I am a CP fan of me and my teammates

hold me.

"Wait, what do you mean by the question just now? I don't understand." He was quite puzzled by my inexplicable question, and I couldn't explain it clearly, so I could only change the subject abruptly and divert his attention, "I just asked on a whim It's just a question, nothing interesting. By the way, do you want me to sleep with you?"

"No need, I'm afraid your baby will be jealous."

"You still remember that..."

"I always remember."

Jiang Zhetian actually remembered the lie I told so far, and he still cared about it, I swallowed, feeling a little anxious, he will say later that he wants to see my doll, where can I find someone.

"Don't worry, I don't want to know what your baby is like."

"Can you read minds!"

"It's not that amazing, I guessed it casually," Jiang Zhetian clasped the back of my hand and rubbed it lightly with his thumb, "I guessed that he would be jealous."

"You guessed it right, he is really jealous, and not only is he jealous with others, he is even jealous of pillows."

The seriousness of the plot I mentioned made Jiang Zhetian curious, "He is so jealous, how did you solve the problem of spending the Spring Festival with me?"

How can I solve it? I spread my hands frowning, "I never told him that I came to Sanya to accompany you for the New Year. He doesn't know I'm here."

"is this okay."

"I want to say that I'm with you in a two-person world. He has dozens of phone calls every day to check on me. He pretends not to care about me so much, but in fact he is so narrow-minded. He's jealous of my pillow and doesn't even ask me to take the pillow. Throwing it in the trash can, this is not the worst... I was talking to the captain of our regiment in the room in the middle of the night and he found out. He asked me directly, are you cheating? It's just that, possessive and doesn't believe it people."

I couldn't help complaining a few more words, Jiang Zhetian said with a smile.

"I can't tell that Ji Wanli is a narrow-minded person."

"Ordinary people can't see it, he..."

Halfway through I realized something was wrong.

"You, you... how do you know it's Ji Wanli!"

My relationship with Ji Wanli is known to heaven and earth, only three people in the world know about Xu Nuo, Yang Zhonggong, and Zhou Yi. How could Jiang Zhetian know who the person I complained about? Could there be a traitor in our regiment?

"Do you still remember that when you were filming the boy's goodbye in Beijing, Ji Wanli and I "just happened" to go to the hotel to look for you on the same night?"

of course I remember!That night was the heartbreaking moment that shattered my fantasy that the legendary rivals would fight each other when they met each other. I nodded, and Jiang Zhetian continued, "Ji Wanli and I didn't meet at the hotel. Before we went to find you together, we were in a nearby hotel I sat in the coffee shop for two hours."

"You actually..."

"He asked me out, and he told me a lot."

I said that the timing of their appearance that night was like an appointment. It turned out that they were together and found me by chance.But what reason did the two of them meet?In other words, as rivals in love, Ji Wanli and Jiang Zhetian are too harmonious. If they don't fight for me, it's fine and they go to drink coffee.

After sitting for two hours, we could really see that we had a very happy conversation. Ji Wanli and I never chatted for more than two hours. At most, I would be scolded and poisoned within four to ten minutes. Thinking about it, I felt bitter.

"What did Ji Wanli tell you?"

"secret."

"Don't you tell me that I will jump off the first floor now." I threatened Jiang Zhetian viciously, and Jiang Zhetian said helplessly, "He asked me what I like about you."

"Well, I'm actually curious about this question too."

"I like everything."

"You told him that too?"

"Yes."

"How did he react?"

"no response."

"He didn't even persuade you to see an ophthalmologist, I don't know him anymore..."

"Ha ha ha ha."

"What else did he say?"

"It's basically an oath of sovereignty, asking me to give up on you."

"Wow……"

Claim your sovereignty!These four words are so amazing that my heart is moved. A strong and domineering president who can lock and attack is a treasure of the world!

"I said I would never give up on you, and he didn't say anything else, and then we went to find you, and when I left the hotel, my car ran out of gas, and he sent me home, and in the car, I was joking about being hungry, and he Buy me supper and milk again." Jiang Zhetian pinched his chin and sighed, "I would like him if I were you, he is handsome and graceful, and he doesn't look narrow-minded at all."

"Pfft, you're going to kill me laughing."

"What are you laughing at, I'm serious, I'm not kidding."

"But I don't like him because of these. What I like is the pink feeling of him and me in the same frame, which is very similar to love. It makes me want to scream crazily."

"Okay, stop," Jiang Zhetian stopped me from telling the story of my CP's journey, "Don't give me dog food, my heart hurts."

It's really not good to say how much I like another person in front of someone who loves me but can't, so I turned off the light and asked Jiang Zhetian again before leaving.

"Do you really not need me to sleep with you?"

I was afraid that it would be inconvenient for him to go to the bathroom or drink water in the middle of the night. I could help by my side, but he flatly refused, "I really don't need it. I just want to see you anytime when I am awake. I didn't ask for anything else."

In fact, I don't really understand this level of affection. Even in the dormitory, Ji Wanli and I often do our own things without looking at each other. Wouldn't it be annoying to see each other at any time?But I didn't say anything. Not understanding doesn't mean it doesn't exist, and it doesn't exist doesn't mean it doesn't need respect.

"Good night."

Wishing him a good dream tonight, I gently close the door.

After taking a shower, I sent Ji Wanli a WeChat message, and he asked me if I had seen Zhou Yiyi's friend, I said perfunctorily that I had, and then sent a photo with Zhou Yiyi.After a while, he sent the moon outside the window of his house. I didn't understand what he meant by sending the moon suddenly, so I also sent him the moon outside the window.

I am God: ...

Xiaoyu: Black Question Mark.jpg

My God: read more books

Xiao Yu: Huh?

Xiaoyu: Not what do you mean?

Xiao Yu: Tell me clearly [Star Eyes]

i am god: good night

Xiao Yu: Hello!

The next day, I was preparing for the Spring Festival, posting blessings, making dumplings, and buying snacks at a supermarket that still had deliveries. I was so busy until noon that Ji Wanli suddenly called. I took a look at Jiang Zhetian and hid on the balcony to pick him up.

"Evening ceremony, happy new year!"

"Are you at Jiang Zhetian's?"

"Ah... ah?"

"Don't you ask who told me?"

Ask who told him if it was useful, no, it is better to admit his mistake directly.

"I was wrong, I shouldn't have lied to you... scold me!"

"Jiang Zhetian told me."

"Why did he..."

"Don't worry, I won't bother you."

"Wait, don't get me wrong! It's not what you think, we..."

I tried my best to explain, but Ji Wanli interrupted me.

"I didn't misunderstand, I know his situation, I am willing to give him these seven days." Ji Wanli's tone suddenly became fierce when he said that, and he could feel his desire to kill me through the distance of thousands of miles from both ends of the phone. With a heart that was skinned and broken, "As for the fact that you lied to me, I will deal with you when I go back."

After hanging up the phone, I turned around, and Jiang Zhetian was right behind me.

I didn't even open my mouth, and he took the initiative to explain to me, "I don't want you to deceive anyone because of me, and I don't want you to have any burden because of me."

"That's why you told him?"

"Or do you think I'm doing something wrong?"

"No, thank you for thinking of me."

"Although I have only met Ji Wanli a few times and have not had much contact with him, I can feel that he is a considerate and gentle person. Promise me that no matter what happens in the future, don't hide anything from him." Then Jiang Zhetian stepped forward to grab him. Picking up my hand, "I love you, but rather than trying to make you love me, I hope you can go to the end with the person you really love."

I was dumbfounded.

What kind of CP fan mentality is this!When you love someone, the mentality of wanting him to be happy with another good man turns out to be true.

"I will."

I held Jiang Zhetian's hand instead, and then pulled him to the kitchen to accompany me to wash vegetables and cut meat. Time passed quickly in the busyness, and I tidied up the living room with a New Year's atmosphere. I turned on the TV and had a New Year's Eve dinner with Jiang Zhetian.

"I'm three years older than you, I want to give the red envelope, and you have to accept it."

After just two bites, he took out the red envelope and gave it to me.What didn't fit the rich man's style was a flimsy red envelope that could only hold two sheets of paper at most. I didn't think much about accepting it, so I opened it and looked, good guy, check, live check.

I immediately packed the red and returned it.

"I'm not with your daughter."

"I don't have a daughter."

"I know you don't have a daughter."

"I will never have a daughter."

"Yeah, so you don't have to give me a check to force me to break up with her."

Jiang Zhetian laughed out loud at being teased by me, and then he spread out the check for me to see, the amount line said Happy New Year, "Just kidding."

Eating, washing dishes, sweeping the floor, and tidying up the kitchen, I was so tired that I slumped on the sofa.Jiang Zhetian sat beside me but kept silent, looking out from the floor-to-ceiling windows all the time, I followed his gaze and saw the crowds of people on the beach, men, women and children gathered together, even if we couldn't see the faces, we could feel the happiness of the family. Thinking of my family makes me a little lonely.

According to what Jiang Zhetian said before, my mother and my brother are no longer alive, but I don’t even remember what they were called and what they grew up. I feel sad and even cry when I can’t find a place to bury them. Zhou Yiyi insists that I don’t recall the past. Because it's happier not to remember anything.

But if I am incomplete, what happiness is there to talk about?

Only by going through the pain can we say goodbye to the pain. I should face everything in the past instead of running away from fear.

"Summer showers."

"what?"

Accompanied by the background sound of fireworks in full bloom outside the window, Jiang Zhetian suddenly turned his head and smiled at me, the colorful colors of the fireworks were reflected on the pale, sickly, sickly face