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Lin Nan never thought that he would bump into Duan Ran after coming out after such a long time.Duan Ran lowered her head, her feet moved quickly, but she didn't make any sound, and naturally she didn't have time to notice Lin Nan who was not far away.He didn't take a car or take anyone with him, so with whom and where did he do what?

When he walked out of the gate of the clubhouse, Lin Nan was startled, and walked to the corner of the parking lot.

Just as he expected, Qi Yubai's car was parked at the edge of the wall. It was so dark inside that he couldn't see if anyone was there.

Obviously, Duan Ran got out of Qi Yubai's car, so he didn't turn on the light because he was afraid that people would find out.Lin Nan didn't know why he still came here, and hated himself for not dying until the Yellow River.But he also thought that it would be good if he could take another look at Qi Yubai before he stopped thinking about it, so he walked to the side of the car in a mysterious way, and wandered in front of the familiar car in the dark.

There was no one in the front row, Lin Nan looked back, and there was a tall figure in the back row, sitting quietly in the dark carriage, fortunately, he was not disheveled.He turned around to leave, but the lights in the car suddenly turned on.

Lin Nan's footsteps stopped, and his nerves tensed up instantly, as if he was caught by someone for doing something bad, and he was nailed in place, unable to leave.The door on the left opened outward at a constant speed, and Qi Yubai sat on the right side without moving, apparently to let Lin Nan get into the car.

"Come up." Qi Yubai's voice came from inside the car.Lin Nan didn't move, but the person in the car said again, "I'll let you get in the car."

Lin Nan was silent for a moment, and finally got into the car.Just take one more look, Lin Nan convinced himself, just take one last look.

Qi Yubai raised his hand and pressed the button, and the overhead light went dark again.Lin Nan understood what he meant, so that even if someone passed by, they would not know they were in the car, just like when Duan Ran was inside.The two sat in the back row speechless for a while, Lin Nan originally wanted to ask him something in his heart, but after this night, he couldn't say a single word.

"Why did you see me running?" Qi Yubai asked.

"I didn't run away," Lin Nan shook his head in the dark, "I just think that Mr. Qi probably doesn't want to see me."

"Oh?" Qi Yubai seemed to find it funny, and said in a provocative tone: "In the past, I didn't want to see you and you always showed up. Why are you so sensible now?"

There was heating in the car, and Lin Nan's body wrapped in a thick coat was a little hot. Thinking of the messages he had sent in the past month without any response, and the number he dialed that was "temporarily unavailable", he took a breath, Slowly said: "I did do many inappropriate things in the past and caused Mr. Qi a lot of trouble, but I won't do it in the future."

After experiencing rejection, neglect, and sleepless nights for a month, when they met again and saw Qi Yubai's intimacy with another person, the courage in Lin Nan's body had been taken away by everything tonight.

There was a moment of silence in the carriage, Qi Yubai took a deep look at him, and said calmly: "This is just right, I am happy and relaxed."

Lin Nan's heart constricted suddenly, and it hurt when he squeezed it, and his breathing seemed to be blocked.He repeatedly chewed the words Qi Yubai said in his heart, feeling bitter on the tip of his tongue.He should leave immediately, but as long as he leaves the car, the conversation just now will undoubtedly be the last conversation between the two of them.

After Qi Yubai finished speaking, he turned his head and looked at the parking lot outside the window, refusing to give Lin Nan any more leeway.Lin Nan seemed to be short of oxygen for a moment, the pain in his chest forced him to breathe hard, and the circles of his eyes slowly turned red.

The car is like a giant vacuum bag, and someone is constantly sucking thin air from the roof, making the occupants feel more and more suffocated.

The two intentionally separated a certain distance, Qi Yubai heard his panting, turned to look at him, raised his hand to move but held back.Lin Nan's face was flushed red because he was suppressing his sadness, and he never made a sound.Qi Yubai stared at him for a while, finally stretched out his arms to hug him, brought him closer, looked at his face in the dark, and said in a low voice, "Why are you sad?"

What are you sad about?Of course, it is the unrequited love that sadly ended without a problem in the past and the longing that will never end in the future.

Lin Nan listened to the breathing of the other party who was close at hand, felt the strong arm through the coat, closed his eyes, tried his best to suppress the choking in his voice, and said, "I'm not sad."

At this moment, he didn't want to be strong, but just didn't want to make himself look too embarrassed.

Seeing his duplicity, Qi Yubai couldn't help but have a thought, took him into his arms, stared at the thin sweat on his forehead and unbuttoned his coat for him.

Lin Nan shrank, and instinctively raised his hand to grab the coat, but was restrained by Qi Yubai.

"Aren't you hot?" Qi Yubai asked.His tone was still concerned, making Lin Nan in a trance for a moment.

The hands were tightly clenched, and Lin Nan didn't break free.Now that he has accepted that the relationship between the two of them is over, and tacitly agrees that tonight is the last night of getting along with each other, he doesn't care about it, and obediently took off his coat.

Qi Yubai watched his movements, his eyes lingering on the suit inside with heat, "I just wanted to say in the venue that today's clothes suit you very well."

The temperature in the airtight compartment rose little by little, and the two people who would meet sincerely whenever they met in the past period of time did not say anything more in tacit understanding, and they understood each other's body language very well.Their bodies were slowly pressed together, Qi Yubai reached out and pulled out the hem of the shirt from his suit pants, and groped in restlessly, lingering on the skin around his smooth waist.The palm felt slightly cold to the touch, but the place it touched became hot.

After all, Lin Nan deeply liked the person in front of him, and with just a few movements, his whole body was numb from the bones, and he forgot about Duanran and rejection.Qi Yubai's big hands ignited all over his body, covering his back for a while, and poking down from his waist for a while, which made Lin Nan gasp for breath after a while.

"Mr. Qi..." Lin Nan couldn't help reaching out and hugging the person in front of him, clinging to his straw like a drowning person.

Qi Yubai heard that his voice had changed a bit, and his movements became louder, his lips came close to his neck and kissed his neck delicately, while peeling off his suit and taking it off his arms, he hugged him even tighter. tight.

Lin Nan slowly closed his eyes, his body obediently leaned against Qi Yubai, and his heart gradually relaxed.He deluded himself to think that there would be nothing to regret if he said goodbye just once and tenderly.

"Did he hug you like this before?" Qi Yubai suddenly whispered in his ear.

Lin Nan trembled all over, as if falling into an ice cave, and instantly woke up from the charm.

He had a suit jacket on his left arm, and two buttons under his shirt were unbuttoned. His whole face was blushing, his lips were still slightly parted and panting. For a moment, he suspected that he had heard wrong, and asked in a trembling voice. :"What did you say?"

Hearing this, Qi Yubai also stopped the movements of his hands, and stared at him at a distance, his face as dark as the night, and said: "That Qi Jiawen, can I give you more? Where have you reached? Have you slept?" gone?"

All the unpleasant memories from a month ago came back to Lin Nan's mind.He was as embarrassed as he was pushed away by Qi Yubai on the stairs that night, his face turned red and then pale, he pulled back his coat, and asked in disbelief, "What do you mean?"

Qi Yubai didn't explain much, as if he had already planned his lines in his heart and wanted to question him when the two reunited.Lin Nan was so hurt by these inexplicable doubts that his nerves were torn and ached. He couldn't help but think of Qi Yubai making out with Duan Ran during the dinner, and the silhouette of Duan Ran leaving in a hurry in the parking lot.

The most ridiculous thing in the world may be like this, Lin Nan thought.He felt like a foolish joke, and finally couldn't help it anymore, and retorted: "Haven't you already found someone who needs you more than me? It doesn't matter where I am with others."

Language is sometimes more victorious than a sword, which can injure people to pieces with a single swipe.He only spoke out when he was in extreme pain.He doesn't care who looks down on him, except Qi Yubai.

The person in front of him choked on him, every inch of his face was filled with anger.Qi Yubai stared deeply at Lin Nan for a long while, and slowly said with thin lips: "I'm just not used to using things that others have used, I think it's dirty."

Lin Nan's heart, which was already riddled with holes, was so painful that he almost vomited blood in an instant. His internal organs seemed to be displaced, and he was stabbed desperately by a long sharp knife, mercilessly.His body trembled uncontrollably, and he gritted his teeth and said, "I'm dirty, are you clean? Even if I've slept with someone else, it's cleaner than you and Duan Ran!"

He is not a thing, you want it if you want it, you throw it away if you want it, and at the end you think it is dirty.After saying this, the tears in his eye sockets couldn't stay any longer, they gathered into a big one and rolled down heavily.

"you--"

Qi Yubai raised his right hand high, as if he was about to slap Lin Nan's cheek hard in the next second.Lin Nan was shocked by his movement, closed his eyes tightly and hid back for a while.

But the hand still didn't come down after all.He looked at Lin Nan's water-stained face, his chest heaved violently a few times, his face turned ashen under the rage, and he retracted his hand into a fist, as if all his life's upbringing and endurance had been spent at this moment.

Lin Nan leaned against the corner and wept silently for a while, and it took a long time for his body to stop shaking, only to hear Qi Yubai say: "So this is what you really mean."

Others couldn't hear it, but Lin Nan could hear the helplessness and sadness hidden in the words, and even his heart twitched.He opened his eyes, trying to see Qi Yubai's expression, but found that the other party had turned his head away.

"You go." Qi Yubai said, "You don't have to follow me from now on, and I won't make things difficult for you."

Lin Nan froze in place, feeling a big emptiness in his heart.Not only did he not feel the refreshing feeling after venting his anger, but instead, his body was filled with heart-pounding pain as if he had lost the most cherished thing.I obviously wanted to say goodbye tonight, why did things turn out like this?

"Why don't you leave?" Qi Yubai refused to look at him, "Aren't you afraid I'll beat you?"

Lin Nan shivered in the dark, staring blankly at Qi Yubai's back, moved his lips up and down a few times, and wanted to say something, but his throat seemed to be blocked and he couldn't utter a single word.

He turned around to try to open the car door, but couldn't find a place for a moment.As a result, the person behind him pressed somewhere, and the door slowly opened again.