A Thousand Mountains and Twilight Snow Continues A Thousand Paper Cranes One Thousand and 95 Days Fa

It is said that a woman has a needle in her heart, and it is true. Hey, thinking of forcing her to the point where she wants to strangle me, it is really the first time for a big girl to get on a sedan chair. What kind of determination is that, I know it well But that's all.In fact, there are many times when I want to strangle her, because I can't bear the urge to love but can't love, always want to break through the shackles of reason and morality, seek a kind of relief but there is no way out, the kind of suffering and pain Torture and painful struggle, but this stupid woman didn't understand what I said. She kept asking me what I wanted, and I never answered her directly. This time I answered, and I said it so clearly, but She still doesn't understand, in fact, I don't want to let go just because I want to love her, I want her to give me a chance to love her, but she still doesn't understand what I want, and I have never explored what she really needs What, we have wasted too much time going around with each other in the past three years, and I finally know why I can't drive Xiao Shan away from her heart, because the way they love is that each other is willing to sacrifice for each other, and I It was not until today that I was willing to admit that I lost, and I lost convincingly.

The three years of relationship were all in vain, and the question that has been bothering me for many years has finally been answered. The reason why she has always been like a rock in the past three years is that I used the wrong method. For her, a sincere paper crane is better than Countless priceless gold, silver and jewels. After chatting with Xiao Shan before, I also learned about the meaning of paper cranes online. One represents that you are the only one I don’t regret. Xiao Shan folded one for her and hung it on my On the glass of the baby room of the house, I felt as if someone had slapped me hard. At that time, I just didn't realize it, or I would have rushed up and ordered warnings and forced to grab and pack it away, but at that time I no longer have the qualifications and opportunities to fight for her, and now I am no one of her, and I have no position to interfere. The more I love, the more humble I am. Seeing her black hair pass through my fingers, just as I reach out Within the reachable range, I don't have the courage to touch and grasp it. There are so many things I want to say to her, but I don't know how to speak, so I just want to escape, especially when I just saw her briefly in the air. Contact, I quickly avoided it subconsciously. I was afraid of facing the sympathy, pity, disgust and hatred that flashed in her watery eyes. When all the hatred is spread out in the sun, I will meet again I just felt embarrassed, so all I wanted was to force her to leave quickly, but she not only refused to leave, but also confronted me head-on. When there was no other way, I could only tell her that I was sick and confused. Such a blunt confession from the heart: "You finally know how painful and sad your heart is when the person you love doesn't love you, or when the person you love hates you! "

But from her point of view, she didn't know who she was thinking of. Looking at her dazed expression, she could guess that it was inseparable. She probably remembered Mu Yongfei's instigation again. She was really convinced. She just said a few words, She just takes it seriously, and doesn't think about who has a deep friendship with her. I have been with her for three years, but she doesn't believe in me, and instead listens to Mu Yongfei, a vicious woman with a vicious heart who only met once. Slander, do you think you understand her?You don't understand why she said to invite you to drink tea and you just go with her. She has no sense of prevention, doesn't know how to protect herself, and even counts money for others after being sold. I really don't know how her brain grows. It is said that she can grow smarter by eating a ditch, but why can't she be smarter? It seems that it is really necessary to go to the hospital to have her IQ checked. , It’s useless to talk more, it’s better to do it yourself, go your own way, stop here, don’t give it away!

It's rare that I let her go with good intentions, but she came back again, and I didn't want to hear a word she said to me. It's really inexplicable, even I think it's ridiculous. My child is gone. That stinky Mu Zhenfei The boy acted like a hero again and took the initiative to ask Ying to replace his sister and run to Tong Xuedao to apologize. He was really speechless. What's wrong with him? Does my child need him to show concern?Hey, I really don't understand why Tong Xue is pregnant here and her miscarriage. The information of these irrelevant people is comparable to that of a father-to-be. Thinking of this makes me angry, and I really want to argue with her, if not She couldn't let go of Xiao Shan, and she was entangled with Mu Zhenfei, how could Ai Ai die, God damn it, when I think of this, I get so angry, a bunch of irrelevant people are all watching me, my father-to-be, be killed The kept-in-the-dark joke includes Xiao Shan, I bet his kid knew about it earlier, and he was the only one who kept it from me until Mu Yongfei pierced the window paper. , they all showed their original shape, each one was waiting to see a good show, and I really couldn't control myself. When I heard Mu Yongfei say that Tong Xue asked to kill the child on my own, I also lost control Impulsively instigated by Mu Yongfei, I didn't calm down rationally and think about it. It's too late to remedy it now, not to mention she won't listen to my explanation, and I don't have the extra energy to defend myself What's wrong, now I really don't know how to face her, everything has become a fact, face it bravely and accept it, there is still a long way to go, don't always look back at the past, cherish what you have now, otherwise There may be more lost, and the rest is just endless regrets. Hey, my father is wise and understands what I need. Don’t regret it, don’t regret it.

Dad, I understand your thoughts, I will cherish what I have now, as for me and Tong Xue, my son can only say that we should do our best to obey the destiny, not to mention Ai Ai also said that the woman I was destined to be is the fairy tale The Snow White in the movie, anyway, she can't escape my palm anyway, so this time my son decided to take a long line to catch a big fish, take it easy first, and see the situation before it's too late to act, don't you think? .I also know that you will not agree, and Aiai will not agree. You all hope that Tong Xue and I can be happy. In fact, the happy life that my son thinks in his heart is to have you, mother, Tong Xue, and love Love, have a lovely life, our family is together and never separate, this is the happiness I am looking forward to, but all this is impossible, at this moment my son dare not think about these things, thinking of you, thinking of love, My son is really sad, I just want to tell you that you have always lived in my heart, my father and my daughter, there is always a corner in my heart reserved for you, can your spirits in heaven sense my thoughts? , Dad, love love, thinking of you, I want to cry endlessly, especially at this time, Tong Xue sent me an apology and comfort that was ten years late. All the grievances and sorrows hidden in my heart for the past ten years were all aroused in one brain, so that I couldn't find any other way to vent except wanting to cry with her, but I finally didn't have the courage to ask for it. Subconsciously clutching the corner of the quilt desperately, I was afraid that I would be too emotional for a while, so I would really lose control and hug her into my arms and cry happily, telling her that the pain in my heart is no less than hers, telling her , the dream I had, we prayed for love together, told her that I lost her, lost love, lost cuteness, lost my father, I would rather die than die, tell her that I am sick to punish myself, it is me The one who killed Aiai, I am the real murderer who killed my daughter. I want to make amends in this way. Tell her that she is also the only one I don’t regret. I have never regretted falling in love with her. I think I told her a lot, but I still didn't say anything after all.I am afraid that this opening will reveal the true hidden emotions in my heart, and I will collapse in an instant, and all the emotions will flood into my heart like a mountain and sea. Under the impact of such emotions, I am very afraid that I will lose control and kill her. He held her in his arms, never wanting to let her go.

It wasn't until I heard the sound of hurried footsteps and the sound of opening and closing the door that I dared to let go of my emotions and completely relax my guard. I let tears flow from my eyes without any hesitation, and my mind was empty. I didn't think about anything, but I don't know why, I just wanted to cry, maybe because I was relieved because I dreamed of my father, love and cuteness, or maybe it was because of her sorry that I was ten years late, I didn't expect her to do this , Hey, I finally pushed her too far and let her say these three words to me, just like she said that not everything can be recovered with a simple sorry, it can be treated as nothing If it happens, all wounds can be healed, and it is meaningless to live a good life without owed to each other.In fact, it’s just a kind of spiritual self-comfort, but it’s so heavy and a little unwilling to listen to it from her mouth. I felt that it was perfunctory and insincere, so I wanted to turn around and find fault with her, pick her thorns, hey, forget it, let her slip away quickly, if she still doesn't leave, I might really lose control and kill her She was pressed under her body, ignoring the dizziness and heat all over her body, so she simply vented out with her in this ward to find comfort.

God, I laughed and sighed at this idea, there is no way, who told her to call me a beast and a devil in the right, which made me feel that if she didn't do something violent, I'm sorry for her racking her brains to give it to her. The nicknames I have given me are tolerable and unbearable until I insist on forcing her to call out my full name. What's the matter, I still feel wronged, let you decide to give me so many nicknames without permission, You deserve to be scolded, you deserve it, you asked for it, I tried my best to find all kinds of reasons to convince myself, but I still feel sorry in my damn heart, it feels like something is stuck there, I feel uncomfortable and aggrieved, I can’t breathe, I want to come I still underestimated the magical power of that girl. With such a simple three words, people are willing to turn off the fire easily, and even the smoke can't come out. Thinking of being dismissed so easily by her, I feel unconvinced I want to get it back, but I have no way to deal with her when I really face her. Hey, I really have to suffer from it all the time. It's just how to explain love and cute death to mother. It will be mother's birthday in a few days. How can mother bear such a thing at this juncture, and find a way to cover it up.But before I could figure out how to explain to my mother, my mother first asked me to settle accounts, and the reason was of course not for love, nor for being cute, but because I was sick and sick, and my mother knew me best. A few words of encouragement reached my heart, I felt comfortable and powerful, and at the same time I felt my mother's loving caress caressing the tears on my cheeks. I felt very warm, and fell asleep in my mother's arms like this. Our family was reunited in my sleep, and I smiled happily.