I will not have children

Ji Chun shook his head, and said in a low voice, "I will stay here to recite sutras for Master and all the senior brothers, so I won't go with you."

Su Ran understood Ji Chun's inner sorrow at the moment, so he could only nod his head, it was useless for him to stay here, so let the monk be alone, "Well, I'm going, what do you need to tell the people waiting outside .”

"Well," Ji Chun replied, stood up and looked at Su Ran, who was obviously worried between his brows and eyes, brushed his lock of hair that fell on his chest behind his ears, leaned over and kissed him lightly on the side of his face , softly said, "Don't worry."

Su Ran nodded, turned around and went out. When he left the yard, he specially told his servants not to go in and disturb him.

Soon it was evening, and the temperature on Ancang Mountain was a bit low. Su Ran came back from the outside with a cool air all over his body, pushed open the closed door, and saw Ji Chun kneeling on the futon with his eyes tightly closed, his lips closed. Moving slightly as if reciting scriptures, he suddenly felt that it was not the time to come in, so he lightened his steps and prepared to push the door out.

"You're back," Jichun heard the door being pushed open, it was the sound of Su Ran's footsteps, he opened his eyes and got up from the ground, put the futon on the ground and put it in the corner, walked to the door and touched Su Ran Feeling a coolness in his arm, he said in a reproachful tone, "It's cold outside, why don't you wear more." Then, he stretched out his hand to cover Su Ran's hand, and pulled Su Ran to his front.

Su Ran smiled nonchalantly, let the monk's warm palm wrap his hand, and said, "The food will be served soon, let's eat together, rest early, and I will show you around here tomorrow."

"Okay," Ji Chun pursed his lips and smiled, revealing the first sincere smile of the day, he really didn't like the way he was now, Su Ran thought of him in his heart, so he relied on him in everything, and his temper was restrained on purpose A lot, but he loves Su Ran like this, he likes the cute Su Ran with evil spirit even more.

Soon, a clear and clear female voice came from outside the door, "Report to the leader, dinner is ready."

Hearing this, Su Ran turned around and opened the door, and said in a deep voice, "Let's have dinner."

As soon as the words fell, a dozen servants standing outside the door came in one after another with a plate of food in their hands. Su Ran called Ji Chun to sit down. After the food was served, a woman in a goose-yellow blouse called The servant who sent the food was about to close the door to serve Su Ran's meal when Su Ran told him to dismiss him.

"You go out," Su Ran raised his hand and waved casually, without even looking at the woman, he only ordered in a deep voice, and the woman in yellow had no choice but to back away.

At this moment, Ji Chun and Su Ran were left in the room. As soon as Ji Chun picked up the chopsticks, he saw Su Ran put his favorite dish in his bowl, and said to him with a smile, "I specially ordered The cook made it, try it."

Ji Chun's eyes were a little dry, he took the initiative to hold Su Ran's hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "Su Ran, you don't have to do this, I...it's fine."

Su Ran's eyes are beautiful, and they look even more deep and charming under the dim candlelight, but at this moment his eyes fell to the side lonely, only to hear him whisper, "I know that your teacher is suffering from this calamity. It's hard to say, and I was burdened with injustice and infamy, and then I went back to the Devil's Cult with me, which is tantamount to confirming this matter...I..."

Jichun looked at Su Ran like this, his heart felt like a knife had been cut into the flesh, and the sadness and helplessness in his heart seemed to have finally found an outlet to vent, his nose was sour, and tears suddenly filled with water vapor Yes, he is just a young monk who was brought up by his master when he was young. When he came back from the mountain, what he saw was the corpse of his closest brother who died tragically. The Shaolin Temple he relied on as his home became a place abandoned by the world. He was lonely since he was a child without father and mother, and at this moment he really has no home.

Su Ran is the most important existence that he can continue to survive in this world. He followed Su Ran to join the Demon Cult. He doesn't care about infamy or morality. He just wants to protect this man well, even though... he It seems that he has no ability to protect him... He even feels like a waste...

Feeling tears streaming down uncontrollably, Ji Chun didn't want Su Ran to see such a useless self, so he lowered his head even lower, and said in a hoarse voice, "I don't care about being wronged... I just want you to be good The..." As she spoke, her tears were like a flood that opened the gate, and she couldn't stop it anymore.

Ji Chun has always been an upright man, he has always been the reliance of others, because he is down-to-earth and kind, because he is reserved and reticent, because he is trustworthy, in the monastery he is a brother respected by many people, in the eyes of Su Ran, he She is a partner who can arrange everything, but at this moment, she is crying like a child.

A man does not cry lightly, but this strong and introverted monk shed precious tears at this moment. His master was destroyed overnight but he was powerless. He was not at all sure that he could protect him from the dangers his lover was about to face. He has always been confident in his heart. At this moment, he was hit by annihilation. He was sad and angry at his incompetence, suffering from the demise of his master, and worried about the safety of his lover... He wanted to do something desperately, but found that he was at a loss like a fool.

Su Ran got up and gently hugged the monk who was crying out of control. This monk with a strong sense of responsibility made him feel bad. He didn't speak, but quietly hugged Jichun, making him feel accompanied.

After a while, Jichun's mood gradually calmed down. He raised his sleeves and wiped his eyes. Without looking at Su Ran, he pushed Su Ran away uncomfortably and walked to the basin beside him to wash his face. The room was quiet. of.

"The food is cold, I'll order someone to heat it up," Su Ran said to Ji Chun flatly, as if nothing had happened.

"Well," Ji Chun nodded, turned and entered the inner room.

Soon the servants brought up the hot food again, this time neither of them spoke, Jichun didn't know what to say because of his gaffe just now, and Su Ran also considered Jichun's current discomfort, Also deliberately did not speak.

After dinner, the woman in yellow led her servants over to clean up the food. After those people left, she said to Su Ran, "Tell the leader, Master Jichun's guest room has been cleaned up, is it..."

"Presumptuous!" Su Ran slammed the table, and the woman in yellow plopped to her knees on the ground. Even Ji Chun, who was sitting beside her, was startled, and only heard him say, "Who told you to be troublesome? Ah ? Go to the Discipline Hall to receive the punishment! Get lost!"

The woman in yellow was so frightened that she trembled, said in a low voice, "Yes," and hurriedly opened the door and went out.

Ji Chun couldn't quite understand it, but it was not good to meddle in the affairs of the Devil's Cult. He walked over and grabbed Su Ran and asked in a low voice, "Are you angry?"

Although Su Ran didn't say he was angry, he didn't like those busy servants the most on weekdays, so his face was still cold, and he said in a low voice, "No, let's go to bed early."

When the two arrived in the inner room, they each took off their outer shirts and lay down on the bed. Just like in the past, after the lights were turned off, Ji Chun lay on the outside, closed his eyes and prepared to rest. Instinctively, he turned sideways and stretched out his arms to embrace Su Ran's body inside. Waist, hooked the person into his arms, and said in a hoarse voice, "Go to sleep."

Su Ran didn't feel sleepy, and he also knew that Ji Chun didn't even feel sleepy at the moment, so he simply turned around and faced Ji Chun. In the dark, the two of them were not as restrained as they were during the day, and he reached out and touched the monk's chest. With a piercing chin, he said softly, "Jichun, you've grown a beard."

Ji Chun was a little itchy when Su Ran touched him, rubbed Su Ran's hand with his chin, stretched out his hand to hug Su Ran tighter, and chatted with Su Ran, he said in a low voice, "Well, I still remember when you had The look of a beard."

"If it wasn't for that old man Cang Jinwu's medicine, I wouldn't have shaved my beard!" Thinking of this, Su Ran felt a little uncomfortable and said angrily.

Ji Chun didn't know why Su Ran could not forget his beard so much, he smiled helplessly, raised his hand to touch Su Ran's smooth and tender chin and said in a low voice, "It looks better if you shave it off, why are you still so reluctant?"

"What does it mean to be good-looking? A man should look like a man. When I had a beard, there were so many women who wanted to climb on my bed. Afterwards, I became what I am now, and you, a monk... oh ..." Su Ran patted Ji Chun's hand touching his chin, and said resentfully, with a bit of pity in his tone, which made Ji Chun feel uncomfortable.

Hearing this, Su Ran was still thinking about women, Ji Chun felt sore in his heart, turned over and pressed on to bite Su Ran's lips, biting and playing with them slowly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Master But do you think poor monks are inferior to those women?"

Su Ran heard Jichun's jealousy, and deliberately made Jichun forget what happened during the day, and deliberately spoke in a regretful tone, only to hear him sigh a long time, and push Jichun who was pressing on him away , turned over by himself and turned to the inside, and whispered, "It's okay."

Although Jichun knew that Su Ran was joking, he still couldn't accept Su Ran's resigned tone. He pulled Su Ran inside back to face him displeased. His hands clamped Su Ran's shoulders, and each other Their faces were pressed together, and their lips directly touched each other's lips while speaking, "How can poor monks compare to them?"

"Well...Master, you are better than them everywhere, especially...they don't have this..." Su Ran touched Jichun's body maliciously, and said with a smirk.

Ji Chun's face was flushed by the touch, and he pressed down angrily and shamelessly and kissed Su Ran's lips hard. After getting a little bit of intimacy, he couldn't separate anymore. His hand instinctively touched the extra clothes on Su Ran's body, and pulled it down impatiently. The warm palm touched Su Ran's naked and smooth skin. superior.

Soon the two of them faced each other sincerely, they were so close to each other, yearning for each other, Ji Chun's flustered heart gradually settled down in this ever-increasing atmosphere, and Su Ran was right under him , in his arms, he will never let go, he knows in his heart that during this period of filial piety, he can't do that kind of thing, but at this moment he just wants to give up his reason, and sink into the emotion of no grievances, no strengths and weaknesses In the world, he deliberately forgets all the things that make him sad, he just wants to relax and be himself...