A Thousand Mountains and Twilight Snow Continues A Thousand Paper Cranes One Thousand and 95 Days Fa

But seeing her lingering in the pain of illness and living like a walking dead, my heart softened again, and finally I swallowed all the words choked in my throat helplessly, without saying anything, turned around and walked out silently. In her world, I forced myself to calm down, entered my world completely without hearing or seeing, and slowly took off the condensed mask, facing the real self, looking at the masterpiece of revenge carefully crafted by myself at this moment, a little bit I can’t be happy anymore. To be honest, in the relationship between me and her, I have always been the one who dominates and controls everything. I never ask her what she needs, never treat her as a person and give her the best. Basic respect, that's why today's results are all caused by myself, and I deserve it, I think I deserve it, so I can brew the bitter fruit and eat it myself.

Thinking about the way I treat her, it is indeed too domineering and strong. I can't do it myself. What right do I have to intervene and question her? I have caused her so badly. I have known her for three years. I have been under the pressure of the third party, the mistress, and I have never had a good night's sleep. Whenever I hear her tearful and painful cry in my dream that I am not such a woman, my heart will hurt. I know she has been I really mind her status as a mistress who can’t see the sun, and I mind my status as a married person, because I want to regain my father’s foundation, and at the same time, I’m swayed by the mentality of those who don’t let me feel better, so I enjoy this kind of torture to retaliate against her In order to find some fun in the monotonous life, I selfishly wanted her to stay by my side and didn't want to let go, and at the same time, I didn't reveal to her the details of the fake husband and wife agreement between Mu Yongfei and me. The content, my purpose is very simple, because those who do not make me feel better can no longer be happy, then I will not let those who make me feel better, I will not let go of any of them. I want to be happy again, including that shadow that reverberates in my ears like a ghost and stops in her heart. Why is it him? This is something I have never figured out.

Forget it, don’t think about it, put all the troubles and howls behind you, stop feeling sorry for your ears, leave quietly, don’t even want her to know that I’ve been here, and take that paper crane away, maybe only This can give me a little comfort in my heart. I want to cut off their connection, destroy her dreams and her hopes, and drive away the shadow in her heart. It seems that this is the only way to make her pay attention to me in her heart, but I also know in my heart that all this is just a kind of self-consolation for my self-deception. The mountain in her heart is an obstacle that I can never overcome. The embarrassment of trampling on my male self-esteem and losing face, when I think about it now, I really wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in, and I really felt like a clown, full of anxiety and tireless rushing all the way back to kindness I was visiting a doctor, but I didn’t expect to be greeted by such a big Surprised. This trip was really worthwhile, and I will never forget it. It’s just that there is no joy at all, and it’s full of surprises. It really makes people want to The instigator disassembled and studied the structure and distribution of her brain and internal organs. Is she a heartless, simple-minded doll whose limbs are so developed that there is no cure? Before he was so angry that he vomited blood, he distanced himself from her, stayed away from her, and even wished that he had never known her before. He really felt that talking to someone like her was a waste of time and an insult to his IQ. Now, the current situation is not the time to settle accounts. I tried to take a deep breath, ordered myself to calm down slowly, and kept telling myself that a man should not have the same knowledge as a woman, especially this unconscious crazy woman. Now The most urgent task is to destroy the corpses and traces as soon as possible, annihilate the evidence, and act as if nothing happened.

It’s just that things backfired. Some people just don’t want me to have a good time. As the saying goes, guarding against house thieves at night, I forgot one of the most important time witnesses, Steward Ding. It seems that she is really too busy to tell her that I went to the hospital to see her. She, seeing her coming out of the hospital and seeing me call me Shaoqian tenderly and affectionately, but I really don't want to talk to her, because based on what I know about her, whenever she calls me so flatteringly, she thinks with her toes I also know that she must ask me to help her with something, or she has done something wrong, afraid that I will get angry and pretend to please me, and the situation I am most afraid of dealing with is her pretending to be stupid Deliberately pleasing my stupid appearance, whenever I face such a cautious girl, I used to think that I would be very happy, because the more cautious she is to see my face and act, the more I feel the pleasure of revenge, but when it When it really happened, I realized that I was wrong. Looking at her like that, not only did I not feel happy at all, but also made me inexplicably unable to control the burst of anxiety and boredom in my heart. What's more, I lost my self-control and calmness in the past, and I didn't have any interest in doing anything. When I was sad and out of control, I felt as pitiful as a fool. Such a thought even shocked me, damn it , in front of her, why does he feel that he has been reduced to a pitiful creature like Mu Yongfei? Is there really a reward for this world?

Because I played tricks on Mu Yongfei with bad intentions, so God appointed such a silly girl to punish me. Hey, it is fair for God to create human beings. He made good people and bad people. He closed a door for you. At the same time, it will inevitably open a window, Mo Shaoqian, Mo Shaoqian, I thought I was smart all my life but was confused by the beauty for a moment, and caused such a trouble, not to mention embarrassing myself, but also to treat her as the empress dowager It is like a Buddha, with everything needed for food, clothing, housing and transportation, daily life, servants, housekeepers and drivers are well-served. In short, it is laborious and thankless. Instead of being grateful, they will give everything I have bestowed. Treat it as a cover-up shoe and dismiss it, just like I gave her a ruby ​​ring the size of a pigeon egg before. It is a fine and rare diamond bought in Belgium. I specially invited the best designer in Media to follow the film It was specially designed and made to order, just because she watched the movie "Lust, Caution" and said casually: "The ring in the movie is big and beautiful!"

In fact, I knew that she was perfunctory, but somehow she took her words to heart as an imperial decree, and thought that she really liked her with a little luck, and then she was bewitched by a ghost, became obsessed, and suffered from illness. I felt obsessive-compulsive and wanted to do this for her, but when I got the diamond ring, I couldn't believe it. I did it for her, and the reason was because of her perfunctory words, thinking of The state I was in when I picked up the ring that day was really ridiculous. I couldn’t laugh or cry. It wasn’t that there was something wrong with the ring itself. The diamond was beautiful, pure, and crystal clear. It is said that there are skillful craftsmen from the inside to the outside, and the perfection of ingenious workmanship, but the only thing that God does not make a fly in the ointment is the timing. It happened so coincidentally to catch up with the anniversary of her parents' death. It was obviously her parents who were sorry for me first, but I am now what are you doing?Not only did I feed my enemy's daughter well, but I also bought her such an expensive gift for her casual perfunctory words and bought her such an expensive gift without blinking. Thinking of how stupid I am I just feel angry, as if I have never seen a woman in my life, once I have sex, I can’t wait to give her the best things in the world, just to win her a happy smile, thinking of this makes me feel even more disgusted The teeth are itchy, I haven’t seen her smile at me sincerely in the past three years, let alone spend money to give me gifts for me, even though I have never held her in the palm of my hand, I cherish her so much However, I didn’t bully or abuse too much, I just occasionally tease my lips and rely on my three-inch poisonous tongue to attack and sarcasm if I have nothing to do. There is no way, because of the fake relationship with Mu Yongfei, I can’t stay in Around Tong Xue, there are only a handful of times in a year when they can meet each other, either because they endured Mu Changhe's plotting on business or were forced into it by Mu Yongfei. Because of a special day, such as her parents' death day and my father's death day, I would find her, a distressed princess who has lived in a refuge for a long time, to vent and relieve.

Besides, Tong Xue and I can only say that most of the time we get along is okay or average. To be more precise, we try our best not to offend each other and treat each other as guests. In a word, if I don’t order her to summon her Serving the bed, she enjoys herself freely in her world. Speaking of which, I, a creditor, really don’t look like a debt collector, and she’s not like my Mrs. Yazhai on the top of the mountain. Look at the past and present, which one The creditors and robbers would spare no effort to please the hostages, it should be the hostage Lihua tearfully trying to please the creditors, but now it is completely upside down with me, this gives her the space to come and go freely, and completely delegate power I don't care, but the result of being too indulgent and free is that she doesn't pay attention to me more and more. Not only does she not smile at me sincerely, but she also raises her head and leaves her bright smile to the sun. I really don't understand her, except It will make me angry, what else? I have no other requirements, and the most basic face must be let me live. In my territory, I don’t have the slightest vision to see what’s coming. Paying for my life, the more I don’t let me do what I want, I just want a sincere smile, and I haven’t seen it for a long time. As the saying goes, a good distance creates beauty, and a long separation is better than a newlywed, but the result is that when I got the ring, I was full of joy I rushed back non-stop to give her a surprise, but before I could enter the house, I came out like this, hey, I thought she was basking in the sun, but I didn’t know that I thought the flying fairy found a UFO. Inexplicably, she smiled sweetly at the sun and raised her hand to say hello. Seeing this scene, I was almost mad. Is there any mistake? The atmosphere and decorations are completely neglected. This is not the end, but what I don’t understand the most is that here I have firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea cart, money house, housekeeper, driver, servant, old mother, puppies, and a bunch of people and animals to take care of and accompany, but here she is It’s better to smile at the sun. Seeing the sun is closer than seeing her own relatives. The sun is her mother and father, taking care of her food and drink, letting her eat and clothe her warmly. So proud, dare to provoke me so blatantly, I have to let her know the end of provoking me, just wait and see, Tong Xue, today will not let you have a good time, put down the phone as soon as you say it, just go straight to the head and cover your face, just three simple words :"Where?"