I am a CP fan of me and my teammates

It's your excuse to deliberately hide from me," I lowered my eyes and asked him uncertainly, "To be honest, you knew me a long time ago, right? "

After a pause, Ji Wanli held my hand instead, "Ah."

"Do you remember how old you were when you met?"

"secret."

"Here again, why didn't you tell me clearly if you could explain clearly? You must be happy if I misunderstand who you think of me as someone's substitute!" I got angry at Ji Wanli, and he immediately put on a more smelly face than me. "If I can make it clear, I would have made it clear to you four years ago, and I won't wait until today."

"It's so hard to say..."

"With your IQ, it's hard to explain clearly to you."

"Okay, then I'll ask you to answer, and you can answer my questions. I don't ask you to explain clearly. We met when I transferred to Shanghai?"

"almost."

"We were friends then?"

"Not counting."

"Why didn't you tell me you knew me before?"

"Because the past is already in the past," Ji Wanli sighed deeply, and then looked at me solemnly, "I hope we can start from scratch."

"Start over?"

"Ah."

Starting from the beginning is an easy-to-understand word, and you must start to start all over again.The meaning of it made me instantly make up a big scene in my mind. I sat at the same table with Ji Wanli in elementary school. Reunion, love again for a long time and secretly fall in love.

It's quite romantic when I think about it, but I can't explain the photo he took with me, I don't have a mole on my chin, and the records in the documents show that I didn't go to Shanghai when I was four or five years old.I asked, "Have I ever started with you? Did we fall in love early in elementary school, or did we have a two-way crush and a long-distance relationship..."

"No, it hasn't started."

Ji Wanli stepped on the brakes suddenly, and I was confused, "You were right to meet Jiang Zhetian, but you were wrong to meet me. This is the past."

The world is my father

Why start from scratch when you haven't started?I met him by mistake?I don't understand why he thought it was wrong for me to meet him. I only know that if life is a test paper, he is definitely my final correct answer.

"I have always regarded meeting you as the luckiest thing after amnesia. How could you be wrong? And I like you, not him. You are right. For me, you are the unique optimal solution. "

"Is it."

"Don't believe it?"

"The mistake I'm talking about doesn't refer to the present, but to the past. For you in the past, meeting me is the worst solution for you to get a zero score in the exam."

"So scary? Did you kill my mother or my father?"

"You didn't like me before," he told me.

If I don’t like it, then I don’t like it. It’s too much to make a big deal out of a molehill just relying on this to determine that meeting him is my worst solution...etc.What the hell, there is actually someone in the world who doesn't like Ji Wanli and that person is myself?Don't be kidding, okay, I can't believe it, "Are you serious? You are so beautiful and talented, have I been blind before and I don't like you!?"

Ji Wanli agreed.

"I think so."

"Hey!"

I couldn't help making trouble for him to shut up his poisonous tongue, he grabbed me and pressed down, and we just fell into the car, only a few centimeters apart.Breathing out, exhaling, and heartbeat were extremely hot, I looked up at his eyes, the eyelashes were frighteningly long, and the trembling arcs were like black butterflies flapping their wings.I cupped his face and expressed my feelings sincerely, "It doesn't matter whether I liked you or not before, I like you now, I'm pretty sure I like you."

"Even love you."

Maybe love is too young for me now, even if the cold wind hits and the branches are blown, I still add dizzily.

"I love you."

He shook his head, "You are only 19 years old, you don't know what love is."

"Love has nothing to do with age, I love you. Don't worry about what I didn't like you or what I said to you in the past... Tell me everything about the past. Tell me who my so-called brother is. "

Through the information on the document and Ji Wanli's conversation, I have some clues about the past. Instead of exploring why Ji Wanli thinks he is my worst solution, I want to know my "brother" whom he likes who is it.I want to know if he likes me because of the influence of my brother, I want to know what he likes about my brother, I want to know if he still likes my brother now, I want to know if he can not like my brother and only like me.

I never thought that I would expect others to only like me one day, I didn't even have extravagant expectations for fans, but I have such selfish emotions towards my boyfriend.I looked at Ji Wanli nervously, waiting for his answer.

"Do you really love me?" he asked me back.

"My heart tells me, fidelity, weaving mother."

"You don't have a mother in the first place, I don't believe it." Ji Wanli slowly leaned over, and the distance between us was getting closer and closer. I could hear his heartbeat clearly, "Just... I might lie man, but I won't lie to you."

He raised his eyebrows, his eyes full of suspicion, "How do you love me?"

"Good-looking? Can play the piano? He is considerate to me? He looks good when he is with me, has a good figure, and has beautiful photos..."

"You don't love me." Ji Wanli interrupted me, "There is no reason to love someone."

"Who said crooked reasoning!" I was not convinced.He held my face up, as if disappointed, "What you said only proves that you like me because of your interest, and what you love is actually a fantasy love, the fantasy me. When you recognize the reality, you will find , you don't really love me."

Every word and every sentence was like a big basin of ice water poured on me, which was a bit colder than the current weather, "No, that's not the case, I..."

The terrible thing is that I can't find words to refute.

Ji Wanli was right.

In reality, he is not so perfect. He will become sad because he didn’t sleep well and play Ode to Joy. He will also go to black people’s computer because he hates being praised as cute. , because I hate his young master character from the bottom of my heart.

Seeing that I faltered, he snorted and laughed at my ignorance, "That's why I said you don't understand love, there is no reason to love someone, and you won't say it easily." He had a look on his face that he knew that I didn't know. It is clear to love him.I was suddenly very angry, even if I didn't love him, he didn't just like me!He also likes my brother who I don't know where. We're evenly matched in this regard, and it's not his turn to laugh at me.

"Even if I love you in fantasy, not really love you. What about you! You always like my brother and have two hearts for me, don't you!"

"I like your brother as I should."

"Ha, why?"

"No why."

"Okay, tell me, can you not like him?"

"No."

Ji Wanli answered quickly, thinking that he not only likes me and will continue to be in this state in the future, I feel uncomfortable and my heart throbs.

"In this case, I can love you as much as I want. I love you in fantasy and not in reality. If you don't accept it, we will break up!" I raised my head and slammed his forehead. At a distance, he yelled at me, "Your kind of love is not called love, don't insult love!"

"You are! It's not like liking two people at the same time. Don't insult me!" My words made Ji Wanli extremely displeased. He gagged my mouth and kissed me fiercely. Only two pieces were left.I kicked him wildly, any time I want to go to bed, I don't want to finish the first experience with him after the fight, "Let me go! Let go..."

Struggling was of no use, so I put on Ji Wanli's favorite act of being weak, begging for protection, crying, Dafa, sobbing softly, and he stopped.

"Feel sorry."

"I want to go home."

In the middle of the night, I was flying to the next stop of the tour. I went home to change out the wrinkled clothes and cleaned the dusty room while I still had time.Ji Wanli followed me silently, neither helping nor interfering, just following behind me.

When I cleaned up the piles of Latter Rain’s fanbooks in the room, I put down the rag and was filled with emotion.Obviously, I have read and loved each book with tears in my eyes, pleasant surprises and very much all night long, but now I have no passion to revisit it.I know what the reason is - I don't love me and Ji Wanli's CP anymore.

I don’t even love Ji Wanli, it’s normal not to love CP, I laughed at myself, I packed all the fanbooks and put them on Xianyu, because there are too many of them, I sell them by the catty, and soon there will be buyers Take thirty catties away.

After writing down the delivery address, I looked back at Ji Wanli.The products left by my knock-on CP, my colleagues could have sold them, so what about Ji Wanli?Although it was a moment of anger, is it better for me to really break up with him?

No matter who my brother is, whether he likes two people at the same time, I should understand that the purpose of my relationship with Ji Wanli is to make my crazy CP come true.I chased him even though I didn't like him, used him as a tool for me to sell sugar and eat sugar, and agreed to marry him for the sake of CP. This relationship was wrong from the beginning and developed very abnormally.

"I need to say sorry to you." I apologized to Ji Wanli, "I didn't fall in love with you because I like you."

Getting along with people is like a mirror, how you treat others, others will treat you.My current sadness is purely self-inflicted. I use him to satisfy my wish and want him to only like me. How is that possible.

He leaned against the door with his hands behind his back, expressionless, "I know."

"Thank you for tolerating me."

"I know that what you like is not me, but your hobbies and fantasies."

"I'm really sorry."

"I don't care. Even if you don't like me, I..."