I am a CP fan of me and my teammates

Mom became a shareholder of the company after you joined the company.Now she is the largest shareholder of the company, and the variety shows you participated in are all sponsored by her. She feels very guilty towards you. She feels that she hurt you and I hurt you. "

I didn't expect Ji Xinyan to love me so much, she would go out and hug her later, thinking of me, she sighed, "But what she does is because you love me."

I don't think Ji Xinyan has anything to feel guilty about.

Ji Wanli also thought so, "I'll say it from the beginning, it's my fault."

I can't deny that he was at fault. When I recalled the past, I thought he was definitely exaggerating when he said that he was at fault. Now that I think about it, it is indeed his fault.However, he treated me very well during the years when I lost my memory, and he did nothing to me like his oath, maintaining a normal friendship.

On the contrary, I frantically confessed and begged him to fuck me.

It's like the murderer reforms himself and doesn't provoke the victim, but the victim keeps provoking him with a knife and asks the murderer to kill himself again.

He must be in a strange mood.

I decided to interview him about his feelings at the time, "Wan Li, were you particularly surprised when I confessed my love to you last year?"

love really needs a new one

"What do you think?" Ji Wanli gave me a blank look.

"No wonder you are so indifferent to me, and you don't want to go to bed with me to exercise, which makes me think you have andrology problems. Really."

"If you think about it with your toes, you should know that I'm normal!"

I hasten to apologize.

"Yes, yes, I was wrong. It is because I have blind eyes but don't know Mount Tai."

As long as there is no problem with andrology, I have always been worried that Ji Wanli has this defect. In my heart, he is perfect, and perfection naturally includes every detail. Good looks are not enough.Not only must he look good, but he must also be able to arrange flowers beautifully...this is called perfection.

Of course, this is the standard for attacking. It is more casual to do it. It is good to lie flat and spread your legs.It is different from the two men rushing to do the attack in the fan, the reality is that the two men take turns doing the attack with tears in their eyes. There is a song among the audience called "Love Really Needs a New One".

Thinking of me, Ji Wanli, our family, is so precious.

Natural attack.

My expression may be a bit pornographic, he glared at me fiercely, I threw all the indecent thoughts out of my mind, and he told me what he had thought before: "I didn't mean to be cold to you. I don't want to hurt you a second time , I'm afraid that you will suddenly think of the past, regret being with me, and leave me again."

"Actually, it's okay. I don't mind that you hurt me. The past is over, and I don't mind. The past will not affect the present." I assured Ji Wanli, who had a slightly melancholy expression, "I will not leave you .”

He didn't believe my words: "Don't tell lies."

I growled to explain.

"I'm serious!"

"You can't lie to me."

"I really don't mind!"

"Really?"

"It's more real than Muslim religion!"

"Don't mind why you hide under the bed!"

Ji Wanli pulled me out from under the bed without knowing it, and the atmosphere of the supposedly warm brother recognition was instant and delicate.I forced a smirk, and he stared at me coldly.I coughed softly, and was about to ask him something, when his fiery hugs surrounded me from all directions, tightly trapping me.

"Light rain."

His breath and memory seemed to be so dangerous that I wanted to turn around and run away regardless.But I think he must have cared more about what happened five years ago than I did, otherwise he wouldn't have turned a blind eye to my indomitable love and hug before, so I endured the uneasiness in my patience and let him hug me obediently.

"Ah."

"You have been asking me for the past few months, asking me if I like you."

"You say you don't like it every time, or you don't like it."

"I really don't like you."

"Aha?"

"I don't like you, I love you."

"Brother! Don't gasp when you speak, okay, it scares me..." I just said that I just confessed to me that I loved me since I was a child, how could I not like me.

"But I dare not say it. I dare not love you. I am afraid of repeating the same mistakes, I am afraid of losing you again." It was the first time I saw Ji Wanli lose control, his voice and emotions were so restrained that they shattered.I stretched out my hand to comfort him in a manly way, but he turned his head and tried to be as calm as usual, but the hands holding me were trembling, "I'm so scared, you left like five years ago."

I can imagine how he hid his feelings and didn't respond to me or hug me during the months of being "liked" by me.say you Love Me.Just because I am afraid of hurting me, afraid that I will recover my memory and then blame him and hate him for leaving him, afraid of getting but losing, afraid that happiness is a short moment, I can imagine.

I can totally imagine.

Because I used to be afraid, afraid that he would break up with me, and that the CP that I spent all my life and passion on was fake.I'm afraid that he doesn't love me, and I'm afraid that my relationship will end.I am afraid that we are brothers and cannot be together.

"Evening ceremony..."

I want to hug him back and tell him that I really, really won't turn around and leave again, won't get hit by a car, won't forget him with amnesia, know he's obsessed with the past, I won't cry, I'll Walking towards him with a smile.

I will reach out.

I will catch him.

I'll take him out of the summer where I'm guilty of the big mistake.

That summer day when he ignored my feelings and made me panic.

But I couldn't stretch out my hand, the complete memory cast a heavy shadow on my feelings for him, and I couldn't get out for a while.Just now I hid under the bed unknowingly, precisely because my body was afraid of him approaching.No matter how much I laugh and say I don't mind, in fact, I do.

"I'm sorry," I pushed Ji Wanli away, and I saw my trembling figure in his light brown pupils, pale and fragile, "It's a lie to say that I don't mind, actually I don't know what expression to use to face this situation. Everything, I don't know what to say. My heart is very chaotic, can you let me be quiet?"

Ji Wanli let me go, he was going out, I let him stay.The quietness I need is not being alone without him, what I need is to be able to re-examine him quietly, and at the same time examine my vastly different feelings before and after amnesia.

Obviously I didn't have a romantic interest in him in the past, but now I have a romantic interest in him, I like to kiss him, I like to be intimate with him, I have the urge to sleep with him no matter what the position.

I like Ji Wanli, there's no doubt about it, I don't hate him just because I think about the things he did wrong in the past, no.

But the problem now is not whether I like him or not, but the melancholy boy he loves who loves to cry before amnesia, weak and needs his protection, not the former rotten man who is strong now, loves to giggle and complain.Moreover, I am the adopted son of his family, and we should break up due to ethical and moral considerations.

He also mentioned breaking up just now, probably because of this.

Putting aside my sensibility and calming down completely, I decided to tell Ji Wanli first that I was forced by him and got creamed four times. "Evening ceremony, come here."

My casual barking tone made Ji Wanli frown.

"Are you calling your dog?"

"Sorry, I was wrong! Please come here! Please!"

"Humph."

It's true that the young master has never changed his temper. Can he be nicer to his favorite man who has committed crimes!I cursed in my heart.

"What are you talking about?" He sat down next to me.

In the face of his good-looking wrath, which made me accept countless pictures taken by Jumeifan, I reached out my hand despite hesitation, and gave him a right uppercut that was five years late, "You bastard! You actually forced me !Cause me in it! Do you know how uncomfortable and self-respecting it is!"

"I'm sorry." Ji Wanli was stunned for a moment, covering the right side of his face to apologize, but he didn't react much when I hit him, "You should be angry."

I should be angry, but I don't like violence, and I hate domestic violence even more. I do it because I think that if this kind of thing is not vented in a man's way, it will become a hurdle that neither he nor I can get through in this life.I can't and shouldn't tolerate it. I have to scold him enough to be qualified to laugh it off.

"Let's not say that I was only 15 years old at the time... You are committing a crime! You really are, why do you force me? Can't you talk about something! Even if I didn't like you at the time, maybe I will like you later?"

"I know what I'm doing. I..."

Ji Wanli hesitated to speak, as if he was recalling what happened that night.

Is he going to talk about the mental journey when he forced me?

Thinking of me coming to God, I sat up straight and pricked up my ears, wishing I could put all the microphone light into his mouth.I have read a lot of articles about Wan Yu’s forced love, in which there are only descriptions of how painful and sad I am, without Ji Wanli’s forced psychological activities, it’s not bad to hear real people tell me now.

As a result, he saw that I was looking forward to it, so he shut up and stopped talking. "Um."

"Huh, what? Go on, what did you want to say just now?"

"You probably don't want to hear that."

"I want to hear it. I'm very curious and want to hear it."

"You want to hear how I feel when I fuck you?"

"Think about it, really think about it!"

I blinked at Ji Wanli, Ji Wanli was very speechless to me, although he still said briefly, "I got the gift that I have been looking at for ten years in the window."

"That's not very cool..."

"Joy is short-lived based on hurting you."

"You still have a conscience, I forgive you." I hammered Ji Wanli's chest muscles, and I recorded his feelings with my mobile phone. Although I have already escaped from Wanyu, I can still provide some writing for Wanli. material.

"What to write?" Ji Wanli touched my waist, and the image of me stepping back and being dragged back by his waist flashed in my mind. I was so shocked that I threw him away in fright.

He withdrew his hand and looked at me in disbelief.

I also couldn't believe why I was so sensitive all of a sudden. "Uh... I seem to have a bit of post-traumatic stress disorder."

"You remember