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"What's wrong? I'm out of my mind." Shen Si pushed his glasses, and seeing Gu Yan's eyes were deep in thought, he asked him a question.

Gu Yan raised her head, looked straight into his eyes, and said with a smile, "I'm thinking about how to coax an introverted person like Senior when he is angry."

Shen Si: "Is this the fun of you young people?"

Gu Yan shook her head and corrected: "You are only four years older than me, why do you always speak like an old father?"

"Standing at thirty, I didn't earn money or make a living. It's too miserable." Shen Si laughed a few times, picked up a can of beer, pulled the tab, and handed it to Gu Yan.

Gu Yan didn't know how to answer, Shen Si was so abnormal today, if it was the usual gentle and polite Shen Si, he could still say a few more words, or make a joke, but today he couldn't understand Shen Si at all. temperament.

For the next time, Shen Si didn't say much, just kept drinking. The last time he drank so casually with Zhao Zhe, this time he didn't want to label himself in front of Gu Yan. Irritability is irritability, if you even have to put up with irritability, wouldn't it be more tiring?

Gu Yan didn't stop him, the two of them chatted without saying a word, until four or five cans of wine had run out, Shen Si took off his glasses and put them on the table. On the surface, nothing happened, but his face was already a little red Gu Yan moved from the sofa opposite Shen Si to his side, Shen Si just glanced at him.

"It's getting late, I'm sorry to trouble you tonight, you should go back to rest early." Shen Si said with a sullen head, touched the edge of the table a few times with both hands, and accidentally knocked over the wine bottle on the edge of the table.

Even if Shen Si was drunk, he was very well-behaved, as long as he didn't show his drunkenness, he would give the impression that he was not drunk.

"I'm laughing." Shen Si said very politely, bent down and picked up the wine bottle on the ground, Gu Yan grabbed his wrist, took the wine bottle from his hand, and put it on the table.

"Do you know that this is very dangerous?" Gu Yan approached Shen Si, half-armed him and pulled him up.

"What danger?" Shen Si was a little hazy, but his consciousness was still clear, he knew what Gu Yan said and did, "I'm fine."

"It seems to be all right." Gu Yan stood up, there should be hot water in the room, he wanted to pour a glass of water for Shen Si.

Seeing him walking away, Shen Si opened his eyes and suddenly became more than half awake, so he picked up the glasses on the table and went back to the bedroom by himself. He really didn't drink much, and Shen Si's alcohol capacity was not bad.

When Gu Yan poured the water and went back to the living room, Shen Si disappeared. He must have returned to the bedroom, so he took the water glass and went to Shen Si's bedroom. As soon as he entered the door, Shen Si looked at him from the side, his long eyelashes were covered by the light. The direct sunlight left a shadow on his lower eyelids, Gu Yan walked over calmly, handed the water glass to Shen Si, and said, "Drink some water."

Shen Si said "thank you" and took it, just took a sip and put the cup on the side cabinet.

"I lost my composure today, but I feel pretty good." Shen Si clasped his hands halfway together, and looked at Gu Yan with a smile. His face was a little red, but his eyes were bright, and he wasn't drunk at all, which made Gu Yan a little confused. It is clear whether Shen Si is drunk or not.

Shen Si picked up the script from the bedside table beside him, while Gu Yan sat on the side of the bed calmly and watched him open the script in an orderly manner.

After searching for a few pages, Shen Si seemed to have found the scene he wanted to see, so he brought the script to Gu Yan, showed it to him with his fingers, and said: "I always think that we should film the past of Qin Xufeng and Bai He first, No matter what kind of emotion, there is no feeling without the precipitation of years and stumbling in reality. Even if it is filmed, it will be boring. The actors and the play itself are fake. If the film is even more fake, then this film It doesn't make sense to exist."

Gu Yan tilted her head, stared at Shen Si's open and closed mouth closely with blunt eyes, thinking, some words came out of some people's mouths, even though I have heard other versions, I still feel that what he said The best sound, the most pleasing to the ear.

"Senior means, shall we line up now?" Gu Yan asked with a smile.

"Yes." Shen Si stood up suddenly, and pulled Gu Yan up as well. Gu Yan stood aside and watched in puzzlement as Shen Si lifted up the white quilt on the bed and folded it casually. I also put the pillow on it, and then hugged the quilt and pillow to the chair in front of me.

"When Qin Xufeng was rescued by Bai He, he was seriously injured on the left side of his abdomen. Bai He helped him take out the bullet with his own hands. The first thing Qin Xufeng did after he woke up was to fight Bai He, and then he was restrained by Bai He. , Qin Xufeng held his wound and saw clearly who it was, and then he completely relaxed his guard, even when he was unconscious, his fists were clenched." Shen Si briefly talked about this scene, and as for the lines, there were none.

It is easy to act without lines, but it is not easy to perform well. Not everyone can act in mime, otherwise there would not be only Chaplin, a well-known master of mime, in this world.

Shen Si took off his coat and hung it on the back of the chair, and unbuttoned the collar and cuffs of his shirt so as not to tear it up later.

Gu Yan's eyes were dim, she just watched Shen Si make himself more and more like Qin Xufeng.

Shen Si lay flat on the bed, looked up at the crystal chandelier above his head, and slowly covered his left abdomen with his left hand, imagining that he had just undergone an operation there, the pain made him tremble uncontrollably, and he clenched his fist so tightly, so tightly The joints turned white, Gu Yan tried to open his clenched fist, but he didn't expect Shen Silai to be serious, his fist was motionless, like a stone, which shows how heavily guarded Qin Xufeng is in the play.

Gu Yan had no choice but to focus on other places, such as the wound on Qin Xufeng's abdomen. Shen Si was lying on the bed as if he was really injured and unconscious. Even his breathing was real. Gu Yan suddenly bent down and approached Shen Si carefully looked at his appearance after he closed his eyes, but within five seconds of looking at him, Shen Si's fist had already hit from the other side, and Gu Yan turned sideways, obviously prepared, so he dodged deftly. took that punch.

Then he held Chen Si down, forced him to lie down with his body, grabbed Shen Si's two wrists with his two powerful arms from both sides of Shen Si, and then lifted them above his head, tightly Tightly clasped Shen Si's two hands.

And the two of them had to look at each other face to face, half of Gu Yan's body weight was still on Shen Si, and Shen Si could even feel the feeling of Gu Yan's breath spraying on his face, without the smell of beer, he should Too much chewing candy.

Perhaps they all sensed the embarrassment of this posture, so no one moved. They held it for a full ten seconds, and also looked at each other for a full ten seconds. Gu Yan lowered his eyes and swept Shen Si's nose and mouth. However, he finally set his eyes on Shen Si's lips.

"If it's just a kiss, it shouldn't matter, right?" Gu Yan thought this way, he thought this way, and he did the same. It wasn't until he touched Shen Si's soft thin lips that Gu Yan realized what he had done, but , do not want to get up.

Shen Si was so shocked that he forgot to blink, and was so stiffly pressed under Gu Yan's body, his mind went blank, seeing that Shen Si didn't respond, he became even more unscrupulous.

When Shen Si finally realized what happened just now, he pushed Gu Yan away at once with unknown strength, and looked at Gu Yan with unbelievable eyes.

"you……"

"I kissed you just now." Gu Yan didn't intend to explain anything, or he realized a wish he had long ago today.

Shen Si's brain froze again, and suddenly remembered that Gu Yan had already come out to the entire entertainment industry, so what is he?Are you playing with him?

"Are you f*cking crazy!" Shen Si roared angrily, the remaining gentleness and politeness were completely wiped away by the anger, and even swearing.

Shen Si rubbed his temples, tidied up his neckline and clothes, reluctantly let out a sigh of relief, tried to make himself look rational, he raised his head and said, "Gu Yan, I don't care if you like men or women, entertainment circles and celebrity society If you don't look for so many young and beautiful ones, why do you have to stimulate me so much?"

Gu Yan didn't get angry, nor did she say anything with a playful smile to make Shen Si forgive him, but said: "I'm serious."

Shen Si felt that he had been hit with a hammer again, and his brain had been opened. He felt that his consciousness and body were separated. What did Gu Yan mean just now?Do you like him?

Where the hell is this!

They have only known each other for a few days, how many words have they talked about, how many scripts have they talked about?

Shen Si had just one thought, Gu Yan was young and he could understand it, but how could he, a 30-year-old man, fool around with a "best actor" who was four years younger than him and who lacked everything?

Some things can't end once they start. Today's incident is the first time, and it's hard to guarantee that there won't be a second time. He just admires Gu Yan. I thought about that, peeling the cocoon and drawing the silk, the longer the drawing, the longer it is, it is better to cut the mess with a sharp knife, cut it off at once, and make a clean one.

He is a person who will not trust others easily, especially a person like Gu Yan who has everything. The idea of ​​not offending Gu Yan was not effective at this time. Shen Si even planned to offend Gu Yan. I might really pack up and get out of the entertainment circle, but it's better than becoming the "hidden rules" he hates the most

Well, that's one of his bottom lines.

Shen Si listed all his next results in just 1 minute. It was very good. He had no other way to go except to get out of the entertainment industry. Just now he scolded Gu Yan, not only scolded him, He also taught him a lesson. Looking back on his nearly ten years of acting experience, Shen Si has never had a drama as exciting as it is now.

Gu Yan didn't know what Shen Si was thinking, he stood at the end of the bed for a while, and said to Shen Si in a brisk tone: "The future will last forever."

Then he said "good night", and then went out without looking back. Sitting by the bed, Shen Si heard the sound of the door closing outside, and felt that Gu Yan must have lost face and went back angrily. Like provocation.

Maybe this time he doesn't even need to break the contract, and Zhao Zhe can directly start the newcomer.

But Shen Si didn't feel any regrets at all, he would never compromise on anything that had something to do with his bottom line, it was the same in the first nine years, and it will be the same in the future.

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I posted this article before, and later I applied to delete it because of time problems. I found it again some time ago, and yes, I am going to fill in the hole.