A Thousand Mountains and Twilight Snow Continues A Thousand Paper Cranes One Thousand and 95 Days Fa

Her irrational and childish behavior at the beginning had already cost her three years. How many good times in a person's life can be squandered? It has already delayed her for three years. Let her choose the way that is good to her. This is the best way. Leaving this place of right and wrong, I actually know what my mother is thinking. She clearly knows what Tong Xue means to me and that I can't let go of her, so I want to take this opportunity to see if my feelings for Tong Xue are so deep that I will give up revenge for Tong Xue and live a happy life with Tong Xue. Leave, don't agree to Mu Yongfei's conditions. Back then I didn't agree to my mother's request to leave with my mother. In fact, I was reluctant to part with my father's life's hard work. If I lost even Mo's family, I really would have no face to face my father's spirit in the sky. Thinking that my mother still didn't give up, she turned her brains to Tong Xue again, thinking that I would not be able to bear it anymore if Tong Xue left, so I walked with Tong Xue, put everything down, and stay away from all the right and wrong here, then My mother was wrong, and there was no way around it. My life was connected with my father’s lifelong loneliness. If this thing is not completed, my life will always feel incomplete and I will always have regrets. No matter where I go, I feel guilty, I feel that my father's soul can't rest in peace, I feel that my heart can't be relieved, and my soul can't be redeemed, so I always feel that I can't achieve the peace of mind that I feel at ease. I don’t hesitate to work hard to complete everything. No matter how many difficulties and obstacles I encounter, I will not regret it if I go through thorns and thorns all the way, stumble, fall and break my blood. At least I have worked hard.

With a helpless wry smile, I raised my eyes and looked up. The moonlight tonight is really beautiful. It was supposed to be a reunion between the two of us, but looking at the slightly lonely figure against the bright moonlight, it turned out to be so lonely and depressed. , both he and I looked so lonely tonight, it seemed that we were rejected, and it felt like a frostbite when we came out. Why, it was strange to be rejected by my woman. I was going to ridicule him, but seeing him with a sad face, staggering steps, and turning around every three steps, I can see that he is extremely reluctant. I don't know what is going on between them, that's all, let's take this opportunity to walk into them Two worlds, see if there is room to be a peacemaker and make a match, if they can go abroad together and take care of each other, I think I will feel more at ease, and I did that, It was the first time I had a peaceful talk with Xiao Shan face to face, and it was also at that time that I learned a lot about Tong Xue from him that I had never known before, and I also got to know their stories more closely, and understood how a paper crane came to be. The meaning for Tong Xue.

After listening to his narration, I couldn't help but want to do something for her. In the end, I still feel that I owe her, and Xiao Shan's words with deep meaning before leaving revealed that the three of us are also fallen people in the world. Suffering, yes, just like what Xiao Shan said, me, Tong Xue, and him, the three of us are poor people, because we have lost the most important corner of our lives, and our whole life is full of regrets, I really didn’t expect that the people who understand me best in this world are not my family members, nor my friends, but my rivals in love and my opponents, or in that sentence, opponents are the third hand to achieve myself, whether it is Xiao Shan or Mu Zhen Fei, I should be glad that there are two people like this in my life trajectory. They were originally inseparable and never interacted with each other until death. But in the end, it was because of her that the three of us got married. intersection.

Originally, I was not a talkative child by nature. I was always alone and taciturn. When I was in school, my parents and teachers once thought I had mild withdrawn depression. In fact, the main reason was that my parents were busy with work and neglected to treat me My attention, and I am the only child in the family, usually alone, no matter what happens, I am used to carrying it alone, I am not good at verbal communication, I don’t like to explain, the principle of dealing with people has always been Treating things and not others, when things happen, they are often irrelevant to themselves, and they are chaotic when they are related to themselves. On the surface, they are independent and calm, but in fact they always use unscrupulous, duplicity, and eccentric words to cover up the real needs of their hearts. It's just three simple words, but it feels like it's too shameful to say it. It's obviously upright, but it just can't be spread out on the table. At that time, I wonder how much I have lost, even the simple three words. Words can’t be given and at the same time can’t be owned. Maybe this life will be so dark. A devil who has no sense of security and has never experienced being loved and cared for, how can he be expected to give others light and warmth, as well as hope and love Woolen cloth?In this respect, I am very similar to her. We are both poor people, so there is only hatred between us. We have never really understood each other with our hearts. In her heart, I am a beast and a devil. , in my eyes, she is like a lost pet, always begging for mercy, carefully currying favor with the owner, humbly asking what the owner needs, and then giving it respectfully within the scope of what she can give, every time Seeing her like this will cause an inexplicable sadness from the bottom of my heart, yes, sadness, not warmth, because it is to please, not to care from the bottom of my heart, I also have my pride, I am not rare for such a gift, so Every time I heard her say that sentence in a slightly helpless and submissive but implicitly provocative tone: "What do you want, as long as you let my uncle go, I can do whatever you want!"

I don't know what to do at all, I just feel that I am reminded by her all the time that the relationship between me and her is just a deal, a game, she only sells her body but not her heart, for her uncle, she can sacrifice her In order to ensure the reunion of her uncle's family, everything she did for me was based on the fact that I had her uncle's criminal evidence. In the past three years, she tried every means to please me, and the purpose was just to make me If you are so happy, maybe you will pay off all the debts owed by her uncle when you are happy, or you will give her the original evidence of her uncle's crime when you are happy, and tell her that you are free. I will let you go and live the life you want to live. This is what she has been looking forward to for the past three years, but she never thought that we would end in this way. In the end, we will let go and hurt each other. What a life! It's not sad, it's just sad to fall in love with such a ruthless, silly woman who doesn't know how to love in this life.

It's tiring, but worth it, isn't it?Just imagine what my life would be like if such a silly woman had never appeared in my life. It was an unimaginable bottomless black hole. Just because of this girl like Snow White in fairy tales, I My life has become different because of this, so I still thank fate for allowing me to have such a waitable, hateful, resentful, and imaginable Snow White in fairy tales, and let me experience the feeling of love, otherwise there is no way to imagine , a life without love is like a dry well with no interest in life. Although I have her for a very short time, it takes a lifetime to let go of her. I am very fortunate to have such a girl in my life who can be with her Having a love like this is really unforgettable to my heart, and I finally understand why first love is so beautiful and unforgettable, because it is very pure, very true, without any profit factors mixed in, just pure love, and it is precisely because There is pain when there is love, and it is deep because of the pain. It is worthwhile to have such a deep love once in life. Although I have experienced so much pain, I feel pain and happiness. I feel very happy and unforgettable.

Well, so be it, anyway, I love her, my first love, Snow White in fairy tales, at this moment I stand here silently to say goodbye to you, from now on we will go back to the same road, to the bridge Bridge, each go their own way, will never see each other again, do it for yourself, cherish each other, I believe that you will live better without me, but in the days without you, I don’t know what I will do, recently one after another There are too many things that happened to me, which made me burnt out and exhausted, so I didn't have much time to calm down and think about the future between me and her. Now let's put her aside for the time being, and let us calm down for a while Time, get over the biggest difficulty in front of us first, and then think about how we should go with her. What is ridiculous is that the housekeeper said something meaningful before we left: "Are you still planning to come back?"

It made me feel a little overwhelmed, and I couldn't laugh or cry, why did it look like a farewell to life and death, what a joke, this is my home, why would I not come back, not to mention she is still living in this city, although it is not like before I live under the same roof like that, but deep in my heart, she has never left. Wherever she is, home is where she is, and home is where she is, and she will feel warm, even though we have torn faces Let’s meet again, it’s an enemy, or she will never want to see me again, but I may still intentionally or unintentionally want to know her news, knowing that she is well will make me feel at ease, thinking like this I will feel no It is so sad, and if you are more optimistic, there may be hope for recovery, but this hope fell through as a shareholder voted for a motion of no confidence.

Due to the failure of the Hainan project, Mu Changhe took advantage of the problem and started to act restlessly. He even tried to incite the shareholders to launch a motion of no confidence to decide whether I would stay or not. It seemed that he was really determined to kick me out, but he really Do you think I can be defeated so easily?Would I sit here without absolute certainty?It's really interesting. Even if this battle makes me irreparable, I will be a backer. Even if I face the fate of being kicked out, I still have the confidence to return to this position. What's the matter, don't you believe it? , Okay, let's play chess face to face, how about it? Let's see, don't dare to do it again. On the surface, he is very friendly and treats me to a bowl of polite rejection, but in fact he is behind his back. You're playing tricks, and you've already started plotting plots. Seeing how old you are, it's really unflattering. You don't dare to say anything on the table. What's the point? Forget it, it's just a child's trick. I am too lazy to deal with your IQ, so I will tell you clearly, in fact, in the past ten years, I feel like a nanny who has been in Mu's family for many years, coaxing an old child to have fun. I think I have no credit for all these years Hard work, you want to kick when you say kicking, I tell you that it is not that cheap, there is a saying that it is easier to invite gods than to send them away, a swordsman with real skills will not rush to make a move, but is good at grasping the opponent's weaknesses , When the opponent thinks that he is about to win a big victory, take advantage of his unpreparedness to attack his ribs, and finally annihilate him in one fell swoop, understand?The real decisive battle starts now, don't say anything, let's make a move with the sword, how about using the GPS to determine the outcome, dare to play?