He could have done some easy and fast jobs such as waiters and tutors in restaurants, but he didn't. He tried to use a lot of work to divert his attention, don't think about Xiao Hailan, don't think about Yun Zhen, Don't even think about your previous life.
Suddenly, he lost his purpose in life. What is he living for?
Finally one day, he passed out from overwork on the construction site.
The foreman did not pay him that day.
When he woke up, he was in the bridge hole, and a worker who knew him should have sent him back.
He rubbed his eyes, and got up from the wet and cold ground in a daze.
The bridge tunnel was dirty and smelly, and he was also dirty and smelly.
Xiao Hailan was the one who sent him to this world. She doesn't want him anymore, does it mean that this world doesn't need him anymore.
All the meaning of his life disappeared suddenly the moment Xiao Hailan left. No one in this world needs him.
Sometimes he would think that maybe dying at the hands of Li Sheng that day would be the best ending.
In the past, he tried his best to survive, because he felt that he still needed to live, and he wanted to protect Xiao Hailan and his mother.
But Xiao Hailan's departure told him that she didn't need him.
So what is he living for?
He climbed up the bridge along the wet and slippery soil slope. He stood on the top of the bridge, looking down at the dark river.
The river was like a huge abyss, eager to swallow everything, and the night wind blew his thin body to the point of crumbling.
"Xiao Yinuo!"
Suddenly, a ray of light bloomed in the dark night, the wind stopped, the river became still, and even the dark and cold night became hot and dry.
His brain exploded with a bang, and a warm embrace wrapped him up.
The thumping heartbeat in his ears was so steady and powerful, and a pair of arms like iron clamps tightly imprisoned him.
"Xiao Yinuo, I finally found you."
The sound of his rapid, warm breathing hit his ears.
Xiao Yinuo turned his head slightly, and then looked at Yun Zhen's worried face.
Worry.
"Yun Zhen."
His voice was hoarse and unpleasant, he hadn't had a good meal or drink for several days, he was in such a mess.
But he was held in his arms with preciousness and weight.
Crazy, Xiao Yinuo thought.
Either he is crazy, or Yun Zhen is crazy.
He may have seen hallucinations.
Yun Zhen angrily dragged him off the top of the bridge, "Xiao Yinuo, I've been looking for you for a month."
My heart, which was originally cold and dead, jumped with a plop.
He shook his fingertips and asked, "What do you want from me?"
"Looking for you... There is no reason to look for you. I want to look for it, so I look for it."
Xiao Yinuo chuckled, it was Yun Zhen's style.
Yun Zhen's face was ugly, he looked at the rushing water below, his face was pale, "Is there anything you can't think about, why did you commit suicide?"
"suicide?"
Xiao Yinuo was stunned for a moment, then smiled, Yun Zhen guessed that he just wanted to jump into the river.
Although he no longer knew the meaning of his existence in this world, he was not yet ready to die.
The more Yun Zhen thought about it, the more ugly his face became. If he was a step late...
"I'm not going to commit suicide, can Brother Zhen let me go?"
After Xiao Yinuo finished speaking, Yun Zhen realized that he was still hugging him tightly at this moment, his face turned red, he pushed Xiao Yinuo away, and said hopelessly: "Oh, yes, OK……"
"Don't you think I stink?"
Xiao Yinuo tilted his head, a slight smile appeared on the corners of his lips, and the eyes that had lost their spirit also lit up bit by bit, returning to their original appearance.
Yun Zhen approached him and smelled it, like a big dog.
"Yes, it is very smelly, you are going to be rotten, come back with me and wash it off."
"Go back? Where?"
"Anywhere is fine, what about your home? I'll take you home, why are you outside alone!"
"I have no home," he said.
The boy was silent.
Recalling what happened when Yun Zhen went to Xiao Hailan's house to look for him some time ago, Yun Zhen understood.
"Where's your mother?"
"I don't have a mother anymore." Xiao Yinuo said again.
Suddenly there was a stabbing pain in his heart, Yun Zhen stared blankly at the boy in front of him, a boy who was obviously older than him, but looked like a younger brother.
"You these days..."
How come these days.
Yun Zhen suddenly wanted to hug him.
"You still have Brother Zhen!" Yun Zhen mustered up the courage to give him a hug.
Xiao Yinuo was taken aback.
"Brother Zhen..."
For the first time, the young man was at a loss and shed tears in front of people.
Even when he knew about Xiao Hailan's departure, he held back, because he knew he couldn't cry, his tears were worthless, and crying couldn't solve the problem.
But the brain is rational, and the body is indeed emotional, so the tears just fall out of nowhere.
"Brother Zhen, I don't know what is the meaning of my life."
He tried so hard to live, and felt that no matter how difficult life was, he still had a mother, and he and his mother depended on each other for life. Even for Xiao Hailan, he would live on regardless of the cost.
But when Xiao Hailan left, he slapped him in the face.
He is not wanted.
Yun Zhen was stunned, and helped him wipe away the tears from his eyes in panic.
Yun Zhen panicked. He had never coaxed anyone before, and he didn't know how to coax someone.
He thought a lot at that moment, and he wanted to say, don't be afraid, since you called me Brother Zhen, I will always protect you.
He wanted to say that it doesn't matter if your mother is gone, I will take care of you instead of her.
He wanted to say that you are not alone, you still have me.
"If you don't know the meaning of living, just live for me." Yun Zhen looked straight at him with a serious expression on his face.
"Yinuo, I like you."
"The likes between friends, the likes between relatives, and even the likes between lovers."
"I like you, so even if it's for me, you have to live well."
"You don't have a mother, I can be your mother; you don't have a friend, I can be your friend; you don't have a lover, I can be your lover..."
One is the tall young master, and the other is the poor young man who is as low as dust.
That night, the young master gave the boy the meaning of living.
The wind in the summer night was scorching hot, and in the dark night, the young master took the boy back home.
The children saw Yun Zhen holding the helpless Xiao Yinuo, and they didn't know what happened.
"Brother Yinuo, what's wrong with you?"
"Big brother, are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? Give me a hug. If you're not feeling well, just give me a hug."
The children hugged him gently.
Xiao Yinuo's eyes couldn't help turning red again.
Yun Zhen asked him if he still wanted to go to school, Xiao Yinuo said no, he would pull himself together and do what he could do. As for studying, he would rely on his own efforts to get in the exam openly.
All the orphans lived in the castle, and Xiao Yinuo became one of them. He was the oldest child inside, and this was his home.
The unexpected confession that night, the more Yun Zhen thought about it, the more something went wrong.
Did Xiao Yinuo understand his confession?
I understand why you didn't say anything?
Does Xiao Yinuo not like him?
Yun Zhen thought wildly for several days, and finally couldn't help it, and went to Xiao Yinuo's workplace, a five-star European restaurant, where Xiao Yinuo worked as a waiter.
Through the window, Yun Zhen silently watched Xiao Yinuo's busy figure.
So lovely.
Xiao Yinuo was already tall, and the little dress on his body fit him perfectly. His limbs were slender and powerful, and his hips were upright enough. He looked like a little prince after washing off his embarrassment many days ago.
Yun Zhen just stayed in the car and watched him silently all afternoon, without going to bother him.
It wasn't until Xiao Yinuo got off work that he found Yun Zhen's car parked outside.
Xiao Yinuo opened the door, a little surprised.
"When did you come?"
"Just arrived."
"Why do you want to come and pick me up?"
Xiao Yinuo chuckled lightly, that smile was soft and crisp.
Yun Zhen's body was hardened by his laughter.
"Just, there's something I want to ask you." Yun Zhen turned her head away awkwardly.
Xiao Yinuo sat down on the passenger seat, fastened his seat belt, tilted his head slightly, and asked, "What are you asking?"
Yun Zhen cleared his throat, and looked at Xiao Yinuo again, and was dumbfounded after this look.
Xiao Yinuo's eyelashes are so long, long and curled, and his skin is so white, I don't know how it feels to the touch. His hair is a little long, but it unexpectedly suits Xiao Yinuo's slightly gloomy temperament.
Yun Zhen gripped the steering wheel nervously.
He is so good-looking, will he accept me?Did he understand his confession that night?
At first, Yun Zhen couldn't believe that she actually fell in love with Xiao Yinuo.
But the physical reaction was real. In the month when Xiao Yinuo disappeared, Yun Zhen looked for him like crazy, regardless of the cost, and even beat Yun He several times for this.
"I, I like you." Yun Zhen said.
The corners of Xiao Yinuo's lips curled up slightly, and he said, "I know."
"Just, that's what I like."
"That kind?"
"It's that kind!" Yun Zhen's anxious eyes were almost red, but Xiao Yinuo seemed to be unable to understand.
"Which?"
Seeing that Xiao Yinuo didn't understand what he meant, Yun Zhen was ashamed and discouraged, and instead of entangled with him on this issue, she asked him directly: "Then, what about you, what do you think about me..."
do you like me?
He never had the courage to ask this sentence.
He was terrified of hearing answers he didn't want.
"Brother Zhen." Xiao Yinuo muffled a laugh, with a slight nasal sound in that smile.
"You gave me the courage and meaning to live, and I live for you."
"Only you can make me cry."
"I'm yours."
Xiao Yinuo leaned over and kissed him on the forehead.
Yun Zhen's face immediately turned red.
He couldn't hear all the sounds around him, and he couldn't see the streets with people coming and going from the outside world. At this moment, only Xiao Yinuo was left in his eyes.
His favorite Xiao Yinuo.
"Brother Zhen, are you an adult? Let's fall in love when you are an adult." Xiao Yinuo whispered in his ear.
Yun Zhen exploded immediately, wishing she could hug him and kiss him hard in one way or another.
but……
He's underage...
Yun Zhen thought aggrievedly, why should he become an adult, even if he is not yet an adult, he is well developed physically and mentally, and he will make Xiao Yinuo very comfortable.
But he dared not speak out.
Xiao Yinuo sat back in his seat, looking at him quietly with a smile on his face.
Look at his flushed face and ears.
This person is his light, his salvation, the one who pulls him out of the dark abyss, as long as he wants, he will give anything, even himself.
He likes him too.
"Then it's settled, don't fool me."
Yun Zhen quietly pinched his cool fingertips, and when she realized that Xiao Yinuo hadn't resisted, Yun Zhen became more courageous, and slowly inserted her fingers into his, interlocking with his.
At this moment, Yun Zhen was satisfied and felt unprecedented happiness.
Isn't it an adult, soon!
Suddenly, he lost his purpose in life. What is he living for?
Finally one day, he passed out from overwork on the construction site.
The foreman did not pay him that day.
When he woke up, he was in the bridge hole, and a worker who knew him should have sent him back.
He rubbed his eyes, and got up from the wet and cold ground in a daze.
The bridge tunnel was dirty and smelly, and he was also dirty and smelly.
Xiao Hailan was the one who sent him to this world. She doesn't want him anymore, does it mean that this world doesn't need him anymore.
All the meaning of his life disappeared suddenly the moment Xiao Hailan left. No one in this world needs him.
Sometimes he would think that maybe dying at the hands of Li Sheng that day would be the best ending.
In the past, he tried his best to survive, because he felt that he still needed to live, and he wanted to protect Xiao Hailan and his mother.
But Xiao Hailan's departure told him that she didn't need him.
So what is he living for?
He climbed up the bridge along the wet and slippery soil slope. He stood on the top of the bridge, looking down at the dark river.
The river was like a huge abyss, eager to swallow everything, and the night wind blew his thin body to the point of crumbling.
"Xiao Yinuo!"
Suddenly, a ray of light bloomed in the dark night, the wind stopped, the river became still, and even the dark and cold night became hot and dry.
His brain exploded with a bang, and a warm embrace wrapped him up.
The thumping heartbeat in his ears was so steady and powerful, and a pair of arms like iron clamps tightly imprisoned him.
"Xiao Yinuo, I finally found you."
The sound of his rapid, warm breathing hit his ears.
Xiao Yinuo turned his head slightly, and then looked at Yun Zhen's worried face.
Worry.
"Yun Zhen."
His voice was hoarse and unpleasant, he hadn't had a good meal or drink for several days, he was in such a mess.
But he was held in his arms with preciousness and weight.
Crazy, Xiao Yinuo thought.
Either he is crazy, or Yun Zhen is crazy.
He may have seen hallucinations.
Yun Zhen angrily dragged him off the top of the bridge, "Xiao Yinuo, I've been looking for you for a month."
My heart, which was originally cold and dead, jumped with a plop.
He shook his fingertips and asked, "What do you want from me?"
"Looking for you... There is no reason to look for you. I want to look for it, so I look for it."
Xiao Yinuo chuckled, it was Yun Zhen's style.
Yun Zhen's face was ugly, he looked at the rushing water below, his face was pale, "Is there anything you can't think about, why did you commit suicide?"
"suicide?"
Xiao Yinuo was stunned for a moment, then smiled, Yun Zhen guessed that he just wanted to jump into the river.
Although he no longer knew the meaning of his existence in this world, he was not yet ready to die.
The more Yun Zhen thought about it, the more ugly his face became. If he was a step late...
"I'm not going to commit suicide, can Brother Zhen let me go?"
After Xiao Yinuo finished speaking, Yun Zhen realized that he was still hugging him tightly at this moment, his face turned red, he pushed Xiao Yinuo away, and said hopelessly: "Oh, yes, OK……"
"Don't you think I stink?"
Xiao Yinuo tilted his head, a slight smile appeared on the corners of his lips, and the eyes that had lost their spirit also lit up bit by bit, returning to their original appearance.
Yun Zhen approached him and smelled it, like a big dog.
"Yes, it is very smelly, you are going to be rotten, come back with me and wash it off."
"Go back? Where?"
"Anywhere is fine, what about your home? I'll take you home, why are you outside alone!"
"I have no home," he said.
The boy was silent.
Recalling what happened when Yun Zhen went to Xiao Hailan's house to look for him some time ago, Yun Zhen understood.
"Where's your mother?"
"I don't have a mother anymore." Xiao Yinuo said again.
Suddenly there was a stabbing pain in his heart, Yun Zhen stared blankly at the boy in front of him, a boy who was obviously older than him, but looked like a younger brother.
"You these days..."
How come these days.
Yun Zhen suddenly wanted to hug him.
"You still have Brother Zhen!" Yun Zhen mustered up the courage to give him a hug.
Xiao Yinuo was taken aback.
"Brother Zhen..."
For the first time, the young man was at a loss and shed tears in front of people.
Even when he knew about Xiao Hailan's departure, he held back, because he knew he couldn't cry, his tears were worthless, and crying couldn't solve the problem.
But the brain is rational, and the body is indeed emotional, so the tears just fall out of nowhere.
"Brother Zhen, I don't know what is the meaning of my life."
He tried so hard to live, and felt that no matter how difficult life was, he still had a mother, and he and his mother depended on each other for life. Even for Xiao Hailan, he would live on regardless of the cost.
But when Xiao Hailan left, he slapped him in the face.
He is not wanted.
Yun Zhen was stunned, and helped him wipe away the tears from his eyes in panic.
Yun Zhen panicked. He had never coaxed anyone before, and he didn't know how to coax someone.
He thought a lot at that moment, and he wanted to say, don't be afraid, since you called me Brother Zhen, I will always protect you.
He wanted to say that it doesn't matter if your mother is gone, I will take care of you instead of her.
He wanted to say that you are not alone, you still have me.
"If you don't know the meaning of living, just live for me." Yun Zhen looked straight at him with a serious expression on his face.
"Yinuo, I like you."
"The likes between friends, the likes between relatives, and even the likes between lovers."
"I like you, so even if it's for me, you have to live well."
"You don't have a mother, I can be your mother; you don't have a friend, I can be your friend; you don't have a lover, I can be your lover..."
One is the tall young master, and the other is the poor young man who is as low as dust.
That night, the young master gave the boy the meaning of living.
The wind in the summer night was scorching hot, and in the dark night, the young master took the boy back home.
The children saw Yun Zhen holding the helpless Xiao Yinuo, and they didn't know what happened.
"Brother Yinuo, what's wrong with you?"
"Big brother, are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? Give me a hug. If you're not feeling well, just give me a hug."
The children hugged him gently.
Xiao Yinuo's eyes couldn't help turning red again.
Yun Zhen asked him if he still wanted to go to school, Xiao Yinuo said no, he would pull himself together and do what he could do. As for studying, he would rely on his own efforts to get in the exam openly.
All the orphans lived in the castle, and Xiao Yinuo became one of them. He was the oldest child inside, and this was his home.
The unexpected confession that night, the more Yun Zhen thought about it, the more something went wrong.
Did Xiao Yinuo understand his confession?
I understand why you didn't say anything?
Does Xiao Yinuo not like him?
Yun Zhen thought wildly for several days, and finally couldn't help it, and went to Xiao Yinuo's workplace, a five-star European restaurant, where Xiao Yinuo worked as a waiter.
Through the window, Yun Zhen silently watched Xiao Yinuo's busy figure.
So lovely.
Xiao Yinuo was already tall, and the little dress on his body fit him perfectly. His limbs were slender and powerful, and his hips were upright enough. He looked like a little prince after washing off his embarrassment many days ago.
Yun Zhen just stayed in the car and watched him silently all afternoon, without going to bother him.
It wasn't until Xiao Yinuo got off work that he found Yun Zhen's car parked outside.
Xiao Yinuo opened the door, a little surprised.
"When did you come?"
"Just arrived."
"Why do you want to come and pick me up?"
Xiao Yinuo chuckled lightly, that smile was soft and crisp.
Yun Zhen's body was hardened by his laughter.
"Just, there's something I want to ask you." Yun Zhen turned her head away awkwardly.
Xiao Yinuo sat down on the passenger seat, fastened his seat belt, tilted his head slightly, and asked, "What are you asking?"
Yun Zhen cleared his throat, and looked at Xiao Yinuo again, and was dumbfounded after this look.
Xiao Yinuo's eyelashes are so long, long and curled, and his skin is so white, I don't know how it feels to the touch. His hair is a little long, but it unexpectedly suits Xiao Yinuo's slightly gloomy temperament.
Yun Zhen gripped the steering wheel nervously.
He is so good-looking, will he accept me?Did he understand his confession that night?
At first, Yun Zhen couldn't believe that she actually fell in love with Xiao Yinuo.
But the physical reaction was real. In the month when Xiao Yinuo disappeared, Yun Zhen looked for him like crazy, regardless of the cost, and even beat Yun He several times for this.
"I, I like you." Yun Zhen said.
The corners of Xiao Yinuo's lips curled up slightly, and he said, "I know."
"Just, that's what I like."
"That kind?"
"It's that kind!" Yun Zhen's anxious eyes were almost red, but Xiao Yinuo seemed to be unable to understand.
"Which?"
Seeing that Xiao Yinuo didn't understand what he meant, Yun Zhen was ashamed and discouraged, and instead of entangled with him on this issue, she asked him directly: "Then, what about you, what do you think about me..."
do you like me?
He never had the courage to ask this sentence.
He was terrified of hearing answers he didn't want.
"Brother Zhen." Xiao Yinuo muffled a laugh, with a slight nasal sound in that smile.
"You gave me the courage and meaning to live, and I live for you."
"Only you can make me cry."
"I'm yours."
Xiao Yinuo leaned over and kissed him on the forehead.
Yun Zhen's face immediately turned red.
He couldn't hear all the sounds around him, and he couldn't see the streets with people coming and going from the outside world. At this moment, only Xiao Yinuo was left in his eyes.
His favorite Xiao Yinuo.
"Brother Zhen, are you an adult? Let's fall in love when you are an adult." Xiao Yinuo whispered in his ear.
Yun Zhen exploded immediately, wishing she could hug him and kiss him hard in one way or another.
but……
He's underage...
Yun Zhen thought aggrievedly, why should he become an adult, even if he is not yet an adult, he is well developed physically and mentally, and he will make Xiao Yinuo very comfortable.
But he dared not speak out.
Xiao Yinuo sat back in his seat, looking at him quietly with a smile on his face.
Look at his flushed face and ears.
This person is his light, his salvation, the one who pulls him out of the dark abyss, as long as he wants, he will give anything, even himself.
He likes him too.
"Then it's settled, don't fool me."
Yun Zhen quietly pinched his cool fingertips, and when she realized that Xiao Yinuo hadn't resisted, Yun Zhen became more courageous, and slowly inserted her fingers into his, interlocking with his.
At this moment, Yun Zhen was satisfied and felt unprecedented happiness.
Isn't it an adult, soon!
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