black ice was opened, the place he passed melted, and the air circulated again.Zhou Yan came in front of him, under the steps, rubbing the dirt off the corners of his boots on the snow, his dark pupils filled with him.

Luo Wangshu looked at him, breathed out a cloud of white air, leaned to hug him, feeling that he had been thawed.

The steps were very high, and Zhou Yan bought it in Luo Wangshu's arms without moving.Luo Wangshu hugged him even tighter, wishing he could spread his wings to wrap him up.At this moment, Zhou Yan is not the man shining on countless screens, he has turned back to the boy whose eyes were wet by the heavy rain more than ten years ago.

"It's okay, it's okay." Luo Wangshu kissed the top of his hair and warmed his ears.

"Yeah." Zhou Yan patted Luo Wangshu's waist, signaling him to let go, "How is Ms. Ye?"

"It's complicated, but it's not life-threatening for the time being." Luo Wangshu's eyes dimmed, and he walked side by side with Zhou Yan, "Your father..."

Zhou Yan's father arrived at Yafu's house earlier than him, and he was emotionally broken for a while, and Zhou Yan calmed down after arriving.At noon, the gendarmes and lawyers came, and the people from the Eye of God also came. After they left, Zhou Yan's father was very tired and lay down in the room of his younger brother.

Before Zhou Yan went out, he fell asleep in that room.

Zhou Yan's father's room was beyond Luo Wangshu's expectation. It looked very simple, but it was clean and bright, and it seemed brighter than the outside world.There was a figure lying on the bed, covered with a thin quilt, he became the most gray tone in the whole room.Luo Wangshu knew that it was Zhou Yan's Beta father.Luo Wangshu felt uncomfortable just looking at a silhouette.

Luo Wangshu turned his head to look at Zhou Yan, but Zhou Yan signaled that he was fine, as long as he spoke softly.Luo Wangshu turned his gaze and looked at the room again.

There are several green plants and handmade ornaments on the table, incense sticks on the cabinet, and books in the bookcase.The windows of the balcony were closed, and the snow-white curtains were hanging quietly, as if they had never been fluttered.In such a room, anyone would feel that the owner is a calm and optimistic person with an attitude towards life.It was unbelievable that he just walked onto the balcony and jumped off.

Everything in the room, the brighter and more optimistic, the more suffocating and depressing.There used to be a man here who dressed up his world brightly and cleanly, but his soul did not walk out of the abyss in the end.

Zhou Yan lowered his head, his bones were outlined by the cold light outside the window, and the lines of his side face were very hard.Tapping the letter paper with his finger, he said softly: "I don't understand. It's all over, why is he unwilling to wait... Those people have already paid the price, and if he waits, he will see a better and better society." world."

Luo Wangshu felt tears burning behind his eyes and flowing into his lungs from behind his eyes.He knows.He knew that Zhou Yan knew too.

This man is not unwilling to wait, but has already waited for what he asked for.Just like this room, it looks bright and clean, but the people who live here have never walked out of the real darkness.Waiting is the most pointless thing.Perhaps for Yafu, his life had ended at some point.After that moment, he waited day after day for an answer.

Now he got the answer - Luo Wangshu gently pushed Zhou Yan's finger away, and saw the beautiful and serious words on the letter paper: "Thank you." And behind the weighty words were thousands of words , but it is difficult to interpret.

Luo Wangshu couldn't bear to watch, he turned around, caught off guard and met a pair of black eyes.

Zhou Yan's father woke up at some point, and sat on the bed silently watching them.His skeleton is much thinner than Zhou Yan's, and he doesn't have a young and strong body, but he is very similar to Zhou Yan in appearance.

Father Zhou and Luo Wangshu looked at each other. After a moment of stunned, he quickly pulled a smile: "You are Wangshu, right? Zhou Yan mentioned it to me a long time ago."

Luo Wangshuwan never thought that the first time he had dinner with Zhou Yan's father would be in such a scene.At Zhou's father's invitation, they didn't stay in that room for long before returning to Zhou Yan's real home, the place where he grew up.

The style of the Zhou family is equally simple, but more primitive and less refined.Zhou Yan said that he mentioned moving once before. He had money and the house was very old, but Zhou's father just didn't want to.He didn't know if his father had been waiting for Yafu to come back, or if he was stubbornly guarding certain memories.

At first, Luo Wangshu was a bit reserved, but Zhou's father seemed to have a different personality from Zhou Yan. Even if he didn't talk much, he gave people a relaxed and easy-going feeling.After coming and going, Luo Wangshu relaxed, and Zhou Yan served the dishes beside him, interjecting occasionally, and became the least talked person at the dinner table.

After everything was removed from the dining table, Father Zhou poured out his cup, brewed a pot of light tea, took a cup and put it in front of Luo Wangshu.

Luo Wangshu immediately became nervous.

"Don't be nervous." Father Zhou smiled at him, then turned to Zhou Yan and said, "Go downstairs and buy me a pack of cigarettes."

Zhou Yan stood still.

"Go." Luo Wangshu said.

Zhou Yan asked him with his eyes, Luo Wangshu nodded to him, and he left.

Knowing that Zhou's father had something to say in sending Zhou Yan away, Luo Wangshu also guessed a little bit.A few seconds of silence was quite tormenting for both of them.

Father Zhou took a sip and said, "This is the first time I came to our house, and this is the situation. I'm sorry."

"I should stay with him." Luo Wangshu's expression moved slightly, "But something happened to my family recently, so I didn't come here until now."

After the two exchanged a few words relatively easily, Zhou's father paused again and said: "You also know that the matter of his Asian father has a great influence on him. This has always been what I feel most sorry for him. Give her a healthy growth environment."

"No, don't say that." Luo Wangshu was really moved, his fingers trembled slightly, trying to tell him that it was not his fault.Those who really did something wrong have already been punished... even if the punishment came too late, too slowly.

Father Zhou smiled casually and said to him, take it easy.

"That's not what I'm worried about. Zhou Yan is very sensitive to the topic of pheromones because of his childhood experience." Father Zhou gently rubbed the teacup with his thumb, looking at the reflection of his own tea, "Xiao Luo, you know this better. As an Omega , This is an objective gap. I can see how serious you are about your relationship with each other, but if you really want to go on for a long time, are you ready?"

Luo Wangshu sipped the tea in the teacup and stood up slowly.

"Uncle, I know what you are worried about. In fact, my father once asked Zhou Yan your question. He stood in front of my father and said, as long as I don't accept my fate, he will never accept my fate. Today I will Said, I don't accept fate, and I will never let him say the word "admit fate."

Father Zhou smiled lightly and said, "You are all good boys."

Luo Wang took a deep breath: "Uncle, you are better than me."

Father Zhou just raised his eyes and looked at him quietly, waiting for his words.

"You... have been injured, and you understand more deeply than Zhou Yan how difficult pheromones are to break through, but what you did was not to stop us, but to advise—" Luo Wangshu's chest couldn't stop heaving, drumming Take the courage to say, "Because you've never regretted it either, have you?"

It was already completely dark.

At the door, Zhou Yan leaned his back against the door panel, lowered his head, his hair hanging down blocked his eyes, revealing only a wet trace on the side of his face.

Inside the door, Father Zhou sat under the dim light for a long time.There was a breeze blowing in the house, the fringes of the lights swayed, and the shadow reflected on him in a magnified manner. He was always like a rock.

After a while, Zhou's father got up without saying a word, and there was an emotion in his eyes that was about to lose control.He pressed Luo Wangshu's shoulder hard, and shuffled back to the house.

When he pressed his shoulder, it was worth a thousand words, but Luo Wangshu understood it.

Five minutes later, Zhou Yan pushed the door open and entered the room. Luo Wangshu was still standing under the lamp, with an indescribable charm.

Zhou Yan asked Zhou's father with his eyes, Luo Wangshu pointed to the room, and asked him, where is the cigarette?He went a few steps and stopped again.He could see that Zhou Yan's eyes were a little red.

Zhou Yan didn't answer, and Luo Wangshu didn't continue to ask. They tacitly walked lightly, washed, and went to bed. Although the atmosphere was silent, it was not suppressed, and there was a kind of silent comforting warmth flowing between each other.

After turning off the lights and hiding under the blanket, Luo Wangshu hugged Zhou Yan and sniffed his breath deeply.

Zhou Yan grabbed his hand and placed it on his chest, where his heart was.

Luo Wangshu's eyes glowed in the darkness, tracing Zhou Yan's outline intently.

The two didn't say anything, their breaths were entangled, and they began to kiss silently.It's the kiss without desire, it's all about love, it's about interdependence, it's about love, it's about heartbreak, it's about healing.

"What did he tell you?" Zhou Yan asked in a low voice.

"He said you would protect me, love me, trust me, and let me rest assured." Luo Wangshu stroked Zhou Yan's chest, breathing very close to him, "But one day you will be wronged by me, he I am not happy anymore. I told him that I will not let him be wronged for the rest of my life, and I will let him rest assured."

There was no dialogue at all, but Zhou Yan had a little smile in his eyes, but he didn't break it.He hugged Luo Wangshu tightly as if warming up, and his voice came to his ears muffled from his chest: "Wangshu, thank you for being here."

Pressing against Zhou Yan's chest, Luo Wangshu was also a little agitated, and said to him: "Of course I'll come back."

"No." Zhou Yan lowered his head and kissed his eyes, "I mean, thank you for being here."

This time Luo Wangshu looked at him for a longer time in the dark, and replied softly: "Well, thank you for being here too."

The next morning, Luo Wangshu returned to Pandora Port.

No matter how reluctant, no matter how much you want to stay, you have to go back.Both of them have their own things to face independently.But since he went back, the video calls between the two have gradually become more frequent.

Luo Wangshu asked to take a week off from work to take care of Ye Yun at the medical base and deal with the ending of the Luo family's troubles.Zhou Yan also did not return to the Eye of God for the time being, and stayed with Zhou's father in Xuelonggang, and also dealt with Ya's father's funeral.When the two returned home occasionally, they were both quite tired, but they both looked forward to the time of contact before going to bed.Sometimes Luo Wangshu would call him at noon, always avoiding Ye Yun; Zhou Yan would occasionally call him in the morning, also when Zhou's father was out.

"It's more like falling in love than when we fell in love." Luo Wangshu once said, "It's still the kind of forbidden love."

Zhou Yan pondered: "Then why do we avoid them?"

"Because Ms. Ye is your superior, and your father...he still needs a while."

Another new year.

After the coldest winter has passed, there are more sunny days in Pandora Port and less snow in Xuelong Port.Since the two separated at the end of the year, they kept seeing each other two or three times a month until January.

During this time, Zhou Yan tidied up all the things in Yafu's room one after another, transported them home, and put them away.

Because he was worried that Zhou's father would look at the things and think about them, he packed the things and put them in the basement.Even so, there was only one empty room left, but Zhou's father still went to Yafu's residence to stay for a while from time to time.Planting flowers, in a daze, watching the snow on the balcony.

Zhou Yan was worried about his father's situation, and it snowed several times, leading him back from the empty room.He also consulted a psychiatrist, worrying that his father would find it difficult to get out of the haze again as he did back then.

However, when Zhou Yan went to pick him up one day, he stood up holding his neck as usual, closed the balcony door, and suddenly said, "Let's move."

"What did you just say?" Zhou Yan stopped, afraid of hearing it wrong.

"I said, let's move." My father stood in front of the balcony glass, looking at the scenery that Yafu used to see every day, and said in an easy-going tone, "Don't you always think our house is old? And the winter here is too cold, It's not good for your body either."

Zhou Yan looked at his father deeply.

"So move to a warmer place, preferably close to you." Father Zhou turned and walked towards him, "The port of Pandora is very good."

Zhou Yan stepped forward and hugged him.

He heard him whisper, "It's time to move on."

At the end of January, the glaciers thaw and everything grows.

Luo Wangshu could feel himself restless again.The estrus period in February worried him the most.He didn't worry too much about solving the estrus.But this year is special.

Zhou Yan lives at home in Xuelonggang, while Ye Yun's body has been recuperated for the time being, and she is planning to move back to Luo's house.And the estrus period in February lasted for seven or eight days, so it was not appropriate whether he went to Zhou Yan's place or Zhou Yan came to him.After much deliberation, he decided that it would be a big deal to open a room to pass the estrus period.Even if the environment is a little strange and makes him feel a little insecure, it is the safest solution right now.

In the evening, Luo Wangshu went to Vientiane Haikou to do some shopping.

Halfway through, I felt someone following me.

He quickened his pace, and at the same time touched the blade at his waist calmly, turned around suddenly at a corner, and the blade was sent to the throat of the person who came.

And the next moment the blade flew away, and he fell into a familiar embrace with his familiar aura.Luo Wangshu couldn't believe it, he didn't protest until he was hugged against the wall and kissed.

Probably thinking he was dishonest, the other party lifted him up again, Luo Wangshu stood on tiptoe, and had to bend one knee to rub against the other party's waist.Then the ankle that was kicking back and forth was grasped, and the two fingers followed his ankle bone, knee socket, and thigh root.

Some kind of distant memory suddenly awakened.

Luo Wangshu pushed him away: "When did you come back?"

"Yesterday." Zhou Yan kissed him again.

"Why don't you tell me, want to surprise me?"

"I want to kiss you suddenly, like just now." Zhou Yan said.

Luo Wangshu remembered the way he stroked with two fingers just now, and his ears felt a little hot: "Your action just now..."

"Remember?" Zhou Yan chuckled against him.

Of course Luo Wangshu remembered.At that time at his house, Zhou Yan was teased repeatedly by him. At that time, he didn't know whether he was really angry and wanted to scare him, or he couldn't help it, pushed him against the wall, and stroked him from his trousers.

This can't be recalled, Luo Wangshu's breath is a bit messy when recalled.

Zhou Yan's breath was still spraying on his glands, reminding him: "The smell has come out."

"I'm an Omega with Beta and a Beta cover now." Luo Wangshu wrapped his arms around his neck and asked him, "When will I leave this time?"

"Don't go."

"Huh?" Luo Wangshu suspected that he heard it wrong.

"I said this time, I won't leave."

This Luo Wangshu looked at him for a long time, and asked in disbelief, "Did you lie to me?"

"I'm really not leaving." Zhou Yan smiled softly, "My dad wants to move to Pandora Port."

"Where do you live?" Luo Wangshu suppressed his heartbeat.

"Already bought a house. Last month."

"So fast?"

"I can't wait." Zhou Yan whispered in his ear, "I also bought a set for us. It's in Haikou, Vientiane."

Luo Wangshu couldn't speak for a long time, all this happened so fast, so fast, he almost lost his mind.He looked so attractive, Zhou Yan lowered his head and rubbed against him again.

Luo Wangshu couldn't stand this kind of intimacy, and felt that it was closer than sex, and made his heart beat even more.

"Why Vientiane Haikou, because it's the place where we first dated?" Luo Wangshu raised his head and kissed his chin.

"No." Zhou Yan gave him all the love in his eyes, and kissed him back, "It's where I completely fell for you."

It was late, and the color of the fire clouds filled the world.The wind is crisp, the port of Pandora is turned over, and the whole city is tinkling.

Luo Wangshu clenched Zhou Yan's hand tightly, staring at those eyes that he had kissed countless times.Those unwilling eyes that were once drenched by heavy rain are now filled with love.

Later, Luo Wangshu thought countless times that if there is anything more definite and irresistible than pheromone in this world, it must be the sincerity of people to people.Pheromone represents the unchangeable instinct of human beings, just like greed, cowardice, vanity, and weakness that can never be eliminated in human nature, but people are always willing to take all the courage to fight and overcome for certain things.

"I long for you—" Luo Wangshu looked up at him.

"Like a deer yearns for stream water." Zhou Yan continued.