A Thousand Mountains and Twilight Snow Continues A Thousand Paper Cranes One Thousand and 95 Days Fa

What a simple and flat kind of warm happiness!But now this kind of simple happiness has become a luxury, there is nothing, nothing is nothing, I can no longer hear my father's kindly exhortations in my ears, and I can no longer feel my father's loving touch in my heart up.How can a person lose so much? It really fulfilled the saying that go out to see the sky, and enter the door to see the face.It must be that I usually look unpopular and unlucky, so even God can’t stand it anymore. This is to remind me to remember to wear character and virtue before going out in the future, and be good. Praise the character and accumulate virtue for yourself and the family around you.What makes me wonder is that my father has always been a great philanthropist who founded a company with the business philosophy of engaging in public welfare and charity. He has always been easy-going and amiable, and has never offended others. Good will be rewarded and evil will be rewarded with evil, a good person will live a safe life, and a good person will be rewarded with good things, but why is God so hard-nosed when it comes to my father?Hey, I think everything is predestined, it has its own arrangements in the dark, man is determined to conquer the sky, it is simply nonsense, manpower is always no match for the sky, everything is unknown, so we have to accept our fate.

Just like this cup of black coffee in my hand, without adding milk or sugar, if you don’t try to feel it, you will never know how bitter it is.Life is the same, full of ups and downs, both thrilling and exciting, never know what will happen tomorrow.But it is also because of this that people are curious and looking forward to it every day. Just now, when I feel that it is hard to live, I want to give up, and it is not interesting, I recall my father's motto in my mind: "Xiaoqian, it's okay, it's nothing serious, bear with it It's over!"

Thinking about it this way, I felt that it was really no big deal. There was no mountain that I couldn't climb, and there was no river that I couldn't cross.The test of life is like the sea, it is clearly presented in front of you, but it is unfathomable. On the surface, there are ups and downs one wave after another, sometimes calm and sometimes rough.Although there are certain rules to follow, the ups and downs are unpredictable.I just wanted to take a break to catch my breath, but I didn't have time to complain, and I will soon face the next challenge, so the biggest enemy of human beings is still myself.Love yourself more. Only when you know how to love yourself can you love others better. Human youth is short, and there is only one time. Human life should be spent like this. Regret, and will not be ashamed because of mediocrity, how to use limited life to devote to unlimited philanthropy, carry forward the father's foundation, keep your own style while not being affected by reality, do what you want, Live the life you want to live, be your own master, take every choice seriously, be responsible for every decision you make, don't regret it, don't compromise with fate, everything depends on yourself, treat yourself better, for all Love you and the person you love, feel that you are no longer alone, stand up bravely to face all challenges, as long as you don’t give up, I believe you will see a rainbow, relax and travel, enjoy the scenery along the way, cherish every time Opportunities to choose, not to be afraid of failure and mistakes, to be brave enough to take responsibility, not to be discouraged, and to store all the experience and growth in your heart as the last precious wealth you give yourself.In this way, at the moment when life ends, you will face it calmly, look back on your life, and say without regret: "Dad, my whole life and all my energy have been dedicated to what you regard as the most magnificent and beautiful charity in the world." Career, your son did not embarrass you, your soul in heaven will definitely be proud of your son at this moment!"

No regrets?pride?Silently smiling bitterly with tears in his eyes, looking at the cup of black coffee in his hand, a cowardly reflection of himself reflected in the light, I really hate this kind of myself, how did it become like this?What's wrong with me, how can I live in such a mess, every day is like a torment, shouldn't life be enjoyed?And how could I live my life as if it were a day, and I was completely cooking on the pot, how could I make myself so miserable?

And the answer is really no solution.Yes, there is no solution, but I really feel unwilling to compromise and accept fate like this.Hey, fate, since when did I start to believe in fate.Man, indeed, is the most advanced animal that likes to think wildly.If it was just an animal, then there would not be so many troubles.But it happens to be a high-level person. I was born in this life, and after living such a life, I don't even know why I live.It's better to stand up and die than to live in such a suffocating way.As the saying goes, poor and humble cannot be moved, rich and honor cannot be promiscuous, and might cannot be subdued. This is called a real man.And I really did a man in vain, and now I realize that there is such a weak side in my bones, which is really ironic.

There is really something wrong with me today, to be so sentimental, it really is not the right way to do it.Maybe it's the nature of human beings who are at work, looking for excuses to escape from the inertia of human beings. Sometimes when people have nothing to do with themselves, they feel that their own destiny is no longer in their own hands.This kind of cognition makes me feel a little uncertain, isn't it?Still looking for a refuge for the rest of my life, it is said that memory is the refuge of reality and a symbol of aging.But my father didn’t see it that way. He often taught me earnestly and earnestly. Memories are actually a kind of mood. They only come when you are at your most peaceful state of mind. It’s like a mirror that can reflect the two sides of human nature. When you smile , it laughs, and when you're down, it gives you back the same.Hey, now that I think about my father's harsh advice, I really feel very warm. I didn't understand it very well at the time, but now life has taught me everything. Sure enough, life is the best teacher.It taught me to be a man, to live upright and have a backbone, and at the same time, it also told me that those who achieve great things must be unconcerned and forbearing. Hey, it really is a mirror. There are two philosophies of life. I think my father has to be forgiving and forgiving. Forbearance, now it falls on my shoulders again. I thought that my father named me Shaoqian, hoping that I would have the integrity of a gentleman, but now I am really ashamed of my father's hard work. Walking the way of his father, forbearance, looking at the cold cup of black coffee in front of him, thinking about the situation he was facing, no matter what, since it was destined, he showed the courage of the iron bones like a broken bamboo, and fought fiercely. He raised his head and drank the rest of the coffee, felt the fragrance and bitterness of the coffee again, and laughed at himself, thinking that all this is a kind of self-deprecating adjustment for joy in bitterness.

Now it's time to get down to business and study this game of chess. If you complain about yourself endlessly here, you should really find a place where no one is around to slap yourself.Well, the sky will send a great mission to the people of Sri Lanka, and they must first suffer from their hearts.That's fine. The so-called good medicine is good for the disease. Now that the root cause of the disease has been found, it is time to face the solution. It is definitely not for a man to escape like this.No wonder my father likes to drink black coffee, and he has indeed brought its refreshing effect to the extreme immediately. It instantly wakes people up, so that they can clearly know who they are and what they should do.Dad, your son will not let you down, waiting for good news from your son.

Looking up at the sky, I recalled the figure of my father in my mind.Calm down and start to think about the ins and outs of this whole thing, not without doubts, I feel that I am also trapped in a puzzle, and now I am struggling without taking a step, step by step.Looking at the entire chess game right now, it can be said that it is like walking on thin ice, and if one move is wrong, the whole game will be lost.In fact, I also know that I can't leave, I can't let go, I can't bear it, and I also know that I am angry for a while, and I am competing with myself for a gamble, and I am not really as strong as I imagined in my bones.As the saying goes, a good man should be able to bend and stretch, endure a moment of calm, and take a step back to broaden the sea and the sky.But it's really hard, but if you really can be selfish, be ruthless, simply take it and let it go, and leave as soon as you say it, and let it go as soon as you say it, you are really not reconciled.

As the saying goes, people have to bow their heads under the eaves. When they are really cornered and cornered, they realize that those so-called integrity, integrity, reputation, and conscience are not worth mentioning. Perish in the midst of death, erupt in silence, put it to death and live later, just endure it incognito, it’s no big deal, but it’s just wandering between walking dead and dog, if you are really forced to the limit of endurance, Just walk away, run to this restaurant that my parents often come to on vacation, and sit in the seat where my father used to sit and hide away.

Thinking of my father, I felt a throbbing pain in my heart. It was really resentment and hatred. It left me with an unresolved debt and a regret that could never be remedied. There is no chance to do my best to be filial.This kind of regret is beyond the comprehension of ordinary people, and I must find out the executioners who caused all these tragedies, and I will not let any one go, so as to comfort my father's spirit in heaven and do something for my father. Only in this way will I feel I feel better, and feel that my life is valuable and meaningful, otherwise I am really afraid that I will not be able to survive.Now the most important thing right now is to cheer up, first do superficial efforts, win Mu Changhe's trust, become a satisfied son-in-law in his eyes, work hard to strengthen yourself, and carry forward the spirit of not fearing hardship and death, in order to regain the Mo family. And work hard.