[The Big Bang Theory] Cohabitation strategy

Sheldon couldn't help the glare from the furious lady on the third floor, and quickly pulled me upstairs, who was still sobbing, and I held on to his sleeve tightly, fearing that he would throw me off.

Neither of us spoke, only I gasped softly, he opened the door of [-]A, first dragged me in, and then took a lot of effort to drag me off his arm and threw me into the sofa inside.From the moment I saw him, my brain became very confused. I just felt that Sheldon was gone, and no one would let me cry on it anymore. In addition, his slap was so hard that my head hurt, so I Crying even more indistinctly.Then for a moment, it seemed to return to the time when I was crying and trying to be brave with my mother when I was a child.

"Men are so annoying!...the weather is uncertain..." I sobbed hard, I seemed to be a little dizzy from drinking just now, and I started talking nonsense, "they are very annoying..."

Sheldon ignored me, I looked up at him, his figure was blurred by tears mixed with the light, he seemed to be tinkering in the kitchen.I thought to myself, this is not good, I would lose face if he ignored me, so the childish me made it worse, and I would cry him over, and finally I couldn't bear it anymore, and he yelled: "Oh, don't cry!" I was secretly proud that he finally sensed my presence, and my face sank as I wanted to continue crying. Footsteps sounded, and a cup of hot tea was handed to my eyes...

It was so close that I could see the heat coming from above.This is……

"Tea, drink it and you will be happier." Sheldon summed up what he did in concise words. When it was sharp, he shrank back suddenly, glaring at me angrily.

I sniffled and persisted, "I was wrong...Actually, you are still very good among men...very good, smart and handsome! No, you are a genius!" His eyebrows frowned again, and I changed my words immediately.

Sheldon looked more satisfied with this, but still refused to let me touch his hand, and sat down in his exclusive seat.I leaned over slowly.He turned his head and looked at me unhappy, "I won't give up my seat to you."

I was even more desperate when I heard it, and poured the tea into my mouth in one gulp, only to be scalded enough.I couldn't bear it anymore, and I pulled his arm and burst into tears.

He seemed to be frightened by my sudden attack, and his body stiffened.I pulled him and put my head on his shoulder, crying so hard that the sound could probably be heard downstairs.

"Okay, okay..." He suppressed his voice, and patted me on the back twice comfortingly. This kind of accommodating comfort made me feel even more arrogant, and I cried more and more earth-shatteringly while hugging him.In fact, I cried for a long time and didn't understand why, the brain has already exhibited atavism.

After 5 minutes I finally had enough crying and continued to hold his arm sobbing while Sheldon sat upright like a bamboo pole.

"Why don't you speak?" My villain, who was guilty first, complained first.

"...What?" He stiffly did not break free from my hand.

"Comfort me! You should comfort me again when I'm not crying!" I leaned on him and said in a strong voice.

Sheldon looked at me angrily, but he was so meek that he didn't refute. He could only say sullenly: "Okay, okay..."

I couldn't help it, and burst into laughter.

"Sheldon, I really didn't find you so nice before... I'm sorry for arguing with you this morning."

He snorted and glared at me, "It's good that you know."

"I'll be here for training this weekend." I wiped away my tears, "Shall we make up?"

I sat upright and held out my hand to him. Sheldon gave me a stern look, then reluctantly reached out and shook my hand lightly.

My smile got bigger and bigger, and I finally became friends with him!

This time, I sincerely want to be friends with him!

When I was excited, I was impulsive, and I took his hand and gave him a hand kiss to express my "love" for him.

We are friends now!

——The next second, I was dragged out of [-]a by the arm, he didn't care at all that I was still wearing high heels, and threw me out as if I was carrying something.The door slammed down two centimeters from the tip of my nose.

... Well, it remains to be seen whether he considers me a friend or not.

……

Afterwards, I dragged my exhausted body back upstairs to 5A, and I will return Penny's shoes tomorrow.I didn't see Leonard just now, and I guess she wasn't there either—or else they were having a "love affair" in the house, so I didn't want to bother them.

After kicking off my shoes, I felt extremely relaxed. After taking a quick bath, I fell into the bed and buried my head in the pillow.

... A lot happened today.

Blake... I grabbed a big black bear doll from the bedside, rolled over and held it in my arms.What on earth is he thinking...

My head was about to explode, but I couldn't get an answer.

Aren't you women like this?

"He broke up with his girlfriend." I sighed.

But... I thought sadly, he didn't take me seriously either.

that kiss...that kiss...

It would be better to call it an animal bite than a kiss.I covered my head in pain and forced myself not to recall that terrible scene.Mr. Blake, it's not him at all...

No, that's him. I may never know him, let alone walk into his life.Maybe it's just me unilaterally thinking that our relationship is already very good, but I still walked into a misunderstanding.I think.

Also, why should I mess with a friend I don't know?

I stared at the ceiling in a daze, and suddenly laughed dryly.Maybe I think I know him well?

So be it, thinking it would be better if I finally reconciled with Sheldon and found the good in him, and maybe I'm not as "sincere" and "friendly" as I thought I was.Maybe I was in China, but now I'm a little weird.

The impression of Sheldon in my mind is always preconceived to remind me that he is a "freak", and I was very cute, but after staying in the United States for so long, I seem to have lost the courage to be cute... I became timid When I was young, I also became inferior.I'm just a cartoonist, why should I go abroad?Why am I not a researcher?

I always think this way, always think this way.

Sheldon also satirizes me and makes me feel like I'm worth nothing.

Sheldon is a good guy, he's a guy with a good heart.But I was blocked by his unfriendliness on the surface, and I dared not make friends with him.

I hugged the bear in my arms and wiped my tears for a while, and a gradually clear goal came to mind.

——I want to be sincere and sunny. I can’t make myself negative and inferior because of the environment, and I can’t be grateful to Dade because of some people—Mr. Blake—giving me a little care. Find out what kind of person he really is.

I don't want to be sick!I don't just look at a person's surface!

I pulled the quilt over, hugged the teddy bear, and finally thought.

I wanted to hold back the tears that were about to burst out of my eyes, I closed my eyes fiercely, and raised my hand to turn off the desk lamp.

total darkness.

The only thing that can be heard is the sound of Sheldon playing World of Warcraft downstairs.I listened to the only sound in the darkness, and with a smile, I slowly closed my eyes...