I will not have children

When it was almost time for lunch, Xiao Liang said goodbye to Su Ran and Jichun and the two went home. Jichun also came out from the east room and went into the kitchen to work on the lunch meal. Su Ran had nothing to do, so he also went into the kitchen to help wash vegetable.After the two had eaten, they went back to their room to take a nap. In the afternoon, Jichun got up and went up the mountain to look at the vegetables grown in the field, pulled out some weeds and watered them, and hurried back home before the sun set.

Jichun went to Xiao Orhu's house to buy some wine and meat, thinking about making some meat dishes for Su Ran to change his taste at night. On the way back, someone stopped him and said that there was a letter for him. He accepted it suspiciously, thank you I missed the villagers who delivered the letter, and returned home with wine and meat.

At this moment, Su Ran was taking a bath in the back room, so he didn't bother him. Seeing that it was not too late, he put the bought wine and meat into the kitchen, sat down at the table and opened the letter. It was from Shaolin. When Master wrote in his handwriting, his heart twitched, and he felt very guilty. He read the whole letter carefully, and there was nothing important in the letter. It was regarded as a letter from Master to his family. Missing and worrying, he specially wrote a letter asking him to pay attention to his body on the road. The master's concern made him feel even more uncomfortable. He did many wrong things without telling the master, and decided to leave Shaolin. The unknowing master still treats him Like a relative, this comparison made him extremely sad and worried.

He has been tied to Su Ran all his life. After last night, he can no longer leave Su Ran alone, and Shaolin...Master...he betrayed Shaolin and failed Master's high expectations and concern for him. He is sorry. Master, Ji Chun's heart is full of self-blame and guilt, struggling with endless troubles, like a huge rock pressing on his heart, making him unable to relax, he loves the leader of the Demon Cult, so he must sever ties with Shaolin, but Master treats him Grace is as heavy as a mountain, he can hardly let go of these two emotions, but he can't have them at the same time, he has to hurt one side, he struggles painfully but can't get rid of it.

If there is a chance in the future, he will definitely go back to Shaolin to receive the punishment in person. No matter how the master punishes him, he will have no complaints or insults. During these days, let him follow his heart and be his true self until Su Ran really gets it. Dimang, at that time, he may...be no longer important in front of this person. As for Shaolin, he will accept all arrangements.

Pressing the envelope to a hidden place on the bookshelf, he walked out of the house and stood in the yard and took a deep breath in an attempt to relieve the heaviness in his heart. He fetched water into the kitchen to wash the meat and vegetables he bought, cut the vegetables absent-mindedly, and poured oil Stir-frying, about the same time, he tasted it first and felt that the taste was good, then put it on the plate, at that moment he was suddenly stunned, it turned out that he had unknowingly got used to the life of ordinary people and the precepts of monks He has already been broken many times, what qualifications does he have to call himself a Shaolin disciple?How can he respond to Master's concern and worries for him?

The pressure in his heart was getting heavier and heavier, and he didn't realize how solemn his expression was at the moment. When he was bringing the meals to the table one by one, Su Ran just came out from the back room and saw his face. Somewhat strangely, the two sat at the table with their hands clean and began to eat.

"What's the matter?" Seeing the sumptuous meal, Su Ran was already in a better mood after taking a bath, but he found that the monk looked serious and frowned slightly, as if something was hidden in his heart, so he asked.

"Well...it's okay," Ji Chun looked up at Su Ran, unwilling to tell the troubles in his heart to this person, so as not to make him angry, shook his head, and tried his best to behave as usual.

Su Ran frowned and felt that the monk had something to hide from him, so he was not in a hurry to ask questions. He ate his food silently, thinking that he would ask later in the evening, so at the dinner table, the two of them didn't talk much, and there was no Su Ran's questioning. , Jichun pinched the chopsticks and did not move anymore, completely immersed in his own world.

The dinner table was quiet, Ji Chun always didn't eat, although he felt strange, Su Ran who was in a good mood still didn't forget to take care of his monk, eat some by himself, and also pick out some Ji Chun likes for him to eat. In the bowl, gradually, Ji Chun was completely lost in thought, and he ate whatever Su Ran gave him, and then continued to return to wandering.

The meal was finally finished, and under Su Ran's "care", Ji Chun was actually full, and when he came back to his senses, his expression was very unnatural, Chao Su Ran whispered, "Thank you. "It made Su Ran want to laugh, and patted him on the shoulder as if comforting his daughter-in-law, and said, "It's okay, who made you belong to this seat."

Ji Chun was a little embarrassed by Su Ran's sudden teasing, and his depressed mood finally cleared up a little. He got up and cleared the table and went into the kitchen, while Su Ran went out for a walk to digest food.

It was night, and the two of them went to bed after washing. Because of today's master's letter, Ji Chun, who was not good at talking, lay on the bed without saying a word. Su Ran slept a lot in the afternoon and was a little excited at night. Ji Chun's obviously depressed mood suddenly sat up from the bed, turned around and patted the monk who was still in deep thought beside him, and asked, "Tell me, what's the matter?"

Ji Chun raised his eyes to look at Su Ran's face. Every time he looked at this person's face seriously at close range, his heart beat faster and he dared not look directly at him. At this moment, he also quickly looked away, and said in a muffled voice, "It's okay. , sleep."

Su Ran was obviously dissatisfied with the answer. He leaned down on Jichun's chest, pinched the monk's chin with two fingers and lifted it upwards, forcing the monk to look directly at him. Looking down at the monk, he said condescendingly, "Why are you disobedient?" If you have anything to say, tell me, could it be that someone bullied you?"

Thinking that the monk was quite normal during the afternoon nap, but suddenly he was bored and stopped talking during dinner. He must not be able to come out of the village during this period, so Su Ran guessed that someone in this village dared to bully the monk?If this is the case, as Jichun's master, he has to teach him a lesson. In his heart, although Jichun is a strong martial artist, he is still too kind and easy to suffer.

As soon as Ji Chun heard this, he knew that Su Ran was thinking wrongly, but he could clearly feel that Su Ran was facing him from these words. Ran made his heart overflow with happiness. He didn't know if Su Ran would be angry when he heard that he was entangled in Shaolin with Su Ran's temper. He really didn't want to make Su Ran angry, so he kept silent. But at this moment, he suddenly wanted to open up and talk to this man.

"I...received a letter this afternoon," Ji Chun said slowly, looking up at Su Ran.

"A letter? Whose?" Su Ran frowned, and asked suspiciously, "Does anyone know where the two of us are?"

"It's a letter from my master. When I was recuperating at the old doctor's house, I met a person. Please ask him to see the genius doctor. They will tell me that the two of us are in Tongcheng Renhetang. If there is anything, the old doctor will let us know." , I think someone told my master the whereabouts of the two of us," Ji Chun thought for a while and explained.

After hearing this, Su Ran was silent for a while, with a serious expression on his face, and asked, "What did you say in the letter?" Before he knew it, his hands were clenched and he was a little nervous.

"It's the letter from Master telling me to be careful on the road." Seeing Su Ran's changed expression, Ji Chun took the initiative to hold Su Ran's hand, and looked at him steadily, "I... I have made a choice, you won't regret it."

Su Ran also looked at Jichun fixedly, and looked at the monk with some loyalty in his words from his eyes. Seeing that the monk looked at him firmly and did not dodge in the slightest humility, he was relieved and hooked it with satisfaction. Curling the corner of his mouth, he leaned forward and lightly pecked the monk's lips, raised his chin and warned the monk arrogantly, "If you betray me, I will definitely push you into a place of eternal doom!"

Although these words were vicious, but to Jichun's ears, it was an extremely pleasant agreement. At that moment, he suddenly understood what he liked about Su Ran. It was Su Ran's decisive and fierce temperament, and Su Ran's domineering and magnificent His aura is that Su Ran loves and hates clearly and never regrets.

"No," Jichun replied seriously, then sighed in his heart, lowered his head and said softly, "I just..."

Su Ran is such a shrewd person, he knows Ji Chun too well, this monk has a good temper, since what he did last night, it is tantamount to subverting the first half of the monk's life, the monk's guilt towards Shaolin, towards Master, He understood, even though he had never had such emotions, but he just knew that the monk's situation was difficult, and he understood the monk's depressed mood.

He has never spoken comforting words to anyone in his life, but at this moment, he suddenly had an impulse, without hesitation, he raised his hand and touched the monk's cheek, leaned down and bit his lips lightly , His voice leaked between his lips and teeth, "This seat will protect you, don't worry, when you arrive at the Demon Sect, this seat will give you supreme power. At that time, you will be under one person and above ten thousand people. If you want to worship Buddha and recite scriptures , I am looking for someone to set up a golden Buddha and build a temple for you, as long as you are loyal to me, I will give you whatever you want."

Su Ran's voice drifted into Ji Chun's ears, the slightly hoarse voice seemed to have the power to confuse people's hearts, making Ji Chun uncontrollably reach out and hug Su Ran, who was half leaning over him and talking. Ran, let each other's bodies stick close to each other. He couldn't bear Su Ran's vague kiss any longer. He treats him as a man who owns everything, he loves his arrogance, loves his arrogance, loves his protection, loves everything about him...

Su Ran was a little confused by Ji Chun's sudden kiss, and after reacting, he held the monk's face and deepened the kiss. After the kiss was over, both of them breathed a little, and the worry and heaviness in their hearts disappeared, leaving only The lingering sweetness in my heart.

Since Su Ran's whole body was pressed on Jichun's body, his swollen stomach would inevitably be uncomfortable after a long time. He raised his body uncomfortably and rubbed his sore stomach, turned over and lay down back to his position, flattened in satisfaction. Lying down, with a face full of comfort and satisfaction, there is a little monk I like by my side, teasing and intimacy from time to time, this feeling is wonderful.

Ji Chun noticed that Su Ran's posture was pressing down on his stomach just now, and suddenly remembered the matter of the child, and leaned half sideways near Su Ran's face and whispered, "There is something..."

Su Ran, who was in a good mood, saw that Ji Chun had something to say, and tilted his body to face the monk's handsome face. He found it pleasing to the eye, so he leaned forward and kissed him and asked, "Say."

"I know you don't like to mention children, but..." Ji Chun hesitated, looking at Su Ran's face.

Su Ran felt a little repelled in his heart, but his expression didn't show. He wanted to hear what the monk had to say, so he said, "Continue."

No.60—Chapter

"I... like the leader, so I... look forward to my two children," Ji Chun blushed a little when he said this, his heart was beating fast, and he was a little nervous. He glanced at his face unnaturally, and his earlobes gradually turned red. He suddenly gained confidence and continued, "I have never regarded the leader as a woman. In my heart, the leader is the most powerful man in the world. The thing about pregnancy is It was an accident, but it tied our fate together. I have been in Shaolin since I can remember, and I have no relatives in this world. Later, I had a leader, a child, and finally I have a home... The child is not a monster , he is the child of both of us."

Gradually, Su Ran found that the resistance to the thing in his stomach faded. For the first time, he thought from a different angle, is this monk and his child?If the child is born, then he will become a father, and there will be a baby calling him father... Thinking about it this way, that strange feeling made him a little scared, and he also had a faint expectation, is this piece of meat in his stomach Let him turn into a monster of a woman, but let him become a father, let him meet the person who treats him best in this world, and this monk will be the child's other father...

"You really don't regard me as a woman?" Su Ran glanced at Ji Chun's hand covering his stomach, and asked suspiciously.

"Never." Jichun replied seriously, looking at Su Ran with only tenderness and love in his eyes.

"Hmph!" Su Ran grasped Ji Chun's hand awkwardly, and said, "I'm sorry you don't dare!" After finishing speaking, the corners of his lips curled up unconsciously, the monk's words just now undoubtedly greatly pleased him, It turned out that the monk liked him so much, so he was naturally proud and happy.

Seeing that Su Ran was no longer angry because of this matter, Ji Chun was relieved, and whispered to Su Ran, "Then let's go to bed earlier."

"Okay," Su Ran just finished speaking, his face suddenly changed, I saw his body froze, he looked at his stomach in surprise, then at Ji Chun, but Ji Chun was startled, and sat down quickly Standing up, he asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

Su Ran raised his hand to cover his stomach in disbelief, and murmured softly, "My stomach... seems to be moving."

After hearing this, Ji Chun thought about it carefully. In the book Dr. Liang gave him, it was written that when a pregnant woman is four or five months pregnant, there will be fetal movement, that is, the baby is moving in the pregnant woman's body. This situation is very normal. , Thinking of this, he finally relaxed. Thinking that it was the child making a fuss about Su Ran, a touch of tenderness appeared on his face unconsciously, and he stretched out his hand to cover it, slowly groping for the round belly, with a slight smile on his face, and said softly , "It's okay, this is the child moving."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Su Ran's reaction, he took Su Ran's hand and gently touched the stomach. He really felt something moving in the stomach. Surprised and excited, she looked at Su Ran who was blushing a little embarrassedly, and said, "Let me hear the child's voice."

Su Ran shook his head without any hesitation, and refused with an unnatural expression, "No, there is nothing to listen to, go to sleep, isn't it just a lump of meat! I don't know much!" He pushed Ji Chun's hand flat Lie on the bed and close your eyes.

Jichun knew that Su Ran had accepted the child in his heart, so he completely regarded Su Ran's words just now as shyness and incompatibility. Because of his strong expectation for the child, the next moment he directly attached himself to the child and stretched out his arms to hug him. Su Ran's waist pressed his face against Su Ran's belly, and there was only a piece of clothing separating his ears from his belly.

"Ah..." Su Ran was startled by the sudden movement of the monk to wrap his arms around his waist. Thinking of it, because the monk was lying on his stomach, he couldn't use his strength, so he stretched out his hand to touch his stomach to prevent the monk from sticking it directly. The movements on his body, unexpectedly, he touched the monk's side face directly, worried that he might hurt the monk, so he simply admitted it, and let the monk listen to the child he was looking forward to, anyway...he has nothing to lose.

Feeling Ji Chun quietly and piously sticking to his stomach and listening, Su Ran gradually became a little curious, touched the monk's face and pinched it lightly, and asked a casual question as if he didn't care , "What did you hear?"

As soon as he finished speaking, his hand was grabbed by the monk and covered his stomach. Suddenly, the thing in his stomach moved again, which made him a little nervous and even more embarrassed, so he pulled out the hand that was grabbed by the monk. He pinched the monk's ears and tugged, and said in a rough voice, "Get up!"

Jichun just got up, looked at Su Ran's cheeks flushed, and sighed in his heart that this man is the most beautiful person in the world, and thought of how well this man treated him, his heart was filled with satisfaction and happiness, he smiled lightly, "The child told me that he likes you very much."

This monk seldom smiled at him, Su Ran felt even more uncomfortable, turned his face away and said, "Don't think that I like him just because you said this, let him be honest!"

Ji Chun's heart was even softer, and he held Su Ran's hand and said softly, "Okay, I told him, don't make trouble with Dad anymore."

"Who is his father?" Su Ran raised his eyebrows and said proudly, "I am not the father of this thing."

"I am," Ji Chun said to Su Ran seriously with a smile in the corner of his eyes.

Su Ran didn't know why, he had the feeling of being molested by the monk, and suddenly felt that his face couldn't hold back. He grabbed the clothes on the monk's chest and pulled the man in front of him forcefully, hooked the monk's neck and looked up domineeringly He kissed the monk's lips firmly, and then bit hard before letting go, and said in a vicious voice, "Turn off the lights and go to sleep."

Ji Chun was startled by Su Ran's angry behavior, chuckled and got out of bed and turned off the light. When he was lying back on the bed, he leaned over and kissed Su Ran on the forehead, lay down facing Su Ran, stretched out his hand He held Su Ran's hand, closed his eyes and fell asleep.The two had a good night's dream.

In the following days, although the two had some small quarrels, it passed quickly. On weekdays, when Xiao Liang came over, Su Ran would teach him martial arts. He often stays at home with Su Ran, because Su Ran's belly is getting bigger and bigger, although his movements are much more sensitive and light than ordinary pregnant women, but for Su Ran himself, it is not unbearable. As time went by, Ji Chun served him comfortably, and gradually, he gained weight and became more and more tired.

Two months passed in a blink of an eye, and now it is the end of November, and Su Ran's body is almost seven months old. Every once in a while, Ji Chun will go down the mountain to visit the old doctor and his wife, and buy some daily necessities along the way. need something.On this day, Ji Chun calculated that it was time to go down the mountain, and after discussing with Su Ran, he left in a villager's car. Su Ran was not bored at home alone, and it happened that his little apprentice Liang Zheng came to ask him for advice. martial arts.

In the afternoon, when Su Ran was taking a nap, he vaguely heard movement at the door of the room, and guessed that the monk had come back, so he got up from the bed and opened the door to look outside. A carriage with a man unloading it.

"You were resting just now?" Ji Chun saw Su Ran who was a little confused, and stopped his hands, and walked forward and said softly.

"Well," Su Ran nodded, looking at the carriageway, "move the things into the house, I'll go wash my face." After finishing speaking, he went back.

Ji Chun called the man on the carriage, and after the two of them moved things into the house one after another, they paid the money and thanked him and sent the man to leave. When they saw Su Ran coming into the house, they took a bag from his pocket. The sweet fruit and sour plum handed it over, opened the big and small bags, took out a few new clothes from inside, bought a few books, and placed them in various places one by one. There is a round table of mahogany carved with grape pattern and inlaid marble. On the table is a set of tea sets, all of which are transparent jasper. The workmanship is exquisite and expensive. Fortunately, before leaving, Su Ran threw him a stack of silver notes, and all these things are more than enough to buy.

Ji Chun took out the money bag, took out the banknotes and broken silver inside and put them on the table, and explained the things he bought one by one, but Su Ran didn't care about the money, he just felt the quality of these things one by one, and the two were While talking, they suddenly heard someone knocking on the door of the courtyard. The two looked at each other, feeling very strange, who came to them?After they settled down in Honghu Village, they got closer to Dr. Liang's family. At this time, Dr. Liang's family is busy, right?

Since Su Ran's belly got bigger and bigger, he became more and more lazy. Taking advantage of the gap when the monk opened the door, he sat on the new chair and played with one of the jade cups, waiting for the monk to come back.

Jichun went out and opened the courtyard door. Standing outside the door was a woman from the Wang family who lived near his house. Everyone in the village called her Second Aunt Wang. When they met each other before, they would just nod politely and walk away. Why did they take the initiative today? Coming to your door?Ji Chun was puzzled and asked aloud, "What's the matter with Second Aunt Wang?"

"Jichun, the second aunt's house has a few guests, but there are not enough benches at home, so you can't let the guests stand, right? When you first came, my man came to help, saying that your house has a lot of benches, and they are all neighbors Yes, I just wanted to borrow some." The second aunt Wang saw Jichun open the door, and said to Jichun with a smile on her face.

Ji Chun thought about it, there are a few benches in the house that have not been used, and they were left by the previous owner of the house. They have often asked the villagers for help in this Huhua Village. Naturally, he will not refuse such a small matter. , said, "Okay, I'll go get it for you."

"Thank you so much!" Second Aunt Wang smiled. Seeing that Ji Chun turned and went in, she also followed into the yard. The door of the main house was still wide open. Sitting in front of the table on my stomach and reading a book, thinking that this family has lived here for almost three months, I haven't seen the woman of this family very much, so I walked into the main hall out of curiosity.