boys' feelings are always poetry

269.

On the night when the grades were released, Song Yu and his mother sat at the computer desk, silent.

The results were announced at twelve o'clock, and Song Yu's heart was full of turmoil and mixed feelings.

"Son, you won't fail the university entrance exam, will you?"

Song Yu's mother still has great expectations for Song Yu. Although she knows that Song Yu is playful and doesn't like studying, and his academic performance is not good, but judging from the results of the three models, it is not a problem for Song Yu to enter a second-tier college. But I can't get into a very good second-list college.

"do not know."

Time disappeared minute by minute, and when the pointer pointed to the number 12, Song Yu freaked out and shouted: Quickly check the results! !

Song Yu stabilized his mood, clicked on the admissions information website, and entered his name, examination number, and ID card number into it.

A blank page appears, refreshed once, twice, thrice...

Song Yu's grades suddenly appeared in front of him.

Song Yu looked at the math score first out of instinct, and got 73 points in math.

Song Yu's mother picked up the calculator and began to seriously calculate the total score. The calculator is usually used by his mother for business. Pressing a number makes a sound, which sounds a bit embarrassing.

"Total score, 465."

Along with the total score, there is also a text message from Fang Zhihui. Fang Zhihui's total score is 450. He can go to a good university. I have to say that Zhao Yingxiong's worries are unnecessary. Fang Zhihui is unlikely to be too poor to wear pants .

The second text message that arrived was from Fan Buwei, and Fan Buwei directly sent his results: I, Fan Buwei, succeeded in chasing my dream.

Song Yu was still waiting, waiting for Lu Jixue's text message, but he waited and waited, but he didn't wait for Lu Jixue's text message. He might have forgotten himself.

Song Yu's mother has already started researching how to apply for university. She and Fan Buwei's mother bought it together. It is a thick book teaching people how to apply for university. The cover is khaki, and it seems to be divided into two volumes. The heavy feeling reminded him of the pirated version of Zhonghua 5000 Years that he bought.

"A score of 465 is not bad. You still focus on mathematics. Next, let's see how to apply for the exam. Which city do you want to go to?"

Which city do you want to go to?

Song Yu was depressed, he had to pick up his phone and sent a text message to Lu Jixue, "How did you do in the exam?"

Lu Jixue didn't reply to him, but soon he found out that there was no need to ask Lu Jixue himself about this question, because Lu Jixue's high grades were quickly publicized by the head of the school year, and even sent someone to make a red banner overnight for Lu Jixue, the top science student in Huai City.

I remembered Lu Jixue's answer a few days ago: Tsinghua University.

Song Yu carefully expressed his heart, "Beijing?"

"Beijing???" Song Yu's mother was shocked. After being shocked, he picked up the apple on the table and started to eat it. "Pull it down, you still want to go to a school in Beijing at that point, and Beijing, Shanghai, Guangzhou are all useless. Change quickly."

"..."

Song Yu's heart was broken into pieces, and when the cold wind blew, the pieces piled up into two words in his heart: Forget it.

270.

Before applying for the exam, the school organized an exam application meeting to tell parents how to apply for the exam. For example, girls carefully apply for civil engineering machinery manufacturing.

After the results were announced, Song Yu didn't go out much, he lay at home and listened to the radio every day, got up and ate leftovers when he was hungry, and lay back after eating, and continued to listen to the radio.

After Song Yu told Lu Jixue his grades, Lu Jixue worked all night to analyze which school was more suitable for Song Yu. The result of the analysis was that Huaishi University of Science and Technology was the best among the second-tier universities.

What shit.

Since elementary school, successive generations of head teachers have said: If you don’t study hard, you can only go to Huai Technology in the future.

Lu Jixue’s reason is that Huai Science and Technology is strong in science, especially chemistry. Although Huai Technology is not well-known, its school rankings are better than some famous schools. Song Yu’s grades are not high. If you are professional enough, you can learn knowledge.

Song Yu's mother had the same thought when she came back from the exam application meeting. She was probably attacked by the monitor of her class.

"I went to college together, but I haven't stepped out yet, so I'm studying at the door of my house?"

"Very good, you can still go home and stay at ordinary times, how nice."

Song Yu slammed the door, locked himself in the room, and listened to the radio.

At the beginning, there were cross talk skits on the radio, and Song Yu laughed heartlessly when he heard it. The laughter was hollow and soulless. After listening to it for a while, it became a song-demanding program. It was an idol drama theme song, exclusive Angel.

"No one can snatch you away from me, you are mine, an exclusive angel, and I can have it exclusively."

This song makes people uncomfortable, who ordered this broken song?

Song Yu turned off the radio angrily, and lay on the bed crying. The tears were like a stream. Fortunately, the pillow absorbed water.

Failure is the mother of success, where you fall, don't sleep there.

In the end, Song Yu accepted the result of Huai Keji.

"There are many beautiful people in Beijing, don't get lost in the feasting and feasting."

"Okay, in the future I will definitely study for the rise of China."

Song Yu felt bitter. In the past, there was a huge gap between him and Lu Jixue, but everyone wore the same school uniform, and the gap narrowed. Now, there is a gap between him and Lu Jixue.

Thinking about it another way, Song Yu is also happy. He has no ideals himself, but others have them. When others realize their ideals, he should be the one applauding on the side of the road. Hello, congratulations, you have succeeded in chasing your dreams.

Hello, Lu Jixue, congratulations, you have succeeded in chasing your dream.

271.

After a holiday of silence, news came from the school that the admission notice had arrived in the mail. It was in the mail room on the first floor of the third district, and you could get it by showing the doorman your ID card.

Song Yu's calm heart ached again.

He picked a bad weather to pick up the notice, it was the kind of weather where it was raining heavily, so that he would not meet anyone, and he did not want to meet anyone.

Before the gate of the third district, there was a pile of senior high school graduates selling used books and sundries. Now it was raining heavily, and they all went home.

Compared with the glaring classmates and the glaring campus scenery, what is even more glaring is the bright red big list pasted at the school gate. That big list only records the top [-] people who scored in the college entrance examination. This school was silently removed and silently forgotten.

"Lu Jixue, Class 35, top student in science in Huai City."

Song Yu stood in front of the red banner with an umbrella, his heart was full of sourness, and he still pretended not to care, "This shit is fading, the water is red."

Pedestrians passing by took a few glances at him, how admiring the student of the number one scholar in science, he looked at the banner of the number one student in science lovingly even in the heavy rain.

The doorman opened the small window, he had a little impression of Song Yu.

"Little classmate, come to pick up the notice?"

Song Yu closed his umbrella and nodded. The uncle outside the door thought he was very cute, and mistaken Song Yu's decadence for being cute.

"Which class?"

"High Class 35, Song Yu."

The doorman let out an oh, and lowered his head to search carefully.

"Huaishi University of Science and Technology?"

"Ah."

"Huaishi University of Science and Technology?"

"What...what's the matter?" Song Yu was a little guilty. Could it be that it is a shame to be admitted to a second-tier college now? Could it be that it discredited his alma mater?

"There are two students in your class who are going to Huai City University of Science and Technology, what a coincidence."

"Who?" Song Yu thought about all the people in the class who had similar grades to his own, but couldn't figure out who it was.

"Here, look it up yourself."

Song Yu clumsily flipped through the notification letter from Class [-]. He was very careful, so the speed was very slow. He started flipping through it from the beginning, and finally saw the letter with the same cover as his own notification letter.

Huaishi University of Science and Technology (send)——Lu Jixue, Class 35, Huaishi No. [-] Middle School (receipt).

"What shit?"

Song Yu wanted to tear up Lu Jixue's stupid competition notice immediately, and it would be best to let it disappear and never appear.

Lu Jixue was on the way to pick up the notice. He was holding a big umbrella, walking very steadily, with one hand in his pocket, showing indifference.

"Lu Jixue! You are looking for death! You must be sick!"

The extremely irritable Song Yu descended from the sky and vowed to fight Lu Jixue to the death.

"Why, did Song Yu see my Tsinghua notice?"

"What Tsinghua? What shit?"

The two of them didn't speak any more, and all their actions stopped in this empty alley.

He is a stealer.

He is an honest man.

"You know that you act like a psychopath? Are you mentally ill? It's terrible to make fun of your own life."

"I'm not."

If there is an oden restaurant on the side of the road at this time, Lu Jixue wants to invite Song Yu to sit down and have a meal. Unfortunately, there is nothing in the alley, so he can only stand here in embarrassment and tell a story. Listen, is it a story you love to hear?

"Do you know what kind of kid I was when I was a kid? When I was a kid, I was dark, thin, and short, and I used to swear. I hated everyone in the world, and at the same time I wanted everyone Everyone loves me, a very pure wish, but also a very whimsical wish.”

"When I was in the third grade of elementary school, one day after school at noon, I finally ran into my mother who came to look for me, but she was not standing at the door looking for me, but standing on the residential building opposite the school. Everyone was comforting her. , she is so young and so beautiful, but, only I know, her life has been damaged and cannot be repaired."

"As if she was taking revenge on someone, she jumped down from upstairs and died."

"I didn't cry, because I knew, maybe, people are born with destiny, some people should die at five years old, some people should die at ten years old, some people should die at 80 years old, and I might die today, she died Then I have to die."

"I was very confused. I looked at the speeding vehicles on the avenue, and I thought, if I take a few more steps, then my fate should be over."

"At this time, a chubby little hand grabbed my wrist. He was tall and strong, with curly hair and a serious expression. He said to me: "Little brother, I am the captain of the third grade and the weekly student on campus." , Someone jumped off the building in front, it was scary, I will escort you home."

"I held hands with him and walked through that terrible road. When I looked back, my life was not lost on that road, and my life is still there."

He finally finished the story in staccato staccato.

He was very spineless crying in the rain.

The people who listened to the story were also crying. During his elementary school career, he helped many elementary school students. He couldn’t remember at all. He once led a little black boy across the road, and led a little black boy who wanted to die on the road. Girl, cross the road.

He is grateful, grateful to himself who was foolish all those years ago.

The rain gradually decreased, the heavy rain turned into light rain, and the light rain reluctantly stopped.

"It's a clear sky, which is really rare."

"Rainbow after rain, so beautiful."

"Congratulations, student Lu Jixue has been admitted to Huaishi University of Science and Technology!"

"Same joy, same joy, classmate Song Yu was also admitted to Huaishi University of Science and Technology."

Song Yu shook the water on the umbrella, put the umbrella away, and stretched out his hands with a smile after putting it away.

"I am a senior high school graduate and a first-year freshman at Huaihe Science and Technology Co., Ltd. There is an infinitely beautiful Kangzhuang Avenue in front of me. It is wonderful. Can you escort me down?"

"of course."

"Of course not?"

"of course can."

On this day, Lu Jixue wrote in his diary: Love is the key to changing fate. I love you for a century.

The author has something to say: happy ending of the journal idiot literature, see you in September for the new article.slipped away.