I will not have children

Returning to Su Ran's side again, he sat on the low stool beside the bed silently, looking at Su Ran with indescribable obsession and distress in his eyes, gently covered Su Ran's hand, and slowly clenched it , What kind of ability does this person have that can make him so nervous and worried, seeing this person falling on the ground so weak, he even wants to kill everyone who hurt Su Ran, that kind of restraint The unstoppable anger and impulsiveness made him startled in retrospect.

Fortunately... fortunately he is fine...Ji Chun told himself over and over again in his heart, he bent slightly and approached, held Su Ran's hand and gently raised it to touch his cheek, just take it, his heart started beating wildly When he woke up, it seemed that something was about to break out of the ground, and everything about getting along with this person in the past gradually came to mind.

He seemed to understand a little bit, but also seemed a little confused, why did he care so much about this person? He told himself before that it was because of the child and because of the atonement, but now, has anything changed in between?At the moment when he heard that the child could not be kept, the first thought that jumped out of his heart was that Su Ran would die because of this, not regret for the child. Did he care so much about this person's life and death?When Su Ran didn't come back the first night, why was he uneasy and worried?Obviously Su Ran is the big devil who makes people in the world frightened?Why would he not hesitate to break the precept repeatedly for Su Ran?Why is his mood unpredictable because of this person...

Could it be...impossible, an idea just popped up in Ji Chun's mind. Before he could understand it, he immediately shook his head and resolutely stopped himself from continuing to think about it. He couldn't bear the consequences.

"Hmm..." Su Ran hummed unconsciously, and withdrew the hand held by Ji Chun. Ji Chun was startled by this, and he quickly withdrew his hand, looking at Su Ran's face with some anxiety Seeing that he was just talking in his sleep and not waking up, he felt relieved.

How could he behave like this?Jichun clenched his fists in frustration, and kept asking himself what was wrong, but he couldn't find the answer. He only knew that he couldn't bear someone hurting Su Ran, and he didn't know about the others, and he didn't want to Think about it.

Two days ago, because he followed Yun Mushang to investigate Su Ran's whereabouts, he hadn't closed his eyes for a long time. Now that Su Ran finally appeared by his side, his always nervous vigilance seemed to be discouraged all of a sudden, and he relaxed. Afterwards, sleepiness kept coming to him, thinking that the old doctor said that if there was nothing unusual tonight, Su Ran would be saved, he pulled himself together, stood up or sat down, not daring to take his eyes off Su Ran for a long time. The silent night finally passed...

Until daybreak, when the old doctor knocked on the door and came in, Ji Chun was still watching quietly. All night long, the old doctor asked softly, "Did he wake up last night?"

Ji Chun hurriedly got up to make way for the old doctor to sit down, and said in a low voice, "He slept soundly all night."

The old doctor nodded, stretched out his hand to touch Su Ran's wrist, and said after a while, "His body is fine now, little master, don't worry."

"The poor monk wants to ask senior, how did he get hurt like this?" Ji Chun asked, in fact, he wanted to ask this question from the very beginning, who could hurt him like this?

"Because he was conceived as a man, the fetus itself will make his body weaker than before. At first, he just took a very common drug, and it was only because the drug was too heavy that he fell into a coma, and then he was taken again. Feeding Ruanjinsan imprisoned his internal strength. Judging from the scars on his body, he had been whipped. Originally, this was not enough to hurt his origin, but because he tried his best to suppress Ruanjinsan The medicine is powerful, but it is counterattacked by internal force for a while, causing serious internal injuries." The old doctor stroked his gray beard and explained slowly.

"The old man doesn't know why he got pregnant. Through his pulse diagnosis, he found that his internal force is closely related to the fetus in his body. Due to the backlash of the internal force, he suffered serious internal injuries, and the fetus was also implicated, so the lower body would bleed. Fortunately, the fetus itself has a Protected by strong internal force, coupled with drinking the anti-fetal medicine in time, and little master, you later transmitted internal force into his body to heal his wounds, so he was lucky enough to save his life."

Ji Chun nodded when he heard the words, thinking of the backlash of his heart and internal force, which almost killed him, I have to say that this man is really a strong man, how could he allow himself to be captured by a group of ordinary warriors with his pride, so he just I suffered all this pain for nothing.When will this person's temperament be a little gentler, and he won't be so impulsive.

"Thank you, senior, for your clarification. I wonder if it would be convenient for this poor monk to disturb you for a few days?" Ji Chun asked respectfully and politely.

Knowing that the young monk was worried, the old doctor agreed, and he nodded and said, "The two of you can stay in this room, the old man goes to the front gate to do business, just call me if you have anything to do. "

"Okay, sorry to trouble you, senior." Ji Chun clasped his hands together and saluted the old doctor.

"The kitchen is over there, little master, go and serve your own food. When your...friend wakes up, feed him the medicine that was fried on the fire and rest more." The old doctor walked out the door and pointed to the kitchen, and then Turned around and left.

Ji Chun turned to look at Su Ran on the bed in the room, and saw that he was still asleep, so he got up and went to the kitchen to fill a bowl of rice and eat quickly, then went back to the room and closed the door to block the noise outside, and sat back on the short bed beside the bed. Take a rest on the bench, he is really exhausted these two days.

Before he knew it, he gradually fell asleep. He leaned against the edge of the bed, still maintaining a sitting posture, unconsciously grasping Su Ran's hand, and fell asleep.

After a while, Su Ran finally woke up. He twisted his head uncomfortably and felt dizzy. The simple bed curtain, recalling everything that happened last night, felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart, he turned his face slightly and saw the sleeping monk on the edge of the bed.

Thick black sword eyebrows made his facial expression always serious, and his high and straight nose gave him an unsmiling aura of indifference. When he opened his eyes, the introverted and gloomy eyes in the black pupils fell on him , There will always be an invisible sense of oppression and cramping, this is Ji Chun, this very strange monk.

Don't you mean he is a decent person?Su Ran thought to himself that he would be worried about his life and death. Speaking of which, the debt he owed to this monk might not be cleared for the rest of his life. Unexpectedly, fate would always connect him with this monk.

Very early on, he suspected that the monk had that kind of thought for him. After going through last night and recalling all the past events, he was sure, so how should he respond?Originally, he thought that he could take advantage of this, so that the monk could help him win the land, but gradually, he seemed to have forgotten about it, maybe the monk really treated him.

He wanted to stand up with his arms, but when he moved his hand, he found that his hand was being held by Ji Chun. For some reason, at that moment, his heart started to thump, and a blush appeared on his face, with a little embarrassment and shame. embarrassed.

He cursed secretly in his heart, this bald donkey is really an obscene monk!On the surface, he looks like an accomplished monk, but secretly he likes to grab men's hands. While he is angry, for some reason, he also feels a little inexplicable liking.

He didn't take his hand away immediately, but observed Ji Chun quietly, and saw that he was really fast asleep, the monk frowned, it could be seen that he was extremely tired, when he carefully broke his hand from the monk's palm, The monk didn't respond at all.He didn't intend to wake him up, but at this moment, Ji Chun was still in a deep sleep state, which made him very satisfied, and he felt happy unconsciously.

Enduring the pain in his body, he moved sideways on the bed, and then leaned slightly to get closer to Jichun. It was the first time he looked at the monk so closely. He secretly thought, such a serious and serious monk, But I never thought about having the habit of breaking sleeves, and I don't know if it is the sadness of Buddhism, or because I am too strong to attract the love of men?Unknowingly, there was a smile on the corner of his lips, very proud.

If... If you, a monk, obediently listen to this seat in the future, this seat will accept you!Thinking of this, Su Ran felt even more proud. He couldn't help stretching out his fingers to touch the tip of Jichun's nose, and the way he looked at Jichun was more like looking at his own things. He didn't notice that kind of joy and satisfaction at all. come out.

Leaning slightly like this for a long time, the body will become more and more painful, Su Ran no longer teased the monk, and tried to lie down with his arms stretched, his head just touched the pillow, and Ji Chun, who was sleeping on the edge of the bed, suddenly woke up. Without any hesitation, he got up slightly and leaned over to Su Ran to check his situation, but saw Su Ran staring at him with wide eyes, his face was obviously a little embarrassed, and he sat back quickly, just now When I wanted to speak, my throat felt a little congested, and I said hoarsely, "You're awake...I'll go get the medicine..."

"Yeah." Su Ran nodded, it was quite interesting to see Ji Chun's embarrassing miraculousness, he still stared straight into the monk's eyes, but the monk didn't dare to look at him, and left with his eyes dodged.

Ji Chun took the medicine in, put it on the small cabinet beside the bed, looked at Su Ran, and said in a muffled voice, "Poor monk, help you up?"

"Okay." Su Ran said, without moving a bit, quietly waiting for the monk to come to help him.

Ji Chun lowered his eyes, his expression was the same, he still had the usual serious and serious face, but his breathing rate accelerated a bit, and he walked to the bed and carefully stretched his arms to the back of Su Ran's neck, half-embracing him. Seeing Su Ran's shoulders lifted slightly, Su Ran got up very cooperatively, and he hurriedly erected the pillow underneath for Su Ran to lean on with confidence.

Then, he took the medicine bowl and came over. Seeing that Su Ran had regained some energy, he asked hesitantly, "Need the poor monk...do you want to feed you?"

"Yeah." Su Ran nodded, looked at Ji Chun with a playful look, and a wicked smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

Ji Chun was even more embarrassed, he tried his best to keep calm and self-restraint, sat half-sitting on the edge of the bed, scooped up a spoonful of light brown concoction, brought it close to Su Ran's lips, hesitantly waited for Su Ran to lean forward and take the initiative to drink Next, he still fed the medicine into his mouth by himself.

"Ah..." Su Ran opened his mouth slightly, raised his chin to look at Ji Chun, and motioned for him to bring the spoon to his lips for him to drink. Ji Chun was stunned, and brought the spoon close to Su Ran's lips. Accidentally pressed against Su Ran's soft lips, saw his lips being touched by a spoon and then left, the originally dry lips were stained with a layer of moisture at this moment, and the light-colored lips looked moist, Ji Chun quickly lowered his eyes and dared not Look again, hands shaking uncontrollably.