Rebirth of the Spiritual Power Singer

"You were very bad in your last life... I met you about a year later. Unlike the successful winners in this life, I was extremely useless at that time, really. I was tricked into signing to Tianheng, and the first sign was a success. Ten years, the terms of the contract were extremely harsh, and the liquidated damages were even sky-high for me at that time. Fang Zhe didn’t give me any chance. It’s ridiculous. At that time, I thought that I was really jealous and suppressed by others because of my good looks... Your day was the worst start of my life."

"That day my manager suddenly said that he would take me to a banquet, saying that maybe I could find an opportunity. I believed it, and I was still grateful to him in my heart. I thought it was not easy for him to be a newcomer like me, but I didn't expect him to be Fang Zhe's one. Dog. They found someone to block me in an empty toilet, slashed my face with a broken glass bottle, and then locked me in a cubicle... You saved me, more accurately It is said that you in your previous life asked your subordinates to save me, although I can see that you just did it smoothly."

"You probably came in because you heard my cries for help and asked your subordinates to kick open the door. I looked at you stupidly from a long distance at that time. With just one glance, you seemed to be branded on my heart. You looked at me with cold eyes, even with disgust, and then turned your head and left, but I think the hotel service staff who came later should be called by you."

"That was the closest I was to you in my last life."

"Just like in this life, you at that time also had this peculiar attraction to me. I tried my best to learn about you and get as close as possible to you, but I was always far away from you. When I saw the disgust in your eyes."

"I don't blame you, because it's not just you. Since then, everyone has seen me with the same eyes. All my pride has been wiped out since then, as if I have used up my best use in the previous 18 years. , I started to feel inferior when facing you, and then I only dared to look at you secretly, because my face was really ugly at that time."

"Writing songs and singing has become the only pastime, and you have become a spiritual sustenance. I originally thought that when the contract expires, I will make some money and then go for plastic surgery. If you are still alone at that time, I will go to you. If the identity Sing if you can’t get enough, try to climb higher, it’s silly, because now I know that no matter how high a person in the entertainment circle climbs, you won’t pay attention to him.”

"But that was at least one of my goals, but Fang Zhe ruined it. After ruining my appearance, my voice was ruined. Although I didn't become dumb, my speech was so hoarse and unpleasant, how could I sing? At that time, I was very desperate, I really wanted to find you, I even imagined that you also liked me, just like now, comfort me, find out the truth for me, and avenge me, but after all, I couldn’t even summon up the courage to walk in front of you Don’t even dare to have an idea.”

"I didn't know who was behind the scenes at the time, but now that I knew everything was done by Fang Zhe, I understood why he did that. He was afraid that I would turn over one day, and that I would know the truth, so he tortured me time and time again. Hit the bottom. I hardly went out in the last two years. Fortunately, I could see your news occasionally on the Internet at that time, and I wrote songs when I was bored. So if you look at my works during that time now, it’s Extremely sad and desperate, I still don’t have the courage to sing.”

"Do you know why I misunderstood the relationship between you and Luke at first? Because I saw your scandal on the day I died. I seemed to be suffocated at the time, and I didn't even bother to hide my face before going out. What a coincidence , the bar I went to was night because it was very close to where I lived."

Chi Shaochen hugged Xia Houqian tightly in his arms, and kept stroking Xia Houqian's back with one hand, his eyes were full of distress. This was the first time Xia Houqian told him about the things in his previous life in detail, although he couldn't bear it, but He still refrained from interrupting because he wanted to finish listening.

Xia Houqian took a choked breath, and continued after a while: "As soon as I walked to the door, I heard Lu Ke standing outside the door and calling you. He smiled very nicely and was very happy. The tone of his speech was not familiar, I looked at his face that I had just seen on the Internet, turned around and fled back home in embarrassment, and as a result, I was caught at the door of the house."

"It should be Fang Zhe who did it, although I don't understand at all...why is he still refusing to let me go after I have become like that? He actually found a man to rape me...In the end, I was stabbed by mistake One knife, and when I woke up, I was 18 years old, the morning when I was supposed to sign a contract with Tianheng, that is, the day I met you."

"Shao Chen, I don't want to let Tianheng let go of Fang Zhe or even the Fang family. You must help me avenge you. Even if Liu Jinbai becomes hostile to you in the end, you must not hesitate. Those eight years...the experience of those eight years , so that I still can't get rid of the inferiority complex after rebirth, it seems to be engraved into my soul."

"Actually, I don't really care about going out. What I hate is that he made me miss you for eight years. I didn't even have the courage to approach you. I miss you so much and love you so much, but I can only walk away in pain." Looking at you from a distance, it seems that there is a voice in my heart saying that you are that person, that person is you, I can even feel that kind of pull, but he ruined everything, and I am not even qualified to stand by your side like that No……"

Feeling the damp heat on his neck, Chi Shaochen bent his head and kissed Xia Houqian's side face comfortingly.

He always wanted to know the answer, and even consulted a psychiatrist because he didn't understand why Xia Houqian was not confident when everything went smoothly. Now that he finally knows everything, he loves Xia Houqian, hates Fang Zhe, but hates himself even more !

Why didn't you give him a little more help when we first met?Maybe as long as you walk in a little bit, you can be attracted to him like in this life, and then draw him into your wings, heal his face, help him leave Tianheng, help him avenge, so that he can sing with peace of mind like now.

In this life, because of that accident, he came into contact with Xia Houqian, was attracted by him, fell in love with him, maybe because of that inexplicable attraction, although he had never loved anyone before, he also vaguely felt that they were different from others , but also love more deeply.If in the previous life he attracted Xia Houqian, but he was not attracted to him, so he loved him silently and painfully, at that time, wouldn't that attraction be a kind of torture?

Chi Shaochen turned over, hugged Xia Houqian face to face, and kissed gently on his forehead and closed eyes.

Thinking about the first time I saw Xia Houqian’s previous information, although the people in the photos still don’t smile much, their eyes and gestures are full of confidence and pride. As a 14-year-old, he was admitted to the Huaxia Conservatory of Music and received a certificate every semester. The highest scholarship is normal for a person who is impeccable regardless of his appearance and talent. Even if he grew up in a single-parent family, it still cannot be the reason to cover his brilliance.

He originally thought that Xia Houqian's change was due to his mother's death, but later he realized that he thought it was rebirth, but he still didn't know the inside story, never thought that the truth could be so cruel, and finally understood the reason why Xia Houqian was unwilling to say it all the time, just like him As I said just now, he thinks he is too useless. As a man, he lived his whole life like that, was calculated like that, and he didn’t know who was calculating him until he died. people.

He understood better why Xia Houqian's eyes were filled with gloom every time Fang Zhe was mentioned, because of hate, Xia Houqian said, he hated, but how could a simple word of hate fully express Xiahouqian's inner feelings?Even if he was not the person involved, after knowing all this, he wished that Fang Zhe's life would be worse than death immediately. It is no wonder that Xia Houqian insisted on killing him himself, otherwise this hatred would have nowhere to vent.

"I'm sorry, but even if I show disgust, it's definitely not because of your face, but because of my cleanliness, and there must be something wrong in my previous life, otherwise I will definitely be attracted to you as I am now, but since I have said it, in the future Don't think about it anymore, Tianheng is about to fail, you prepare for the concert, I will do these things, I will help my Xiaoqian get revenge, and stay with her in the previous life." After Chi Shaochen finished speaking, he gave Xia Houqian a kiss , not strong, without □□, but extremely gentle.

Xia Houqian rubbed his face against Chi Shaochen's cheek, then raised his eyes to look at Chi Shaochen, and suddenly felt that no matter what happened in his previous life, being able to be with Chi Shaochen now was already the happiest thing.If the previous torture was for the purpose of being in love with Chi Shaochen in this life, then he would not regret it.

"Shao Chen, I feel so happy now." After Xia Houqian finished speaking, she felt a little hypocritical, she looked away and tried to pretend to be normal and put her head close to Chi Shaochen's chest, but she didn't know that his actions made Chi Shaochen feel extremely cute , although in terms of Xia Houqian's height and appearance, sincerity has nothing to do with the word cute, but in the eyes of lovers, no matter how you look at it, you are always happy.

"Me too, I love you, I love you very much." Even if we both understand some things, we still need to say them occasionally. Whether it's a confession or a promise, we always say it.

Xia Houqian who heard this sentence with his own ears felt a little embarrassed, but felt an inexplicable warmth in his heart. This was the first time that Chi Shaochen had confessed his love to him, and he said it so seriously, his heart was beating wildly for a moment.

"I...I love you too." Xia Houqian thought that he had never said these three words to Chi Shaochen, but forgot that his confession just now had much more weight than the simple three words I love you.

"Oh~ I know." Looking at Xia Houqian, Chi Shaochen couldn't hold back his hand again, touched Xia Houqian's head, and rubbed it again.

Such a beautiful Xiahouqian belongs to him, but just thinking about it makes him feel complete. What happened to Xiahouqian, who passed by him in his previous life, in the end?Is it a lonely life?After all, even if he dislikes everyone getting close to him, it is very, very difficult to fall in love with someone with his personality.Other people might be able to marry and have sex without being in love, but he was different.

Just like in this life, before he met Xia Houqian, he had never had any relationship with men and women, and he never had any basic physical contact because of his spiritual obsession. In those years, his desire was very, very weak, and he thought he was a sexual woman. He was indifferent, but Xia Houqian's appearance later made him start to change. As long as he was with him, he couldn't help but want to do some disharmonious things, even if he didn't do it, he still wanted to kiss and hug in the end.