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I felt at a loss for the too unfamiliar self described by Jiang Zhetian, and I didn't know what to say, "That middle-aged woman is probably my mother who was subjected to domestic violence?"

"I think so too, although you don't look like her." Jiang Zhetian continued, "You cry easily and laugh easily, and if you give you a few cherries that you can't finish eating, you can be happy for days, but you don't want to accept them. Buy a whole box of cherries, you are afraid that I will not be able to repay you for being too kind to you. In order to save you from the burden, I always buy a lot of cherries to share with other people in the same ward, and leave a few for you at the end, and watch you finish eating and then finger licking."

"Is there a problem with licking your fingers? Why did you take it out and say it..."

"Xia Zhenyu, your focus is very strange?"

"Your focus is strange, you can mention anything, why do you have to mention finger licking? Finger licking is a normal behavior!"

"I said that you licked your fingers to reflect that you are poor. This is a cryptic and polite way of expressing it. It's not that the focus is strange."

"Okay, I don't want to argue with you, continue."

"The good times didn't last long. You and that middle-aged woman were forcibly discharged from the hospital because you couldn't afford the medical bills. I sent a private detective to find your residence and found that your family had just had a funeral and the woman had passed away. Sooner or later you would pay for your money. I have to work part-time, and I only sleep very little time every day."

"Where's my dad?"

"I haven't seen your father at your house." Jiang Zhetian has no impression of my father, "I think you work and study too hard, and I suggest you to be a tutor for my sister in fifth grade, with an hourly salary of [-], but you don't agree .”

"Why don't you agree?" I'm afraid I'm not sick, but I don't agree with the hourly salary of [-] for tutoring girls in the fifth grade of elementary school!Jiang Zhetian thought it was funny, and couldn't help laughing out loud, "Because your grades are not good, you actually have bad grades hahahahahahaha."

I suddenly felt that it was not good to make a phone call, I should meet him, and then hit him at any time, what the hell, my bad grades are so ridiculous!

"I also know that it is impossible to do part-time study sooner or later..."

"But a boy like you does well in TV dramas?"

"Brother! You also know that it is a TV series? The story is purely fictional."

"That's because I overestimated you, haha."

"Don't laugh, keep talking, and then?"

"Then someone went to your house to collect usury loans and mortgaged the house. You didn't even have a place to live, and you carried two oil bottles."

"The oil bottle is... my brother and sister?"

"Well, don't you want to know your family background? Why do you keep mentioning my parents, siblings, and siblings to me?"

"Brothers and sisters can know!"

"Are they with you?"

"No...do you know why they are not with me now?"

"I don't know. After you have no place to live, I will let you live in the extra house of my family. I will send a special servant to take care of you. The driver will take you to and from school. The three meals will be prepared by the chef, and there will be bodyguards following you when you go out. I was going abroad in my third year of high school. I wanted to take you away with me, but half a month after I made this suggestion, you left a note saying that you didn’t want to and left. I just wanted to help you make your life better, but you didn’t want to.” Speaking of this , Jiang Zhetian sighed deeply, even through the receiver, even if I was confused by radio waves, I could still feel his resentment.

"You child bride's way of helping others, anyone will leave." Although I don't know what I thought back then, but now I am treated like that and I will leave without hesitation, "You don't give people freedom at all..."

"It's not suitable for a child bride. I just don't know how to love people. Who taught you that you are my first love, the only person I like."

"Can't you confess suddenly? I haven't liked you before!"

"I'm not sure. You might like me a little bit, maybe."

"I'm not sure if I don't like it, it's impossible." I rejected the possibility of me and him, and changed the subject abruptly, "Are you finished?"

Exhaling with a wry smile, Jiang Zhetian continued.

"After you left, I have been looking for you for four whole years."

"I debuted at the age of 16 and a half, why did you find me for four years? Just watch TV and check Weibo to know that I am an idol..."

"Because you are very different from the original one, I can't confirm it."

"Is there a big difference?"

"It's very big. The surname is also different. I still can't be sure. I have met you several times in close quarters. Your conversation temperament is too different from that before amnesia. I didn't pay attention to you anymore. Until you suddenly bumped into me in the movie theater The moment I was in my arms, I was sure that you were my Xiao Yu."

Hearing this, all the suspicious points between me and Jiang Zhetian were connected in series, including his kindness to me, the way he looked at me in the movie theater, the long time I said on the day I was shooting the magazine, and the fact that he was an orphan to me on the day I joined the group Surprised, all the traces left over from the past are unacceptable, I want to say some gentle words to him, like me in his memory, but I have forgotten how to be gentle, and I have lost the memory of the past.

"Ahem, I am my own."

"Just pretend that you belong to me in the past, you don't remember anyway."

"Just because I don't remember now doesn't mean I won't ever remember. One day I will remember...one day." If I knew that Jiang Zhetian's life was going to decline again, I would definitely be sad. Promise yourself that you will remember the past.Jiang Zhetian was not optimistic, "Which day will it be? I'm afraid I won't be able to wait."

"Why can't you wait? Go to sleep, I'll call you tomorrow during the day, remember to eat well, cover yourself with the quilt, and don't catch a cold."

"Pfft, my sweetheart, you speak like my mother."

"People care about you, good night!"

"Before tonight, I have been waiting for your call."

"Varied……"

Before I had time to react, Jiang Zhetian had already hung up the phone, making me sleepless.Zhuoda’s employee, Huahua, a netizen who has read my life documents, said that my parents are both alive, but she didn’t mention that I have younger siblings. I don’t think she would not mention it if I had younger siblings.But according to Jiang Zhetian, my "mother" is dead, and the whereabouts of my "father" are unknown.I have a brother who would cry when I mentioned it but he didn't say he met, and my two younger siblings who were alive before are not with me now.

The information on the two sides is very contradictory. I am like standing in an endless maze. I can’t see the truth I want to know from the few words of others. Let me fully understand that if I want to reveal it, I have to reveal everything, regardless of the past. Whether it is scarred or not, and the pain is unbearable.

Running with the ball is outdated, running with the ball is king

But I have always been reluctant to recall the past, because I am afraid of experiencing pain again.

There is nothing wrong with me, except that I am afraid of pain. If what Jiang Zhetian said is true, then I used to be a poor child who grew up under the shadow of domestic violence. If you eat cherries and lick your fingers, you will know how shabby the home is. What good memories do you have of this dark and difficult past?

Looking for something to do, sprinkle cumin pepper on your wound and steam it?

There is also the pain of losing my mother... Although I tried my best to avoid thinking about that middle-aged woman, the words Jiang Zhetian described in the dream were so clear that I almost couldn't help crying just now, it really reminded me of everything , I'm afraid I don't have to cry for my mother's hunk every night.

The past is over, cold-blooded or indifferent, I don’t want to worry about it or be sad, the only thing I want to know is how I met Jiang Zhetian, how I left Jiang Zhetian’s house, and how I was sent to Sunshine Orphan Hospital then accidental amnesia.

Maybe I should ask the dean's mother and ask her why I lost my memory because I ate poisonous mushrooms in the summer camp instead of an accident. I should have asked when I took Ji Wanli back last time. As my adopter, She must know about my past...at least where my siblings are.

Wait a minute, is there a question? Recalling the details of my meeting with the dean’s mother last time, I found something strange, as if she didn’t talk to Ji Wanli when I returned to Sunshine last time?I recalled carefully, and when I clearly realized that she really didn't talk to Ji Wanli, and Ji Wanli didn't talk to her, my back felt cold. What's going on?It stands to reason that when they met for the first time, they should greet each other, but the dean's mother didn't seem to see Ji Wanli, she just talked to me and looked at me the whole time.

I think the dean's mother is not too presbyopic to see people. Why didn't she talk to Ji Wanli? Isn't Ji Wanli a person she can't see?It's impossible not to be joking, Ji Wanli murdered more than a dozen illegitimate fans from a distance of 500 meters on the way to Sunshine.From this point of view, she is embarrassed to talk to Ji Wanli?Impossible, she is not a young girl like a flower and a jade at her young age, she is so fascinated, why does she ignore Ji Wanli?

No, I can't think, I can't figure it out.

I covered my eyelids, which were hot from exhaustion but not sleepy.

I'd better wait until the end of the concert to see Fang Qubing's illegal investigation of me by Zhuo Da. There are too many suspicious things. Not making up your mind to know the truth on paper, and at the same time deciding not to speculate until you see the actual evidence.

I need to see black and white and believe what I see.

Because I can't sleep for a while, I mechanically scroll the front page of the trumpet, group closed training, Ji Wanli has no new meal shoots recently, and I also lost the most important spiritual pillar-my family's prosperous beauty.

Dejected, I fell on the bed, tossing and turning but couldn't fall asleep, bored, I clicked on the Weibo group, and stared blankly at my friends chatting.

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