I am a CP fan of me and my teammates

shower. "

"what?"

"Don't you know what I like about you?"

"Yeah, what's the matter."

"Actually, I don't know what it is," Jiang Zhetian leaned into my ear and whispered, "Because I liked you the first time I saw you."

"So you like my face?"

"Well, that's right."

"... so superficial."

"I like your face because your heart is clearly written on your face, letting me know that you are kind and beautiful." After listening to Jiang Zhetian's explanation, I felt embarrassed, "No, I am not like what you said. I am not I am a very beautiful and kind person, I have a lot of shortcomings, it is my luck to be deeply loved by you and fans, I am not good at all.”

"Nothing. You're fine, and there's nothing wrong with you."

"You said that because you have a filter for me."

"Filter?"

"After falling in love with someone, the non-spontaneous behavior of automatically opening beautiful pictures for the other person is called a filter." I gave Jiang Zhetian science without panting, and he said in surprise, "It turns out in this way!"

I was also surprised.

Jiang Zhetian didn't know such a well-known Internet buzzword.

"You don't even know this, you are as young as old antique."

"Sorry woo-woo."

"Hey, don't hold me and pretend to cry, you will be misunderstood..."

"No one will see."

After struggling for a long time, Jiang Zhetian still let go and hugged me. We continued to walk quietly side by side, not knowing how far ahead, or where we would end up.

I walked forward step by step, and every step I was thinking about how far the eternal distance is, whether it is enough to support my wish not to let Jiang Zhetian die, and I will not fail because of reality or despair because of time.

"Light rain?"

"Uh-huh."

"Light rain."

"Yes."

"Little Yuyu."

"It's light rain."

"Little rain, light rain."

"What are you doing!"

I stopped, facing my helplessness, Jiang Zhetian straightened his hands as if he was holding something, he smiled at me, his eyes narrowed into slits.Then I understood that he wanted to give me his heart, and I didn't have time to refuse, he fell straight on me, the starlight was very gentle, and tears filled my eyes suddenly.

"I love you."

"I know you love me."

His body was shaking non-stop, his face lacked a trace of blood, and his breathing was rapid, like a fish about to suffocate due to lack of water.I knelt on the ground weakly, and hugged him tightly while trying to suppress the urge to let tears flow, "Don't talk, I'll call 120 right now, Mrs. Jiang, if you insist..."

I quickly took out my phone, Jiang Zhetian held my hand weakly, raised his head with difficulty and said to me, "I hope you are happy..."

His dying appearance almost broke my heart. Six years ago, I was so weak, but I was able to save his life. Six years later, when I grew up and became strong, I had to watch him disappear from my world.

Tell me how to say that I will be happy.

"No, don't go, okay, it's not summer yet, when it's summer, let's go to that bridge again, okay? Maybe I'll think of more about you, more and more, all of them ..."

"I want you to be happier than anyone...more than everyone else..."

"Then you just watch me happy!"

"I'm sorry... I can't... I can't do it..."

"You can hold on for a while, at least until dawn, okay?"

"No matter what you encounter... you must live well..."

"Have I paid you back the money, you will die to me, don't you know!"

I squeezed Jiang Zhetian's trembling fingers tightly, he just smiled at me, just smiled at me, smiled at me with all his strength, more dazzling than the stars.

But slowly, the smile couldn't hold the corner of the mouth, the eyes were covered with dull dust, the breathing slowly approached and disappeared, and the fingers became cold.

"Xiaoyu...six years ago and now, both..."

Jiang Zhetian's voice became weaker and weaker, and his breath became weaker and weaker. In the end, I couldn't hear what he was saying, only the shape of his mouth.

"Thank you."

The body in my arms gradually lost temperature, but I didn't cry.

Because he said that he was afraid that I would be sad but could not wipe my tears.

rival killer

On the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, Zhou Yiyi accompanied me to Jiang Zhetian's funeral.

The photo of me and Jiang Zhetian at the seaside was taken by the paparazzi and posted on the Internet. The scandal of the financial sponsor revived, and the rumors spread wildly. Thanks to the Jiang family's intervention in the media, all the news about us disappeared.

The paparazzi stopped following me, and I was able to attend the funeral with Zhou Yiyi as friends. After the mourning ceremony, Jiang Xue handed me a package.

I opened it on the plane, and there were dozens of letters and sheets of letter paper with no glue on the outside. The handwriting was crooked, like it was written by trembling hands:

I'm not here when you get the package, are you wondering how many letters are in it?There are a total of [-] letters, written to you from [-] to [-] years old, and all the words I want to say to you in this life are written in the letters.

All the good mornings and good nights in this life, all the happy birthdays, all the wishes for you, all the jokes and all the opportunities to call you Xiaoyu.

I hope you can spend the rest of your life watching it in peace.

Be happy, Xiao Yu.

Just a few lines of words broke my heart, squeezed the paper tightly, and closed my eyes in pain, not wanting the illegitimate student and the frontline station sister to take pictures of his ugly expression.Noticing my abnormality, Zhou Yiyi looked at me worriedly, "Showers?"

"I am fine."

"eat something."

He peeled off the brown rice roll and handed it to my mouth, and I pushed it away.

"Thanks, I have no appetite right now, sorry."

"Believe that everything will be fine after I eat it, there is nothing I can't overcome by opening my mouth." Although I made it clear that I don't want to eat, Zhou Yiyi persisted in spitting at me, "Try to eat."

"That's the world view of you foodies, not mine." I turned my head irritably, and then said tactfully, "I appreciate your kindness, but I really don't have an appetite right now. I'm sorry, Captain...you can eat it yourself."

The interaction between the two of us caused a commotion, and the bastard whispered loudly about the bad relationship, so Zhou Yiyi dragged me to the bathroom to talk.

"You were happy before boarding the plane, why are you suddenly sad?"

"Men are unhappy a few days a month."

"What's the reason?"

"Auntie's principle."

I don't want to tell anyone about my sadness.

At least not now.

Zhou Yiyi knew that Jiang Zhetian spent the last few days of his life with me and died in my arms, so he had some guesses about our affairs.

"Is it because of Jiang Zhetian..."

"Captain, shall we not mention him for now?"

Jiang Zhetian's death didn't break my heart. Instead, it was his gentleness left in this world that made my emotions fall to the bottom. He wrote a letter of infinite love for me in a limited time, with both heart and seriousness.

In contrast, I did nothing for him.

I just stood by and watched death.

I covered my face and sighed deeply, Zhou Yi thoughtfully did not continue, but reminded me that Ji Wanli would pick us up at the airport later.

"The evening ceremony is coming to pick up the plane."

"I know, I went out this morning and got a new hairstyle." I pointed to Zhou Yiyi's flowing and silky bangs, "I did it just for him."

"You guys have a really good relationship."

"That is."

"I remember you wrote the lyrics for his new song?"

"Yes."

"You have been in love for half a year."

"Almost."

"Where did you go on your first date?"

"Cinema."

By fate, he met Jiang Zhetian at the movie theater.

Zhou Yiyi kept talking to me about Ji Wanli. He probably hoped that thinking about Ji Wanli would make me feel better, but it didn't.

When I think of Ji Wanli, I think of how much I like Ji Wanli, so much that I can’t even lie to Jiang Zhetian to make him happy, I think of the unfeeling that I can’t even give Jiang Zhetian the slightest chance, I think that if I like Jiang Zhetian, I won’t be like this Uncomfortable, just because I don't like it, I feel guilty.

I didn’t give anything, watched the person who loved me so much die in my arms, Jiang Zhetian even thought about the things after death, thinking of blessing me to make me happy, but I didn’t do anything good for him arrive.

"Ugh."

I was so sad that I sighed sadly.

After the two methods of consolation failed, Zhou Yiyi started to gossip with me recently, trying to divert my attention to make me feel better.I was also less interested in gossip, and told him I was going back to bed, and he held me back.

"Do you know who confessed to Xu Nuo?"

"do not know."

"Do you want to know?"

Zhou Yi deliberately lowered his voice in a mysterious way.

nonsense!

The blood of gossip flows in the bones of every worker in the entertainment industry!

I immediately regained my spirits, "Do you know who it is?"

He chewed the brown rice roll quickly, then nodded steadily.

"know."

"Who?!"

Under my extremely expectant and nervous gaze, Zhou Yiyi slowly stretched out his hand, slowly stretched out his index finger, and slowly pointed at himself.

"I."

After Xu Nuo failed to confess to Yang Zhonggong, the mature man who confessed to Xu Nuo to steal his home was actually Zhou Yiyi?The serious captain of our regiment?

Oh my God.

God knows how hard it was for me not to make a strange sound.

"you?"

"Correct."

"You confess to Xu Nuo."

"Correct."

"You like Xu Nuo?"

"Correct."

"You love him dearly?"

"Correct."

I feel like I'm suffocating, Zhou Yiyi really likes Xu Nuo!US emperor is fake!Italian work is fake!Kneading the bottom of this pair of hot pots in friendship, I feel like being drenched in 250 catties of feces, and my heart is so cold.

But I haven't given up yet.

Maybe Zhou Yiyi likes two people at the same time!

"What do you think