lark

Lin Nan still caressed the surface of the quilt with both hands, slightly raised his chin, with a dazed and stunned expression on his face.

A person walked through a life-and-death juncture, and finally got out of danger. The first three sentences he uttered were still so calm and calm, with a little bit of inherent arrogance in the slightest annoyance, just like there is no one in this world. What can break him.

The moonlight overlaps the light by the window, and Qi Yubai's hand overlaps Lin Nan's at the edge of the bed.He wrapped the back of Lin Nan's hand with the wide right palm with the needle buried in it. Even though he was just a patient who had just left the intensive care unit, he had already begun to take care of Lin Nan again.Everything is as it should be, as if he was born like this, drink water when he is thirsty, sleep when he is sleepy, and if Lin Nan hurts his heart, it must be that he, Qi Yubai, is not doing well enough.

After staring at it for a while with red eyes, Lin Nan started to cry and laugh at the person on the bed.There was only a young voice in the room, who choked twice and then laughed twice, as if he was too happy.

"Why are you crying again?" Qi Yubai said slowly, "I woke up and still remember you, are you unhappy?"

Lin Nan stared at him speechless for a long time, and it took a long time to stop his out-of-control emotions and nodded vigorously: "Happy."

He was so happy that he didn't know what to do.The things that I thought were very likely to be lost are still there. This kind of lost and recovered mood is far more wonderful than those happiness that are at your fingertips.But he didn't dare to appear too happy, for fear of disturbing this moment of peace, or interrupting this short dream, and waking up from the bed alone.

"Are you still going to sleep?" he asked.

Qi Yubai smiled again: "I'm sleepy now, wait until you get sleepy."

As soon as the words were out of my mouth, I realized that I had slipped my mouth, but it was too late to regret.

"Wait for me...?" Lin Nan looked at him in confusion, "You have been waiting for me?"

The air was quiet for a few seconds, Qi Yubai tilted his head slightly uncomfortable, "My lips are a little dry, help me moisten them."

"Did you just say you've been waiting for me?"

Lin Nan suddenly became smart and sharp, holding on to a doubtful point and persisting.His expression was puzzled and aggrieved, and there was a hint of anger, but his eyes regained their brilliance.

Seeing that he couldn't avoid it, Qi Yubai could only confess: "That's right, I asked Zhang Hong to pick you up."

"you--!"

Lin Nanhong stared at him for two seconds, then turned his back suddenly angrily and anxiously, refusing to look at Qi Yubai any more.

He never thought that Qi Yubai would deliberately lie to him, making him anxious and sad.And the words I said so that he would not lose his memory must have been heard.

"Lin Nan." The person behind him called him in a low voice.

"Lin Nan."

Lin Nan ignored him, raised his sleeve and wiped his eyes.

"Okay. It's not a child, stop crying." Qi Yubai's voice finally sounded a little anxious, "I didn't mean to make you sad, I just wanted to give you a surprise."

surprise?

This surprise was a bit too frightening.

Lin Nan gave him a hard look in his heart, turned his back and remained motionless.

"As for lying to you, you will lose your memory... It's because the nurse told me that you seemed to have said a lot to me when you came here for the first two times. I was curious, and wanted to hear it for myself...cough cough...so I accepted Ou Chan's suggestion."

He spoke very slowly, his voice was weak, and it sounded like he was in a very bad physical condition.Just after finishing such a long sentence, he coughed in a low voice, shaking his body, and the bed trembled slightly. Hearing Lin Nan's heart skip a beat, he turned around in the next second as if to admit defeat.

"Okay, okay, stop talking..." Lin Nan pressed his shoulder, "I'm not angry, don't worry, just lie down."

Facing such a person, Lin Nan has nothing to do.In the past, as long as he waved his hand, he would rush to catch up, and he would be happy all day after tasting a little bit of sweetness. Now it is even more impossible to get really angry with him for such a little thing.

The bunch of calla lilies on the bedside emits fragrance quietly, bending over the pole to peek, while guarding everything in the house.

Qi Yubai was inconvenient to move anywhere else, but his eyes were very hot, staring at Lin Nan's face without leaving for a moment.

After being watched by him so that his cheeks became hot, Lin Nan remembered those silly things he had said on the bedside about the first meeting, and felt that the atmosphere seemed awkward, and he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.

"Let me help you wipe some water on your mouth, where is the cotton swab?"

Qi Yubai still stared straight at him, and said three words: "In the cabinet."

Lin Nan stood up, bowed his back and opened the first layer of the iron cabinet, and quickly found a pack of cotton swabs that had been opened, but he didn't know where the drinking water was, and he didn't see it on the cabinet.

Before he could ask, a few more words popped out: "There is the sofa."

Lin Nan looked back and saw that there was water specially prepared for patients on the low table next to the sofa, and there was a box of mineral water in the corner, which was probably prepared for relatives visiting the sick.

You don't even need to ask, a person who has just recovered from a serious illness knows what is going on in his heart.It seems that the matter of amnesia really has nothing to do with this person.

After taking the cup and water from there, Lin Nan turned and went back to the bed.He moved the stool to a position close to the head of the bed, dipped a cotton swab into the cup and dipped some water, then stretched out his hand to reach Qi Yubai's mouth.

The bed is too wide, and the hands seem a little not long enough.

Qi Yubai frowned slightly, "Can't you stand up?"

This request is indeed not too much, but Lin Nan still seemed to have made a lot of determination, and finally got up after two seconds, bowing his body like a shrimp and carefully serving the patient.

The distance between their faces was less than ten centimeters, and the incandescent light came down from Lin Nan's head, casting a shadow on Qi Yubai's haggard face.

The cotton swab wasn't good enough to absorb water, and Lin Nan was too nervous. Qi Yubai only wiped the corner of his mouth, then went back to the cup in his left hand to re-stain a little water, and then continued to apply another centimeter of his lips.This went on and on, but just after wiping his upper lip, he was so tired that his waist and arms were sore, and his posture was awkward.

"Tired?" Qi Yubai asked.

"No..." Lin Nan hastily denied.

Physical tiredness is still a trivial matter, the focus is mental tiredness.

Facing the two thin lips in front of him so closely, Lin Nan couldn't help but think of the scene of the two of them lingering in the bathroom before the accident.At that time, Qi Yubai was like a young boy who had just started to have sex, kissing him impatiently, holding his lips like a child with pudding in his mouth, and only relying on kisses to make himself feel To the feeling of weakness in the legs.

It's even worse now, just looking at it, he didn't even touch it, and his legs started to feel weak.

"I'm going to change a cotton swab."

He lowered his head and didn't dare to look directly into Qi Yubai's eyes, for fear that the other party would notice something was wrong and take two steps away to throw the old cotton swab.

His heart pounded continuously, as if secretly scolding the owner of his body for being worthless.

After finally getting a new one, Qi Yubai was dissatisfied again.

"Wipe a little more on the corner of the mouth on the right side, it's still a little dry."

"Ok."

Lin Nan nodded meekly, and continued to wipe his lower lip while busy checking for leaks.As he wiped his face, it became hotter and hotter, as if someone was rubbing his face with his hands.

"Why are you blushing?" Qi Yubai asked again.

"is it?"

Lin Nan quickly touched his cheek with the back of his hand, it must be very red, he knew it, but he had to pretend it was okay.

"It's a bit hot in the room." He evasively said, "I'll open the window later."

Qi Yubai looked at the red ribbon floating like a willow under the central air conditioner above his head, and then looked at Lin Nantong's red face with clear eyes.

"Have you finished wiping?"

"Yeah." Lin Nan lowered his eyelashes and nodded.

"I can't move my body right now."

"Yeah." Lin Nan nodded again.

"So you have to be proactive."

"Ok?"

"Give your lover a kiss."

Lin Nan raised his head in response, and saw Qi Yubai staring at him with deep anticipation.

Even though it was night, the footsteps outside the corridor never stopped, sometimes rushing and sometimes slow, sometimes far and sometimes near.But the two people in the ward don't care about each other. They have crossed a big hurdle in life together, and other people's thoughts or attitudes are irrelevant.

After watching him for a few seconds, Qi Yubai closed his eyes and waited with his eyes closed.

Lin Nan came to his senses, and hurriedly put the water cup and cotton swab aside, then leaned down with his hands on both sides of the bed, and got closer. After taking a deep breath, he finally kissed Qi Yubai's lips with trembling eyelashes.

Such a kiss for the rest of his life was polite and restrained at first. After all, he took the initiative, so how could he be too mean?So at the beginning, he had the idea of ​​trying to stop at nothing.

But after kissing and kissing, he didn't want to stop so much.The coolness of the wet water left on Qi Yubai's lips was quickly warmed by Lin Nan, and it became warm and non-aggressive, leaving only affectionate and infinite.People who are always active become passive, and people who are always passive turn their backs on customers and gradually become addicted.At first, the tip of the nose was against the tip of the nose, but then slowly changed the angle, the lips were slightly opened, the breath was exchanged freely, the soft tongue tentatively knocked on the teeth, and was invited in, and greeted the other tongue well.

"Well……"

It is inevitable that the body fluid will make a little noise. Lin Nan felt embarrassed, so he closed his eyes reluctantly, and temporarily stopped the obsession with his eyes.

"Cough-cough-"

Qi Yubai suddenly let out a suppressed cough from his chest, breaking the charming atmosphere.

Lin Nan hurriedly withdrew his body and stared at him, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Qi Yubai suppressed his cough, "Holding your breath for too long."

This is completely impossible to continue.

Lin Nan sat back on the round stool with a blushing face, feeling some suspicious water stains on the outer edge of his lips, afraid that Qi Yubai would make fun of him after seeing it, so he hurriedly wiped it with his sleeve quietly.

"Wipe tears on your sleeves, don't wipe them on your mouth."

Qi Yubai's tone was like a middle school teacher teaching biology, facing a student who was not very outstanding in the audience.

Lin Nan avoided his gaze abruptly: "Got it..."

When the eyes were nowhere to rest, the call bell on the bedside was suddenly pressed.

The previous doctor came in quickly after knocking on the door, "Mr. Qi, what do you need?"

"Give me an extra bed." Qi Yubai was calm and composed.

After the doctor went out, Lin Nan happily asked, "Can I stay here tonight? Is it not against the rules?"

He hadn't realized at this moment that Qi Yubai had already planned everything, otherwise how could Zhang Hong run away as soon as he was sent to the hospital?

"This is a private ward, so it's no big deal to stay overnight." Qi Yubai explained pretendingly.

Soon someone pushed in a slightly narrower single bed and placed it beside the original bed.

Lin Nan washed up briefly in the bathroom of the room, and when he came out, he found that Qi Yubai had closed his eyes again.

"Turn off the lights."

It turned out that Qi Yubai hadn't fallen asleep yet.

Lin Nan obediently went to the door and turned off the lights. The lights in the room went out, leaving only a faint moonlight shining through like a tulle.

Qi Yubai said again: "There are pajamas in the closet, put them on before going to bed."

Lin Nan hummed when he heard the words.I wanted to turn on the light again, and when I passed by the window, I looked back at the person on the bed, wanting to take a peek at his sleeping state.Unexpectedly, half of Qi Yubai's face was covered by the moonlight, his right hand was pressed on his abdomen, and his sword eyebrows were furrowed inconspicuously, as if he was in some pain.

He immediately gave up the idea of ​​turning on the light, and just took advantage of the faint light to open the closet and took out a set of pajamas.

When he got it in his hand, he realized that it was a set he had seen in Bohai, blue and black checked, long-sleeved trousers, and the size was a bit too big for him.He changed into this set of pajamas without saying a word, most of his hands and feet were covered by the clothes, and then he lay down on the edge of the narrow bed, his right hand reached into the quilt and gently held Qi Yubai's left hand.

"Does it hurt?" He turned his head to look at the expressions of the people around him.

Qi Yubai closed his eyes and regained his composure, "It doesn't hurt."

Lin Nan's heart was so painful that he couldn't even breathe smoothly.

After a while, Qi Yubai slowly opened his mouth again, as if he was afraid that he would be worried.

"I heard that Ben Yun is fine for the time being, isn't it?"

Lin Nan hurriedly adjusted his breath: "Yes, the investment funds have been received, don't worry."

"Yeah." Qi Yubai raised the corners of his mouth, "You've done a good job. Before I get better, Ben Yun will rely on you and Zhang Hong."

Lin Nan moved closer to him, his shoulders almost touching his shoulders.

"You will get better soon. At that time... then we will go horseback riding and watch movies together. I have talked with the company. I have not joined the group for the past few months, just to give myself a vacation."

After listening to his words, Qi Yubai's expression was a little gloomy.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to ride a horse again for a year or two." He paused, "Lambeth is yours for the time being, you can ride it whenever you want, it is very obedient and spiritual, and it will treat you as a new horse after two or three rides. Owner."

"No." Lin Nan vetoed anxiously, "I want to ride with you, what's the problem waiting for a year or two? I'm patient."

What is there to wait for a year or two?He has already waited.

"Yes." Qi Yubai whispered, "I know you are the most patient."

There are many things between them that no longer need to be explained too clearly, and each other is already the person who understands each other's mind best.This is a kind of tacit understanding formed by long-term friendship, and it is also a divine fit between two people with complementary personalities.Just two simple and implicit sentences are worth a thousand words.

Someone once told Lin Nan that in love, you can be vigorous but not bankrupt.Maybe this person is right, but he still chooses to do what he wants.Every love is worth sacrificing everything, and every deeply loved person deserves a wholehearted heart. This is not stupid or extravagant, it is just an exchange of equal value.

He loves Qi Yubai wholeheartedly, that's why he can get the same pure love.It is the same when one is the president who is calling the wind and rain, the other is an unknown actor, the other is a patient who has not recovered from a serious injury, and the other is an actor who has become famous.No one can prescribe what love should look like, and what kind of two people it should happen between; and no one knows how well two people who seem extremely incompatible to the outside world are really compatible in their bones.

"Lin Nan."

Qi Yubai's left hand was pulled out of his hand, and slowly rested on the back of his hand, just like countless times in the past.

"Do you want to hear me say those three words?"

This person is always like this. He always puts on the air of a vice president when he wants to do something. He insists on asking it out. Let you talk about it yourself. You really want, want to hear, and really want him to stay. Reluctant to meet your requirements.

Lin Nan thought for a while, looked at his side face under the moonlight and said two words.

"Do not want to."

Qi Yubai's expression froze in the next second, as if he never expected to receive this answer, and after a few seconds, he slowly said, "You don't want to?"

"I don't want to now." Lin Nan smiled.

"I want you to take the initiative to say it. Every time I run after you, even if you are wrong, I will forgive you easily, you don't say 'I'm sorry', you don't say 'start over'. What happened in the past Let’s forget about it in the past, anyway... Anyway, it’s me who didn’t live up to it. But this matter is different, these three words are very important, I don’t allow you to be perfunctory.”

After a moment of silence in the room, Qi Yubai finally burst out laughing.

"Okay," he said, "but you were wrong just now. Actually, I told you I'm sorry."

Lin Nan was startled: "When?"

"I brought you back from the drive-in theater. You had a fever and slept alone in the master bedroom that night. I looked at you and said a few words of sorry in my heart."

The moonlight is much more beautiful tonight than that night.But thinking of the pain and sorrow at that time, Lin Nan couldn't help tightening his hands.

Qi Yubai still closed his eyes, paused for a long time, and then said: "But I assure you, there will be no more such things in the future. Even if we quarrel, quarrel, or even shake our fists, I will never put the You are sick and left alone at home."

Lin Nan's eyes were filled with tears and he sneered: "Who would shake fists with you..."

"It's hard to say." Qi Yubai's tone was serious, as if he had seriously considered such a possibility.

"Last year Zhang Hong came to work one day with a cut in his jaw and a swollen cheekbone. I asked him, and he said it was his wife who beat him."

He just sold his subordinates in such a calm manner, in front of his "wife".

Lin Nan opened his mouth wide and couldn't help getting closer: "Really? His wife is so fierce? I can't tell that he is the kind of person who will be beaten by his wife..."

Qi Yubai touched Lin Nan's skin along the back of his hand, with a hint of sympathy.

"A person should not be judged by his appearance. It is said that he forgot his wedding anniversary."

"That's true...it's really not right, but you can't hit people...it's wrong to hit people."

"You're right." Qi Yubai agreed sincerely, "Let's try not to do anything."

"Yeah, I won't hit you."

An agreement was reached, and Lin Nan was fooled by Qi Yubai into forgetting the little sadness just now, and just fell asleep with his fingers clasped tightly.The two relaxed breaths gradually overlapped, like the most gentle and melodious lullaby in the twilight of the stars and the moon.

The wind does not end in the morning, and the showers do not end in the night.The bad weather that belonged to them may have finally passed.