A Thousand Mountains and Twilight Snow Continues A Thousand Paper Cranes One Thousand and 95 Days Fa

I have never seen her work so hard for me. It can be said that Xiaozhi tried his best to resolve the knot in my heart with emotion and reason. At this moment, I completely let go, because she finally found that seeing her I am no longer the submissive, cautious, hypocritical, heartless second girl who pleases me. I finally became myself once again, trying my best to restrain the urge to cuddle with her and cry, still the usual cold However, I can't see or not it has nothing to do with her. Will he lose her in oral argument too?This time, I took a strong dose of medicine, using my venomous tongue to intentionally threaten her with the excuse of not signing the contract, and let her know the truth of retreating in spite of difficulties, enough is enough, but this time she did not hesitate to persuade me I was deeply impressed by it: "I am also afraid. I know that it has nothing to do with me whether you can see or not, but I can't see it. I can't see you torture yourself like this. Before Professor Jiang died, you Entrust it to me, she told me, when one day you lost your way, she asked me to tell you what to do, but why should I, what am I capable of teaching you, I can’t even see my own way I understand, I have no ability to teach you how to go on, the only thing I can do is to let you look outside, you look at the blue sea, even if it has not become a good port, it is still there, it is still so Mei, just like your father, even though he is gone, his spirit will always be by your side like this sea!"

With tears in his eyes, he threw the hammer in his hand heavily towards the pitch-black glass, as if a catharsis, and as if he wanted to release it. In an instant, there was the sound of glass shattering and the mischievous sunlight scrambling to pass through like a market. The missing corner shines in, instantly lighting up the whole study room and at the same time lighting up my long-closed dark heart. This is really a joyful cry. There is no emotion comparable to this desire to cry. The emotional impact is more intuitive and shocking. Just this final sound, I vented all the resentment I had borne in my heart for ten years. This is really a release after suffering, a struggle. The final relief, let go completely, without reservation.Dad, I finally let go of my hatred, let go of myself, and untied all the knots in my heart. Now my son is instantly enlightened and comfortable, and your spirit in heaven can finally rest in peace. All the worries and confusions have disappeared. The rest is the love that is a little late but not too late, and the first intimate contact that is a little bit anticipated but a little bit confused. At this moment, neither of us said anything, just let everything we know each other be silent Let's go.

Silently and tearfully broke those black glasses with her, and at the same time opened my heart, communicated with her, and worked together. When the new glass was installed, I saw a brand new and bright study room, and the sun shone into every corner. , I saw the wide sea through the glass. This is the first time I have seen such a beautiful sea, and it is also the first time I have seen such a blue sky. It became brighter, and all the things that could not be seen in the past are now cleared up. When I saw her coming, I pulled her back emotionally and wanted to kiss her, but when I saw her expression of fear, I finally Compromise and give up.I let go of my obsession with hatred when I came to the beach this time, but facing her, I can only say that I really don’t have the courage. This time, maybe I really have to let go, but I also know that I announced the fake couple’s agreement, It is bound to cause an uproar, since I received Mu Zhenfei's call, I have always had a bad premonition, thinking that if I give up everything, Mu Yongfei will not be willing to let it go, and will definitely look for Tong Xue So on this last day, what I can do for Tong Xue is to teach her how to protect herself. Taking the opportunity of buying vegetables and bargaining, I preached to her for the first time, and it was also the first time she agreed with me. We worked together to cut the price and cook a meal. We just wanted her to think of my craftsmanship when she ate in the future, but what she said made my heart ache. She always thought that I was looking for me because of the hatred of my parents. on her.

Looking at her sincere eyes, I don't know how to explain to her, I really want to tell her, the secret that has been hidden in my heart that I have never revealed, in fact, I fell in love with her at first sight, I found her not because of hatred but because of Because I saw how happy she was with her boyfriend, I became jealous and out of control. I really wanted to tell her that I have been loving her in my own way for the past three years, but I was afraid, I was afraid that telling her would make her I hated me even more, I was afraid that if I told her that it was because of my jealousy that it would destroy her relationship with Xiao Shan, she would really kill me with a knife, so I didn't say anything after all, just warned her not to be so stupid in the future, Don't just do what others say, learn to protect yourself, put on a disguise mask after speaking, get up and walk out of the house coldly, walk towards the sea with a wry smile, let the sea breeze blow your face, tell yourself it's over, this is The best possible outcome isn't it?But why is God's heart still so reluctant and so painful? I still can't be reconciled to it. After all, I have paid for three years, but in her eyes, what I have done has become a way to cut off her and Xiao Shan. The executioner of fate, so let’s forget it, I’ve been enduring it for so long, and it’s no harm to bear it any longer. I suddenly remembered the old saying, “Forbear for a moment when the wind is calm, and take a step back to open up the sea and the sky”, but after enduring What should it be?Looking up at the magnificent sea, listening to the dialogue between the sea and the wind, and feeling the interdependence between the sea and the sky, I finally have the answer in my heart.

In the past, the sea was difficult for water, yes, it is difficult to cover the water, the answer I already knew, but I was always reluctant to face it, but now when the situation has changed, I realize that things are different, and I am no longer the original self. That kind of persistence brings more calmness.Maybe it’s really possible to let it go, I still have no fate with her after all, just like the poem described, the furthest distance in the world is the distance between fish and birds, one is in the sky and the other is deep in the bottom of the sea, the sky The distance from the sea seems to be close but is still slowly separated by an invisible gap. After all, they cannot be together. They were doomed for a moment to be separated from each other. Looking at them, it was like foreseeing the ending of Tong Xue and me. Originally, we were supposed to be two parallel lines that did not intersect, but because of my attachment at the beginning, let We have intersected with each other. Now when I let go of all my persistence, I look back and realize what I lost. It feels like a nightmare. Now when I wake up from the dream, I realize that it was just an accident. It’s nothing more than a farce to please the public, it’s ridiculous, everything should be said that you have done your own crimes and you can’t live, no matter, since you can’t look back, you can keep your head up and go forward, let the past go, and cherish the experience from now on Every minute and every second with her, leave a good memory for each other.

Smiling, I was about to turn around, but a sudden cry attracted all my attention. After seeing the scene in front of me, I was completely shocked by the picture in front of me. I saw a group of ferocious seabirds with their sharp beaks open, facing the sea. The shoals of fish that were playing carp jumping over the dragon gate were enjoying themselves and swooped down. In an instant, the fish that were supposed to swim in the sea became delicious meals under the beaks of seabirds before they had time to struggle. Natural cannibalism and man-made knives, the original ecological food chain in which I am fish and meat, was staged in front of my eyes, and I, the authority, could not recover for a long time, and I was like an old friend in my respective territory undisturbed just a second ago However, in the next minute, it evolved into a fish and bird version of Romeo and Juliet's tragic love drama. At this moment, I was awed by their mutual tragedy. It turned out that I was wrong, the world The farthest distance is not the distance between fish and birds. Presumably, the person who wrote that poem forgot the primitive nature of animals. In fact, fish and birds have already interpreted the relationship between them in their own way. Maybe they also want to Those who are together, just meet at this time period, the seabirds make courtship calls and sing for their beloved partner under the sea, and the fish dance in groups upon invitation. At this moment, they cherish each other in their own way and stay together for a long time Shou, even if you know it's a moth to the flame, you have to do your best to fight the last moment of your life, show your most beautiful side for your lover, ask what love is in the world, and teach people to promise each other directly, don't care about eternity, only care about Once owned, I only envy mandarin ducks but not immortals. Once loved, I will not regret it. Mistakes are temporary regrets. Missing is eternal regret. Meeting the right person at the right time is the happiness of a lifetime. Meeting the wrong person at the right time People are a heartbeat, meeting the wrong person at the wrong time is absurd, meeting the right person at the wrong time is a sigh.

And what kind of encounter did Tong Xue and I belong to? Looking back on the scene just now, I realized the distance between Tong Xue and me. People are close at hand, but our hearts are far away. I think fate really played a joke on me. The person who guarded her for three years has never really won her heart. Maybe it is destined that today's ending was written the moment we met each other. After all, she and I missed each other. I can't go back, and the most ridiculous thing is that at this time, the stinging pain in my heart is no longer there, as if everything has returned to calm, as if nothing happened, no matter what, Let it all end where it started. There are many corners in life and many opportunities. Maybe we miss each other at this moment. At the next time when everyone will not be so embarrassed, we will meet again. At that time I can face her calmly, ride a bike with her, play games together, bargain together, bicker together, cook together, wash dishes together, origami cranes together, chat and laugh together, kiss and hug together, and remember She has been good all her life, but when she thinks of her criminal, her teeth itch with anger, and her heart feels sour when she sees her, so she grows old with her unknowingly, and spends her whole life with her unknowingly.