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The next day, from morning to night, Shen Si slept, read books, read scripts, acted, and squandered his sick leave in an orderly manner. Everything was the same as usual. If there is anything different, it is that Gu Yan did not come today Hospital.

The rose on the cabinet was still holding its head high the night before, but it drooped its head after only one day. It wasn't withered, it just grew crookedly.

Shen Si took the glass bottle to the window sill, and the sky was already getting dark. In this kind of weather, indoors and outdoors are two worlds. The windows of hospitals are usually so small that you can't stick your head out. Si rubbed his waist, took off his glasses and moved the stool under the window aside. His back injury healed faster than he thought, and he could go back to filming next week without any accidents.

Before returning to the crew to film safely, he had to deal with two things, one related to his future and the other related to his life.

What was it that he was afraid that he would poke out so that he could have such a vicious heart?It was not enough for him to fall, and he even put nail boards under it. Shen Si held his chin and thought for a long time. In his memory, he didn't seem to have smashed into Chenghai. If there was, he had several times in the company I have seen girls coming out of his office, and they are not very old.

Suddenly, a terrible thought flashed in Shen Si's mind. This thought made him frown unconsciously, and felt sick for a while, but then he returned to normal.

Everything was just speculation, he had no conclusive evidence, his old club thought he knew some secrets, and was afraid that he would have resentment in his heart if he let him go, and was also afraid that he would step on it in the future.

Shen Si was holding the crooked rose petal, and his expression had never been so deep. Since everyone thought he knew, then if he really didn't know anything, he would be a little sorry for his more seriously injured waist.

So Shen Si returned to the ward, pulled out the charging mobile phone from the table, called Zhao Zhe, and asked him to check things that he hadn't bothered to check before.

The roses on the window sill, and the thin-rimmed glasses next to the glass bottle, looked a little dim and warm under the setting sun shining through the glass.

Gu Yan didn't come today, nor did he send text messages or make calls, Shen Si thought, what was he afraid of coming, and it really didn't look the same at all.

At [-] o'clock the next night, Shen Si asked Yu Ran and Liu Yang to go back, and he also resigned the nurse, so there was no need for others to take care of them. Zhao Zhegang submitted his resignation letter to the agency.

Although there were not many people in the corridor of the hospital, Gu Yan carefully avoided them, and went in without even knocking on the door of the ward. Not long after Shen Si had just laid down, it was the time for the elderly to rest, so Gu Yan walked lightly. Walking in slowly, Shen Si turned over, eyes half-opened, and saw Gu Yan.

Seeing that he woke up, Gu Yan put the things in her hand on the table beside her, walked to the bedside and bent down with a smile, "Sorry, I woke you up."

Shen Si propped up the bed with one hand and wanted to sit up, Gu Yan supported his shoulders, carefully placed the pillow behind Shen Si, and crossed Chen Si's bed, helping him get the glasses that were placed on the cabinet.

Shen Si took the glasses and said, "Thank you."

Gu Yan didn't know where to take out another flower, the blue enchantress, the flower was half open, and said with a smile: "It's really an old man's work and rest."

"Elderly patients work and rest, what are you doing here so late?" Shen Si took the flower and turned his face to one side, because Gu Yan was too close to him.

"I want candy." Gu Yan straightened up, and Shen Si saw his appearance clearly. He was wearing a black suit and tie, and he didn't know where he had taken it off. Two words "abstinence" floated in Shen Si's mind.

"You just finished the activity?" Shen Si asked.

Gu Yan nodded, took Shen Si's quilt to the water dispenser to get a glass of cold water, Shen Si drank it before he could stop him.

"You... can't you wait for the hot water?" Shen Si held back for a long time.

Gu Yan put down the cup and picked up the beautifully packaged box from the table, turned around and said, "I thought I could come over early, so I bought a cake, but I didn't expect it to be so late, the cake has already melted, I'll bring you another one tomorrow. "

Shen Si said: "It's a waste to lose it, and it just so happens that I want to eat it too."

Gu Yan finally brought the cake to Shen Si.

Shen Si opened it and saw that it was matcha mousse. He likes the series of mousse cakes, especially matcha. Matcha powder can offset most of the sweetness in the cake, so it won't taste too greasy.

"Eating cake at night won't make my stomach feel uncomfortable?" Gu Yan still hesitated.

Shen Si smiled, then unhurriedly dug a spoonful and brought it to Gu Yan, and asked, "Try it?"

Gu Yan felt that the happiness came too suddenly, so she decisively opened her mouth and moved towards it. The feeling of the cake melting in her mouth, how should I put it, felt very strange, after all, it was fed by Shen Si himself.

"There is no FAUCHON store in the film and television city, where did you buy it?" Shen Si took a bite, and he wanted to eat it all the time before, but he ran all over the film and television city but couldn't find a store. It's not worth the cake tossing that far.

"On the way back from the awards ceremony, I happened to see it." Gu Yan leaned her head over, "Can I have another bite?"

Shen Si gave the spoon to Gu Yan, but Gu Yan didn't pick it up, looked at Shen Si with a deep expression, and said, "Can't it be the same as before?"

After Gu Yan finished speaking, Shen Si realized something belatedly, "This is not an example."

In the end it was still fed, Gu Yan licked her lips intentionally or unintentionally after eating, Shen Si lowered her head and continued eating the cake in silence after seeing it.

Gu Yan observed Shen Si's changes, and felt that his senior Shen was still a very innocent man, really "you can't look like a man", he looked a little cold and calm on the outside, but he didn't expect him to be so innocent.

Seeing that Shen Si didn't speak, Gu Yan took the initiative to talk about Xi Zheng's invitation to dinner with Wang Li Ze.

"Chenghai and Xizheng invited Director Wang to dinner."

Shen Si raised his head and replied: "I know, people in the company intentionally revealed it."

Seeing that he was not in a hurry at all, Gu Yan was calm and calm, and should have already made some plans.

"Do you know that I pushed a few scenes with Xizheng?" Gu Yan suddenly mentioned this.

"One."

Gu Yan shook her head, "It's five, and you were the one who was looking for these five, but your agency said you didn't have enough time, so they recommended Xizheng."

Shen Si frowned and looked at Gu Yan. He only knew that one of them was cooperating with Gu Yan, but Xizheng was finally decided. When did the other four plays happen?

Gu Yan continued: "I still felt strange at the time, I was very confident, no one would take the initiative to turn down the opportunity to cooperate with me, and you would get five if you pushed."

Shen Si was ashamed, indeed no one would turn him down, but he was in a special situation at that time, the scripts were all about acting, he was not included in the popular dramas, and the popular dramas that he thought were popular did not become popular, why is there not enough time?His schedule is at home.

"Actually, those directors and producers are selling your face, right?" Shen Si asked.

Gu Yan thought for a while and understood what he was talking about, so she nodded: "I just ask them to tell the truth."

"Then do you know the result of meddling in the matter of an actor who has nothing to do with you, and being dug out later?"

Gu Yan corrected him: "How come your matter has nothing to do with me?"

"I'm not joking." Shen Si said seriously.

Gu Yan said: "I'm not kidding either, and I didn't do anything."

After Shen Si finished eating the last bite of cake, he put down the spoon and wiped his mouth with paper. Gu Yan took the box away, and Shen Si felt like an old man who was not long in the world. It's just too unreal to be taking care of a has-been actor in the hospital now.

"You don't have to come here every day, I'm already well, I'll be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and I'll be back on set to film next week."

"what time tomorrow?"

"Morning."

"Oh." Gu Yan was a little bit reluctant, "The holiday passed so quickly."

Shen Si couldn't help but support his forehead: "You do so many activities, how can you find time to come to the hospital?"

After wiping her hands, Gu Yan said lightly, "I've postponed all the activities for the next month."

Shen Si: "..." Feeling so panicked, he actually postponed the event for a month just to visit him in the hospital once a day?

"you……"

"It's my business to chase you, it's your business to agree or not, I know what you want to say." After washing her hands, Gu Yan pulled the stool over and sat beside Shen Si's bed.

There was a script on the cabinet. During this period of time, Shen Si read the script every day to think about the play, and the paper of the script made him turn soft.

Gu Yan was full of interest, picked up the script and flipped through it, found a scene, and then pointed it to Shen Si, "Shall we try this part?"

Shen Si refused without thinking, Gu Yan's malicious smile had already betrayed his heart.

"Senior, we are just a normal rivalry, and I won't do anything to you." Gu Yan continued to be persuasive.

Shen Si remained unmoved.

So Gu Yan put one hand on the side of the bed, approached Shen Si, and asked in an ambiguous tone: "Or...do you want me to do something?"

Shen Si: "Gu Yan!"

Gu Yan maintained his posture without moving, his eyes were extremely innocent, his movements were extremely natural, and his expression was extremely frank. He looked at Shen Si straightforwardly. The tips of Shen Si's ears were slightly red, and his lips were pursed into a line. He couldn't even smile, he was angry. She couldn't be angry, and leaned back in a very gentle manner.

Just when Shen Si felt that the air was about to freeze, Gu Yan finally withdrew her hand, sat up straight, smiled and said with a triumphant smile: "Sometimes I don't want to be a gentleman at all."

Shen Si looked at him helplessly: "What exactly do you like about me?"

"I fell in love with you." Gu Yan changed her serious expression, searched for a scene again, and said, "Let's arrange this part, Qin Xufeng's hatred for Bai He."

In that scene, Baihe finally sent Qin Xufeng to the hospital. Qin Xufeng, who was lying on the hospital bed, even looked at Baihe with hatred. From the beginning to the end, Baihe seemed to be looking at a stranger, turning against each other. The third step is to live and die in safety.

Shen Si took off his glasses, stretched out his arms, and lay quietly on the cabinet. He raised his head and looked at Gu Yan's eyes. The latter seemed to be planning something, and Shen Si moved his body to the end of the bed. After a few strokes, he lay flat on the hospital bed.

The two were relatively silent. Gu Yan stood up from the chair and stood in front of the bed like a noble sculpture. His head was slightly raised, his hands hanging on both sides were slightly clenched, his eyes drooped slightly, and he stared at Shen manage.

Shen Si turned his head to one side, even though he didn't look into Gu Yan's eyes, he could still feel the oppressive feeling emanating from Gu Yan's surroundings almost instantly, as if a layer of darkness suddenly shrouded the top of his head, and this darkness would still move, At the beginning, it was above the head, just floating, which made people feel a little uncomfortable. Slowly, the hanging darkness slowly approached the top of the head, inch by inch, as if to be swallowed by it, the oppressive feeling became stronger and stronger. The enveloping eyes, then the body, and finally the breath.

So Shen Si turned his head and looked directly at Gu Yan's deep black eyes. The hatred born from the bone marrow, through the blood, skin and flesh, all poured into the eyes, like thousands of daggers from the inside out, as if seeing Even if the person moves his eyes slightly, those daggers will fly out of his eyes and pierce into the heart of the hated person. The heart is the most fragile organ, and just one knife is enough to hurt the root of a person. Undisguised hatred, like a deadly gun poisoned by a dagger.

There are no lines, no actions, just relying on two pairs of eyes, they will indifference and hatred, and they will perform vividly and fear each other. Fortunately, they are actors.

"Senior, I lost." Gu Yan took the lead and said sincerely.

Shen Si closed his eyes and didn't speak. This was a contest, or a contest, as a contest between actors.