Every reincarnation is at the murder scene

Yue Fen had a dream. In the dream, she looked like she was only five or six years old. She was in a small ball. She was wearing a red padded jacket and sitting on a piano chair. Her ten fingers were jumping rapidly on the piano keys. Turning to the climax, her feet in the air also collapsed involuntarily.

After finishing the song, she pursed her lips and walked to the woman's side.

The woman's face was frosty, and she picked up the ruler on the table, "How many mistakes did you make this time?"

"Three."

"Three more mistakes! What's the use of your brain? You can't practice this song well every day, and you still made three mistakes?" The woman grabbed the little girl's hand and held the ruler to "snap" The ground is to hit upwards.

"I'm smarter than you even raising a pig!"

The girl subconsciously wanted to escape, but her strength to resist was too weak in front of adults, so she couldn't do anything.

The pain from the palm of the hand made the girl unable to hold back her tears. While crying, she defended herself, "But, but the teacher said this is normal, and I won't be wrong when I grow up." Her hands are too small Yes, it is already the limit to play difficult pieces with such a hand, such as notes that span an octave, there will definitely be mistakes.

The woman didn't listen to her explanation, but instead became more ruthless, "I don't care what the teacher says, if you are wrong, you are wrong, and you dare to argue? Play it again!"

The woman said and pushed her back on the chair. She couldn't do anything but sobbed softly at the black and white keys.

"Cry, you know how to cry! How can you enjoy happiness if you don't suffer now!" The woman poked her head and cursed, "Do you know how expensive this piano is? How did I give birth to such a worthless thing like you!"

The girl's palms were red and swollen, and her hands were almost numb. She pressed the keys instinctively with muscle memory.

The girl practiced this piece for an unknown amount of time, when there was a knock on the door——

"Biao sister-in-law, let Yue Yue rest for a while, today is Chinese New Year's Eve, Yangyang and the others are all here, let the younger generation go to the courtyard to set off fireworks and have fun."

"That's right, Yue Yue has practiced for so long today, let her relax!"

……

The hand playing the piano slowed down, and the two slow beats were quickly reflected in the sound of the piano. The woman's face became even uglier when she heard it, and she hit the back of her hand fiercely with a ruler, "Concentrate!"

The girl exclaimed in pain, but she knew that if she made mistakes and talked slowly, what awaited her would be more severe guidance.

Enduring the pain, the girl continued to play.

The woman nodded in satisfaction, then opened the door, declined their invitation, and used words to run on the other party.

"It can last as long as the fireworks are set off, but the piano can't be slackened for a day. The teacher who taught the piano said that our family is very talented and has an absolute sense of music. After training, we will be the next Li Yundi! I can't keep it when I can compose music in the future." It's just a Yue Duofen! Don't delay her."

"What's wrong with strict self-discipline? Let me tell you, you spoil your family too much. Are you doing it for him? Aren't you hurting him? The pressure of competition is so great now. If you relax, you will lose." It's on the starting line."

……

The woman's rambling voice was mixed with the firecrackers outside the window. The girl only felt severe pain in the palms and backs of her hands, but she dared not stop.

Bouncing down, bouncing down.

Can't go wrong, and can't let Mom down.

This Spring Festival is really cold.

"It was defibrillated twice. The specific reason is not clear, but what is certain is that her desire to survive is extremely low. Even if we forcefully pull her back, it is hard to say whether she will survive in the future."

"This is Yue Fen! I really like her songs, I get goosebumps when I hear them... Taking sleeping pills and cutting her wrists to commit suicide, she definitely doesn't want to live!"

"Shh, keep your voice down, don't be heard by the head nurse! Those parents on the booth, who wants to live? I met her several times in shifts before. Dr. Zhou said that her parents are the thinking of the older generation. Psychological treatment is useless and a waste of time, so I don’t go. I think depression is like a cold, and you will be cured after taking two pills.” The person who spoke seemed to be afraid of being discovered, looked around and whispered, “Doctor Zhou prescribed it to her Sertraline hydrochloride, you all know the side effects, insomnia, anorexia, vomiting... I heard that her parents abruptly stopped her medicine in order to let her write a new song!"

"Damn it! No wonder I'm going to lie down this time." Everyone is a medical student, and they all know that if a patient is depressed to a certain extent, without psychological communication and drug-assisted treatment, then this person will probably be crippled!

Yue Chen heard these words when he was conscious.

She wanted to open her eyes, but she didn't even have the strength to do so.

Lonely, helpless, confused, endless darkness enveloped him, and his perception drifted away, swallowing him up almost instantly.

So tired, that's all.

she thinks.

drop--

The instrument monitoring vital signs made a sharp sound, and the nurse standing by immediately rang the bell beside the bed.

Dr. Zhou was the closest to the ward, he trotted in when he heard the bell, and his heart went cold when he saw who the patient was.

This is the life he saved with great difficulty, and now he is about to die in front of him. The fragility of life is too cruel.

"Yue Chui! Persevere!"

"Adrenaline 0.5g. Quick!"

……

Doctor Zhou called Yue Fen's name while doing first aid measures.

"Wake up, wake up!"

"Don't give up on yourself! You are only 20 years old, and there are so many wonderful things in life that you haven't experienced yet!"

……

After 5 minutes, there was no longer a straight line on the instrument, the sharp and piercing prompts disappeared, and the doctors and nurses were exhausted.

They still won the rescue race against death!

It took a few days to find her own thoughts in a daze. Every time she wanted to think about something, her brain felt as if it was pinched by someone, and it hurt like a needle.

She couldn't think about problems, couldn't enter the memory palace, and couldn't cheer up when doing anything. She had never been so depressed before, and she felt like she was sealed.

——The whole life is meaningless, living is so meaningless.

Every time she sees sharp or sharp things, she can't help but want to pick them up and stab herself.

God knows how she used her mind to overcome this desire.

Of course, Yue Zhao didn't think it was her own problem, it should be a negative buff of this body, and soon she also learned about her physical condition from her attending doctor.

Depression and anxiety disorders.

Bulimia and anorexia.

gastritis.

It's really frustrating!

"It's recovering well, keep it up." As usual, Dr. Zhou checked Yue Fen, and asked her softly, "How's your mental state today?"

Yue Yan shook his head, and the other party understood, "I still feel very tired, is life meaningless?"

Dr. Zhou thought about giving him some encouragement, "It's okay, you've done well, haven't you? You see that you have learned to control your emotions. Today Nurse Li also said that you are trying to eat plain porridge." Although she still vomited a little, But much better than before.

Looking at the increasingly pale face without a trace of blood, Dr. Zhou comforted him, "Everything will be fine. After you are discharged from the hospital, go to a beautiful place to relax."

"Ah."

The other person's condition was gradually improving, and Dr. Zhou felt more and more that it was the right choice for him and the nurses to stop Yue's parents from entering the ward.

With such a pair of parents, it may not be easy to recover from depression.

Routinely sharing interesting stories about today's ward rounds with the other party, Dr. Zhou casually mentioned, "My alma mater specially hired an extremely powerful psychology teacher. Your condition has improved now. I would like to recommend you to find him."

"I don't intend to give up on you. There is a specialization in art. That teacher is much better than my half-watered level."

Yue Fen calmed down now and actively cooperated with the treatment. After a period of time, the negative buffs on his body should disappear. Seeking a psychiatrist is better than nothing, and most of them can speed up time.

Yue Fen still didn't refuse Dr. Zhou's kindness, as if he asked casually, "Is he very good?"

"Of course, Dr. Hannibal Lecter is a top talent in the field of psychology."

Yue Chi: "????" Wait, what did you say that person's name was?

Why is this name so familiar?Is it the doctor Hannibal Lecter who she cheated twice and sent someone to prison?

Why did she feel more depressed when she heard the name?

"I can make an appointment for you if you need it. Look at you..."

"No need! Thank you." Yue Zhao refused resolutely, "I'm slowly recovering, and I'll be fine."

Of course, if her psychiatrist is Hannibal, then she probably won't be able to get better in this life.

After staying in the hospital for two more days, Yue Yang used almost harsh self-control to control her bulimia, and adhered to the principle of eating less and more, and her anorexia did not occur much. The head nurse provided it, which was said to be her fan, which relieved her stomach very well.

Before leaving, Doctor Zhou and the head nurse were still telling Yuezhang, "We stopped your parents for you for a few days, and you will probably meet them after you go out...you can hear their words in one ear and out the other, don't take it to heart, wait Let me go out the back door."

"It's okay if you don't go to psychological counseling, but you must take medicine and don't go into a dead end."

"After going out, play more, feel life, and don't go online."

……

Yue Zhao responded one by one, bowed to thank them, and did not refuse their kindness, she left through the back door, avoiding her "parents" perfectly.

She still has negative buffs hanging on her body, so if she has a positive bar, she has more than enough heart but not enough strength.

What Yue Chen didn't know was that when she left from the back door of the hospital, the paparazzi who had been squatting outside the hospital had already filmed this scene.

Her complexion was pale, she was so thin that only skin and bones remained, her wrists were still wrapped in thick gauze, instead of going through the front door, she left through the back door of the hospital... No matter how you look at it, this is a shocking story!

"Quick, quick, take a picture of her! We're ready to explode again!"

The author has something to say:

Yuezhe: The former Yuezhang is dead, and now the survivor is Niu Colu. Yuezhang (bushi)

All the stories have no prototypes, but I heard a song "She Lived" some time ago and wanted to write it...

The girl who died of sudden cardiac arrest was a depressed little girl. Her physical condition still affected Brother Yue more or less, but Brother Yue can adjust himself.

There are many foreshadowings in the last world, but Su Shuang has no foreshadowing in this world_(:з)∠)_