The actor is a licking dog

Jian Yi was stimulated, all the memories about Cheng Yang, good and bad, all came to mind.

He wanted to talk, or he would end up being overwhelmed by the churning of negativity.

"Maintaining the habit of keeping a diary or finding a close friend to confide in can vent bad emotions, understand the pattern of psychological stress, and help the development of mental health." This is what a psychological counselor gave him when he received psychological treatment abroad suggestion.

In the past few years, he has no diary and no friends. He is so busy working for his livelihood that he has no time to worry about the spring and autumn.

But it was different now, He Boyan was by his side.

So, he told him intermittently about the past few years.

Because of deliberately hurting others, he was held in the detention center for 32 days before he was released.During this month, he didn't say a word, and sat on the bench every day, either in a daze, or recalling the bits and pieces since he and Cheng Yang met and fell in love. His patience is getting worse, and another example is the occasional inexplicable clothes of outsiders at home.

But because he liked Cheng Yang, he didn't want to end a relationship easily, so he didn't delve into it.He believed whatever Cheng Yang said, just like a fool.

After he was released, he was taken back to his apartment by Shen Shuyu, still silent, as if he had been deprived of his vocal cords during this short but long month.

Shen Shuyu was very anxious, he couldn't pry Jian Yi's mouth away no matter what, and finally called his parents helplessly.

Hearing her mother's worried voice, Jian Yi uttered the first syllable in a hoarse voice, which was very unpleasant.

After solving the problem of speaking, new problems soon followed.

At that time, Shen Shuyu was planning to arrange a press conference, and asked Jian Yi to apologize publicly and give a reasonable explanation for the incident of hurting people. I couldn't help shivering and chilling, and even felt nauseous. I couldn't tell which of the emotions occupying my chest was higher, anger or fear.

But both Shen Shuyu and him knew that something was wrong with him.

As a result, the press conference fell through, and he flew to the United States for psychotherapy.

So far he still remembers the explanation given to him by the counselor, saying that his reaction is a classic psychological phenomenon-fight or flight: when facing pressure, some people will feel challenged and choose to take the initiative, while others People choose to run away because they feel threatened.

But when he faced Cheng Yang, the source of stress, his adrenaline surged, his heart beat faster, his whole body trembled, and he was more inclined to the latter passive defense strategy.

A psychological counselor told him: "The key is not the pressure itself, but how you feel about the pressure."

It took Jian Yi nearly a year to slowly understand this sentence, and he began to improve, at least his performance in front of the psychological counselor was improving.

"Actually, compared to my previous reaction, I'm really much better today." Jian Yi raised her head, and her whole body fell into He Boyan's gentle and deep gaze, which made him feel at ease. I feel it."

He Boyan was both distressed and angry, he put his arm around Jian Yi, and stroked the scar on his forehead with the other.

"How did this scar come about? Did Cheng Yang do it?"

Jian Yi shook her head: "I did it myself, I was quite desperate at that time, and my emotions were a bit extreme."

He Boyan held his hand and exerted a little force, but Jane could feel him trembling.

Jian Yi pressed the other hand on He Boyan's chest, under the palm was a vigorous heartbeat, he gradually tightened his fingers to hold He Boyan's T-shirt, and then slowly loosened it, the cheap pure white fabric instantly became extremely wrinkled.

He did this five or six times before looking at He Boyan, his eyes were reddish, and his throat tightened: "After coming out of the detention center, he found someone to threaten me. If I reveal about their group.P, it's not just me, He also wants to touch my brother. He knows everything about my family, I...I really never thought he would become like this, so I, I...thought of suicide."

"Stop it," He Boyan felt angina when he heard that, he pressed Jian Yi into his arms, hugged him tightly, and kept stroking Jian Yi's hair and back, "Everything is over, it's over, let's Looking ahead, things are getting better, you know?"

"Yeah." Jian Yi took a deep breath, then let it out slowly, and said with a smile: "It's really easy to say, thank you for being willing to listen."

He Boyan hugged him even tighter, bowed his head on his hair and kissed again and again.

After quietly embracing each other for a while, Jian Yi suddenly patted He Boyan on the back, signaling him to let go of his embrace.

The two sat facing each other, Jian Yi straightened her back, looking a little nervous.

He Boyan didn't understand, so when he was about to ask, Jian Yi mustered up the courage to look at him and said, "I want to go back, I... want to make a movie."

Seeing Cheng Yang again today, he was humiliated for no reason, which hurt Jian Yi's self-esteem and made him more sober.He shouldn't punish himself for such a person. He has been stagnant for the past four years, and he can't spend his whole life on it.Filming has always been his favorite thing. In the past few years, he has spent his spare time reading related books and film and television dramas. He should pick it up again.

If he still has the chance.

He Boyan didn't know how happy he was to hear that he offered to make a film. He shouted "yes", threw Jian Yi onto the bed, bowed his head and passionately kissed him.

Jane Yi was infected by his excitement and enthusiasm, and couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth to kiss him back.

Seeing Tianlei igniting the fire, they touched the inside of each other's pants, and then the room doorbell rang untimely.

He Boyan didn't want to pay attention, he knelt beside Jian Yi and wanted to take off his clothes, but Jian Yi turned over and rolled on the bed to escape.

Jian Yi lay on the bed and looked at him with her chin up: "I'm hungry, can I eat first?"

Can you say no?Even though He Boyan was very reluctant, he didn't want him to go hungry, so he could only get out of bed and open the door.

He still had a tent on his lower body, and his summer shorts were very thin, which was very obvious.

Looking outside through the peephole, He Boyan unfastened the anti-theft chain, opened the door only a crack, poked his head out and said to the waiter, "Stop the dining car at the door, and pick it up tomorrow."

"Okay, Young Master He." The waiter bowed slightly to him, with an extremely respectful attitude.

When the waiter walked away, He Boyan opened the door and pushed the dining car in. At this time, Jian Yi had already come to the living room from the suite. Seeing the exquisitely arranged food on the upper and lower floors of the dining car, he couldn't help admiring: "Okay." rich."

He Boyan raised his chin, looked at his feet, and said, "Why are you barefoot? What about slippers?"

"It's okay, I'm not afraid of the cold in summer." Jian Yi went to help push the dining cart, but He Boyan carried him by the waist, and he was carried to the dining table.

"Sit down, and wait to eat obediently." He Boyan's inexplicably domineering temperament came out again, Jian Yi blushed and climbed down from the dining table, sat cross-legged on the chair, not daring to move.

Plates were placed in front of them, and there was a piece of cream cake at the end. He Boyan said: "Desserts can make people happy."

Jane smiled: "So you like sweets."

He Boyan explained: "There are scientific arguments for this, Brother Xiaoyi, you should eat more later."

Jane nodded with a smile.

The two chatted while eating, and the atmosphere was very pleasant. When they talked about Cheng Yang, it seemed that the invisible boulder that had been pressing on them for many years collapsed, and they felt relaxed.It turns out that such a thing as liberation can really happen in an instant.Jane thought, maybe this is called "suddenly enlightened".

"I'll call Lao Qin tomorrow and tell him that Chen Nuo will be played by you." He Boyan wiped his mouth clean with a tissue, and pushed the cream cake towards Jian Yi.

Jian Yi also put down the knife and fork, and when she heard his words, she quickly shook her head and refused: "It's true that I want to film, but you really can't do it for me, I..."

He wanted to say that he had to rely on his own abilities, but the entertainment industry was too realistic, and it was not easy to win resources, not to mention that he was still carrying the scandal four years ago, who would want to use him?In the final analysis, He Boyan could only rely on He Boyan to help him manage it.

He Boyan knew what he was thinking, and said: "Actually, I told Lao Qin about this after I found you some time ago. I can tell that he is not unwilling. You have cooperated with him before, and he knows that you are a good person. actor."

Jian Yi clutched her trouser legs a little nervously, and nodded to show that she was listening.

He Boyan continued: "It's just that I wasn't sure at the time whether you would still want to come back to filming, so the script of Chen Nuo's role was temporarily handed over to me. It's not because I wanted to act so much, but because I had selfish intentions and wanted to give you a role." seat."

Jianyi: "...is there still such an operation?"

He Bo said with a smile: "I have invested in this movie, and I can still exercise my privileges when it comes to casting."

Jane pursed her lips.

He Boyan said: "Of course, Lao Qin also has his own concerns and considerations. You should participate in the audition, and you can shoot after passing, but I will not force you into the crew. What do you think?"

Jane asked, "What about you?"

He Boyan smiled and said: "Of course I will go with you too. You go to audition for Chen Nuo, and I will audition for Xiao Li. Don't worry, I won't lose my job because of you."

Jian Yi finally showed a smile, he wanted to say "thank you", but when he opened his mouth, He Boyan scooped a spoonful of cream and fed it into his mouth.The sweet and soft cream melts in the mouth, it really is a good thing that will make people happy.

He Boyan diligently put the dinner plate back into the dining car, wiped the table clean, then pushed the car aside, and walked over to Jian Yi to stand beside her.

Jian Yi, who was sitting cross-legged in a chair, was concentrating on eating the cake. Seeing him coming, she thought that he wanted to eat too, so she held a small plate and handed it to him: "It's too big, I can't finish it."

He Boyan took the cake and put it on the dining table, pressed one hand on the table, and leaned on the back of the chair with the other, leaned over and looked at Jian Yi, and asked, "Do you know how to eat it to finish it?"

Jian Yi was surrounded by him, and the atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous.

He seemed to know it, but he didn't seem to know it well. At the moment, his heart was beating a little fast, his mind was flying wild, and he nodded and shook his head in a daze.

He Boyan suddenly approached, wrapped his arms around his waist, and supported his legs with the other, and carried him to the dining table.

He put his hand into the simple T-shirt, scratched the chest and waistline with his fingertips, then grabbed the hem of the clothes and rolled them up one by one.

Jian Yi realized what he wanted to do, her face turned red instantly, and her breathing became heavy.He obediently sat back on the dining table, his eyes were already watery, and he looked at He Boyan softly.

He Boyan didn't intend to kiss him, but just stared at him intently, scooped out a piece of butter with his other hand, and spread it on Jian Yi's chest, and Jian Yi bit her lower lip shyly, both nervous and expectant.

"Brother Xiaoyi, lift your butt." He Boyan patted his butt lightly, Jianyi lifted it obediently, and then her lower body was cold, and her underwear and shorts were taken off together.

He Boyan still looked into his eyes with that fiery gaze, and slowly spread the cream on Jianyi's lower abdomen, navel, groin and penis.

The tips of Jian Yi's ears were all red, illuminated by the spotlight above her head, the pinnae of her ears were all translucent red.He called "Bo Yan" softly, like a kitten.

He Boyan's cheeks were also flushed, and under Jianyi's gaze, he lowered his head extremely slowly, and licked the cream on his breasts with his tongue bit by bit into his mouth.

"It's so sweet." His tongue brushed the delicate skin all the way down, approaching the place that made people blush and heartbeat.

Panting, Jian Yi put her legs on his shoulders so that He Boyan could eat him more conveniently.