I am a CP fan of me and my teammates

To let him find out that he is a CP fan, but I can't let him know that I am so deep into it.

"It's quite a coincidence, maybe it's because I and Pi Xia saw the same person's sharing, and went to see it at the same time." I hurriedly forced a smirk, and put aside the relationship with the support club, but it was too much to say, which made him even more suspicion.

"Why can you see a person's sharing?"

"I……"

"Tell the truth!" Seeing me hesitating and putting down the spoon, Ji Wanli's tone became very fierce, completely different from the calm look just now, "It's not the first time you've read this kind of thing, the fan fiction by your bedside I haven't explained it clearly yet, why are you looking at this kind of thing?"

"I explained it, it was given by a fan, I collect it..."

"Xia Zhenyu, normal men don't collect so many fan fictions."

好苏

"I, I, I," have been pressed to this extent, his character of being frank and strict and resisting being stricter, it is useless to be perfunctory, so I have to tell him honestly, "Actually, I am a CP fan of me and you. ..."

Due to embarrassment, my voice was very low and my head was lowered. Ji Wanli asked me to repeat it in displeasure.

"Didn't hear clearly, say it again."

"I'm your fan and I..."

"What are you and me?"

"I'm me and your fan..."

"louder please."

"I'm your CP fan."

Ji Wanli slapped the table, "Speak louder!"

I stood up straight away, "I am your CP fan!!!"

Under his guidance, I yelled out what I thought was a secret and something that must never be known, which made me feel a lot easier.Having said all this, I didn't hide it, looked at him and continued, "You may not understand my position, but I very much hope that we can fall in love, get married at the best time, and be together forever CP fans are such creatures, who derive happiness from the love of others."

"……I knew it."

Ji Wanli had the expected attitude, I was a little startled, he actually knew that I was a CP fan?Impossible, I can't find any flaws in my cover-up, how could he know! ?

"You know?! When?"

"It's not knowing, it's just guessing."

"Then what do you think of me now? Do you think... I'm weird?" I asked Ji Wanli cautiously. After all, it is basically impossible for a man to be a cute CP or a cute man and his colleagues. Ji Wan Li snorted, "Aren't you always weird?"

"No way! And we are in a relationship. It's normal for me to knock on our CP. The mentality of falling in love is similar to that of CP fans. It's like kissing and holding hands, and the heart beats like hell. I want to get married every day."

I thought what I said made sense, and couldn't help but applaud myself in my heart. Ji Wanli shook her head speechlessly and sighed slightly.

"As you like."

"You don't mind that, do you?"

"It doesn't matter, no matter how weird you are, you are still you."

"It's fine if you don't mind." Seeing that Ji Wanli had already guessed and accepted the fact that I was his CP fan and I had a good attitude, I sat down with peace of mind and asked him by the way, "You don't want this matter." Tell someone."

"Do you think I'm Zhou Yiyi? The tone is so loose."

"You know he exposed the fact that we were in love in the group."

"Of course I know." Ji Wanli glanced at me lightly, and threw away the porridge box, "I have already warned the three of them."

"Warning? How did you warn?"

"Don't tell it, don't pretend to know it in front of you."

I mean why I quickly changed the topic and disappeared as soon as Yang Zhonggong and Xu Nuo appeared. It turned out that Ji Wanli was behind the scenes.He probably also understands that the more people who know about our love in the group, the worse it will be for us, but this is not the point, the point is that he is really nice to Su...

He solved the problem I was worried about calmly, and kept it from me. If I didn't ask, I didn't plan to talk about it. It's so affectionate, absolutely.The more I look at Ji Wanli, the more beautiful I feel, and I feel deeply impressed by Su Li, who is my family's attacker. Before, I thought he was Su with a filter, but now I think Su even if he picks his feet. Ah, I like him so much. .

I held my face and sighed, "Wan Li, you are so kind."

Ji Wanli was speechless, "Don't look at me with that disgusting look."

Half an hour later, I threw away the take-out lunch box, and I enthusiastically helped my boyfriend who knew that I was a male CP and had no objections or prejudices, put hot water and made the bed. Go to the master bedroom, "You've worked hard, go to sleep."

Ji Wanli grabbed my hand and stopped my pushing him.

"I don't sleep."

"Why don't you sleep? Your dark circles have fallen to your collarbones, my friend! For the sake of keeping your face looking good, you should go to sleep."

"No, who will take you to the hospital when I sleep?"

"Go to the hospital?" I was a little confused for a while, "Why are you taking me to the hospital?"

Depressed

He wouldn't want to take me, who is suspected to be the world's first invincible super weirdo in the universe who loves himself and his teammate CP and also manages the CP support club, to check if I am mentally ill and lock me up for treatment, right?Thinking about it, my mood became more subtle, and I silently distanced myself from him.

"Ah, you asked Fang Qubing." Ji Wanli didn't explain his intention to me, but yawned and asked me to ask Fang Qubing.

So I sent a message to Fang Qubing and asked him why Ji Wanli wanted to take me to the hospital, and Fang Qubing replied me quickly.

Fang Qubing: Let you go to the hospital to deal with the media, people who eat melons and the company, so that no one will find out that you are a fake illness

Fang Qubing: Because the statement of resigning from the TV series says that you must rest when you are sick, so I want you to pretend to be depressed and see a psychiatrist

Fang Qubing: Otherwise, if you play around, you will be found to be sick and pretend to be sick

Xiao Yu: That's how it is!

I don't understand the stakes at all, but I don't have depression and pretend to be depressed. What is the operation of going to see a psychiatrist? Wouldn't it be obvious at a glance that I am not sick and pretend to be sick to provide evidence for those who care?

Xiao Yu: But I don’t have depression?

Xiao Yu: Go to the hospital and the doctor will see it...

Fang Qubing: Depression is the best way to pretend

Fang Qubing: The result of the diagnosis is based on your mental state, words and deeds combined with questionnaires

Fang Qubing: When the time comes, you should put on a sad face and emphasize that you are not good, tell the doctor a few sad things, and then fill out the questionnaire

Fang Qubing: You can get a diagnosis of mild depression, don’t worry

Xiao Yu: The agent seems to be very experienced [question]

Fang Qubing: I used to be depressed

Xiao Yu: What!

Xiao Yu: Are you okay! ?

Fang Qubing: very good

Fang Qubing: Hurry up and ask Ji Wanli to take you to the hospital

Fang Qubing: I heard from his personal assistant Xiao Zhang that he recorded a new song all night, you should finish the work early so that he can rest early

Xiao Yu: understand [ok]

After knowing the reason, I changed my clothes and went to the Stewart and Linda Resnick Neurological and Psychiatric Hospital with Ji Wanli. According to the method provided by Fang Qubing, I successfully got the depression diagnosis certificate issued by the attending doctor. And it's not mild depression, it's moderate.

"What did you tell the doctor?"

Ji Wanli was quite shocked when I saw the diagnosis result, and I was also very surprised, but I think it should be the fault of Assistant Zhang's translation. The communication between me and the doctor is quite normal. He translated too much so that the doctor thought I was depressed.

"I didn't say anything." Because the two of us are handsome, on the way to get the medicine according to the prescription, foreign women frequently turned their heads and sighed "cute". I don't know if I am dissatisfied with my answer or my behavior of looking at beautiful women, "What did you say when you didn't say anything!?"

"It hurts—" I retracted my eyes resentfully, and told him aggrievedly, "I told the doctor that I like to watch other people fall in love, and I can't help crying and laughing when I watch it. It's all about the scenes of those two people falling in love with ups and downs, and I can't control it at all."

"that's it?"

"Then I said that I have no parents, no friends, I often have nightmares and dreams that I am abandoned, I like to stay in dark places, when there is light on my body, I feel that I am not myself, I have no sense of security, I can't sleep all night and I am always anxious , a frequent headache."

Ji Wanli was stunned after hearing me finish the long list, and then he looked at me with loving eyes, as if he had hit me [-] times with a car, escaped [-] times and ran over me a hundred times, yes I made a very inhuman mistake and I feel sorry for me.

"Are you so unhappy?"

suffered

"No, no, I'm very happy," I quickly denied, "I'm just pretending to be mourning to get the diagnosis result, after all, if I don't get this thing, Qubing Plan's draft will not be published, so don't take the diagnosis result seriously. "

I somehow don’t want Ji Wanli to think that I’m miserable, and he looks so guilty as if I’m miserable because of him, which makes me extremely uncomfortable. I have no parents, no friends, nightmares, anxiety and insomnia, and it’s not his fault. .

"But what you said is true."

"It's true, but that's just part of my summer shower, not all of me, and all of me still has a lot of positive aspects! For example, drinking yogurt and licking the milk cap will make you happy, and what will you feel lucky about when you touch the last piece of paper in the bathroom Yes, in short, don't pay attention to the bad parts."

"There are some bad parts that you never told me." Ji Wanli frowned and blamed me, "Why didn't you tell me?"

"It's full of unhappy things, there's nothing to tell."

"but i think