The actor is a white fox demon

What is it like to fall in love with someone because of their voice?Liu Lang felt that he could go to Xhuhu and answer anonymously.

The encounter between him and Xia Yan was amazing. Because he was short of money, he wanted to go back to the variety show and continue to write songs. The variety show was to cover his face and leave it to the audience to guess who it was by the sound, so the audience didn't know who it was. He knew who the singers were, and he didn't know who the masked singers were in the background.

When he heard Xia Yan's voice at the scene once, Liu Lang was waiting for him to play in the background, drowsy, and when the young man's clear and beautiful voice reached his ears, all drowsiness was swept away.

When Liu Lang knew that his first chorus was to sing with the 'female singer' who woke him up, he felt a little excited.

Their voices are in harmony, one is low-pitched, the other is high-pitched, one is magnetic and deep, thick as wood, and the other is clear and soft, hazy like fog.

That voice shouldn't exist in the human world, but should be the singing of the Sirens.After singing with Xia Yan, Liu Lang only thought about this sentence, so when he was interviewed by the host, he expressed his feelings frankly, and said bluntly that if "she" is still single, then he wants to record the show Afterwards pursue her.

The audience knows what happened next.

Xia Yan uncovered his face, and under the mask was a delicate and shy young boy. He was born with this kind of voice, not acquired deliberately, but born with it.

Liu Lang's incident was often ridiculed by his fans, saying that Brother Liu was really sad after Xia Yan revealed his face, but Liu Lang felt that he was not really sad, but was just surprised. He felt that such a pure and beautiful voice should be sung by the gentle and shy boy in front of him.

He always thought that he had given up the idea of ​​pursuing him long ago. When he met Xia Yan again in "Dreams as Horses", he gradually stopped avoiding him. He wanted to make ordinary friends with him, but found that he was attracted to Xia Yan A little too much attention.

So much so that he himself didn't quite believe that they were just ordinary friends.In a program in which everyone moved firewood to build a house, Liu Lang watched the young man carry a large handful of firewood, with beads of sweat on his forehead and flushed cheeks, and he wanted to hold him in his arms for a moment.

He was frightened by his own thoughts, and he could avoid Xia Yan for several months, but the more he avoided, the more he thought about it, scratching his heart and liver.

He confessed his love to Xia Yan in the spring of [-]. At that time, "Dream as a Horse" had been over for a long time, but he often made appointments with Xia Yan and saw each other from time to time.

Xia Yan seemed to be frightened by him, and he was stunned for a long time, but he kept saying sorry to him, he couldn't speak well, and was about to stutter.

Liu Lang still wondered if he was that scary back then, he wasn't a landlord in the old days, could he still be forced to take him home?Although he also has this idea.

The young man was very embarrassed, trying to find a reason to reject him, in a way that didn't hurt his self-esteem, but Liu Lang had eaten ten years more salt than him, and he guessed what he was going to say as soon as he opened his mouth.

"You don't want to be together, do you?" Liu Lang asked him.

"I, I can't... I'm sorry, senior, I'm really sorry."

Xia Yan just lowered his head and whispered sorry to him.

"Okay, I see."

Liu Lang felt that he was quite calm, he didn't say another word, he settled the bill, took his coat and went out. Before leaving, he said 'goodbye' to Xia Yan.

At that time, he thought that Xia Yan might not want to see him anymore.

He hated himself a little bit at that time, he had some resistance to Liu Mo's sexuality before, but now it's his turn.It's not that he's also gay, he just likes Xia Yan, that's all.

Later, they seldom got in touch with each other again. Once, Gu Sui occasionally asked them to go to a party together, only to realize that they were talking less and were deliberately avoiding each other's feelings, so they talked with them in private.

Liu Lang told Gu Sui that there was nothing to talk about, that Xia Yan didn't like him, he confessed it before, it was useless, and continuing to be the same as before would only increase embarrassment.

But Gu Sui told him that Xia Yan didn't want to, but couldn't.

Xia Yan came out to sing before he graduated from university, because his mother was seriously ill when he was about to enter his third year, and his father was unemployed again, and he couldn't afford the tuition fees, so he came out to work.Fortunately, he has a good voice. At first, he just sang in bars to subsidize his family. Later, he was discovered by scouts because of his unique voice. He made his debut through a variety show and began to enter the public's attention.

In fact, the show when he and Liu Lang met was the first show that Xia Yan participated as an invited guest in the true sense. His position was still very small, so small that he was replaced after only singing one and a half songs So the sudden singing voice didn't impress everyone too much.

What really made Xia Yan famous was "Dream as a Horse". This variety show attracted him many fans, and producers began to give him some resources of film and television drama songs one after another, so that his family could live a happy life. It's better than before.

Gu Sui said that Xia Yan told him with red eyes that day that he actually knew that he was different from others since junior high school. He liked boys more and would secretly watch boys playing basketball on the playground after class.

But he can't come out, his family doesn't allow him to do this, his mother has passed away because of a heart attack, and his father is the only one in the family.And his father is a very traditional person, and he began to urge him to get married after the family conditions improved a little.

He dared not tell his father about it.

But Gu Sui told him that if he really found a woman to marry and have children due to family pressure, he would not only be irresponsible to himself, but also irresponsible to his wife.

After hearing what he said, Xia Yan hesitated for a long time and asked him what to do.

Gu Sui just said, follow your heart.

What is your original intention?

But it is the result of what you want in your heart. Since it is possible to live a happy and satisfying life, why do you have to go astray for a momentary escape?

Gu Sui didn't know if he listened to it or not, but he only knew that after half a year, Liu Lang and Xia Yan were together.

Liu Lang sent a message in Moments that day, saying that he had finally left the single after 32 years of being single, and was with the person he loved.Gu Sui left a message under him to congratulate him, and now he knows who he is talking about.

Because, he saw that Xia Yan's profile picture was quietly replaced by the profile picture of a couple in Liu Lang's circle of friends.

The two of them have been together for a long time, Xia Yan returned the rented house and lived with Liu Lang.At that time Liu Mo was in college and rarely came home to live. Later, Liu Mo moved directly to be with Ji Manchuan.

The two of them lived peacefully for several years, keeping a low profile. Only Gu Sui, a few close friends who had a good relationship with them, knew that they were together.

When Xia Yan was 25, Liu Lang was 37, a round older than him.

That year Xia Yan often received calls from his family, but he avoided Liu Lang. Liu Lang thought it was strange but didn't ask him in detail.During the Chinese New Year, Xia Yan said that he would go home to celebrate the New Year, Liu Lang agreed, and he was waiting for him to come back in Beijing.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Liu Lang was serving quick-frozen dumplings by himself, when he received a call from Xia Yan, chatted for a while, and found that the other party's voice was not quite right.

He asked what happened, but Xia Yan didn't say anything, only to say that his father had been arranging blind dates for him when he pressed the question.

He came out to his dad and got beaten up.

After Liu Lang hung up the phone, he immediately packed his things and booked a plane ticket, and took the train for several hours to the city where Xia Yan was located.

Standing in the cold wind, breathing white mist, he called Xia Yan, "I'm in Chongqing, where are you?"

Xia Yan's home is in the outskirts of the city, there are no high-rise buildings around, and the neighbors are all close together.

When Xia Yan was sullenly leading Liu Lang home, his heart was pounding with anxiety.He didn't know what Liu Lang was here for, but Liu Lang had already arrived, so he couldn't open his mouth to drive people back.

As soon as Liu Lang arrived at his house, he immediately knelt down in the yard, and told Father Xia that it was all his fault, that Xiao Xia was abducted by him. .

He also said that he will always be kind to Xiao Xia, and if Xiao Xia wants to make it public, they can make it public at any time.

Xia Yan's father looked honest, dark-skinned, and an honest farmer, but his face turned red from the anger of these two.

The neighbors all came to see, in this kind of countryside, anyone who has an accident will be watched by crowds, Xia Yan's father closed the door, there are still many people lying on the crack of the door to see what happened.Father Xia had no choice but to let Liu Lang get up and go into the house.

Liu Lang couldn't stand it, and said that unless he agreed to their affairs again, his father would not care about his shame in a fit of anger, and slammed the door into the house, making Liu Lang kneel outside by himself.Xia Yan couldn't bear it, and knelt down in the yard with him, the swelling on his cheeks still lingering.

In fact, Xia Yan's father is also a fan of Liu Lang's fans, so seeing Liu Lang kneeling outside is not a pleasant feeling.But he hadn't thought about this kind of thing at all, and it was the first time he had even heard of the word homosexuality.

Liu Lang's body is very good, and he has exercised all year round. At night, he asked Xia Yan to go into the house to sleep, but Xia Yan refused.

The usually thin boy was extremely persistent at this time, knelt with him until midnight, and passed out after catching a cold. Liu Lang picked him up and rushed to the hospital, regardless of whether others looked at him or not.

During the Chinese New Year, Xia Yan was infused with fluids for a few days in the hospital. The doctor said that it was due to excessive mood swings, coupled with fatigue and catching a cold, so he might not be able to recover for a while.

Xia's father never came to the hospital, as if he hadn't agreed with them, but after Xia Yan was hospitalized for a week, he asked someone to deliver some fruit, but he still refused to come in person.

After Xia Yan was discharged from the hospital, he stayed with Liu Lang in Chongqing for a few days, taking him around for a walk and having fun, and usually stayed in a hotel.

When he was about to return to Beijing, Liu Lang suddenly disappeared, leaving only a note telling him not to worry, he would be back in two days at most.

Liu Lang returned to the hotel in the middle of the night, smelling of alcohol all over his body, but looked sober, he went to take a bath and told Xia Yan that his father agreed with their matter.

Xia Yan asked him why he agreed, Liu Lang only said that he and Xia's father drank three bottles of liquor, and said nothing else.

Xia Yan didn't know where the courage came from. Looking at his blushing cheeks, she leaned forward and kissed him cautiously. The man picked him up to deepen the kiss, which was full of alcohol and lingering.

The two lived together for so long, but never made it to the end, and finally did it this time when Liu Lang was drunk.

They are all the first time, they will not, the process is a little painful, but then it is much better.

Xia Yan stared at the ceiling absent-mindedly, thinking, he is finally what Gu Sui said, he followed his heart.

The next day, Xia Yan couldn't get out of bed and felt awkward walking. He didn't dare to go home like this, so he dragged Liu Lang back to Beijing first, and sent a lot of things to the old man.

In the next year, the two of them went home to celebrate the New Year with the old man. Father Xia did not object to them, but he still had a bad face.

After many years, the old man said when he was lying on the hospital bed that he had agreed to them being together a long time ago, but he was afraid that Liu Lang would bully Xia Yan, so he had to be tougher.

But how could Liu Lang bully Xia Yan? Since they got together, they have never blushed. The only troublesome thing is that they often have to worry about Ji Manchuan and Liu Mo.

But fortunately, although those two have been tossing a bit, they are finally together.

Liu Lang later wrote a song and gave it to Xia Yan, which said, "What you don't know is that your voice is not a sin, but a gift from an angel", even though many people still say that Xia Yan shouldn't have such a voice so what?

He likes it, that's enough.