Floating Life and White Head

The next day, Jiang Yulin went to the dental clinic as usual, and although he was in the dental clinic, he couldn't help but feel uneasy when he thought of the things he had to face, and suddenly became dazed and distracted.It just so happened that the business of the tooth shop was deserted at the moment, and there was nothing serious about it, so he simply walked out and rushed to Hang Mansion.Along the way, he felt uneasy, he didn't want to hurt anyone, and he didn't dare to imagine how Hang Xiuying would react.Even though I was thinking about it all night last night, I still had a lot of thoughts in my heart, and I didn't know what to do.Jiu Jin Er glanced sideways, saw that his face was serious and straight, and he didn't say a word.

After a while, the master and the servant arrived at Hang Mansion.In the name of inspecting the fortifications, I chatted with Hang Qinge for a few words. Looking at the situation in the mansion, the repairs and fortifications will be completed in a few days, and now only the remaining corners need to be cleaned up.Perhaps because of something on his mind, his expression was not very natural.Hang Qinge watched him grow up since he was a child, and he could see something strange at a glance.After a long time, Hang Xiuying was still nowhere to be seen, and Jiang Yulin hesitated left and right, appearing absent-minded.Suddenly a voiceless voice came from his ear, and Jiang Yulin listened carefully, it turned out to be "Phoenix Seeking the Phoenix".So, is it Xiuying?He couldn't help taking a few steps towards the sound of the piano.

Seeing this, Hang Qinge smiled and said, "Yulin, you and Xiuying haven't seen each other for a while, she's in Xiulou, go and talk to her." Jiang Yulin agreed, and went with Jiujiner Went to Xiulou.Standing in front of the embroidered building, listening to the music quietly, and secretly listening to the bitter thoughts of the player.He stayed where he was, raised his hand but didn't knock on the door for a long time.It turns out that Xiuying's qin art is so exquisite now, and the heartfelt narration is as big as the desolate posture of Miss Daiyue.Thinking of this, Jiang Yulin couldn't help frowning, Xiuying is a beautiful lady, no more lonely than Daiyue, but the sound of the piano is heartbreaking. Could it be because of me?He bowed his head guiltily, lost in thought.Jiujiner patted him on the shoulder lightly, "Master, go in. I'll wait for you outside." Jiang Yulin nodded.

Jiu Jin Er knocked on the door with a "bang bang bang" and shouted, "Sister Xiuying, Sister Xiuying, the young master is here, open the door."

Jiang Yulin raised his head and looked up at the Xiulou.When the people in the embroidered building heard the sound, they stopped the piano suddenly.All of a sudden, only the sound of footsteps was heard, and the door opened after a while.Qiaoyun bowed and bowed, and invited Jiang Yulin in.After he crossed the threshold, Qiaoyun gave Jiujiner a wink, and the two closed the door knowingly with a smile on their faces, and waited outside together.

Hang Xiuying rested on the piano, looking straight at the direction of the door. 'Deng thump thump' is the sound of going up the stairs.As the footsteps got closer, she became more and more nervous.The footsteps stopped suddenly, and after a while, Jiang Yulin pushed the door open and entered.She got up and stared at the person who came, with complaints and sorrow in her eyes.Jiang Yulin approached slowly, and stopped about three steps away from her. "Xiu Ying..."

"You're finally here."

Looking at Hang Xiuying's appearance, Jiang Yulin felt ashamed.Taking a step forward, he said, "You've lost a lot of weight. Xiuying, I'm sorry. Last time I..."

Hang Xiuying interrupted the conversation and said with a smile: "Before in Jiangfu, you left me to chase Bao'er. I don't blame you. She is your fiancée, and you should do it both emotionally and rationally."

The more considerate she was, the more guilty Jiang Yulin felt.He forced a smile, "Xiu Ying, thank you for standing in my position and thinking about me."

"I know you are in a dilemma. Let's not talk about the past." Hang Xiuying lowered her head, turned around, walked to the piano case and sat down.

"Yu Lin, did you hear the piece I just played?"

"If I heard correctly, it's "Phoenix Seeking the Phoenix"."

Hang Xiuying smiled, and went on to say, "I remember my father once played this piece, and you said it was nice when you heard it. During the three years after returning to Beijing, I asked my father for advice and practiced hard. I hope he can play it in the future." Let me listen to you. Yulin, can you hear why?"

Jiang Yulin pondered for a moment, "Who knows how you feel when you are so far away? If you are interested in Dong Jun, you can only blame him for being indifferent."

Hang Xiuying was surprised, he really heard it, and then changed the subject a little bit shyly, "I played "Phoenix Seeking the Phoenix", but you said "The Story of the Purple Hairpin", it's no wonder that you are the best in the world."

In fact, "Phoenix Seeking the Phoenix" is enough to express the meaning. Hang Xiuying's piano sound is full of sorrow and pain, which fits perfectly with the artistic conception of this song.Jiang Yulin knew it well, and he didn't want to pierce the window paper and speak too brightly, so he used "The Story of the Purple Hairpin" to express his ideas, but it didn't matter.

Jiang Yulin took a deep breath, "Xiu Ying, I have something to tell you."

"It's okay to talk about it later. I'll play a complete song for you first." After speaking, he looked at Jiang Yulin with a smile, and played with his fingers.It is still "Phoenix Seeking the Phoenix", but it is quite different from what I heard outside the Xiulou.This song seems to tell the lovesickness, revealing the heart directly, like a girl who is in love at the beginning of the sinus confessing the heart of "the concubine has no guesses about love and concubine, and there is no second love in the world".It hides the difficulty of hard thinking, and implies the throbbing of reunion.Jiang Yulin heard the sound of the ground in his ears, and his heart was hard to calm down.He panicked again, hesitating, whether to say or not was all in one thought, and he was always a little apprehensive.

When the song fell, Hang Xiuying opened her red lips, "Yulin, I know you can hear it." She stood up and walked to Jiang Yulin, "Nowadays, I don't care about the reservedness of the girl's family, I just want to put my mind on it." Honestly with you. After the farewell, we meet each other in memory, and we share the same dream with you a few times. We were separated for three years, and I waited for three years, and finally returned to Guangzhou and met you. I still remember the vows made under the century-old hibiscus , I believe you also remember." After speaking, he took out a light blue purse embroidered with plum blossoms from his arms, held it in one hand, took Jiang Yulin's hand with the other, and pushed the purse into his hand. "Actually, a few days ago, I was just a few stitches away. But I didn't see you coming. It really made me think less about eating and drinking, and I couldn't sleep at night. I could only blindly guess. In a fit of anger, I ruined it. But after I started, I regretted it." I embroidered a new one with the stitches without sleep. I firmly believed that you would come, and as expected, you came. After seeing you, the annoyance disappeared out of nowhere. Yulin, I have been urinating about your marriage with Baoer since I was a child. You know, why do you bother to avoid me, avoid me?"

She looked at Jiang Yulin's eyebrows and said affectionately, "I only have you in my heart. Since the day when you were worried that I would catch the cold and put your cloak on my shoulders since childhood, it has been eight years, a full eight years. At the age of 12 In [-], Jiujiner jokingly said that we are talented and beautiful, and urged me to marry you. That night, under the hibiscus, you said that you would marry me when you grow up. From then on, I hoped that I could grow up sooner. Great. I gave it to you for the first time I made a female celebrity, and you have kept it until now, and I am very touched." Hang Xiuying said and looked down at the other sachet on his waist, and she reached out to hold it to see After looking at it, "It's great that you still wear it today." She couldn't help throwing herself into Jiang Yulin's chest and wrapping her arms around his waist, "Yulin, I understand your heart, and now you must know my heart. We Now that you're grown up, when do you... plan to propose marriage to my father?"

Jiang Yulin was stunned when he heard the words, Hang Xiuying didn't seem to give him a chance to interrupt, nor did he give him room to refuse her.The words Hang Xiuying said brought back his childhood memories.For a moment, Jiang Yulin had no idea, and it was even more difficult to say what he had been thinking about for a long time.The hero is sad about the beauty pass, nothing more.

It took a long time for Jiang Yulin to pick up the words, and said tactfully, "Xiu Ying, you have said so much, even if I am a piece of wood, I can understand your intentions, thanks for your love. But, I already have Bao'er. Besides, You are Uncle Hang's favorite jewel, and I can't let you succumb to your status." She tried to push Hang Xiuying away with her hands.

Hang Xiuying didn't care about it at all, and hugged her hands even tighter, as if she would lose the person in front of her if she let go.She enjoyed the warmth of snuggling against his chest, listening to his heartbeat, feeling the intimacy. "I don't care about titles."

"I care. Bao'er cares too." Jiang Yulin replied seriously.

Hang Xiuying looked up at him in disbelief, his sincere eyes didn't look like a joke.She shrank her hands and left his embrace, tears welling in her eyes. "Is it because of your parents' orders, or do you really like her?"

Jiang Yulin was stopped by her question, and he was also looking for the answer in his heart. "I...I don't know, or I don't know myself yet. I can't let her down. Maybe it's predestined. I used to be young, impulsive and thoughtless, now I understand the responsibility on my shoulders If we are together, we will not only hurt Bao'er, but also wrong you. Not to mention Bao'er, even my father and Qian Shibo, I can't explain it." Said, Jiang Yulin turned around, He knew that these words hurt people, and he couldn't bear to see her sad.

Hang Xiuying only felt blood dripping from her heart when she heard the words.She has always known that Qian Baoer is pampered and willful, which makes him a big headache.Therefore, in front of him, she has always been gentle, considerate and knowledgeable.Even the last time Jiang Yulin left her behind and ignored her, she also chose to turn the old story over and not care about it.Her father had once revealed what she had said to Jiang Shouyan that night, and she was overjoyed when she heard that Jiang's father intended to marry the two of them.With Jiang Shouyan's promise, their marriage was a matter of course.Unexpectedly, everything was ready, but he didn't have this thought, and his father's painstaking efforts were wasted, and all the joy was in vain in the end.Even so, Hang Xiuying has been obsessed with this relationship for eight years, how can she give up easily? "Yu Lin, don't run away. Could it be that I've been acting affectionate all these years? No, I don't believe it. Do you dare to say that you have never been tempted by me in your heart?"

"I..." Jiang Yulin turned his head to look at her, and remained silent for a moment.

Seeing this, Hang Xiuying turned from grief to joy, holding his arm with both hands, and said excitedly, "If you don't answer, it means you have me in your heart."

"I admit, there used to be. But now, there is only brother-sister relationship, no affair between men and women. I can't let Bao'er down, let alone marry you. Xiuying, please forgive me, I didn't mean to hurt you."

No matter how dull he was, he could still notice that the person in front of him was no longer the swearing Jiang Yulin in the past.It was difficult for her to determine whether his words were sincere or false, the truth or his intentions?She was not sure about his intentions. After all, it had been three years, long enough for many changes to happen. She had long since lost her original confidence in this relationship, and she was not at all sure of it.Just keep deceiving yourself.But from his mouth, her suspicion was confirmed, and her heart was pierced like a knife.The most precious memory she hides in the deepest part is now just the past in his eyes, which is really ironic.But she still thinks that he is not a person with a bad heart, no matter what, she still has a place in his heart.Thinking of this, her eyes turned red instantly. She looked into his eyes and said in frustration, "You can't let Qian Baoer down, and would rather choose to hurt me? Yulin, I don't want to hear this. I don't believe you will be so ruthless. Obviously there is me. I don't care about my status, I only care about being able to stay with you. If so, won't it be fulfilled?"

Jiang Yulin had mixed feelings in his heart. If he saw a swinger, he wouldn't have such distress, but he didn't.You can't have both, and Bao'er's friendship can't be let down, so I have to be a ruthless person, cut the mess quickly, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. "Xiuying, you can hate me and blame me. I know you treat me with deep love and righteousness, but I can't pass this test. Bao'er has paid too much for me. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't be able to do it today." I stood in front of you and said these words to you. I have been favored by others for thousands of years, and I must not be ungrateful. After all these years, I have unconsciously had her shadow in my heart, which I only discovered recently. Although Baoer Occasionally make trouble for no reason, but this is also her innocence and loveliness. Maybe this is the so-called long-term love. Xiuying, you have always been considerate, so you can naturally understand my thoughts. You and I are destined to have nothing to do with each other. You can't force it." After finishing speaking, he picked up the purse and wanted to return it to the original owner, "This purse is very delicate, I can see that you have put a lot of thought into it, but unfortunately I don't have the good fortune to accept it. Giving it to me is too wasteful."

Hang Xiuying turned around and said with a sneer, "Is there any way to take back the things you send out? If you don't get into your eyes, you can throw them away. Why bother to humiliate me like this." Her voice began to sob and tremble, "I want to give my heart away Xiangmingyue, but the bright moon shines on the ditch. Yulin, your kindness is comparable to heartlessness to me. It’s useless for you to hide seven feet. I never thought that you would be so cowardly. With me in my heart, it must be insignificant. I don't hate you, I only hate myself, why can't I let you go after being hurt by you. I'm tired, you go. "

Hearing her words, Jiang Yulin felt like chewing wax, and felt a dull pain in his heart.In the knot of the love network, idiots blame women for their inability to return to heaven.He blamed himself, complained that he had become a "responsible person" and hurt the woman with whom he was once in love.But what else could he do?He frowned, clutched his purse in his hand, and looked at her back, "Xiu Ying, I'm sorry, I'm the one who failed you. If that's the case, I'll take my leave first. You...take care of yourself." After finishing speaking, Turn around and leave.

In an instant, Hang Xiuying burst into tears, curled up sadly and squatted on the ground, tears streaming down. "I won't give up, no."

After Jiang Yulin walked out of the room, he did not leave immediately. He leaned on the carved pillar and lowered his head dejectedly, as if lost.It turned out that when I said hurtful words, I was the one who was heartbroken.He has not forgotten the friendship between the two of them in the past. Even though the old love is going with the wind, the love they grew up with is still there.He heard Hang Xiuying's heart-wrenching crying in the room, and each sound pierced his heart.But there is no turning back when the bow is opened, and the matter has come to this, what can I do?He raised his eyebrows, cheered himself up, slowly stepped down the stairs, and pulled the door out.

Jiujiner and Qiaoyun who were outside the Xiulou heard the sound and looked over, only to see him drooping his head and saying nothing.The two of them leaned in front of Jiang Yulin, Jiujiner saw the clue, looked at Qiaoyun, then turned his head towards the Xiulou, motioning her to go up.Qiaoyun understood, and anxiously lifted her skirt and drove upstairs.At this time, Jiujin Erfang cautiously raised his doubts, "Master, from your look, I guess it's not very good. What's the matter?"

Jiang Yulin was in a trance, and didn't open his ears to pay attention to Jiujiner's words.After a while, he said weakly: "Go back to the teeth." He walked towards the gate of Hangzhou Mansion.

"Oh, good." Jiu Jin Er agreed, and followed behind.Based on this, Jiu Jin Er figured out that the young master failed to live up to sister Xiu Ying's wishes.Thinking of this, Jiu Jin Er began to turn his head and think about it, the young master's thoughts became more and more difficult to guess, could it be that the young master really moved towards Miss Bao'er?Hey, how did I not know when it started?Fortunately, I am with the young master all day long.If not for this, there is really no reason for the young master to reject sister Xiu Ying.It seems that it will be much worse to be careful in the future.