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It looks like me.

Goodbye seven times⑦

His eyebrows look like me, but they're not me.

First of all, the boy has a mole on his chin, and I don't.Secondly, the boy's figure and skin color are too different from mine. Although I am not strong, I am not weak at all. My skin color is healthy and warm white. In the end, when I smile, I feel naive and naive. I am not shy at all, and I am quite confident. .

So the boy standing on the right side of Ji Wanli in the photo is not me.

It can't be me either.

I really want to say no to this and throw away the diary and photos, and then forget about it and do what I should do.But no matter how many hundreds of dissimilarities I can argue, it can’t cover up the fact that I’m very similar to Ji Wanli’s childhood friend in the photo, and he once said that he likes crying, shy and weak people who need his protection, look carefully In the photo, isn't the boy next to him protected by his right hand?A bloody guess emerged in my mind—maybe I was a substitute for the pretty boy next to him.

The boy and him have known each other since childhood, and they grew up together. Later, due to various reasons, the two separated from each other. Ji Wanli was in great pain, until he met me who looked almost exactly like the bamboo horse he liked.He started to treat me as a substitute, and transferred all his feelings to me. As a substitute, I didn't realize it. I thought he really loved me, but suddenly found a childhood photo of him and Zhuma, and found that I was just a substitute.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but shudder.

What the hell is the plot of an old-fashioned 90s idol drama!

I've seen a lot of fanfiction with similar settings, and it's sour when it happened to me unexpectedly.Dare he be surprised when he saw me for the first time? It was not love at first sight, but this guy was like the bamboo horse I like. He was considerate to me and fell in love with me because I was like the bamboo horse he liked?

Recalling the details of our relationship over the past three years, applying the explanation that I am a stand-in does not seem to violate the slightest sense of disobedience, and all his questions about me that he hesitates to talk about, is too familiar...with a strange attitude can get answers.

It's really easy to serve, and this kind of thing can happen in the 21st century.What did I do wrong to offend God, and I will suffer repeated blows from Korean drama amnesia, Japanese drama orphan, Taiwanese drama double, Thai drama gangster, and domestic drama domestic violence!

But I can understand how he used me as a substitute. Who doesn't have a white moonlight these days, and finding a substitute is an inevitable choice if he can't get it.Besides, I'm so similar to the bamboo horse he likes, it's almost forcing him to use me as a substitute.It's one thing to be angry, it's another thing for me to do the same.

I understand him, very much.

What really puzzles me is how can there be two strangers in the world who are so similar to Ji Wanli and Zhuma, and he happens to meet both of them?

The two of us are people in real life, not really filming idol dramas, let alone characters in novels. This kind of development is too coincidental. I can't believe my own speculation, even if it is very reasonable and convincing.

What is the truth?

Pinching the photo, I fell into deep thought.

The snow is getting bigger and bigger, the sky is full of snowflakes, and the bright sky disappears behind the dark clouds without anyone noticing, just like the long story of sudden changes in the situation, no one knows whether the next moment will be winter rain or spring thunder, dawn or darkness.Unpredictable, I closed the window, and threw myself into the bed in distress.

—You seem to have a real brother.

——When you mention your brother, you cry.

——Listen to me, your attitude towards your brother is very, very bad, you asked him to disappear from your world and never see you again.

——He is definitely still alive, remember to find him when you have time.

Jiang Zhetian's voice suddenly sounded in my mind.

Oh yes!

I have a brother!

I have an older brother who was forced to separate us from each other. My older brother’s failure to make an appointment made me want to commit suicide. I want my older brother to never see me again. He can tell me everything up to the big ones, he is very cautious about being together, he is afraid that I will leave him, he is not allowed to break up with him, he fell in love with me only after half a year of dating, his diary used to be more important than me, and he will no longer be important after liking me. throw away……

——I won’t even let me see it even if it’s discarded.

It turned out that the strange doubts that appeared since the dusty memory was revealed all gathered together and turned into clear lines.

I suddenly realized.

The boy in the photo is about the same age as Ji Wanli, and Ji Wanli is about the same age as me. Looking at his appearance, he should be my twin brother.

If the boy in the picture was my brother, then everything would make sense.The truth is simple, I cried when I mentioned my brother because my brother was forced to separate from me, and he couldn't show up even if I wanted to meet him.But it was precisely because my brother and I separated to two cities that Ji Wanli knew my brother liked my brother, and regarded me as a twin brother whom he met later as my brother's substitute. The feeling that he doesn't want to sleep with me no matter what, brother, don't be bullied.

That's right, that's it.

He knew that I was the younger brother of the person he liked, and he accepted my confession and fell in love with me when he knew that our brothers were at odds. That's why he hesitated at the beginning of the relationship, and after he was emotional, he frequently tested him. If he hurts me, I will Anyway, it's all because he was afraid that I would find out the truth.

No matter how you try to reverse the suspicion, you can't find any flaws, the truth is definitely like this!The more I think about it, the more I feel perfect, perfect without any loopholes.However, the biggest problem now is that I can't remember the past, and I can't verify the authenticity. It is still arbitrariness to confirm that a certain speculation is a fact.

So I immediately called Fang Qubing.

I asked him for the document investigating my life experience, he paused, quite puzzled, "Didn't you want to know about the past before?"

"Before was before, I want to know now." Turning on the hands-free phone and throwing it on the bed, I quickly put on my clothes, "Are you in the company or where? If you don't have time to deliver it, I'll pick it up by myself. I happen to fine."

"Well, come here by yourself, I'm writing a business case in the company."

I made an appointment with Fang Qubing, I put the photo in my pocket, went to the bathroom to wash and comb my hair, tightened my shoelaces indiscriminately, and called the Uber driver to go out.Before my hand touched the doorknob, the door had already been pushed open, I raised my head blankly, and met Ji Wanli's cold gaze.

If I don't come back sooner, I don't come back later, I come back now, the timing coincides, and I don't know what expression to use to face him, so I can only smile smirk at him.

"Where are you going?"

"You're back! Oh, that... I'm going to find Fang Qubing." I took two steps back to let Ji Wanli in so that I could go out by myself, and he closed the door as soon as he came in, as if he didn't want me to go out. It's nine o'clock, why are you looking for him?"

"I didn't ask why you went out, did I?"

"So what."

"What else can I do? Of course, if I don't ask you, you don't ask me."

"You don't want to ask me. It's your business. I want to ask you. It's my business." Ji Wanli is undoubtedly the king of the double standard class. The double standard is justified, and the double standard makes me speechless. "Let's find something to do with him!"

"What's the matter? Tell me clearly."

I thought about an excuse for a long time, but decided to confess to him, "Ask him to get the document that Zhuo Da used to investigate my life experience. I want to know about the past."

"Think now?"

"Think about it now, you must know."

"What's the reason?" Ji Wanli narrowed his eyes, and stared at me inquiringly, "You said you didn't want to know for the time being, why did you suddenly change your mind?"

I stood on tiptoe and whispered in his ear.

"because of you."

He showed an expression of disbelief, as if the black cat breeds catnip being eaten by a mouse, I think my guess is indeed right, he must know and like my brother, and treat me as a substitute.

"Because I found out that you are related to my past, so I want to know what my past is like, and I can't wait to know."

In fact, I don't want to have a showdown with Ji Wanli so soon, who just caught up with me to go out, "Ji Wanli, you used to know me, didn't you?"

He was silent for a long time before nodding heavily.

Reality is always more dramatic than stories.

I don't want to ask Ji Wanli anything, it doesn't matter whether he regards me as a substitute or already likes me, it's true to keep him apart so that he is beautiful alone and not scolded by my fans, let's talk about my brother.

"Who is this person you are protecting in the photo?" After asking, I took out the photo and showed it to Ji Wanli.He frowned, "Where did you get it?"

"Sorry, I got it from the diary you lost."

"..."

"I'm just curious about the content inside. I don't know that there is nothing in it. It's just this photo. It's a photo of you and this shy and weak boy you like who needs your protection, your ideal boy."

"..."

"Who is he?"

"..."

"Is it really your ideal type?"

"..."

"Jiang Zhetian said that I have an older brother, could it be him?"

Ji Wanli continued to remain silent, as if he didn't intend to speak. My question was meaningless and it made me feel very painful and sour.With a long sigh to calm down the indescribable suffocation, I opened the door, stood outside and continued to ask him inside the door. The cold wind made me feel better, "...if you don't speak, I will take it as your acquiescence. He is my brother, And you know my brother."

Hearing this, Ji Wanli finally couldn't hold back, but he didn't admit or deny anything, he just stretched out his hand to me, "Give me back the photo."

"Do you like my brother?"

Ji Wanli's face was full of disbelief, as if he was saying how could he not like it, and I understood, "So you treat me as my brother's replacement, treat me well and be gentle and tolerant, and let me rely on him all because of him. .”

"Xia Zhaoyu, return the photo to me."

"No. Tell me first, is what I said wrong?"

"Give back