That night, Guan He was a little distracted.
While eating, Zhang Le held the bowl and frowned slightly, whispering that Guan He had lost his standard today.
Guan He also admitted that because he was thinking about other things, the meal was a little distracted.
Zhang Le wanted to ask with concern, but seeing Guan He's reluctance to speak, he didn't ask further.
Back at the apartment, Guan He threw himself on the bed, lying on his back with hands and feet, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
He thought that he and Lou Yuelin had established a relationship for a long time, and their relationship was very stable.
But he always felt that he was not good enough for Lou Yuelin, and he was not as good as Lou Yuelin's feelings for him.
Guan He thought of Qi Xingsheng and Zhang Le next door. Even Zhang Le knew what to do for Qi Xingsheng belatedly.
But as for himself, apart from reading the plot in the movie, what else can he do for Lou Yuelin?
Therefore, Guan He was in a trance, obviously the two of them were already together, but their love seemed to be just finding a chance to stay together from the fragmented time, while other times, it didn't look like they were in love.
Not to mention that even if they stay together, it seems that there is no difference from usual.
Because he was very busy, Guan He told himself that he could understand in his heart, but he couldn't convince himself now.
But Zhang Le and Qi Xingsheng are also very busy, but they clearly understand the current situation and what to do to make their future better.
But Guan He didn't think about the future, he only thought about the plot, what would happen to Lou Yuelin now, and how he should deal with it.
The only future he thought about was the ending in Li, thinking about how to avoid it from happening.
Guan He asked himself, does he like Lou Yuelin?The answer, of course, is that he likes it very much, he likes it very much.
After so much now, it is even more impossible for him to let go of this feeling. His liking for Lou Yuelin seems to have entered into his body and become a habit, which cannot be changed at all.
However, he didn't think about the future that really belonged to him and Lou Yuelin. When the ending in the movie happened and it was dealt with, what would happen to him and Lou Yuelin next?
When he thought about it now, he suddenly shuddered.He is a time traveler, he knows, so when the story is over, will he go back through it?
Guan He has thought about the possibility countless times before, maybe he will really travel back and become his original self again.
The feeling of falling from a tall building at the beginning has become blurred now, but he has never been able to forget his identity.
And this identity, Guan He felt, was very unfair to Lou Yuelin.
When he agreed to Lou Yuelin's confession, he said he would try it, not because he didn't believe in Lou Yuelin's feelings, but because he didn't believe in himself.
The source of his lack of confidence is who he is.
He can't be sure if he stays here for the rest of his life, he can't really settle down in this world.
Guan Hehui was afraid, afraid that when Lou Yuelin and Lou Yuelin had sworn inseparable, suddenly a ray of light would descend from the sky and bring him back to his original world.
When the time comes, he will be in pain, and he will not be able to bear Lou Yuelin's pain.
Up to now, Lou Yuelin's affection for him is getting deeper and deeper, and he is starting to plan their future.
This made Guan He feel uneasy. It may only take a second for them to meet each other, but it will take a lifetime to forget someone after parting.
He should have told Lou Yuelin about this earlier, this is a risk he should avoid, and he has the right to know.
Guan He hadn't thought about this before. Firstly, many things had not been resolved, and secondly, he did not expect that Lou Yuelin thought further than he did.
He was always waiting for an ending, and when that day came, he would see if he could still stay here. Only then would he think about what kind of future he would have with Lou Yuelin.
However, Lou Yuelin's love is deep, he doesn't care about the ending, he seems to believe that the two of them will live forever.
Guan He sat up slowly, he never doubted Lou Yuelin's feelings for him, and never wavered his feelings for Lou Yuelin.
Therefore, he wanted to tell Lou Yuelin about this.No matter how Lou Yuelin chooses in the end, I must respect his choice.
And... Guan He covered his face, no matter whether he would time travel back or not, he would... leave some precious memories with Lou Yuelin.
Guan He wanted to talk to Lou Yuelin, but Lou Yuelin didn't have time recently.
Even if he could see Lou Yuelin every day, he never had the chance to be alone with him.
It was midnight every day when Lou Yuelin finished his work, and Guan He already took advantage of being a life assistant to send Lou Yuelin to the door.
But looking at Lou Yuelin who was already showing signs of fatigue, Guan He just wanted to give him a hug instead of telling him that he suddenly thought that the two of them would be risky in their relationship, and wanted Lou Yuelin to think about whether they would still be together in the future. Together.
Just when Guan He couldn't find time and had no chance to talk to Lou Yuelin about this matter, Lou Yuelin updated his schedule app and asked him to go to the apartment to find him on Sunday.
Guan He thought to himself, today is an opportunity.
On Sunday morning, Guan He came to Lou Yuelin's apartment building as scheduled.
He was already very familiar with this road, but Guan He felt a little nervous walking here today.
The elevator sent him to the main hall of the apartment. As soon as he opened the doors, Guan He saw Lou Yuelin standing there with his chest folded, as if he had come to wait for him early in the morning.
Guan He hurried up and was hugged directly by Lou Yuelin.
Hugging him and dangling around, it could be seen that Lou Yuelin was in a good mood.
Lou Yuelin said with a smile, "I was too busy a while ago, so I couldn't even talk properly."
"Hmm..." Guan He responded softly, "Actually, I have something to tell you."
Lou Yuelin looked down at him, "Okay, come, come here."
Guan He was pulled by him to sit on the sofa, the fruit tea that had been brewed was fragrant.
Holding the teacup, he looked serious, looked at Lou Yuelin who was sitting next to him, and said slowly: "You told me your future plans that day."
"Yes!" Lou Yuelin asked him with a smile, "Do you have an idea?"
Guan He turned around, looking a little excited, "Have you really thought about it? With me... I mean someone like me?"
Lou Yuelin looked at him in confusion, "What's wrong with you? Did someone tell you anything?"
Guan He shook his head, "No one said anything to me, I thought of it myself. I want to say, you know...you know I came from time travel, I didn't belong to this world, so, I... "
"What's wrong?" Lou Yuelin became anxious, "Does anyone know? Or did someone hint at you? Doubt you? Who is it? Tell me."
Guan He hurriedly put down his teacup and explained to him: "I mean, I heard you talk about the future, which is also the future I'm looking forward to. But... But, after these things are resolved one by one, all I can think of is The ending, when the time comes..."
Lou Yuelin raised his eyebrows, "Do you think you will go back after the end of the story?"
Guan He nodded slightly.
Lou Yuelin immediately understood that because of Guan He's special status, he didn't have so much confidence. When he first agreed to confess his love, he would say that he wanted to try with himself, and when he heard him talk about the future, he would come to Remind him of this.
But Lou Yuelin never thought that Guan He would leave.
In front of him, Guan He is a living person who can be hugged and kissed. It is impossible for him to disappear casually and leave his front.
Moreover, Lou Yuelin asked him: "When you appeared in this world, was this the beginning of the story?"
Guan He quickly shook his head, "No! You know, the main character is Su Shuo."
Lou Yuelin put his arms around him and said with a smile: "That's right, since you didn't come at the beginning of the story, how could you leave at the end?"
These words sounded very reasonable, Guan He thought to himself why didn't he think of this?
but!wait a minute!
Guan He said: "I have always felt that I came here to help you, and when I finish helping you, I will go back."
Lou Yuelin was very happy when he heard that, he had hoped for Guan He's arrival, it was because of himself, not only because he liked his role.
As for whether he should help him or not, Lou Yuelin never thought about it, but Guan He still came to help him, so he didn't like the wrong person, Guan He was someone worthy of his liking.
Lou Yuelin hugged Guan He on his lap, "Even if you were brought by God to help me, but if you want to help, you will have to help for a lifetime, right? How can you leave halfway?"
Guan He said: "But at the end of the plot..."
Lou Yuelin shook his head, "Neither are we! Otherwise, the plot of the story should have developed as you said. Isn't everything changed by you now? Are they different?"
"How can you be sure..." Guan He counted with his fingers, "At least You Han appeared, and...the matter of Country Y..."
"These things just happened, but they didn't develop according to what you wrote, right?" Lou Yuelin pressed his finger, "Because these things happened, you think you came to help me, but these things didn't happen Wasn't you by my side when it happened? But look, aren't you in my arms now? "
Guan He's face turned red when he said it, and he was successfully brought into the logic of what he said.
He thought, maybe Lou Yuelin was right.
Before, he just paid too much attention to the plot, if not, there would be no such things later.
But Lou Yuelin told him that without the book he had read, maybe he would still come here, and he would still fall in love with him.
Guan He heard his heart pounding, but in fact he had already been persuaded, as if he had thought so much, it was not as good as Lou Yuelin's words.
But it was still wrong, he knew that there was one most critical thing in the middle, and Lou Yuelin didn't answer him.
Guan He got down from Lou Yuelin's body, sat on the side in a well-behaved manner, his face returned to a serious expression, and said, "I mean seriously, you have to seriously consider what I say next."
Lou Yuelin sat there, nodded and said, "Tell me, everything I said is serious, just now, and now."
Guan He took a deep breath, "I mean, although I don't know whether I will go back in the end, my identity is real, and I can't pretend that I am a native of this world. To put it bluntly, I don’t want to leave you, I definitely want to be with you forever, but I can’t lie to you, let alone myself, I can’t promise, I will definitely stay here. One day I may encounter an accident, Just like I also encountered accidents in the original world, maybe I just..."
Speaking of this, Lou Yuelin suddenly tightened his hand, but he didn't speak, and still stared at Guan He.
Guan He sighed in his heart, "That's what I want to say, what if... what if I go back? Do you still want to be with me like this?"
Lou Yuelin didn't say "you won't leave" or something angry, and he didn't grab him in distress and ask him "what should I do" to make him worry together.
The matter Guan He raised was indeed a risk. He wanted to tell Lou Yuelin that maybe one day he would have nothing after giving so much affection.
So he also has to be responsible to Lou Yuelin, and he can't let him not even know what he is facing.
But Lou Yuelin just held Guan He's hand, and suddenly lowered his head and smiled.
Just when Guan He still couldn't figure out what emotion he was in, Lou Yuelin suddenly reached out and hugged him in his arms.
Lou Yuelin said softly: "So you are talking about this, are you worried about me?"
Nonsense, Guan He thought to himself, otherwise why would I worry for so long.
Guan He nodded slightly, "Well, what are you going to do then?"
Lou Yuelin let go of his arms, put his hands on Guan He's shoulders, and said softly: "First, you are not leaving now. Second, we can never predict the future. The possibility you mentioned is like asking us to talk about death now." , which is something none of us can predict.”
Guan He was taken aback for a moment, then nodded slightly.
Lou Yuelin smiled, and then said: "I know you have always been concerned about your time-traveling identity, maybe it's because I haven't done well enough to allow you to fully integrate into this world. It can't be your fault, you are now Well done. Besides, you still thought of coming to tell me about it. Did you think about it after I told you? Hey, I put pressure on you..."
"No, no, no." Guan He thought to himself, he was going to be led by Lou Yuelin's words again, and he quickly said: "It's not pressure, but me, my thinking is too simple, I didn't think of this at all. Things. Instead, you reminded me, and your words made me feel that I should consider these for you. "
Lou Yuelin kissed Guan He's forehead, "For me, it's very good that you are like this."
Guan He said seriously: "Do you really think... you won't be afraid?"
"I'm afraid, it's useless." Lou Yuelin said, "As I said just now, no matter whether you will go back or not, this is like talking about death to me. It will always appear, it is inevitable , but don't worry. Guan Guan, you listen to me..."
He saw Lou Yuelin let go of him, got up and walked directly opposite Guan He, and then he half knelt down, holding Guan He's fingers tightly with both hands.
Lou Yuelin said: "I understand what you mean. You are afraid that I will stop being Lou's president for you. It seems that I have made a lot of 'sacrifices'. In the end, when you go back, I will have nothing, no career, no Love. But, Guan Guan, feelings are not calculated in this way. It’s not that you have to give me back as much as I give you, or even more. It’s not that you may travel back one day, but I seem to The investment' failed. In your opinion, I shouldn't have taken the risk, or should you have me assess the risk to see if it's right for you to continue? Not so."
Lou Yuelin was indeed very smart, Guan He thought to himself, he did think so.
Of course, from the bottom of his heart, he still hoped that after Lou Yuelin heard what he said, he would still be the same as before... But if not, it doesn't matter, Guan He can fully accept Lou Yuelin's decision.
Lou Yuelin stretched out a hand to touch Guan He's face, "But you are not a 'risk', and I never thought you were a 'risk'. From the moment I saw you, I felt that you are my The object of affection that you absolutely cannot miss in this life.”
Guan He stared blankly at Lou Yuelin, "You are not afraid..."
"Not afraid, what are you afraid of?" Lou Yuelin smiled, "I'm not afraid when I'm with you, I'm afraid that you don't like me."
"How could it be!" Guan He said, "I just like you so much—"
Before he finished speaking, he listened to the audio, and said what was in his heart, after all, he was a little embarrassed.
Lou Yuelin narrowed his eyes with a smile, "So, don't worry. No matter whether you will leave in the future, I will be responsible for you. As long as you are in this world for a day, you will always be my Guan He. And I, Lou Yue Lin, I will always love you too. Even if one day you do leave, I will always cherish the time you were with me. I will never betray my feelings for you, never."
Hearing this, Guan He felt that he didn't need to think about anything, he already fully understood Lou Yuelin's love for him.
And instead of worrying about leaving this world in the future, he might as well be like Lou Yuelin, as long as he holds his heart, he will not be afraid of what will happen in the future.
Guan He suddenly felt Lou Yuelin's strength.
He is not blindly regardless of what will happen in the future, just live happily, but he knows what the future may become, so he will make plans today.
"So." Lou Yuelin finally said to him with a smile, "Don't be afraid, you have me."
Guan He only felt that his eyes were blurred, as if something was scrambling to get out of his eyes.
He closed his eyes, and the sour feeling hit the tip of his nose, and he couldn't help taking a breath.
And Lou Yuelin's hand was still on his face, conveying the gentle feeling to him.
Guan He felt that he should no longer be afraid, nor should he underestimate Lou Yuelin.
He stretched out his arms and threw himself into Lou Yuelin's arms, but Lou Yuelin sat down on the carpet.
Lou Yuelin laughed out loud, without looking angry at all, he protected Guan He's waist, being careful not to let him fall to the ground.
And Guan He knelt on the ground, holding Lou Yuelin's face in both hands, and kissed it regardless.
Guan He thought to himself, is he a bit stupid? Lou Yuelin is so smart, how could he not have thought about such a thing?
But maybe the time was just right, if he had spoken earlier, he might not have understood the meaning of Lou Yuelin's words.
"Hmm..." Guan He felt something salty flow into his mouth, he quickly let go of Lou Yuelin, turned his head away to wipe it, and said stubbornly that he wasn't crying.
Lou Yuelin stroked his hair lovingly, "Okay, you didn't cry."
Guan He argued that he was moved, and what Lou Yuelin said just now was too nice.
Lou Yuelin still comforted him and said that he believed that he was moved, because what he said was very nice!
Guan He sighed in his heart, he was really confident that it was Lou Yuelin!
He asked, "Well, you came to me today..."
Lou Yuelin sat on the ground and hugged him, "Seeing that you are not in a good mood recently, I don't know what happened, so I want to see you! Of course, this is just a reason, mainly because I miss you..."
Speaking of which, Lou Yuelin suddenly pulled him to stand up, lowered his head to kiss the corner of Guan He's mouth, and let him sit there, but he turned away, and said to go to the bathroom.
Guan He realized that there were several times when Lou Yuelin was like this, he stopped when he was almost finished talking, and every time he seemed to be hugging him like this.
Especially today, Lou Yuelin's performance was too obvious. Although he seemed quite calm, Guan He still noticed his sudden behavior.
In other words, Guan He felt that his previous self was too dull, and felt that Lou Yuelin seemed to have his reasons for everything he did, so he didn't take the initiative.
Guan He leaned over and found that Lou Yuelin was a little avoiding, but he still had a smile on his face, he just gently put his arms around his shoulders, and asked with a smile: "What's wrong?"
"Why do you..." Guan He suddenly realized something, he lowered his head to look, and sure enough, he saw the baggy home pants...
"Cough." Lou Yuelin evaded for a while, showing a rare look of embarrassment, "I'm a man... what, just wait for me..."
Guan He still pulled him, "How many times? Was it like this before..."
There are not many opportunities for the two of them to get in touch with each other, but Lou Yuelin likes him so much, it's impossible for him to be like this only today.
Guan He is also a man, how could he not understand.
Lou Yuelin smiled and said, "Hey, don't expose me..."
Guan He lowered his head, blushing, "I'll help you... help you?"
Lou Yuelin grasped his wrist tightly, "Do you know what you're talking about?"
Guan He nodded.He thought, when he fell in love with Lou Yuelin, he only thought about what Lou Yuelin did to him, how should he repay him.
And this "return" is always inseparable from the plot in the movie, as if it is gone, he has no connection with Lou Yuelin.
Not so, he finally realized, not at all.
He loves Lou Yuelin, aside, standing here, he just loves the man in front of him.
Guan He said: "I've thought it over, really. Yue Lin...I'm sorry, I never...didn't care about you better..."
Lou Yuelin looked as if he was holding back hard, and a little blush appeared on his face, "This is not what I want..."
"I know." Guan He said softly, "But only I can do this for you, can't I?"
After finishing speaking, Guan He raised his head and looked at Lou Yuelin with bright eyes.
Lou Yuelin realized in an instant that Guan He in front of him suddenly changed, a little different.
In the past, Guan He was a little cautious in front of him, and he didn't dare to give him more love. It seemed that if he gave too much, it would be difficult to deal with it in the future. He took this idea as an armor and wrapped it around himself, trying to defend against something. .But now he "dropped his armor" and stood there frankly, saying that only he could do it.
Of course only he can do it, Lou Yuelin said this in his heart, followed by intense excitement.
For the first time, Lou Yuelin felt that he was about to lose his mind, his head was buzzing, and all rationality was almost gone.
He asked Guan He again, "Have you really thought about it?"
Guan He said firmly: "You are not afraid, what am I afraid of."
Lou Yuelin immediately kissed his mouth, hugged Guan He's waist with one hand, and almost lifted him from the ground.
Although Guan He was dizzy from being kissed, he knew very well in his heart that he knew what he was doing with Lou Yuelin, so he was not afraid.
While eating, Zhang Le held the bowl and frowned slightly, whispering that Guan He had lost his standard today.
Guan He also admitted that because he was thinking about other things, the meal was a little distracted.
Zhang Le wanted to ask with concern, but seeing Guan He's reluctance to speak, he didn't ask further.
Back at the apartment, Guan He threw himself on the bed, lying on his back with hands and feet, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
He thought that he and Lou Yuelin had established a relationship for a long time, and their relationship was very stable.
But he always felt that he was not good enough for Lou Yuelin, and he was not as good as Lou Yuelin's feelings for him.
Guan He thought of Qi Xingsheng and Zhang Le next door. Even Zhang Le knew what to do for Qi Xingsheng belatedly.
But as for himself, apart from reading the plot in the movie, what else can he do for Lou Yuelin?
Therefore, Guan He was in a trance, obviously the two of them were already together, but their love seemed to be just finding a chance to stay together from the fragmented time, while other times, it didn't look like they were in love.
Not to mention that even if they stay together, it seems that there is no difference from usual.
Because he was very busy, Guan He told himself that he could understand in his heart, but he couldn't convince himself now.
But Zhang Le and Qi Xingsheng are also very busy, but they clearly understand the current situation and what to do to make their future better.
But Guan He didn't think about the future, he only thought about the plot, what would happen to Lou Yuelin now, and how he should deal with it.
The only future he thought about was the ending in Li, thinking about how to avoid it from happening.
Guan He asked himself, does he like Lou Yuelin?The answer, of course, is that he likes it very much, he likes it very much.
After so much now, it is even more impossible for him to let go of this feeling. His liking for Lou Yuelin seems to have entered into his body and become a habit, which cannot be changed at all.
However, he didn't think about the future that really belonged to him and Lou Yuelin. When the ending in the movie happened and it was dealt with, what would happen to him and Lou Yuelin next?
When he thought about it now, he suddenly shuddered.He is a time traveler, he knows, so when the story is over, will he go back through it?
Guan He has thought about the possibility countless times before, maybe he will really travel back and become his original self again.
The feeling of falling from a tall building at the beginning has become blurred now, but he has never been able to forget his identity.
And this identity, Guan He felt, was very unfair to Lou Yuelin.
When he agreed to Lou Yuelin's confession, he said he would try it, not because he didn't believe in Lou Yuelin's feelings, but because he didn't believe in himself.
The source of his lack of confidence is who he is.
He can't be sure if he stays here for the rest of his life, he can't really settle down in this world.
Guan Hehui was afraid, afraid that when Lou Yuelin and Lou Yuelin had sworn inseparable, suddenly a ray of light would descend from the sky and bring him back to his original world.
When the time comes, he will be in pain, and he will not be able to bear Lou Yuelin's pain.
Up to now, Lou Yuelin's affection for him is getting deeper and deeper, and he is starting to plan their future.
This made Guan He feel uneasy. It may only take a second for them to meet each other, but it will take a lifetime to forget someone after parting.
He should have told Lou Yuelin about this earlier, this is a risk he should avoid, and he has the right to know.
Guan He hadn't thought about this before. Firstly, many things had not been resolved, and secondly, he did not expect that Lou Yuelin thought further than he did.
He was always waiting for an ending, and when that day came, he would see if he could still stay here. Only then would he think about what kind of future he would have with Lou Yuelin.
However, Lou Yuelin's love is deep, he doesn't care about the ending, he seems to believe that the two of them will live forever.
Guan He sat up slowly, he never doubted Lou Yuelin's feelings for him, and never wavered his feelings for Lou Yuelin.
Therefore, he wanted to tell Lou Yuelin about this.No matter how Lou Yuelin chooses in the end, I must respect his choice.
And... Guan He covered his face, no matter whether he would time travel back or not, he would... leave some precious memories with Lou Yuelin.
Guan He wanted to talk to Lou Yuelin, but Lou Yuelin didn't have time recently.
Even if he could see Lou Yuelin every day, he never had the chance to be alone with him.
It was midnight every day when Lou Yuelin finished his work, and Guan He already took advantage of being a life assistant to send Lou Yuelin to the door.
But looking at Lou Yuelin who was already showing signs of fatigue, Guan He just wanted to give him a hug instead of telling him that he suddenly thought that the two of them would be risky in their relationship, and wanted Lou Yuelin to think about whether they would still be together in the future. Together.
Just when Guan He couldn't find time and had no chance to talk to Lou Yuelin about this matter, Lou Yuelin updated his schedule app and asked him to go to the apartment to find him on Sunday.
Guan He thought to himself, today is an opportunity.
On Sunday morning, Guan He came to Lou Yuelin's apartment building as scheduled.
He was already very familiar with this road, but Guan He felt a little nervous walking here today.
The elevator sent him to the main hall of the apartment. As soon as he opened the doors, Guan He saw Lou Yuelin standing there with his chest folded, as if he had come to wait for him early in the morning.
Guan He hurried up and was hugged directly by Lou Yuelin.
Hugging him and dangling around, it could be seen that Lou Yuelin was in a good mood.
Lou Yuelin said with a smile, "I was too busy a while ago, so I couldn't even talk properly."
"Hmm..." Guan He responded softly, "Actually, I have something to tell you."
Lou Yuelin looked down at him, "Okay, come, come here."
Guan He was pulled by him to sit on the sofa, the fruit tea that had been brewed was fragrant.
Holding the teacup, he looked serious, looked at Lou Yuelin who was sitting next to him, and said slowly: "You told me your future plans that day."
"Yes!" Lou Yuelin asked him with a smile, "Do you have an idea?"
Guan He turned around, looking a little excited, "Have you really thought about it? With me... I mean someone like me?"
Lou Yuelin looked at him in confusion, "What's wrong with you? Did someone tell you anything?"
Guan He shook his head, "No one said anything to me, I thought of it myself. I want to say, you know...you know I came from time travel, I didn't belong to this world, so, I... "
"What's wrong?" Lou Yuelin became anxious, "Does anyone know? Or did someone hint at you? Doubt you? Who is it? Tell me."
Guan He hurriedly put down his teacup and explained to him: "I mean, I heard you talk about the future, which is also the future I'm looking forward to. But... But, after these things are resolved one by one, all I can think of is The ending, when the time comes..."
Lou Yuelin raised his eyebrows, "Do you think you will go back after the end of the story?"
Guan He nodded slightly.
Lou Yuelin immediately understood that because of Guan He's special status, he didn't have so much confidence. When he first agreed to confess his love, he would say that he wanted to try with himself, and when he heard him talk about the future, he would come to Remind him of this.
But Lou Yuelin never thought that Guan He would leave.
In front of him, Guan He is a living person who can be hugged and kissed. It is impossible for him to disappear casually and leave his front.
Moreover, Lou Yuelin asked him: "When you appeared in this world, was this the beginning of the story?"
Guan He quickly shook his head, "No! You know, the main character is Su Shuo."
Lou Yuelin put his arms around him and said with a smile: "That's right, since you didn't come at the beginning of the story, how could you leave at the end?"
These words sounded very reasonable, Guan He thought to himself why didn't he think of this?
but!wait a minute!
Guan He said: "I have always felt that I came here to help you, and when I finish helping you, I will go back."
Lou Yuelin was very happy when he heard that, he had hoped for Guan He's arrival, it was because of himself, not only because he liked his role.
As for whether he should help him or not, Lou Yuelin never thought about it, but Guan He still came to help him, so he didn't like the wrong person, Guan He was someone worthy of his liking.
Lou Yuelin hugged Guan He on his lap, "Even if you were brought by God to help me, but if you want to help, you will have to help for a lifetime, right? How can you leave halfway?"
Guan He said: "But at the end of the plot..."
Lou Yuelin shook his head, "Neither are we! Otherwise, the plot of the story should have developed as you said. Isn't everything changed by you now? Are they different?"
"How can you be sure..." Guan He counted with his fingers, "At least You Han appeared, and...the matter of Country Y..."
"These things just happened, but they didn't develop according to what you wrote, right?" Lou Yuelin pressed his finger, "Because these things happened, you think you came to help me, but these things didn't happen Wasn't you by my side when it happened? But look, aren't you in my arms now? "
Guan He's face turned red when he said it, and he was successfully brought into the logic of what he said.
He thought, maybe Lou Yuelin was right.
Before, he just paid too much attention to the plot, if not, there would be no such things later.
But Lou Yuelin told him that without the book he had read, maybe he would still come here, and he would still fall in love with him.
Guan He heard his heart pounding, but in fact he had already been persuaded, as if he had thought so much, it was not as good as Lou Yuelin's words.
But it was still wrong, he knew that there was one most critical thing in the middle, and Lou Yuelin didn't answer him.
Guan He got down from Lou Yuelin's body, sat on the side in a well-behaved manner, his face returned to a serious expression, and said, "I mean seriously, you have to seriously consider what I say next."
Lou Yuelin sat there, nodded and said, "Tell me, everything I said is serious, just now, and now."
Guan He took a deep breath, "I mean, although I don't know whether I will go back in the end, my identity is real, and I can't pretend that I am a native of this world. To put it bluntly, I don’t want to leave you, I definitely want to be with you forever, but I can’t lie to you, let alone myself, I can’t promise, I will definitely stay here. One day I may encounter an accident, Just like I also encountered accidents in the original world, maybe I just..."
Speaking of this, Lou Yuelin suddenly tightened his hand, but he didn't speak, and still stared at Guan He.
Guan He sighed in his heart, "That's what I want to say, what if... what if I go back? Do you still want to be with me like this?"
Lou Yuelin didn't say "you won't leave" or something angry, and he didn't grab him in distress and ask him "what should I do" to make him worry together.
The matter Guan He raised was indeed a risk. He wanted to tell Lou Yuelin that maybe one day he would have nothing after giving so much affection.
So he also has to be responsible to Lou Yuelin, and he can't let him not even know what he is facing.
But Lou Yuelin just held Guan He's hand, and suddenly lowered his head and smiled.
Just when Guan He still couldn't figure out what emotion he was in, Lou Yuelin suddenly reached out and hugged him in his arms.
Lou Yuelin said softly: "So you are talking about this, are you worried about me?"
Nonsense, Guan He thought to himself, otherwise why would I worry for so long.
Guan He nodded slightly, "Well, what are you going to do then?"
Lou Yuelin let go of his arms, put his hands on Guan He's shoulders, and said softly: "First, you are not leaving now. Second, we can never predict the future. The possibility you mentioned is like asking us to talk about death now." , which is something none of us can predict.”
Guan He was taken aback for a moment, then nodded slightly.
Lou Yuelin smiled, and then said: "I know you have always been concerned about your time-traveling identity, maybe it's because I haven't done well enough to allow you to fully integrate into this world. It can't be your fault, you are now Well done. Besides, you still thought of coming to tell me about it. Did you think about it after I told you? Hey, I put pressure on you..."
"No, no, no." Guan He thought to himself, he was going to be led by Lou Yuelin's words again, and he quickly said: "It's not pressure, but me, my thinking is too simple, I didn't think of this at all. Things. Instead, you reminded me, and your words made me feel that I should consider these for you. "
Lou Yuelin kissed Guan He's forehead, "For me, it's very good that you are like this."
Guan He said seriously: "Do you really think... you won't be afraid?"
"I'm afraid, it's useless." Lou Yuelin said, "As I said just now, no matter whether you will go back or not, this is like talking about death to me. It will always appear, it is inevitable , but don't worry. Guan Guan, you listen to me..."
He saw Lou Yuelin let go of him, got up and walked directly opposite Guan He, and then he half knelt down, holding Guan He's fingers tightly with both hands.
Lou Yuelin said: "I understand what you mean. You are afraid that I will stop being Lou's president for you. It seems that I have made a lot of 'sacrifices'. In the end, when you go back, I will have nothing, no career, no Love. But, Guan Guan, feelings are not calculated in this way. It’s not that you have to give me back as much as I give you, or even more. It’s not that you may travel back one day, but I seem to The investment' failed. In your opinion, I shouldn't have taken the risk, or should you have me assess the risk to see if it's right for you to continue? Not so."
Lou Yuelin was indeed very smart, Guan He thought to himself, he did think so.
Of course, from the bottom of his heart, he still hoped that after Lou Yuelin heard what he said, he would still be the same as before... But if not, it doesn't matter, Guan He can fully accept Lou Yuelin's decision.
Lou Yuelin stretched out a hand to touch Guan He's face, "But you are not a 'risk', and I never thought you were a 'risk'. From the moment I saw you, I felt that you are my The object of affection that you absolutely cannot miss in this life.”
Guan He stared blankly at Lou Yuelin, "You are not afraid..."
"Not afraid, what are you afraid of?" Lou Yuelin smiled, "I'm not afraid when I'm with you, I'm afraid that you don't like me."
"How could it be!" Guan He said, "I just like you so much—"
Before he finished speaking, he listened to the audio, and said what was in his heart, after all, he was a little embarrassed.
Lou Yuelin narrowed his eyes with a smile, "So, don't worry. No matter whether you will leave in the future, I will be responsible for you. As long as you are in this world for a day, you will always be my Guan He. And I, Lou Yue Lin, I will always love you too. Even if one day you do leave, I will always cherish the time you were with me. I will never betray my feelings for you, never."
Hearing this, Guan He felt that he didn't need to think about anything, he already fully understood Lou Yuelin's love for him.
And instead of worrying about leaving this world in the future, he might as well be like Lou Yuelin, as long as he holds his heart, he will not be afraid of what will happen in the future.
Guan He suddenly felt Lou Yuelin's strength.
He is not blindly regardless of what will happen in the future, just live happily, but he knows what the future may become, so he will make plans today.
"So." Lou Yuelin finally said to him with a smile, "Don't be afraid, you have me."
Guan He only felt that his eyes were blurred, as if something was scrambling to get out of his eyes.
He closed his eyes, and the sour feeling hit the tip of his nose, and he couldn't help taking a breath.
And Lou Yuelin's hand was still on his face, conveying the gentle feeling to him.
Guan He felt that he should no longer be afraid, nor should he underestimate Lou Yuelin.
He stretched out his arms and threw himself into Lou Yuelin's arms, but Lou Yuelin sat down on the carpet.
Lou Yuelin laughed out loud, without looking angry at all, he protected Guan He's waist, being careful not to let him fall to the ground.
And Guan He knelt on the ground, holding Lou Yuelin's face in both hands, and kissed it regardless.
Guan He thought to himself, is he a bit stupid? Lou Yuelin is so smart, how could he not have thought about such a thing?
But maybe the time was just right, if he had spoken earlier, he might not have understood the meaning of Lou Yuelin's words.
"Hmm..." Guan He felt something salty flow into his mouth, he quickly let go of Lou Yuelin, turned his head away to wipe it, and said stubbornly that he wasn't crying.
Lou Yuelin stroked his hair lovingly, "Okay, you didn't cry."
Guan He argued that he was moved, and what Lou Yuelin said just now was too nice.
Lou Yuelin still comforted him and said that he believed that he was moved, because what he said was very nice!
Guan He sighed in his heart, he was really confident that it was Lou Yuelin!
He asked, "Well, you came to me today..."
Lou Yuelin sat on the ground and hugged him, "Seeing that you are not in a good mood recently, I don't know what happened, so I want to see you! Of course, this is just a reason, mainly because I miss you..."
Speaking of which, Lou Yuelin suddenly pulled him to stand up, lowered his head to kiss the corner of Guan He's mouth, and let him sit there, but he turned away, and said to go to the bathroom.
Guan He realized that there were several times when Lou Yuelin was like this, he stopped when he was almost finished talking, and every time he seemed to be hugging him like this.
Especially today, Lou Yuelin's performance was too obvious. Although he seemed quite calm, Guan He still noticed his sudden behavior.
In other words, Guan He felt that his previous self was too dull, and felt that Lou Yuelin seemed to have his reasons for everything he did, so he didn't take the initiative.
Guan He leaned over and found that Lou Yuelin was a little avoiding, but he still had a smile on his face, he just gently put his arms around his shoulders, and asked with a smile: "What's wrong?"
"Why do you..." Guan He suddenly realized something, he lowered his head to look, and sure enough, he saw the baggy home pants...
"Cough." Lou Yuelin evaded for a while, showing a rare look of embarrassment, "I'm a man... what, just wait for me..."
Guan He still pulled him, "How many times? Was it like this before..."
There are not many opportunities for the two of them to get in touch with each other, but Lou Yuelin likes him so much, it's impossible for him to be like this only today.
Guan He is also a man, how could he not understand.
Lou Yuelin smiled and said, "Hey, don't expose me..."
Guan He lowered his head, blushing, "I'll help you... help you?"
Lou Yuelin grasped his wrist tightly, "Do you know what you're talking about?"
Guan He nodded.He thought, when he fell in love with Lou Yuelin, he only thought about what Lou Yuelin did to him, how should he repay him.
And this "return" is always inseparable from the plot in the movie, as if it is gone, he has no connection with Lou Yuelin.
Not so, he finally realized, not at all.
He loves Lou Yuelin, aside, standing here, he just loves the man in front of him.
Guan He said: "I've thought it over, really. Yue Lin...I'm sorry, I never...didn't care about you better..."
Lou Yuelin looked as if he was holding back hard, and a little blush appeared on his face, "This is not what I want..."
"I know." Guan He said softly, "But only I can do this for you, can't I?"
After finishing speaking, Guan He raised his head and looked at Lou Yuelin with bright eyes.
Lou Yuelin realized in an instant that Guan He in front of him suddenly changed, a little different.
In the past, Guan He was a little cautious in front of him, and he didn't dare to give him more love. It seemed that if he gave too much, it would be difficult to deal with it in the future. He took this idea as an armor and wrapped it around himself, trying to defend against something. .But now he "dropped his armor" and stood there frankly, saying that only he could do it.
Of course only he can do it, Lou Yuelin said this in his heart, followed by intense excitement.
For the first time, Lou Yuelin felt that he was about to lose his mind, his head was buzzing, and all rationality was almost gone.
He asked Guan He again, "Have you really thought about it?"
Guan He said firmly: "You are not afraid, what am I afraid of."
Lou Yuelin immediately kissed his mouth, hugged Guan He's waist with one hand, and almost lifted him from the ground.
Although Guan He was dizzy from being kissed, he knew very well in his heart that he knew what he was doing with Lou Yuelin, so he was not afraid.
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