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It’s not bad to not know. "Jiang Zhetian didn't think there was any problem, on the contrary, he thought it was a good thing, "You don't remember me, even if I die one day, you won't be sad, that's great.I don't want you to cry for me, because I will be worried, and I can't wipe your tears for you. "

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The white curtains fluttered, and the crimson twilight and early lights disappeared in the wind. The man in front of him was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, weak and pale, dying, his heart still beating.His very playful super clear is full of seriousness. I can see that he really thinks he will die, and he is really afraid that I will be sad and no one will wipe my tears. I am inexplicably palpitating and can't help it. Use an exaggerated tone to mask unease.

"Bah, live well, what are you talking about!" I gave him a hard look, then eased my mood, and told him from the bottom of my heart, "I don't like to cry, and I don't need anyone to wipe my tears. Don't even think about it." I was moved by this kind of thing, everything is fake, only living is real.”

Jiang Zhetian just smiled, "How do I remember that you used to cry a lot?"

"I used to cry?" I was shocked. According to what he and Jiang Xue said, I was mature and cried when I was a child. What kind of schizophrenic personality is this.

"Crying at every turn, like a crying bag," he nodded, recalling, "You have a real brother, and you cry when you mention him."

I have a brother?Impossible, and in the past three years, except for the beautiful love of my CP, I have basically never cried. I have reservations about Jiang Zhetian's words, "I don't think I used to cry so much?"

"Do you remember what you were like before?"

Now Jiang Zhetian doesn't know that I have amnesia, and I don't want to tell him, lest he just make up my past just to tease me, so he nods indiscriminately, and said vaguely, "Of course I remember what I am like!"

Knowing that I remembered before, Jiang Zhetian suddenly raised his voice, feeling a little emotional, he didn't care about being forgotten by me, on the contrary, he cared very much, being forgotten by important people is a heart-piercing pain, "Then you still remember Me? Remember when we first met?"

"Uh... um..."

The truth is I don't remember anything, nothing at all.The look in his eyes expecting me to give an answer makes people suffer humbly. The more I look at it, the more I feel sorry for him. Even if I don’t know exactly where I am sorry for him, the guilt that penetrates into the bone marrow is still restless. I am afraid to say it directly. Not remembering would make him feel bad, so he kept silent.

"It's okay, you were only in the second grade of junior high school when we met, you were still very young, it's normal if you don't remember." He seemed to comfort himself, looking for a reason for me to forget.I was curious about the time of acquaintance he mentioned, and I used what Jiang Xue told me to verify, "Did I advise you not to commit suicide at that time?"

"Yes." He paused, and then said, "You were very mature back then, you spoke in a set way, and you were very good at reasoning, unlike a junior high school student. Now that you have grown up, you are more like a junior high school student. You don't have any worries. Not sad."

"Really?"

"I'm sure every day I meet and get acquainted with you."

Jiang Zhe looked at me fixedly, his eyes filled with passionate affection, I suddenly felt that my act of touching from him was dangerous, so I quickly turned the topic to him, "Ahem, what's your situation now?"

"Alive."

"I told you about your condition!"

"Rejection and acute renal failure in bone marrow transplantation."

"Need a kidney transplant?"

"You have to match the type first, and then you can change it when you have the right one." After finishing speaking, he hugged me coquettishly like a child who can't eat candy, "I'll just change the name to the matching type and forget it. I wait for the matching every day." type."

I can't push Jiang Zhetian away because of his physical condition, so I hugged him back and let him act like a spoiled child, and said in my heart that someone is not there, if I am seen, I would have to cut me into pieces, "Don't say that, waiting for a match is waiting for hope, Believe in yourself, you will surely live a long life."

"Don't talk about it, I'll order a song for myself and I won't die."

"I'll also order you an Enlightenment Chapter."

"I haven't heard it, what song?"

"It's a poem. There is a sentence in it that says, my fate is up to me. I believe that everyone's fate comes out on their own, and so do you."

The footsteps outside the door came back and forth, and the smell of disinfectant became more and more pungent. I sincerely encouraged Jiang Zhetian, who was forgotten by me in the past, "Don't give up, everything will be fine!" He was silent for a long time, raised his head to face me, Rarely serious, "Thank you, I am very happy that you came to see me."

"Why are you being polite, aren't we friends who met six years ago?"

"Well, friend." Jiang Zhetian laughed again, I didn't know what he was laughing at, and I made a promise to him, "You can treat yourself with peace of mind, I will visit you often, and I will call you often, as long as you are healthy, I will do whatever you want." OK!"

He quickly made a request, "Is it okay to fall in love?"

"No." I immediately refused, and felt that this was too cold.I just want to tell him that I'm not single, and let him give up his love for me, which I don't understand where it came from. "Since the two of us knew each other before, I won't hide it from you now, I..."

"Are you in a relationship with the girl who made the headlines?"

"No, no, she and I are innocent! In short, I will try my best to remember the past, and then you must treat yourself well and strive to get better!"

At around [-]:[-], Ji Wanli came to pick me up from the hospital. He knew that I must have come empty-handed, so he specially bought flowers and fruits for Jiang Zhetian, and expressed his condolences to Jiang Zhetian. He was very polite. , only very angry with me.

"You never said that you and Jiang Zhetian knew each other before."

As soon as he got in the car, he questioned me in front of the two assistants, not avoiding our relationship at all, and not afraid of being heard by outsiders.I was so frightened that my back was sweating, and I glanced at the two assistants in the back seat. They put on their earphones and started listening to music, and I explained.

"That's why I didn't recognize him before..."

"Are you blind?"

Ji Wanli didn't know that I had amnesia, I could understand his doubts, but would he react too much to the fact that Jiang Zhetian and I knew each other before?Thinking about it, I continued half-truthfully, "I knew him in the second grade of junior high school. It's been a long time since now. Didn't I recognize him?"

"The second day of junior high..."

"He said it was the second year of junior high school. I have a bad memory so I can't guarantee it."

"No wonder." Ji Wanli stepped on the accelerator as if he suddenly realized, and didn't bother me about keeping him and Jiang Zhetian from the past.

"No wonder?"

"We're going straight to the airport."

"Go directly? I haven't packed my luggage yet! There are no thick clothes for me in the dormitory in Beijing, so I have to go home to get them."

"I tidied it up for you. It's in the trunk."

Ji Wanli, who usually always asks people to come over, actually helps people pack their luggage. I was so shocked that I stuttered, "You, what did you bring?"

"clothing."

"Only clothes?"

"Pants."

"What else? Did you bring my pillow?"

"I don't think you need that pillow." Ji Wanli's words meant that he didn't bring it, and I knew he wouldn't. He didn't like me making out with him and his surroundings, and he was jealous, "I need it! I need it! I can’t sleep without holding it! When is the plane, I want to go back and get it!”

"Are you saying you need it again?"

"I need super invincibility!"

"Oh?" He gave me a cold look, as if announcing the end of my life, I immediately stopped, "How dare I need it..."

"Humph."

"..."

The scenery outside the car window is constantly changing. I know that my CP is real, and I really come to my house to attack my surroundings as rivals in love, so that I am invincible.But why, my heart is so bitter, compared to the sweetness of CP, I want to see my smile on the pillow, ah, I am so painful!

"Evening ceremony, shower." Assistant Xiao Zhou saw that the two of us did not continue talking, and carefully handed over two documents, "This is the new product brochure of Xiufu Matcha Chocolate and the flow chart of the spokesperson's press conference."

Ji Wanli couldn't pick it up, so I took them all, "Okay, watch it on the plane."

"There will be a new product launch event tomorrow morning, so it's better to watch it now." Xiao Zhou gently reminded me, "It's best to memorize it."

"Don't tell me sooner?"

"I should have given you the documents together with the single that needs to be signed the day before yesterday, but I forgot... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"

"It's okay, I don't blame you."

I especially hate reading scripts, scripts, contracts and other documents. Every time I have to read them many times in advance to remember clearly. Ji Wanli can't read them while driving, so I read them to him while reading them.

Sadly, after I finished reading he was able to recite the document, and my mind went blank like nothing had happened.I had no choice but to sacrifice my rest time, and I carried my back non-stop from the time I got on the plane to when I got off the plane.

Arriving in Beijing, we non-stop met with the person in charge of Xiufu under the leadership of the company's senior management, and then participated in the new product launch conference.The fan station of Ji Wanli and I was greeted by Xiufu in advance, and many people came from both sides to create momentum. It can be seen that Ji Wanli has more fans, which made me feel so preoccupied throughout the press conference that I couldn't concentrate Work.

When multiple people endorse the same product, the manufacturer will give the product a personal link with different spokespersons as the theme, and send exclusive small gifts for different spokespersons, which will stimulate competition among fans for sales and purchasing power, and make the product sell more. Fully cut the vermicelli and leeks.

Like our N5 group endorsement, there are basically five links. Ji Wanli and I are on par with each other. Sometimes Ji Wanli is the first and sometimes I am the first. It’s not a big problem, but my current vitality is greatly damaged. In this situation, I will definitely not be able to sell Ji Wanli for this endorsement. I am afraid that my fans will be torn and laughed at by his fans. Thinking of these