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Li actually said that he was not his younger brother, and he had made an agreement with him never to be separated.Seeing Xia Zhenyu crying again, Ji Wanli glared at Xia Zhenyu, "Don't call me brother."

"for……"

"Don't ask why such stupid questions, I'm not your brother, I have no blood relationship with you, it's as simple as that."

"I know that my brother and I are not related by blood, I know, but...although I am not my brother's younger brother, but I want to be my brother's younger brother..."

"You think I don't want to, I don't want you to be my brother."

This sentence made Xia Zhenyu burst into tears, Ji Xinyan scolded Ji Wanli, but it was useless, Ji Wanli still went his own way, no one in the family knew what he was thinking and what he wanted to do.

What was supposed to be a happy birthday will end in the family's unhappiness. In the middle of the night Xia Zhenyu thinks about it more and more sadly. He doesn't know what happened to make Ji Wanli deny his younger brother, but he knows that if this continues, Ji Wanli will completely follow him. The estrangement no longer restores the same intimacy it once had.Thinking of Xia Zhenyu, he plucked up his courage and sneaked into Ji Wanli's bed.

"Brother... Wan Li, I have something to tell you, can I say it?"

Staring at Ji Wanli with his back turned to him and the silence that didn't respond, Xia Zhenyu estimated that Ji Wanli should be sleeping. He wanted to go back to the room but still didn't, and then said, "I think you've become so strange recently."

"Why can't I call you brother? Tell me... Even if the blood relationship is not, my heart is for brother, brother, I really like brother, whether it is the way he protects me or when he is angry with me, I like it very much, I want to be my brother's younger brother..."

Speaking of this, Xia Zhenyu couldn't help but choked up, he couldn't continue at first, just crying uselessly.He complained that he and Ji Wanli were not blood brothers, crying and crying, he knew it was useless to complain about himself, he and Ji Wanli were destined not to be real brothers, he could not be recognized by Ji Wanli, Finally cried until weary and fell asleep.

Outside the window sill, the moon and movie stars are dazed and bright, and it is certain that Xia Zhenyu has fallen asleep. Ji Wanli can barely turn around, with black curly hair, quiet and soft breathing, and eyelashes that are so long that they make the heartbeat every time they tremble, staring at Xia Zhenyu With a pure sleeping face, Ji Wanli shook his head heartlessly.

"I will never be able to treat you as a younger brother."

Then gently kissed Xia Zhenyu, sincerely and carefully.

As he was too young for love.

"Because I love you."

Speaking out the accumulated feelings, Ji Wanli thought that what awaited him would be joy and relief, but he didn't expect to see Ji Xinyan's frightened eyes.

His biological mother was standing outside the door, too shocked to make a sound.

Memories of a midsummer shower⑦

The next day, the day after his 13th birthday, Xia Zhenyu opened his eyes in Ji Wanli's room. He stretched himself and subconsciously looked for Ji Wanli who was supposed to be sleeping next to him, but he couldn't find it. Instead, he saw Ji Xinyan. Sitting on the edge of the bed gloomyly, frowning, as if very unhappy.

He was a little worried: "Mom, what's the matter with you, aren't you feeling well?"

Finally, when Xia Zhenyu woke up, Ji Xinyan coldly let Xia Zhenyu go back to her room, "Now immediately take your favorite clothes, toys, and books to the living room, and put them in the suitcase I prepared for you."

"Why do you find out what you like and put it in the suitcase?" Xia Zhenyu was extremely puzzled by Ji Xinyan's request, "Why..."

"Why do you know when the time comes? Children don't need to know too many things. Do what adults say they want you to do. Go quickly."

"it is good."

"It must be tidied up before lunch," Ji Xinyan added.

"I'm going now!" Xia Zhenyu hurriedly got up, and asked by the way, "Where is Mom and brother? The one who slept next to me last night..."

"Your brother needs to make up the piano lesson that he missed recently, and he will go home tomorrow."

"Then I won't see my brother for a day!"

"You always have to be apart."

"But I don't want to be separated from my brother, not even for a second."

The sun is shining outside, even if the curtains are drawn and the light shines into the room, it will be dazzling, just like Xia Zhenyu's simple but lonely words, Ji Xinyan stared at her ignorant adopted son for a long time, hesitant to speak several times and finally turned into an understatement Urge. "Go, go back to your room and organize your things."

At this time, Xia Zhenyu still doesn't know what Ji Xinyan wants to do in the future.

What happened afterwards was very sudden. The summer vacation had just begun, and the midsummer had not yet arrived. Xia Zhenyu was sent to his uncle's house in another city by Ji Xinyan in a daze. It only took more than six hours from the beginning to the end.Xia Zhenyu's uncle is a vagrant who is addicted to gambling. With his beautiful and weak wife and two sons who have just started primary school, they live in a dark and damp underground rented house at the end of the vegetable market. The poor are almost destitute.

Ji Xinyan told Xia Zhenyu that his uncle will raise him in the future, and she and Xia Yan are no longer his parents, and Ji Wanli is no longer his brother. He once again changed from an orphan who lost his parents to an orphan.

Xia Zhenyu was stunned for a moment, and then he started to fight on the spot. He cried in front of his idle uncle and asked Ji Xinyan what he had done wrong, why he didn't want him all of a sudden?Did Ji Xinyan get angry because he was ignorant and disobedient and did something wrong?If he changed it, he would change it. I just begged Ji Xinyan to forgive him and don't want her.Although Ji Xinyan denied it, she insisted not to raise him anymore.

Seeking to no avail, Xia Zhenyu had to accept the reality and the heartless abandonment of his "mother" who loved and cared for him for nearly ten years without reason.

In order to make Xia Zhenyu's uncle considerate to his strange nephew, Ji Xinyan gave Xia Zhenyu's uncle a large sum of money to take care of Xia Zhenyu's food and school, and changed the rented house to one with a bathroom. Give Xia Showyu a bank card. "The password is your birthday. Enter it twice. If there is an emergency, go to the bank to withdraw the money, regardless of your uncle. If there is no emergency, wait until you go to college. Do you hear me?"

But what Xia Showyu wants is not money, but to stay with his adoptive parents and elder brother who have cared for him carefully and given him love and tenderness for nearly ten years. I don’t need money, I just want you, mom... woo... no... don’t leave me alone, okay? I will be very good, and I will be very obedient and sensible. Please, mom, don’t let me go again Back to a person..."

"Xiao Yu, people have to grow up."

"Mom, please... woo..."

"Don't ask me, you haven't done anything wrong, don't ask me."

Ji Xinyan didn't know why but she was determined. No matter how much Xia Zhenyu promised, how many times she begged, it was useless. In the end, he watched Ji Xinyan leave by his uncle and aunt in despair, and left without looking back.

After Ji Xinyan left, Xia Zhenyu tried to call Xia Yan and Ji Wanli. He wanted to know the reason why his mother was suddenly abandoned, but he couldn't get through. In the small room next to the toilet that was given to him, I cried all night.

The next day he walked out of the room under the warm advice of his aunt. Auntie is a very gentle woman who is very kind to Xia Zhenyu. She took Xia Zhenyu to the surrounding area to see the local specialties and scenery, and even bought Xia Zhenyu food that she had never eaten before. Liangpi.After a few days, Xia Zhenyu gradually stepped out of the shadow of being abandoned for no reason, and started doing summer homework normally, playing with his cousin.

At the beginning, my uncle treated Xia Zhenyu pretty well. Although he didn’t have a bathroom to take a shower, he had his own small room and bed. He didn’t sleep with his two cousins ​​who were only in elementary school. They had a very bad temper and often robbed him. His toys and clothes were not returned to him, which made him very wronged.

And the more aggrieved days are yet to come.

He was a guest at first, but later he was disgusted. Uncle gradually became more and more impatient with Xia Zhenyu.When school started in September, Xia Zhenyu's favorite toys and clothes were all divided up by his cousin. At the same time, his uncle gambled all the money given by Ji Xinyan, and returned to his rogue nature. .

One day when he came home from school, Xia Zhenyu heard a man yelling and crying at the door. He knew that his uncle was beating his aunt. up, to protect his poor aunt.Silently enduring the almost abused beating for his aunt, he endured the pain and didn't make a sound. After an unknown amount of time, his uncle picked up a kitchen knife and slashed at Xia Zhenyu with red eyes.

Xia Zhenyu thinks that he might die, but even if he dies, he still wants to protect those who can, just like his brother did to him.In the end, the kitchen knife stopped in front of his forehead and didn't cut it off. However, from this day on, Xia Showyu also became the target of his uncle's domestic violence after drinking and gambling.

Like his aunt, who was often beaten by his uncle, he always went out with bruises. His aunt asked Xia Zhenyu to tell his classmates that he had fallen because his family ugliness should not be publicized, so Xia Zhenyu suffered from his classmates day after day amidst such lies. The ridicule and exclusion that will die if you don't wrestle.

Life seems to be at the end of an abyss, with no end and no direction. Xia Zhenyu's life becomes more and more painful, and she feels like a walking dead every day.

On New Year's Eve, the family was reunited, but his uncle took away the money saved by his aunt and his mobile phone and went out to gamble. He comforted the pale and weak aunt for a long time. They called and said Happy New Year to Mom and Dad.

But when he really picked up the receiver, he hesitated.He was afraid that his father and mother did not want to hear his voice.He was afraid, afraid of hearing the indifferent hang up, and even more afraid of hearing the silent silence. After thinking for a moment, he pressed the phone number of his favorite brother one by one.

There is no hope of getting through to him,