I am a CP fan of me and my teammates

The friend who hated Zhou Yiyi who bumped into me, I didn't feel anything about what happened to me.

I was just surprised, just surprised, that's all.

I now understand that what I lost is not only the memory, but also something more important. If I don’t get it back, my life will not be complete, so no matter how painful and difficult it is to face, I must uncover the scars How many times - I want my past back.

Zhou Yiyi: He and I blame ourselves very much

Zhou Yiyi: Especially after knowing your situation

Zhou Yiyi: He and I decided to start a new life

Xiao Yu: My situation?

Xiaoyu: What's the matter with me?

Xiao Yu: Tell me everything you know

Xiao Yu: I lost my memory after being hit [cover my face]

Xiaoyu: I don’t remember anything before the age of fifteen or sixteen

Xiao Yu: I don’t feel anything when I look at the picture of myself lying in a pool of blood

Xiao Yu: It seems that that person is not me but someone else...

Xiao Yu: The current me is incomplete

Xiao Yu: I want to find my lost memory!

Zhou Yiyi: I know you have amnesia

Zhou Yiyi: That's why I've been hiding the car accident from you

Xiao Yu: What...

he knows!I went straight to Zhou Yiyi's bedroom in shock, as if I knew I would go there, his door was ajar, I swallowed my breath and went straight in, Zhou Yiyi was sitting on the bed, his face covered with hot pot ingredients Still tough and handsome, "Zhou Yiyi, how much do you know about me?"

"It's better that you don't know about the past." Zhou Yiyi shook his head first, then got up to face me, "Show Yu, we all hope that you can obtain real happiness and be happy forever."

"you?"

"...Actually, it's not a coincidence that I became teammates with you. After Fang Qubing took a fancy to me, he wanted to form a boy group. I took advantage of the opportunity and told him that there was a very good seedling in the orphanage, so he went to charity and chose you. "

Not only the amnesia was indirectly caused by Zhou Yiyi, but even my current job was connected by him. I was suffocated and out of breath. I can’t describe my mood in a few words. For example, I lived alone for 60 years and suddenly had Tian realizes that his life is just a reality show, his parents and wife are all acting, only he knows nothing, and thinks that his life is created by himself.

"Ha... why did you do this?"

"I want to make up for the mistakes and let you live a life of being loved and happy."

"No, you are not wrong, don't blame yourself..." My mind is messed up, I am very depressed, even so, I still comfort Zhou Yiyi, who is afraid that he will bear the guilt alone for several years, "As for your friend, it must not be intentional Hit me, and the news said that I crossed the road recklessly, we are all at fault for this accident, but those are in the past, you don’t have to blame yourself.”

"I can't stop blaming myself, if it wasn't for me..."

"No if Zhou Yiyi, no, no."

"Can you forgive us?"

"I don't resent you at all. Forgive what? Don't talk about it. Tell me what you know about me, right now."

Looking into my eyes, Zhou Yiyi sighed, "Shower, when my friend and I took care of you in the hospital, we learned a lot about your personal situation. Believe me, the past is not worth getting back. Forget it."

Fang Qubing came here early in the morning with a contract that needs to be signed, but the atmosphere between Xu Nuo and Yang Zhonggong, me and Zhou Yiyi became very strange. There was a disagreement between two members, and the schedule was full before the start of the tour. He didn't have time to solve it, so he could only ignore it.

After Fang Qubing left, I was worried and I was blowing cold wind on the balcony. Ji Wanli came to me with two cups of coffee and handed one of them to me. He asked, "What's the matter with you and Zhou Yiyi?"

"fine."

"Then why did you go to his room last night, cheating?"

"How is it possible! He is not my type at all, oh no, I am not his type at all! Ah, that's not true..." I solemnly denied, "There is no question of whether you are good or bad, anyway, I didn't do anything to be sorry for you !"

"Don't change the subject." Sipping his coffee, Ji Wanli glared at me fiercely, "Tell me what you are doing in his room, or you will be strangled to death."

There is gray smog in the distance, and gray dust in the vicinity. I sighed and slowly expressed my complicated feelings that twisted into threads. I'm afraid Ji Wanli doesn't like to hear me complain, but I want to complain to him , because he is not involved in my past, because he is my present continuous.

"Evening ceremony."

"Ah."

"You've seen Zodiac's files."

"Ah."

"You know I lost my memory because of a car accident."

"Ah."

"You also know that the people who bumped into me were Zhou Yiyi and his friends, right?"

"Ah."

"Do you know why there is me in this regiment?"

"do not know."

Taking off his coat and putting it on me, Ji Wanli put his arms around me.

"I became a member of this group because of Zhou Yiyi's recommendation to Fang Qubing. Without him, I wouldn't have joined the group...and I wouldn't have met you. I thought it was my destiny to become an idol, and It was my fate to meet you, but now I know that my so-called fate stems from his guilt towards me, and I don't feel like I'm alive."

"No, it was fate that you met me."

"That's just what you think."

I think the encounter Ji Wanli refers to is the moment he saw me when he left the company. For him, it may be fate. I can’t say no, but for me, the moment when I like me and him is fate. , if I don't become an idol, I have no chance to meet him and like him.

Seeing that Ji Wanli didn't refute me, I continued.

"My mood is very complicated now. In fact, I don't want to know what kind of person I was and what I have experienced in the past, but everything is so wrong, which makes me feel that I am incomplete and makes me want to deal with the past. Finding out makes me want to find my true self."

"Summer showers." Ji Wanli suddenly grabbed my shoulders, his beautiful light-brown pupils faltered in the gray haze, and finally landed on the tip of my heart, "If you want to know, I can tell you everything."

"everything?"

"Everything from your birth to now."

You even know everything from my birth to the present, is Zhuo Da's file investigation so detailed?I hope that I am complete, but as long as I think of the dream of that woman being domestically abused by a man, and the dream of the man holding my hand in the dream last night and saying goodbye seven times and never seeing each other again, I will have a shadow of timidity, which blinds me There was little courage left.

"I……"

Seven goodbyes⑤

"No, I don't want to think about it for the time being... Let's talk about it in two months."

I struggled for a long time and I still couldn't face it. Zhou Yiyi told Jiang Zhetian that my past was miserable. I was afraid that knowing all the things would make my mentality collapse and affect my appearance on stage. There will be at least two and a half months of busy period between New Year's Day and the end of the tour. I have to stay where I was a while ago.

——The carefree and happy state not long ago.

Seeing that my brows were deeply furrowed, Ji Wanli didn't bring up the matter again, but pulled me away from the balcony, "It's windy outside, follow me back to the room."

"Why are you going back to your room in broad daylight?"

"Fuck you."

"It's not...that we..."

"Just kidding, don't believe what men say."

"I'm a man too!"

"I know, so I never believe your words."

"Aha?!"

Ji Wanli and I went back to the room arguing and had an indoor date at the last point of the holiday. If I hadn't reversed the family, we might have finished the great harmony of our life, because I changed from late rain to a late, sexually frigid person From Ji Wanli to me, I tried to find an opportunity to attack Ji Wanli, but unfortunately I couldn't find it at all.

After Christmas, there was a steady stream of evening parties and commercial performances. In the busy schedule of trapeze people, the time quickly came to the eve of the Spring Festival.I was going back to the orphanage for the new year, but Jiang Xue called me suddenly, she said that Jiang Zhetian had been declared critically ill because she couldn't wait for a suitable match, and time was running out, she begged me to stay with Jiang Zhetian until the end.

I had no reason not to agree to her due to emotion and reason, so I accepted the invitation to go to Sanya and postponed my return to the orphanage until Qingming Festival.Of course this matter was kept from Ji Wanli, in fact, it's okay to tell him, Jiang Zhetian's time is short, he doesn't need to bother with a patient.

——But Jiang Xue arranged for me to eat and live with Jiang Zhetian.

I am very relieved of myself, but I am worried about Ji Wanli who would be jealous even when I went to Zhou Yiyi in the middle of the night. I was afraid that he would check the guard every day or directly ask to follow me, so I didn't mention this matter in front of him.

In the middle of the night on the 27th of the New Year, I put snacks and red envelopes in front of Ji Wanli, pretending to take them to the children of Sunshine. He watched for a long time and asked me coldly, "The red envelopes contain money. without?"

"I didn't pretend." I shook my head, "Go back and pretend."

Ji Wanli opened his suitcase, took out two thick stacks of banknotes and threw them to me, "Pack it now, put mine in it too."

"Your share? Only one family needs to give a red envelope, you don't need it."

"Are we not a family?"

"Oh that's right, I'll pretend now." Ji Wanli and I have made an agreement to get married in a few years, saying that we are a family that will be fine, so I slowly put money into the red envelope, while Ji Wanli rummaged through the box After tidying up his things, I saw a tattered diary with a combination lock between his denim jacket and hat, and I was a little curious. "what is that?"

"what do you mean?"

"The diary in your salute is your diary?"

"No." After answering Ji Wanli quickly closed the suitcase, as if afraid that I would go to see it, I felt a little uncomfortable