Acting like a baby is shameful but useful

What his mother said to him yesterday came to mind: "Zhou Heng, I can tell you that your father and I are very happy that you want a child, but raising a child is not as simple as you think. You and Chunsheng We are all so busy, and we are all in the rising period of our career. At this time, raising a child, you can’t let the nanny do everything, right? Who of you will accompany the child’s growth? Your father and I can help take care of it, but the child always Do you still want a father? Do you have time? Or do you plan to let Chunsheng bring it? Now that Chunsheng is not yet 25, you just want to see him give up his job and go home to take care of the child?"

What his mother said set off a wake-up call for him.

Zhou Heng didn't think so much at all. He thought that Jian Chunsheng liked children, and he also wanted a child. That's why the previous things happened.

But what his mother said was a difficult problem before the two of them.

Whether it's him or Jian Chunsheng, the two of them really don't have time to take care of their children.

More importantly, he suddenly felt a little bit reluctant - he couldn't bear to part with the good time when he was in love with Jian Chunsheng.

If you really have a child, life will definitely not be as comfortable as it is now.

"So, let's have a baby later." Zhou Heng was still worried that Jian Chunsheng would be unhappy.

Jian Chunsheng had no objection, "Okay."

He really doesn't care.After all, he is not a mother either, and he doesn't have the urgency and maternal love that insists on having a child.

After lunch, the two rolled the sheets very logically, after all, they hadn't seen each other for a week.Jian Chunsheng could feel Zhou Heng's urgency and passion very much.He found that two people have been together for a long time, whether the other party really wants to do this kind of thing or is pretending, there is no way to hide it, and the state of being in bed cannot be faked at all.

For example, now, Zhou Heng is completely like a hungry wolf, and he is still a hungry wolf in a suit with a gentle appearance.

"Zhou Heng, slow down!" Jian Chunsheng couldn't bear it anymore, so he had to shout, "It hurts too much!"

Only then did Zhou Heng take some effort.

Both of them were dripping with sweat.

There was a "pop" mixed with the sound of water and the creaking sound of the bed shaking.

Jian Chunsheng spread his legs and wrapped around Zhou Heng tightly, moaning and panting.

"I...I'm going to die." Jian Chunsheng said with his arms around Zhou Heng's neck, crying.

"what--"

Jian Chun thought panting angrily, and finally subsided.

He was so tired that he didn't even have time to say anything. Zhou Heng kissed him helplessly. His whole body was numb and his mind was dizzy. Farther and farther away, he fell into a hazy darkness.

When I woke up again, it was already 04:30 in the afternoon.

Zhou Heng was sitting next to him, holding a notebook in his hand and typing on the keyboard.

The dense percussion sounds like the sound of rain.

Jian Chunsheng opened his eyes, and his consciousness gradually became clear. His first reaction was numbness in his limbs, as if he had run [-] meters and lost all his strength.

His hand touched Zhou Heng's thigh.

Zhou Heng's thighs were strong and full of tendons.

When he thought of what Zhou Heng had done to him before, he pinched him like venting his hatred.

Zhou Heng was so caught off guard by him, took a breath, looked down at him, Jian Chunsheng looked at him with a pair of dark eyes, Zhou Heng's heart became very soft.

He put the notebook aside, lowered his head and kissed Jian Chunsheng on the forehead, and said, "Xiaobao, are you awake?"

"Hmph!" Jian Chun looked angry and glared at Zhou Heng.

Knowing that he had done it ruthlessly before, Zhou Heng wanted to beg for mercy, so he lifted the quilt, picked up Jian Chunsheng, and walked towards the bathroom.

"Why?" Jian Chunsheng's eyes widened, and he thought, Zhou Heng still wants to come to the bathroom, right? !

Zhou Heng patted Jian Chunsheng on the head, "What are you thinking, take a shower, and let's go out to eat."

"I don't want to go out." Jian Chunsheng snorted, "I'm tired, I want to stay at home."

Zhou Heng: "The seats are already reserved."

"I won't go." Jian Chunsheng said persistently.

Usually Jian Chunsheng has never been so ignorant, even if he is not feeling well, he still wants to make the other party happy.

But today, Jian Chunsheng doesn't want to be a person who understands the general situation.

He just wants to swear now.

But seeing Zhou Heng's handsome face, he swallowed his swear words again.

Well, at least Zhou Heng, although a bit fierce, at least proves that he is capable, it is better than premature ejaculation that can only last three seconds on the bed.

Jian Chunsheng comforted himself in this way, coquettishly stubbornly.He didn't even realize that he was acting like a baby.

Zhou Heng turned on the shower, and the hot water immediately diffused with mist.

Jian Chunsheng put his whole body on Zhou Heng, allowing him to wash his hair and make soap for him.

Zhou Heng's movements were very delicate and gentle, and a word came to Jian Chunsheng's mind-tough man tenderness.

Although Zhou Heng is not the kind of tough man who doesn't say anything, he is also an extremely tough man.

Probably because of the hot water, Jian Chunsheng's body gradually softened, and it was no longer so numb and stiff.

His face was flushed, moist and soft.

Zhou Heng helped him wash his body clean, patted his buttocks, and said, "Okay, go out and get dressed by yourself."

"What about you?"

Jian Chunsheng asked.

Zhou Heng: "I'll wash my hair."

In the end, the two still didn't go out and ate at home.The dinner was not very grand either. Zhou Heng made a pigeon soup, fried a piece of bacon brought by Jian Chunsheng from home, and added a side dish.After dinner, Zhou Heng asked, "What do you want to do that night?"

Jian Chun was full, sat down on the sofa with a blanket in her arms, "Watch a movie."

Zhou Heng: "Do you want me to accompany you?"

"I saw you were sending emails just now? Have a job?" Jian Chunsheng asked.

Zhou Heng: "Work is available all the time, there is no rush."

"Then let's watch together." Jian Chunsheng patted himself beside him, motioning Zhou Heng to sit down.

Zhou Heng hummed and sat down beside Jian Chunsheng.

Jian Chunsheng leaned on Zhou Heng's shoulder and looked for movies with the remote control.

Zhou Heng smelled the light scent of Jian Chunsheng's body. At this moment, time seemed to be stretched long and soft.

As soon as the Spring Festival is over, the busy work status will resume immediately.

Jian Chunsheng wanted to pull Wei Chen back, and when he was fifteen, the first thing he did was to ask Wei Chen out to meet him.

Wei Chen has no job now. Of course, with the savings and family assets he has saved in the past, even if he doesn't work in the future, it is enough to live well.

He asked Wei Chen to meet at a bookstore.

Next to the bookstore is a coffee shop. After the two combined, they broke through the wall and used each other's resources to attract a large group of literary and artistic youths to come here.

Jian Chunsheng looked at the latest books in the bookstore, picked two and bought them, sat down in the cafe, ordered a cappuccino, and waited for Wei Chen while reading.

The time he agreed on was two o'clock in the afternoon, and Wei Chen arrived 5 minutes earlier.

Jian Chunsheng looked up at him and smiled, "Why haven't you seen you get fatter after the new year?"

Wei Chen is the man with the best body he has ever seen.

When a person reaches middle age, even if he pays attention to maintenance, he will always change from a slender boy to a strong middle-aged man.

But Wei Chen's figure is still tall and thin, and there is no trace of fat on his face.

Wei Chen took off his sunglasses and put them at hand, and showed a charming smile to Jian Chunsheng, with a row of white teeth dazzling his eyes.

Jian Chunsheng clicked his tongue twice, and said: "Brother Chen, be careful, I saw the recent news that a woman knocked out a handsome man, took him home and raped him."

Wei Chen: "Then you should worry about Zhou Heng."

Jian Chunsheng raised his chin proudly, "I don't have to worry about that. He comes home after work and never goes out to fool around."

"It's as if I'm always fooling around outside." Wei Chen smiled and shook his head, "So, if I'm not wrong, you asked me out this time because you want me to go back to the original work?"

"Of course." Jian Chunsheng nodded, "You are our chief helmsman."

"You have made so many achievements with Yuandian Studio in the past six months, but you don't need me." Wei Chen said.

"It's all trying to hold on." Jian Chunsheng heard Wei Chen's words that Feng didn't really want to take this job, so he couldn't help being a little anxious, "And, brother Chen, I'm too tired, you can help me."

Wei Chen: "Chunsheng, you should know that Wen Lan has returned to China, and my heart is not at work."

Jian Chunsheng was silent.

When Wei Chen said this, he didn't know how to continue to persuade Wei Chen.

He had heard the story of Wei Chen and Wen Lan a long time ago. At that time, he still felt that it was a pity that such a good man as Wei Chen fell on a straight man.

"Brother Chen, do you really have no intention of giving up at all?" Jian Chunsheng asked.

Wei Chen shook his head, "Never."

"Then what if you can't succeed in this life?"

"Then be his lifelong friend, at least by his side."

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When the setting sun sank to the ground, the afterglow dyed the sky orange, that translucent orange, like a goldfish swimming past.

Jian Chunsheng stood on the side of the road and looked across the road. It was the rush hour after get off work and school, and the opposite side of the zebra crossing was crowded with people.

When the red light turned green, the people on both sides met in the middle of the road, separated again, and walked in their respective directions.

When Jian Chunsheng returned to the Zhou Group building, it was already past the off-duty time, but there were still many people staying to work overtime.

He took the elevator to the office area of ​​Yuandian Studio, and when he entered the door, he happened to meet Li Meiyu packing up his things and getting ready to leave work.

"Dabao?" Li Meiyu looked at him in surprise, "Why are you back at this time?"

Everyone else in the studio had already left work, and Li Meiyu was the last one to leave.

She thought Jian Chunsheng had left long ago.

Jian Chunsheng smiled at her and said, "I went to see someone this afternoon. I left the key here. Come back and get it."

Li Meiyu: "Well, then I'll go down first and make an appointment for dinner with someone else."

"Well, have fun." Jian Chunsheng nodded, sent Li Meiyu away, and entered the office by himself.

Zhou Heng invited his partner to have dinner at night, Jian Chunsheng didn't want to eat alone, he planned to buy some bread on the way back later.

But once he sat down, he didn't want to get up.

He thought back to what Wei Chen had said to him in the afternoon.

Wei Chen's infatuation with Wen Lan made Jian Chunsheng feel incredible.

He believes in love, but it is hard to believe that a person will only love one person in his life.

This is so out of line.

Even if it was him to Zhou Heng, and Zhou Heng to him, he never thought that the two would love each other deeply for a lifetime.

Life is so long, there will always be times when your mind is distracted, and there will always be times when you are tired.

He had always only hoped that the two of them could be responsible for each other, even if there was a small gap in spirit, rationality could restrain himself.

But Wei Chen doesn't have to be responsible, he has persisted for so many years just because of love.

Can anyone really love someone for so long?

Jian Chunsheng looked out of the window, outside the building, the city had slowly faded into the night.

The bustling lights are brilliant.

He stared at the night scene in a daze, until the wind made him a little cold, and he came back to his senses.

Jian Chunsheng packed his things and prepared to go home.

After entering the elevator, he sent a text message to Zhou Heng: Will you love me forever?

Zhou Heng replied to him: Of course.

Zhou Heng replied with these two words without any hesitation.

He firmly believed that he would love Jian Chunsheng forever.

He couldn't imagine that besides Jian Chunsheng, there was no one else in this world who made him love with so much affection.

Looking at these two words, Jian Chunsheng felt warm and smiled.

Strictly speaking, it seems that the two of them have never made any vows to eachother.He didn't want to live forever, and Zhou Heng didn't want to live forever.From acquaintance, to falling in love, to now, they live every minute and every second in the present moment.

The proposition of the future and eternity is too grand to be grasped by manpower.

Jian Chunsheng thought to himself, he is really too hypocritical, he can think so much after hearing what Wei Chen said.

If you have anything to think about, just fall in love with Zhou Heng and keep falling in love, time will give them the answer.

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