boys' feelings are always poetry

113.

Song Yu hugged the piglet and waited downstairs in Lu Jijiao. There happened to be a gazebo. Song Yu sat in the gazebo and waited. He was still a little nervous. Although Fang Zhihui was standing at the gate of the community, he was alone at this moment. , came to find the squad leader alone, if he had any concerns, it was that he was too stupid to mess things up.

Lu Jixue finally appeared, holding a piglet that was exactly the same as the one in Song Yu's arms.

What the hell!

Song Yu was shocked.

Lu Jixue was also a little shocked, but real men never panic. Lu Jixue adjusted his mentality, with no expression on his face, and stuffed the piglet into Song Yu's arms with one hand, and pulled Song Yu's piglet over.

"Give it to me?" Lu Jixue rubbed Piggy's head, there was a lot of cotton inside, it was soft.

"It's for you." Song Yu touched the piggy that Lu Jixue gave him, and sweat broke out in his palms. Song Yu rubbed his trousers, not wanting to rub the sweat on the piggy, even though the piggy didn't like it. Wearing trousers, it may be a disrespectful pig, but you can't dirty other people's short sleeves.

"Thank you." Lu Jixue's mentality is very good. From another point of view, he and Song Yu have a good understanding. They even have the same aesthetics in choosing piglets. It can be said that they are a very good match.

"Oh, and this!" Song Yu almost forgot Fang Zhizhi's card because of the serious and depressing atmosphere.

Lu Jixue watched Song Yu take out the card carefully. It was a three-dimensional folded card, mainly light yellow, with a touch of Chinese style.

Also write me a small card, that's great.

Lu Jixue took the card, opened it, and read a line of words. He couldn't adjust his mentality, and his face was gloomy, much like the dark clouds in the rainy season in May.

"What does it mean?"

Song Yu wanted to answer: Is it literally?Did Fang Zhizhi express too vaguely?But it's too much to just answer literally, as if he is very powerful, as if he is the CEO of a Fortune [-] company, and Lu Jixue is just a fresh graduate who came to work as an assistant.

"That...it's because...you voted for Fang Zhihui five times before, and he wanted to thank you. He didn't know what you like, so he bought this piggy. It's cute."

After finishing speaking, Song Yu smiled, showing several small white teeth, trying to ease the atmosphere and make the class monitor's face less serious, just like the class teacher handing out final exam papers.

"..."

Lu Jixue was holding the piggy's head. For some reason, he felt that the piggy's head looked like a cabbage. It was not cute anymore.

"and then?"

Song Yu thought that what would Lu Jixue do after asking him, Song Yu thought, if the squad leader eats hot and sour noodles with them, it’s okay, if the squad leader doesn’t like spicy food, you can eat clear soup with more minced meat, it’s also delicious .

"Oh, Fang Zhihui is waiting for me at the gate of the community, let's eat hot and sour noodles together later!"

Song Yu chuckled in his heart, and said in his heart that I have hinted to this extent, Mr. Squad Leader, maybe you can join the civilian team?

However, Lu Jixue's face became even more gloomy, as if covered by a layer of black air.

114.

"You go to eat, goodbye."

Lu Jixue took the piglet and left. From his back, one can see a sense of loss, even Song Yu, who is so nervous, can see it.

It must be because the squad leader doesn't like hot and sour noodles.

So Song Yu stood in the gazebo and shouted: You can also eat ramen!That is not spicy!And there is a sanitation license!

Lu Jixue bought a can of iced Coke from the vending machine downstairs. This is what he would do when he was in a bad mood, drinking iced Coke.

As a three-good student, minors are not allowed to drink alcohol, so he can only drink another shocking drink, soda.Iced Coke is similar. After you drink it, you rush out, even with sad things, floating in the air. When you look at it, you may shed tears, or you may not. Scattered, and finally disappeared.

Lu Jixue remembered that when he was young, he had a bad temper and a bad mentality. He often exploded and wanted to destroy the world and end with the world. It was just a boy's secondary disease. He rarely had joyful expectations. Most of what he has is a constant loss, so the extreme second disease is gradually wiped out by the pain. In order to continue to live in this world intact, he should be as mature as an adult.

When he was a child, he wrote in his diary: You don't like me because you are all idiots.

He thought about him at that time, no one liked him, right? Who would like such a person?Even if it falls on the side of the road, how many good-hearted people will come and take a look?

He was sitting on the window sill, with a can of Coke in his hand, and he could stare at the scenery outside the window in a daze, and often in a daze, he thought, if he was a crying brat, There should be tears welling up by now.

If he can find his childhood diary, he must cross out the sentence: You don't like me because you are all idiots.

Be sure to add: Lu Jixue, believe in yourself.